Artcow SamanthaPrater / EruzaArto / DefyingGravityAgain / Emily Nicole Cassidy / Willowtheway / Uniloax - Special Ed Art Thief and "Big Bonned" Attention Whore; Perpetual Liar; Cucumber Princess; Negligent Animal Abuser; Twice Investigated for Murder

If they're really big, they may even cover part of the face.
She wouldn't know. I have it on good authority that she doesn't watch that kind of porn. Seriously, I showed her this an while back and it genuinely confused her.
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Okay, this will look a little confusing so I'll explain it.
#1- pointing at boobs. Unless you're referencing your old username, tits don't defy gravity. They should be a bit flatter towards the torso when a pwrson is laying on their back or upside down. If they're really big, they may even cover part of the face.
#2- shoulder. I understand the confusion here, the way I drew mine was showing the inner armpit. The armpit is connected to your shoulder blade, but not the top of your shoulder. You drew the arm like it was down, where the top of the shoulder is visible. The arms and legs are basically bent backwards, which is why your brain doesn't like how the leg looks, it applies to the arms, too.
#3 A and B- the lines are referencing the spine. The spine should be bent back a bit, you're too straight on a lot of your drawings. The body is a lot more fluid than you'd think, it isn't made of toothpicks. Our spines especially are very flexible. Not many animals can twist their back like we can, most apes are stuck in a hunched position because they swing from branches, not walk upright (which is a big reason our back is so flexible)
#4- I'm just correcting perspective. Again, that's a very tricky thing to learn. The flat part of your hand should be shaped sorta like the pizza hut logo, because things far away look small, but things up close are big. That means even small differences in where something is, like your knuckes vs near your palm, will look a lot different.
Does all that make sense?
Yes. I didn't want this drama to get far until people pushed me over the edge. I was done. I had had enough being picked on, humiliated and scorned for having the ability to draw poses. I am NOT the best artist, I have a lot to go I only started to draw people in 2009 ( prior to that I doodled, not as big as I am now.) when my Grandma passed away as a coping mechanism to heal myself. drawing brings me joy and I just want people to recognize the potential in me. I don't wanna get famous, I just want to be seen as an artist.
 
@SamanthaPrater slow down. You're so quick to get defensive that you then blame the other people, and try to divert attention for others to go after them. If it wasn't fair to you, how is not being fair to them any better? Didn't you just say that any confusion was understandable?
Another important thing- nobody owes anyone anything on the internet, even apologies. This will sound super unfair, because when you do something wrong, you're supposed to apologize, right? And you should! But if there is a misunderstanding, it's usually on the accused to correct it. But to do that, you can't go attacking, reporting, threatening, or repeatedly trying to get the attention of people accusing you. You say very plainly "I have this and it helps me do that, I'm sorry if it seems like I did x, I wasn't trying to do y."
You don't make excuses, you don't throw the other person under the bus and say "But THEY SAID AND IT WASN'T TRUUUUUUE" because nobody will listen and it makes you look even more guilty.
Again, you ARE going to get teased, regardless of what is and isn't true. It's the internet, and this is the farms. We're even mean to each other, but at the end of the day, we know it isn't personal.
You are taking accusations very personally when, in reality, most people don't care. Like, at all. You just make yourself look bad and guilty by reacting all the time.
If you actually want friends and a community, try just having conversations. If someone says something you don't like, move on. Don't correct them if you disagree unless you're ready to be called stupid or other names.
 
