Hello,
It's Rose. I messed up and wanted to first apologize for a few things.
I never should have made that post revealing my sex work. What I create is disturbing, and I get that. I'm sorry you had to see it and I hope you're not too upset.
I also decided to share every single goddamn diagnosis I got, most of which were just straight up guesses. I was obsessed with attention. Still am. It got me the wrong type of attention though, and I was never happy. It was all woe is me all the time when I've actually got a cool life.
I am aiming instead on fashion and happy content. Maybe that's why I look sped? Genuinely don't think I do. Oh! And the sensory club is for all ages and it's actually really great!
The anoxic brain injury was very minor imo compared to what I've seen.
MILD FETISH TALK DON'T READ IF UNCOMFORTABLE
So I actually don't have a medical fetish I just want people who do to view my content.
None of my donations were payoffs. TBH I have no idea why that one person wanted to help so much.
FETISH TALK FINISHED.
I know I'm weird. I know that. But I'll try to do better. Attached is the only time I'm going to share my actual notes and everything but the diagnosis code is cut out. Technically I was antibody positive, so I have a lot of questions for my doctor if possibly it's both genetic and autoimmune?
I'll happily answer more questions for the next 24 hours and then I'm logging out and never looking back.
Why do you go on about not inflicting fetish stuff onto the public at the same time as running accounts that obviously relate to your fetishes but are styled as 'disability advocacy'? If you're spinning the age regression stuff as a way of dealing with childhood abuse then isn't it really gross to also monetise it?
Why are you saying in the same breath both that you decided to list every diagnosis you ever got
and that you are aware they are all guesses at best? Does the cognitive dissonance of these two statements not break your brain? Do you think listing diagnoses you know are guesses/likely inaccurate as concrete answers to your very vague symptoms maybe muddies the water for other people out these seeking their own diagnosis for x, y or z?
If you're not into medical fetish stuff why do you so clearly fetishise being sick on your fetish account AND your sickstagram ones?
Does blurring the line between the two 'sides' of your social media and using a similar aesthetic for both and the same few usernames everywhere not make it functionally impossible for anyone to see a difference, and if so is it just that you're happy to vaguepost and run with people's assumptions that you're for real sick and not just either a fetishist or trying to make money off of other fetishists?
How do you account for all the inconsistencies in your timeline and history as regards when things were diagnosed and on what evidence?
Really though, do you breathe through the trach hole when you blow horsedude? We are all aware you don't actually need it to breathe so please don't insult us by pretending that you keep it in when it's not convenient.
Coming here was stunning and brave and I applause you for having the balls, but you're not going to get the kind of attention and validation you're after here, either. It was probably a bad move, but thanks for offering to entertain us for a while, I guess.
ETA for my thread gorls, it looks like she went and got verified before she even posted the comment. Looks like someone already knows the drill here suspiciously well
