Bruh, even if this is the only sensible thing you have written it's odd that it's coming from you.
You're a retarded troon(those two are correct) shut-in(nope) with disgusting fetishes(nope) that you are proud of and have been exposed for everyone in the Farms to see(are you mistaking me for someone else?) because you couldn't avoid infecting this place with your degenerate circlejerks. You are a sad, sad, sad person(actually am pretty happy) and pretty much any advice coming from you is less than worthless.(actually telling someone having a mental health crisis to seek help is reasonable and even a paranoid schizo would know that) In fact, it is sub-zero. Any advice from you considering what you do with your life is a net negative(do NOT kill yourself) and any sane person should seek doing the opposite of what you think is correct or appropriate.
Also, like a true troon, you seem hell-bent on spreading your misery and drag as much people as you can into your filthy lifestyle.(My filthy lifestyle (being in love))
You are a disease.(You are delusional)