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Partner of an FTM gets bullied off of r/phallo after she dares say she is less attracted to her partner after she got phalloplasty. StructureStunning791
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Seeking input.
Hello everyone, I was pointed to this page after being harassed/bullied for making this post seeking advice in a phallo group.

My partner recently underwent phallo surgery and has been in recovery for a few short months. I have been nothing but encouraging and supportive throughout his entire journey and have celebrated him every step of the way. I have done everything possible to make his journey feel amazing and rewarding. Since his surgery I am starting to find myself missing his old body (or having the option of both). He is ftm, now fully male after having phallo. So the option of both has gone away. Is this something any of you have experienced? I’m not at a point where it hinders my love for him, it kinda just feels a little like a mourning period? If that makes sense. However, it doesn’t take away from me being beyond thrilled with his happiness in his new body.
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Comments are funny. These girls can't handle anything.
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I just let trans people have their little dens of delusion on Reddit and never interact with them. Nothing wrong with a place to talk shop about phallo, but I'm never going there other than as a bemused/horrified observer.
 
Okay so this one I'm posting because it's a "good" result. "I take care of myself, I'm in excellent shape (6'1 160lbs) for my age (46) & look half it. I don't eat a lot of junk, I don't smoke cigs, I only drink rarely & socially, I do enjoy my 420 time tho, really my only vice. I have no debt, I have no kids, no crazy exes, & really just very little baggage =)"
This is the best patient you can get for this kind of surgery. His lifestyle even fits it too. Its amazing how picking the right people can affect outcomes, but its still a disappointing final ending.
Looks like that boyfriend I mentioned above has dropped him. Likely due to him getting the surgery.
This is a real thing especially with HSTS'. They attract these niche fetish chasers who like girls with dicks'or super feminine gay guys. Its degenerate but it can work provided they don't get the chop. The tranny wants to go all the way and ruins it, understandably so since its such a huge change. Moral of the story, don't change your genitals unless you want to be an untouchable.
So here is the actual question: could that happen with SRS?
Absolutely. Some nerves can get compressed by scar tissue, get irritated or inflated constantly due to damage during the procedures. Neuropathic pain. Its chronic, debilitating and painful. Previous people have mentioned leaving the 'stump' part of the penis that gets hard in SRS surgeries. Well, nature does its thing and the 'stump' gets hard and causes pressure in that area compressing some nerves on that area making sex life impossible due to the pain. In most cases, the lack of total sensation is actually a blessing.

Any surgery carries this risk, but you can minimize it by the scope, experience and anatomy knowledge.
 
To summarize ejester (mr good vag)

I've raised myself since I was a child
I'm looking for someone dominant, with their act together & knows what they want & isn't afraid to ask for it. I prefer folks who aren't shy or meek. Someone that is caring & nurturing, fun & spontaneous.
I do have some hard limits such as kids. They are a deal breaker for me. I'm sorry, I've never wanted them my whole life & I'm glad others do, but they've just never been for me.

Fucked up childhood.
Wants a dominant partner to reenact childhood dynamic.
Wants a nurturing partner to compensate for lack of childhood nurture.
Doesn’t want kids because hated his childhood.

The loving parental figure the child inside him seeks, will never exist. Not even now he has mutilated himself into the shape of something that is usually treated more gently.
 
I just let trans people have their little dens of delusion on Reddit and never interact with them. Nothing wrong with a place to talk shop about phallo, but I'm never going there other than as a bemused/horrified observer.

Agree. It's a huge cope for them to say that their Reddit threads are being bRiGaDeD anytime they get a reaction they don't like. I don't doubt that it might happen once in a while, but I also don't doubt that they simply can't countenance that, say, r/actuallesbians or r/teen girls might just be not as pozzed as they hope and reacting truthfully to their posts through the blissfully anonymous medium of down arrows.

In their heads, any strong collective negative reaction to them is the result of some organised TERF plan to invade and ruin their spaces, but the truth is far more likely to be that perhaps one or two dedicated people are doing that on the regular and the rest of the negative votes come from actual lesbians/teen girls/whoever they are bleating at for validation.

It warms the cockles of my TERFy, coal-black heart, truly it does. 360° delusion and cope with these people. When the whole world has finally peaked, they'll still spend six months or so telling themselves it's just a big TERF brigade and not what normies think.
 
She's dying so she has nothing to gain by acknowledging the truth.
On the contrary- and this goes for every one of us- as we approach the culmination of our life's struggles, and prepare to meet our Maker or, if you prefer, step out into Eternity itself, we have everything to gain by acknowledging the truth. The more difficult the truth, the greater the gain.

Her body will never be whole again. Her life will never be what it could have been. She will never be free on this physical plane. The only chance of freedom she has left is in truth.
 