Yes. I didn't want this drama to get far until people pushed me over the edge. I was done. I had had enough being picked on, humiliated and scorned for having the ability to draw poses. I am NOT the best artist, I have a lot to go I only started to draw people in 2009 ( prior to that I doodled, not as big as I am now.) when my Grandma passed away as a coping mechanism to heal myself. drawing brings me joy and I just want people to recognize the potential in me. I don't wanna get famous, I just want to be seen as an artist.
I'm gonna drop the bit and be as nice as I can here, okay?
Nobody is really going to consider you a "real" artist. And that's because a "real" artist is subjective. But usually, most people think a real artist draws really well and makes money. What should matter is if you think you're an artist, not what other people think.
Again, not saying it in a mean way. It might sound like it, but it isn't.
I'll chalk up the more childish tantrums and arguing you've been doing to your disability, but that isn't an excuse. You want to be treated like an adult, right? You want respect normal people have?
that means you have to accept when you HAVE done things wrong. I know I said before that nobody owes apologies, they're nice to give though, right? At least on the internet. Well, just saying sorry to those people and then never interacting with those blogs would be a really good start, wouldn't it?
Just don't start explaining away or arguing that "NO I DIDN'T DO THIS". Just say only "I'm sorry." And stop.
I'll also explain another thing: 1, I'm very sorry you lost your grandma.
2- a lot of us have lost people or have difficulties in life. Half the people on the farms have some disability weather it's depression, anxiety, bipolar, schizophrenia, or physical problems like cancer. We all have a story, but we just don't let it define us. The way you try to drown out pain is also just hurting yourself. Do things you like because you like them, not to escape. Let yourself feel the bad feelings, just keep pushing to do other things while it happens.
Unless, of course, it involves Null losing his shit over our antics.
Ok but that's just hilarious. Or scary, depends on why dad gets mad.
I'm also going to add that being nice doesn't mean I am or want to be your friend. It also doesn't mean I'm an enemy, it means I'm a stranger that's being nice to you.
People can be nice or mean without wanting to be friends or enemies. If you want to be friends with someone, you can just ask "hey, want to be friends?" And you'll know for sure that way. Some people will say yes, and some will say no. Either way, that's okay. You can be nice to strangers, just like you can be mean. It's better to be nice, but if someone is being really annoying, rude or a pain in the ass, you're more likely to be mean, don't you think? And I think you were acting like a big pain in the ass to all those other people.
 
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But usually, most people think a real artist draws really well and makes money
Or just one of the two, if you're going by Van Gogh and a few other artists

Ok but that's just hilarious. Or scary, depends on why dad gets mad.
Yeah, he actually went insane over the DM chain incident was asking me on how to deal with the schoolyard bullying, lmao
I'll chalk up the more childish tantrums and arguing you've been doing to your disability
Just so you know, she's too retarded to comprehend most of what you said. You'll need to use smaller words and structure them like you were talking to an 5 year old
 
Yeah, he actually went insane over the DM chain incident was asking me on how to deal with the schoolyard bullying, lmao
Don't just say it nigger, post screen caps!
Just so you know, she's too retarded to comprehend most of what you said. You'll need to use smaller words and structure them like you were talking to an 5 year old
Noted. I'm sure as fuck tryin tho.
 
Or just one of the two, if you're going by Van Gogh and a few other artists


Yeah, he actually went insane over the DM chain incident was asking me on how to deal with the schoolyard bullying, lmao

Just so you know, she's too retarded to comprehend most of what you said. You'll need to use smaller words and structure them like you were talking to an 5 year old
SEE even you say this drama is stupid. It's ART its not life or death :|
 
Don't just say it nigger, post screen caps!

Noted. I'm sure as fuck tryin tho.
...I'm not in the mindset of five years old. Shucks. do I have to start using the BIG WORDS that may confuse people? :|

Em this is what I meant by being annoying/rude, people are more likely to be mean to you by acting like this.
.... This is how the people I once called friends acted. THIS is what I mean by showing them the flaws they have. I am giving what they gave to prove them wrong.
 
.... This is how the people I once called friends acted. THIS is what I mean by showing them the flaws they have. I am giving what they gave to prove them wrong.
I have also expressly told you I am not a friend, I am a stranger.
I am correcting you to help you fit into groups of people better.
You don't right now, most people think you're annoying. I would like to see you make friends, but that will be very hard for you.
I'm guessing you didn't say it in a nice way or they never asked and you pointed it out of nowhere. People usually don't like that

.... This is how the people I once called friends acted. THIS is what I mean by showing them the flaws they have. I am giving what they gave to prove them wrong.
..... *sigh* maybe I should just show you what I mean.
Hey @NerdShamer you're a fucking retarded NIGGER!
Nerd doesn't hate me for saying that because they know it's a stupid statement/we're familiar enough with each other to know usually what the intention of the other is.
 
