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- Jul 25, 2020
u/Spenzx is a 23 year old pooner from Nicaragua. She’s had a 5-stage metoidioplasty and posted some bizarre pictures to r/transgender_surgeries. 20 to be exact.
(I don’t think they belong in the srs disaster thread, hopefully this is the right thread.)
I finally finished my meta journey
She posted a long text. It’s spoilered below, here’s the gist of it:
> 23 year old dentist, likes to play video games and watch anime.
> Both parent were lawyers, mom died when she was 12.
> Wanted to be a boy since she was a kid.
> Father took her to many psychologists until one finally diagnosed her with gender dysphoria.
> Hormones at 18, tits chopped at 19, hysterectomy and first stage of meta at 20.
> Father didn’t react well when she started hormones, didn’t speak to her for months, but came around.
> Got beaten for being trans and bi.
>”In 2023, I finally began the process of correcting everything that had gone wrong, and now I'm here—finally happy and feeling complete.” She doesn’t go into what went wrong, but it’s at least a fistula judging by her profile.
> She used her mother’s life insurance money on this fake dick.
(I don’t think they belong in the srs disaster thread, hopefully this is the right thread.)
I finally finished my meta journey
Due to the amount of pictures I’ll spoiler them in different categories. The reason some of her body is painted over is to cover tattoos.
She posted a long text. It’s spoilered below, here’s the gist of it:
> 23 year old dentist, likes to play video games and watch anime.
> Both parent were lawyers, mom died when she was 12.
> Wanted to be a boy since she was a kid.
> Father took her to many psychologists until one finally diagnosed her with gender dysphoria.
> Hormones at 18, tits chopped at 19, hysterectomy and first stage of meta at 20.
> Father didn’t react well when she started hormones, didn’t speak to her for months, but came around.
> Got beaten for being trans and bi.
>”In 2023, I finally began the process of correcting everything that had gone wrong, and now I'm here—finally happy and feeling complete.” She doesn’t go into what went wrong, but it’s at least a fistula judging by her profile.
> She used her mother’s life insurance money on this fake dick.
I finally finished my meta journey
Hellou, this is my 2-month post-op update on my final surgery, which was a 5th Stage. I know it's a lot; my process was pretty rough due to complications, but now I want to introduce myself and talk a little about my transition.
So, I'm (username), 23 years old, born and raised in Nicaragua, a small country in Central America. I like to watch anime, play video games, and I'm a dentist. My father is a lawyer, and my mother was a lawyer, but she died when I was 12.
When I was a kid, I knew there was something odd about me, like something didn't quite fit. I always saw myself as a boy. In my household, little kids usually ran around naked, including me, so when I saw my male cousins, I would always ask, "When will I grow one of those (a penis)?" Adults would laugh at my ignorance, thinking it was a joke, but I was dead serious. I started investigating in biology books and learned I was not going to grow one and I was not one of the boys. It was a hard truth that made me feel pretty bad. I always prayed to God to grow a penis and wake up like a boy. When my mother died, I started living with my father on the weekends and my grandparents on other days. My body kept changing in ways I didn't like. I used to cry myself to sleep and didn't know why because "I was supposed to be a girl with a cute face and a good body. Why did I hate it?" I kept asking myself every day. I had a boyfriend in those years who kept me from ending my life and helped me understand that I needed professional help. I asked my father about that and he took me to many psychiatrists until one of them finally told me I had gender dysphoria. I'm not going to tell everything because it's pretty long, but there was violence involved. I got beaten a few times for being trans and bi; it was rough. There was a lot of emotional and physical torture, like being put on my knees while getting beaten with a leather belt for wearing bandages on my chest. Before my 18th birthday, I was suicidal and decided to take testosterone or I would end my life. My father did not react well; he stopped talking to me for a while, but a few months later he saw I was happier and realized he was making a mistake. At 19, I underwent top surgery, supported by my grandparents who took care of me. In my 20s, I had a hysterectomy, and a few months later, just before my 21st birthday, I underwent my first metoidioplasty stage. In 2023, I finally began the process of correcting everything that had gone wrong, and now I'm here—finally happy and feeling complete. Genital dysphoria was especially difficult for me; it made me suicidal sitting down to pee and not feeling anything down there. I'm grateful that my mother's life insurance provided the means for my bottom surgery process, while I paid for other procedures like testosterone, my top surgery, and hysterectomy myself.