I’m going to an all boys school abroad in a few months where no one will know I’m trans and I’ll be living with 2-3 other guys.
I’m sure they’ll be thrilled, and I’m sure they’ll clock you in minutes.
Would love to know how it turns out for her
@William Tyndale any chance of an archive of that Papua New Guinea article? I’d like to be able to send it to someone to show her the phrase gender identity was coined by a dodgy perv . Ta
 
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I present you the float dog


She needs tiny little scuba weights to deal with that buoyancy, damn. But even if it didn't float, the cactuslike hair and the uncanny colour and the weird positioning on the obviously-female mons are all pretty kino. What a mess.
 
Dr Kim put out his hand and showed a slight shake. He said, "When you have tremors, the only way the brain knows how to correct it, is to use A LOT of power." and he clenched his hand hard. So those of us with tremors and get fatigued easily during male baseline everyday speaking or even training, are using WAY TOO MUCH POWER.
Ah, yes, just what everyone wants: a surgeon with an essential tremor. Sign me up, Doc!

Neuropathic pain. Its chronic, debilitating and painful.
It's also difficult to treat. Analgesics, including the big gun opiates, don't work especially well for neuropathic pain.

Well, nature does its thing and the 'stump' gets hard and causes pressure in that area compressing some nerves on that area making sex life impossible due to the pain. In most cases, the lack of total sensation is actually a blessing.
Nerves can become engulfed and compressed by scar tissue, too. They all have so much scarring that it's frankly amazing that more of them don't report issues with pudendal neuralgia. Some actual women have issues with it subsequent to childbirth, and it's reportedly very unpleasant. Hilariously, pudendal neuralgia is also called Alcock syndrome. Not very affirming.
 
The only opiate that has any effect on neuropathic pain is Methadone.
A future filled with heavy painkillers, more trans joy!

Would heavy painkillers clash with hrt? I’m probably being a tard but I recall methadone or maybe a different older one can easily fuck up the heart. If they were told they couldn’t take the good shit at the same time as their hormones I bet they’d choose the hormones. Then cry transphobia because their doc only gives them paracetamol for their festering crotch holes.
 
Would heavy painkillers clash with hrt?
The usual treatment of neuropathic pain are anticonvulsants, a lot of which induce the cytochrome P450 group of enzymes that also metabolize Estradiol. In plain terms, these drugs make their tittie skitties less effective. Newer anticonvulsants like Lamotrigine and Gabapentin are less liable to induce P450, but in intractable neuropathic pain you have to try everything.

Testosterone is mainly metabolized through glucuronidation. While some anticonvulsants do lead to the rise in enzymes responsible for the process, the effect is not thought to be clinically significant.
 
Bit late with the nerve talk but even just small cuts and stuff can cause the nerves to never heal properly. PL but I cut the thumb on my dominant hand down to the bone on a tin lid as a teenager and the only sensation I get now is burning pain along the scar. I can't imagine how horrific the nerve pain in those huge surgical sites would be. That shit doesn't get better and doesn't respond to pain relief.
 
That shit doesn't get better and doesn't respond to pain relief.
Yep.

In a lot of the older studies on trannies, there were a lot of patients "lost to follow up" and there was this cope of "oh, they're just off living their lives and don't want to deal with docs anymore" - yeah right.
I wonder if anyone is accurately collecting the data on how many are killing themselves post-op.

Nerve pain is no joke and we have fuck all to treat it. I've cared for patients with chemotherapy induced peripheral neuropathy and post-herpetic neuralgia and every single one of them was like "I want to fucking kill myself. I cannot take the pain anymore"

As the others have said, opiates don't really help for nerve pain. Some docs still prescribe gabapentin and lamictal for nerve pain but pretty much every patient says they do fuck all.
 
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He's just pissed that his surgery was botched and took away his ability to coom.
That's proof that he's saner than he was before, having your genitals mutilated is kind of a bummer and something you ought to be able to talk if not seethe about. If anything the detached cool guy act would fall flat were you to do it while talking about your gored non-functional genitals.
His openly talking about the horror that is the genital mutilation called SRS is hopefully arresting enough to guide some other mentally unstable faggot away from it.
 
His openly talking about the horror that is the genital mutilation called SRS is hopefully arresting enough to guide some other mentally unstable faggot away from it.
That is a painfully optimistic bit of hope. All of these people are delusional as fuck and have a “my surgery outcome will be better than this hon’s. I’ll be the one to get a REAL vagina!” They violently reject any criticism to protect their safe delusion that keeps them from having to deal with reality.
And then they get the chop, cope some more about the results, reality begins peaking through the cracks (or sutures, in many cases), staring at them until their mental pillow fort collapses. From there it’s either become a heretic in lifelong excruciating circumstances or ACK.
 
