It just occurred to me to share a story.
I remember being a shitbag teen browsing porn on stile project, when I came across a video of a man nailing his bollocks to a table. Not just through a bit of loose scrotal sac, it was nails
right through the meaty centre of each bollock. An obviously one-way ticket.
At first I thought it must be a movie special effect, but what kind of movie has a scene like that? Then I thought maybe it was some kind of mafia punishment, but there didn’t seem to be anyone else involved.
With hindsight it’s obvious: it must have been an early troon - at the time, we would have said transsexual - who had worked himself up into such a psychotic frenzy that insane self-harm was looking to him like a good idea. His own testicles had become pubic enemy #1, and he was just dealing out righteous vengeance against the imagined source of his own hated masculinity.
I do wonder if he ever had some kind of post-nut (literally) clarity.
Did he think to himself “Yes! I’ve destroyed the wee buggers! Now I’ll finally be a real woman!”
One imagines him standing there, naked and triumphant - and firmly attached to the table for the rest of his miserable nutless life (which probably wasn’t long judging by the blood loss).
Nowadays of course, in our more civilised times, troons don’t need the DIY option - they can get a respectable doctor to do it for them. We call it “care”, and “affirmation” and “life-saving”, and it’s all about being your true inner self, and not at all about being a demented lunatic obsessing over your own genitals.

