Inactive Audrey E. Hale / Aiden E. Hale - Troon Terrorist

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I lost the post I meant to reply, but explaining ain't that same as excusing. Explaining why things happen is what helps us to avoid them in the future.

Audrey here is autistic and all that, but there is no way there wasn't something triggered what she eventually became, and I'm sure it's exposure to pornography that her autistic mind couldn't process properly, even as an adult. We are having a problem with exposure to pornography now and young people are becoming affected by it and people aren't having an honest conversation about it. Look at the violence of her perception of sex. Some people like rough sex, but this is something else and we know that there is an increase of violent sex portrayed in pornography.
While I agree that porn is deff. a problem in the younger generations, I've always leaned towards pharmaceuticals being the biggest culprit. Up until recent times (5 last years or so), I wasn't even aware that ativan was being prescribed as a psych/anxiety/insomnia maintenance drug. I figured Xanax was more appropriate for such things.

Up until then, ive only ever seen ativan used in the hospital setting, and for extreme cases such as seizures, psych episodes, withdrawals etc. You then sprinkle in the idea that she was started on this by a collegiate psych center probably around the age of 7; you really start to ask yourself what the fuck these people's motivation were....

For ativan specifically, one of the biggest long term use side effects/withdrawal is extreme impulsivity and aggression (among others). Mix in a few extra seconds that they have been due, and haven't gotten said drug; they turn into a screaming, spitting, shit flinging asshole. As for child murderer here, im not at all surprised she was on this drug (AND had violent thoughts). If we are going to prescribe people these drugs, we seriously need to monitor better or this shit is only going to keep happening and more frequently.

That being said, Ol' Dickless here was obviously a compounding of multiple "things that went wrong", and can't just be blamed on one drug or something that went wrong in childhood. She's a conglomeration of fucked up shit.
 
Her art teacher should be fired. Two semesters and that's what her line art looks like afterwards? Even someone with no talent at all should be able to draw a proportional human body after half a semester.
The world's best art teacher is useless if the student is intractably unwilling to learn, or is deluded enough to think that her scribbling is really a form of high art. (The latter type can sometimes be shamed into learning, for example by the instruction to go and get a gallery to exhibit the work if it's really so great)

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Not just any girl, but the girl she "loves". Totally masculine statement there. These people actually need to be culled, your entire identity is about wanting to fuck people in the ass. Real terminally online coomer shit. Then you go shoot up a school full of kids because you're too good for a strap on?
I think she was using "loves" as meaning "lusts after and wants to get carnal with" rather than anything else, mainly because shortly after this she said that at the time she was attracted to "tall white chicks with long hair" (working from memory here, I might have misquoted).

Teenagers often misuse "love" in this way. Once you reach your early 20s you start to recognise the difference between being in love and being horny.

If this was written shortly before she went amok, I would consider it a sign of mild mental retardation (The primitive vocabulary and general ignorance of rather basic concepts in the diary entries certainly indicate a more severe problem than Asperger's syndrome or ADHD).
 
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This image has all the energy of the cover art for a punk band's first album. Though of the two phrases, "toy sex", and "my imaginary penis", which is the band's name, and which is the album name?

Just dropping this because fuck this Pooner bitch.
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Professional but too quick.
Should have gut shot the cunt with bird shot.
Disagree. Just because the pooner lowered herself to the level of a dangerous animal doesn't mean the rest of of humanity needs to sink to the level of animal cruelty. The cop is already going to need a lifetime of therapy from having to step over dead children. I pray that cop doesn't turn to the bottle to try to wash those images from his memory.

Don't worry, she's getting her comeuppance in Hell. The devil has her eyes held open, a la A Clockwork Orange, locked before her a screen showing her real-time updates of her thread, where we call her a delusional dyke, point and laugh at her imaginary penis, and call anyone complaining about misgendering her a retarded child-killer-defending faggot.

All I know is this girl was shaped into something no better than a rabid animal. Even a rabid animal deserves compassion and mercy.
The rabid animal that was once Audrey Hale got that compassionate mercy when she was swiftly dropped and killed by police rifles. That's how you handle a dangerous rabid animal: you shoot it dead. It stops suffering being deranged, and you end the danger. Win/win.
 