That is a painfully optimistic bit of hope. All of these people are delusional as fuck and have a “my surgery outcome will be better than this hon’s. I’ll be the one to get a REAL vagina!” They violently reject any criticism to protect their safe delusion that keeps them from having to deal with reality.
And then they get the chop, cope some more about the results, reality begins peaking through the cracks (or sutures, in many cases), staring at them until their mental pillow fort collapses. From there it’s either become a heretic in lifelong excruciating circumstances or ACK.
One upon a time I was talking to a troon about how his dick doesn’t work anymore, and he didn’t consider going off estrogen for a bit to make it work (maybe) again.

Honestly that was my peaking.
He said “oh well, if it doesn’t work anymore I’ll just chop it off and get a vagina”.
He was so cavalier about it, like getting wisdom teeth removed.
Of all people, he should have known what a terrible idea it is, and even calling it a vagina is a hopeless pursuit.
Couldn’t take the idea of having a front row seat to that nightmare.

Also knew a troon post chop that didn’t go into detail, but he sure knew a LOT about nerve pain and healing nerves. Wonder why.
The pre chop troon and post chop troon are friends.
I’m sure they’ve discussed the “issues” (the whole thing is one big issue) with the stinkditch, but full steam ahead!
These people don’t listen to reason, ever.
 
That is a painfully optimistic bit of hope.
These people don’t listen to reason, ever.
Fair. However there are different types of tranny, from what I've seen the HSTS ones are more willing to listen since they aren't usually violent perverts but just regular self-destructive crazy. It's unpopular here but I do have sympathy for the HSTS types, they've been sold a bill of goods that they'll never redeem; Only God can origami a cunt, Dr. Shekelberg not so much.
This tranny lunacy wouldn't be half of what it is if it wasn't for the thoroughly unsalvageable AGP-monsters skinwalking HSTS trannies skinwalking women. I swear they're like Matryoshka doll of malevolent perversion, no wonder so many of them are pedophiles, zoophiles, and/or rapists, too.
 
Fair. However there are different types of tranny, from what I've seen the HSTS ones are more willing to listen since they aren't usually violent perverts but just regular self-destructive crazy. It's unpopular here but I do have sympathy for the HSTS types, they've been sold a bill of goods that they'll never redeem; Only God can origami a cunt, Dr. Shekelberg not so much.
This tranny lunacy wouldn't be half of what it is if it wasn't for the thoroughly unsalvageable AGP-monsters skinwalking HSTS trannies skinwalking women. I swear they're like Matryoshka doll of malevolent perversion, no wonder so many of them are pedophiles, zoophiles, and/or rapists, too.
I think there's a self-selection effect we're seeing though. I feel like part of this is that by the time these dudes are seeking out these resources online, actively posting and asking questions, they're already dedicated to the idea, having ignored several offramps. Not unlike lolcows actually, there was plenty of DeviantArt weirdos with sonic recolors getting trolled, but most didn't keep doubling down until they became a Chris Chan. I assume there's many men with AGP who Google SRS results or HRT side-effects and then decide to stop there and just keep crossdressing only, though obviously still demanding access to women's spaces.

It's kind of a catch-22, if they could be convinced out of it, they wouldn't be searching for validation of their desires in the first place.
 
11 weeks post op.

I'm now 11 weeks post-op Stage 2 with Djinovic. Recovery has been quite smooth physically, mentally has been another story where I seem to have fallen into a light depression that I'm working through. That's not recovery related though, so won't be going into that further here. Posted pics are from different stages of recovery since my last update as well as the most recent healed ones taken today. Healing wasn't too hard on me to be honest, even with the more open wound at the head due to a stitch coming loose and causing more of an open wound situation, but looks like I've got a stricture as peeing goed slow and everywhere (see pic of toilet with highlights as to where it all goes). Have to schedule in stage 3 for implants (balls and ED) and sort out the stricture issue. I'm also asking Djinovic about the possibility of making the head a bit smaller compared to the rest of the phallus as there's nearly 3cm difference in circumference there from base compared to the head (will post a clearer pic of that in the comments as I keep all dick pics in a locked folder and need to move it to be able to upload). Looking forward to it all being behind me and being able to move on with my life. It's been a long journey but worth it every step so far. I had to remove my catheter about 5 days early due to it getting a leak. I did this at home myself which wasn't too bad to do. Somewhat painful but over quickly, thankfully. Peeing after went exactly as it should which was a massive relief. It's only been in the last weeks that the stream isn't too steady and it's now spraying like a hose/sprinkler rather than a steady stream as it should be. I'm confident that this will be sorted out in the next surgery. I can still pee without it being a major issue, I just sit down for ease most of the time to save up on cleaning the bathroom after 😅. Open to any questions there may be, but will pretty much ignore any that would have already been answered by reading through my other posts.


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Scarred, crooked and misshapen.
 
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