I have also expressly told you I am not a friend, I am a stranger.
I am correcting you to help you fit into groups of people better.
You don't right now, most people think you're annoying. I would like to see you make friends, but that will be very hard for you.
I'm guessing you didn't say it in a nice way or they never asked and you pointed it out of nowhere. People usually don't like that
For the last time, I have friends. no they aren't in my head, they are real. People also don't like being treated as a five year old at thirty three years old. that's what I am trying to tell those people. DO NOT treat me like I am a baby needing help. JUST because I am disabled, not helpless. They never asked. they never thought once of BOUNDARIES and when I started to set them, they turned on me, accused me of lying about everything.- and didn't think they had faults to begin with. I used to let people walk all over me but when I had a former friend use me, I learned that's not what I wanted to have in my life anymore, I changed and they didn't like the way I was changing .

I stood up for myself more, and they mistreated our friendship. I trusted those people and they LIED about being my friend in the first place, which I found out through other people. You don't lie about that with me, I am incredibly loyal to people when I am your friend. Even online, there's a person behind that screen with emotions and feelings and I for one wouldn't step on them unless they gave me a reason to. Which these people did. They assumed a lot about me, caused a family problems they weren't invited into.

When I started setting boundaries, they didn't realize I was growing up . I may have slow reaction time to growing up, but they knew me for years, and I let them walk all over me for many many years. When I eventually learned what Boundaries were, as said previously, that's when the drama happened. They don't even treat my Schizophrinia right. they disrespect people in the disability community, and they don't even ASK me what my sexuality is. If they would just ASK ME , which half of this drama is because of poor communication skills on my part, JUST ASK me instead of going to people who I no longer live with , for one, for two, haven't seen since 2017, they never ask me. they assume or ask ANYONE BUT ME THE PERSON ITS ABOUT. and they need to understand that's not okay.

these people will learn that mistreating me is not okay, and that they have flaws too. Me trying to stand up for myself and telling them to back off is a boundary I am setting . Seriously, if they wanna know things like my sexuality or even gender, ASK ME. STOP ASKING OTHER PEOPLE WHO I NO LONGER HAVE CONTACT WITH. ITS ABOUT ME. IT'S NOT THEIR WORDS THAT MATTER. - MY-WORDS ABOUT -MY - PERSONALITY, ETC, is what matters.

they assume. that's what I am trying to get them to stop doing.

I also haven't seen my parents since 2017 and they need to realize that those two do not know a thing about me anymore. they rely on the past soloy and it's gone. I wasn't a nice person due to being miserable in the past, due to an unhealthy environment. I JUST want them to start -asking- me directly instead of going to other people.

that's the first step in realizing that they are in the wrong.
 
I'll request a mod to change your pfp to nurgling in your image, sammy. That'll hit right home to ya, ye filthy greasy lardass art monkey.
 
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Welp, I tried.
Have fun everyone. I know better than to have expectations for cows but man I was not expecting the immesurable dissapointment I feel in Em.
Ah well, cie la vie.
What did I do wrong here? All I am asking is for Gaea and them to ask me about my life. rather than relying on my parents or other former friends I no longer talk to. how is that wrong?

do YOU want people assuming things about you or going to a person that you haven't spoken to in six years?
 
Just for clarification in the My Immortal thing, she did claim to have created the art briefly (attention span and the original artist having to beg Emily to stop spamming their DA) but never claimed to be the author of the story. If I recall the reddit post and screenshots correctly what she actually claimed was that her mother was the author and based Salina on Emily's SLRP OC to get money and fame.

Kinda weirdly worse in a way. If she had tried to be the author she could still have pretended to be self aware of the cringe. Instead she believed the most cringe character to ever Mary Sue had to be based on her own cringe Mary Sue with full sincerity that it was such a great character someone would want to copy it and that it resulted in epic fame and fortune.
 