The Tennessee Star has obtained nearly four dozen pages from her diary confirming that she was a pooner
Pardon if this is late, but The Tennessee Star gave two pages of the diary to FOX 17 who then released it:
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1/19/23 - Aiden
[Sydney] is gone
but my [fucking] dad is still alive
it should be the other way around... XXX

EVERYTHING HURTS

Father is delusional -> old man
-> tells me "it gets better + better" YOU'RE FULL OF [SHIT]!!
while you don't fell good every damn day
[?mother fucker?] (in regression to) [??] like god damn
Burden waste!!! (everything you good contradicts you)

A terrible feeling to know you I am nothing of the gender I was born of.

I am the most unhappy boy alive

I wish to be dead. X
2/6/2023 Everything HURTS [scribble? bug?]

I will be of no love use of love for any girl if I don't have what they need: Boy's/body/male gender.

I think of death a lot [scribble? blast?]
Because I think of you. [broken heart on a flower]
[redacted heart, referring to Sydney?] 1/31/23

The saddest part...
will be leaving everything I love,
Behind

Family (nom+scott)
Art
Pom Possessions
creativity
animals
nature
They are all real; the only things real in this life that is all a lie
except but for you but allso include; Real love everything about you <3 [???? redacted]

EVERYTHING HURTS
[scribble? melted stars?]

A court filing from a MNPD lieutenant yesterday attempting to find The Star in contempt of court for the leak implicates Ret. Lt. Garet Davidson as the possible whistleblower, here's his website. He did give a few interviews to The Star about the case and apparently had a copy of the full investigative file, so it's probable he did leak it.
 
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Pardon if this is late, but The Tennessee Star gave two pages of the diary to FOX 17 who then released it
Sorry for the double post, but I found while transcribing these that other pages of the diary bled over which can be read after flipping the picture and changing color levels and it's definitely something. I attached the pictures alongside my transcriptions in case someone can make out the words which were scribbled or if someone can read xer handwriting better than me.

SICK.....
It's shining outside, but my heart [???]

[???]
might as well throw me in a retard home

1/25/23

[sodomy scribble]
Want butt sex a big beautiful brown girl, w/ a big ass and a small asshole
If I had a penis, it'd be big + rock hard too bad I am a sad boy born w/ a puny vagina...

EVERYTHING HURTS
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MY BRAIN...

I need my brain for creativity and to live but
[????] It functions to help me [make art?], smell, sleep, move

It [can process?] [???]. I think differently
Ive always been different [???] people runaway from
my difference like its the plaugue or something because of
my brain that I think different, say words that make no
sence to the neurotypical minds of others. My brain makes me
[smart?], [thrilling?], imaginitivity/creativity, but at all the while
makes me suffer every day [???] this way?

I feed [my brain?] [???] have the wrong perspective or think wrong [???]
about my reality, of life I can't be consistent w/ [???] of [compassion?]
and since since Syd died - all of my efforts are meaningless!!
cause I don't work enough, don't [???] do enough
I can't sleep right, I can't eat right, [nobody?] wants me.
my thoughts are answering abyss [???] ONE.

I'm not eating 3 meals a day like I'm [supposed?] to. Notion
the [???] doing [outlies?] at preparing [???] so
[???] accepting me in [???] Im just too different [???]
[???] to have friends like [fucking?] hell [sall?] I have
[???] she keeps me. The closest [???] to [Nik?] was Syd, Syd understood me when noone else did
or could. She would comfort me + knew [???] w/o me.
[???] a [board?]. She [???] a rare friend. h/o She did see me as one.
Im much more rare than people think or know. She knew that
too. Its chance of that [???] of reality for me.

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There's also a few bits that can be read from the parts released by The Daily Wire, but since the Elders of Zion compressed the excerpts to shit you can't make out much.