I share my story not just to update you on my journey but to offer hope to anyone facing similar struggles. It's been a tough road, but I want you to know that there is light at the end of the tunnel. If you're interested in reading more details about my journey, you can find it here: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1bCrWTRGScxuc5ZE6e7gOIwzEGQxjqDHhV5-G-G3NPm0/edit?usp=drivesdk
My doctors were:
First stage: Ivan Aguilar and his team
Second stage: Meyling Trujillo and Grethel Navas
Third stage: Meyling Trujillo and Grethel Navas
Fourth stage: Meyling Trujillo
Fifth stage: Harley Morales and his team
I'm gonna do an update every once in a while. Ask anything you want. Thanks for reading me
.
Hellou, this is my 2-month post-op update on my final surgery, which was a 5th Stage. I know it's a lot; my process was pretty rough due to complications, but now I want to introduce myself and talk a little about my transition.
So, I'm (username), 23 years old, born and raised in Nicaragua, a small country in Central America. I like to watch anime, play video games, and I'm a dentist. My father is a lawyer, and my mother was a lawyer, but she died when I was 12.
When I was a kid, I knew there was something odd about me, like something didn't quite fit. I always saw myself as a boy. In my household, little kids usually ran around naked, including me, so when I saw my male cousins, I would always ask, "When will I grow one of those (a penis)?" Adults would laugh at my ignorance, thinking it was a joke, but I was dead serious. I started investigating in biology books and learned I was not going to grow one and I was not one of the boys. It was a hard truth that made me feel pretty bad. I always prayed to God to grow a penis and wake up like a boy. When my mother died, I started living with my father on the weekends and my grandparents on other days. My body kept changing in ways I didn't like. I used to cry myself to sleep and didn't know why because "I was supposed to be a girl with a cute face and a good body. Why did I hate it?" I kept asking myself every day. I had a boyfriend in those years who kept me from ending my life and helped me understand that I needed professional help. I asked my father about that and he took me to many psychiatrists until one of them finally told me I had gender dysphoria. I'm not going to tell everything because it's pretty long, but there was violence involved. I got beaten a few times for being trans and bi; it was rough. There was a lot of emotional and physical torture, like being put on my knees while getting beaten with a leather belt for wearing bandages on my chest. Before my 18th birthday, I was suicidal and decided to take testosterone or I would end my life. My father did not react well; he stopped talking to me for a while, but a few months later he saw I was happier and realized he was making a mistake. At 19, I underwent top surgery, supported by my grandparents who took care of me. In my 20s, I had a hysterectomy, and a few months later, just before my 21st birthday, I underwent my first metoidioplasty stage. In 2023, I finally began the process of correcting everything that had gone wrong, and now I'm here—finally happy and feeling complete. Genital dysphoria was especially difficult for me; it made me suicidal sitting down to pee and not feeling anything down there. I'm grateful that my mother's life insurance provided the means for my bottom surgery process, while I paid for other procedures like testosterone, my top surgery, and hysterectomy myself.
I share my story not just to update you on my journey but to offer hope to anyone facing similar struggles. It's been a tough road, but I want you to know that there is light at the end of the tunnel. If you're interested in reading more details about my journey, you can find it here: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1bCrWTRGScxuc5ZE6e7gOIwzEGQxjqDHhV5-G-G3NPm0/edit?usp=drivesdk
My doctors were:
First stage: Ivan Aguilar and his team
Second stage: Meyling Trujillo and Grethel Navas
Third stage: Meyling Trujillo and Grethel Navas
Fourth stage: Meyling Trujillo
Fifth stage: Harley Morales and his team
I'm gonna do an update every once in a while. Ask anything you want. Thanks for reading me
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