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stop trying to get into my personal life, you wouldn't tell me yours so why do you expect to have me tell you mine?
We didn't expect you to share but you did it anyway. You have shared gifs of your medical history in this thread multiple times.

after the hell you've put me through your NOW trying to come off as nice? bruh, no. I don't trust you lot as far as I can throw you.
You mean the hell you put yourself through. Not hellish enough to confide in your tard support because if you did, you would have your internet taken away. That's basically a death sentence to you.

No,I am not manic, I've SHOWN what Manic looks like and you still don't get tit.
This is a 2am toot session. You look manic to me Willow. Maybe you should get some sleep.

You view my profile with being blocked which is block evasion then bitch at me when I do the same thing to you.
You don't just view profiles though. You constantly try to make contact with people who made it clear they don't want anything to do with you. Samnation showed us all the comments pending approval. We saw you make multiple Reddit accounts because Lambys had enough of your shit.
Whereas we have never made contact with you. You come here to argue with us. Massive difference.

that's what abusers do, they act shocked when they see people stand up against them.

yes, I am calling you lot abusive because of the way your reaction to handling disabled.
>harasses Samnation
>harasses Lamby
>Now theres a dedicated blog to highlighting your constant lies and harassment along with a restraining order with background checks

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It goes beyond being retarded. You know what you're doing, you just refuse to accept that people don't have to put up with your shit.

if I get challenged, Lamby has to be challenged as well. Lamby doesn't even have many drawing videos like I do, so why are they not being called out?
Because spamming videos nobody cares about is attention whoring. Normal people don't need to constantly seek validation.

I sincerely apologize to Lamby and stress that I wasn't copying their pose. my centaurs legs are different, the only similarity is the arm and that's a stretch even. Lamby doesn't own that pose and cannot copyright poses to begin with, the law says so. now if I had copied the exact character placement, design, etc, Lamby could bitch at me for it, but its a pose. centaurs can only go in so many poses before it becomes commonly drawn. humans only have so many poses to the point artists are actually using yoga poses at this point.

ALL I want is for Lamby to back off, leave me alone, and stop telling people that I am a harasser when all I want to do is defend myself. Since WHEN is Defense a crime?
This would be almost believable if we haven't been watching you. You keep wanting to "defend" yourself but you wouldn't shut up about them even though they were literally unaware of your non stop screeching. It's not a defense to try and direct us to harass Lamby and its certainly not a defense to constantly try and convince people she is a thief for using posing references that are explicitly made for that purpose. Thats an attack. Only recently Lamby decided to go for a restraining order and thats how she's now involved in this story.
How many times are you going to apologize to Lamby but not actually do anything about it? You can't move on and while thats sad on its own, nobody deserves to be on the receiving end of your harassment and make no mistake, that is what you're doing.
It's the same shit with Wandering too. You got denied from a rp group and you never stopped harassing her. That's what prompted the creation of Samnation because you are insane. All of your lies, your harassment, you playing victim is all part of a malicious personality that has failed to convince any reasonable person that you are defending yourself.
I genuinely have no sympathy for you. You could have stopped at any moment and reached out to your support to stop this but your stubbornness would only interpret that as admitting defeat. You can't just defend yourself, you want to ruin Wandering and Lambys reputation. You want to know where they live so you can swat them. You want to make them as miserable as you are. You need that feeling that you have won.
I think the most damning part is how you pick and choose your fights. You keep coming here trying to get us to be your personal army and that utterly fails. You blocked nearly all thread paticipants, myself included, and now you're blocking and unblocking so you can have your one sided arguments and pretend you won. It's peak faggotry.
But the point is, you pick and choose. You could have blocked Wandering and Lamby and moved on years ago. That's not good enough for you, is it? You have wasted literal years of your life wishing you could hurt them.
Hoping you get supervision of a permanent kind. You are an absolute cretin and your blatant art theft is only the beginning of the many problems you cause for others.

You never draw?
And under 5 minutes? Unironically, that's very good and even. The heads a little big but you could easily pull off a chibi style with it. You definitely have promise if you had any interest in furthering your skill!
Thanks. No clue on proportions but tutorials and watching some timelapses gives me an idea on what looks right.
 
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