3/8/23
I need a trans doctor...
this female gender role makes me [???]
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My [???] I could
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This image has all the energy of the cover art for a punk band's first album. Though of the two phrases, "toy sex", and "my imaginary penis", which is the band's name, and which is the album name?
Lol, lets make an kiwi album BMJ style. Here's "My Imaginary Penis" by Toy Sex

My Imaginary Penis

[Verse 1]
Woke up this morning, my mind was a mess,
My penis was imaginary, I was feeling depressed.
I dreamt of pleasin' my girl, in the backseat of her car,
But my little girl parts, they just couldn't play that star.
[Chorus]
Oh, my imaginary penis, my best friend through the night,
In my dreams we're real, and we take flight.
I wish I could touch it, hold it in my hand,
But baby, I'm just Audrey, and my parts are just sand.
[Verse 2]
Mom thinks I'm just a girl, but I know I'm a guy,
She won't accept my truth, she just lets me cry.
I wish I had puberty blockers, to keep my parts at bay,
But I missed that boat,
Ain't got no scrote,
And now I guess I'm gay.
[Chorus]
Oh, my imaginary penis, my best friend through the night,
In my dreams we're real, and we take flight.
I wish I could touch it, hold it in my hand,
But baby, I'm just Audrey, and my parts are just sand.
[Bridge]
I put my name on paper, Aiden's the name I'd chose,
But Instacart didn't like it, that's the truth I suppose.
I wish my parents, would call me Aiden too,
But mom just says I'm her daughter, and that's always been true.
I'd trade a thousand lives, just for my penis to be found.
Tough luck, Audrey, life's not always kind or sound.
[Chorus]
Oh, my imaginary penis, my best friend through the night,
In my dreams we're real, and we take flight.
I wish I could touch it, hold it in my hand,
But baby, I'm just Audrey, and my parts are just sand.
[Outro]
Though I may never touch you, you're with me through it all,
My imaginary penis, I'm the one who hears your call.
I'm a twisted psycho at the center of my fears,
Lost in a delusion, I care only for my tears.
Selfish and insane, I'm drowning in my own desire,
Dreaming of a cock I'll never have-
I've become a liar.
 
And now here we are. After all that time, all that buildup, I'm supposed to believe that's all that's in there?
Like you said there's 40 more pages but I don't know what else you expected. I'm just not seeing what you think is missing here. Do you think because the cops tried to suppress it that means it must contain something really scandalous and because it apparently doesn't that means there's a conspiracy to hide the shocking truth?
 
I'm pretty sure you could successfully pass this off as a genuine ftm transpunx riot grrrl band to the right crowd
Actually, the song ginger market failure WAS actually liked by some troons despite also being a meme, so you REALLY aren't wrong here.
Speaking of, that song deserves a spot in transphobic memes thread. Someone want to post it, since im busy?
 
Like you said there's 40 more pages but I don't know what else you expected. I'm just not seeing what you think is missing here. Do you think because the cops tried to suppress it that means it must contain something really scandalous and because it apparently doesn't that means there's a conspiracy to hide the shocking truth?
I'm mainly intrigued why the Nashville PD wanted to hide this. They obviously haven't kept up to date on genderfuckery to the point where they repeatedly misgendered and deadnamed the shooter (which led to most news sources also saying "Oh? We're not playing the freak's identity games when we're discussing a dead child killer? Okay." and also refused to indulge her delusions posthumously), why would they hide something just because it makes trannies look bad?

From what I saw, most of the hatred thrown their way was because of the double standard they were reinforcing by not releasing it. It seems they caught far more flak than they would have by saying "Our hands are tied, here's her state of mind leading to this tragedy." and releasing it in a timely fashion.
 
So her reason for shooting up the school was just typical Athiest narc bullshit
well that plus she hated the kids for being white.

There was some official on Twitter that said "she hated everyone actually, not just whites, it's in the journal we refuse to release" yet there's no evidence of that. someone else might have that screenshot. it was posted in here.
 
I'm curious who mega-raped this girl.
Because this shit is indicative of severe sexual abuse.

Then again, with people like this probably having grown up participating in sites like Tumblr, she might have just been warped by all the crazies who had been abused and were spouting their bullshit on the Internet.
It's going to be interesting, and horrifying, to see what the Discord generation will do as they grow up, and the kinds of shit they'll write in their journals.
She was also born in 1995, and that's the first year of the generations that grew up constantly being exposed to porn. Social media/tumblr/discord normalizes it, primary school children see posts normalizing it, then they go watch horrifying violent internet porn bcause they think it's a normal tv show. NB: not sure if I make sense, was prescribed opioids at ER. apologies.
 
I think this was a side-effect from mental trauma for suffering sexual abuse as a child. You get so mentally fucked that you forget how genitals look like.

It's fucking hideous and horrible.
Someone at that Christian school diddled her I'm sure of it. I think that's the real reason they've been trying to keep this shit locked down.
 
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