Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

[Jamie Lee's Daughter]

i'm here for the schadenfreude

 

[Here to Gawk]

Why do you follow this thread?

A mixture of all of the above answers, but what really keeps me coming back is being invested in many of these stories. I want to know what happens to Gruffin and ElephantDick and that recent guy shitting out of his new cavity.

 

[Savoie]

I'm here because I love medical gore and because I know damn well that I'd have ruined my life with this shit if I'd been born 15-20 years later. I was one of those teen girls who felt like they never fit in with the other girls, wore baggy clothes to hide my figure, that sort of shit. If I had had the vocabulary and the non-critical social support and the internet access kids do today I'd be calling myself Aiden and putting shit like "queer ace non-binary transmasc" in my Instagram bio right now.

Luckily for me, I didn't have those things, and it turns out that I just needed to lighten the fuck up and socialize with people. I love being a woman now. So I read this to remind myself of the dangers. And of course the precious, precious gore.

 

[UselessRubberKeyboard]

A mixture of all of the above answers, but what really keeps me coming back is being invested in many of these stories. I want to know what happens to Gruffin and ElephantDick and that recent guy shitting out of his new cavity.

Griffin’s gonna kark it any day soon, absolutely nailed on. I just don’t know how we’ll find out. Does she even have any friends who will post to let people know she’s dead? Or will it be yet another idiot tranny death conveniently swept under the carpet and denied when anyone comes looking for post-op complication figures?

Unless they decide the hospital system and transphobia killed her, in which case she’ll get applause and balloons at the remaining 27 tranny days of remembrance we have this month.

 

[klarine]

Gruffin has become my favorite cow of the year, because her case is so fucking horrifying and nightmare inducing I can't help but want to know how her saga will end. Will she get a transplant? Will she survive years on dyalisis against all odds? She's like a horrifying car accident I can't stop looking at.

 

[Positron]

If you are of a certain age you'd know about "mondo films" or "Faces of Death" films of the 70s and 80s: gore footage: executions, grisly traffic accidents, suicides, terrorist attacks, usually coming with snide commentaries. A mainstay of "mondo films" are sex change surgeries. This thread is the modern equivalence of mondo films.

 

[expectant asshole]

This is my favourite thread on the farms. I’m med fag adjacent so am interested in the biology and physiology of this. I’m also fascinated by the complete lack of any kind of gate keeping or medical ethics or even common sense!

Gang up and send Null hundreds of handmade kiwis and mini hats?

I would buy several if the next merch run was kiwis made by farmers. Especially if they came with hats and little removable tits and a rotdog hanging on by a thread. I’m sure the crafty kiwis on here are much better at stitch work than any of the surgeons mentioned on this thread.

 

[Peaches Demure]

Especially if they came with hats and little removable tits and a rotdog hanging on by a thread.

So anchored about as sturdily as the average rotdog. Got it.

 

[expectant asshole]

It would probably be just as functional too.

Double points if the kiwi is pooner pink.
Does Etsy do requests? I now know what I want for my birthday.

 

[and I must scream]

A lot of it on my part is morbid curiosity, looking at just what sorts of disasters these surgeries really are, like some sort of gruesome medical museum.

Also, this serves as a nice archive to reference when the actual details and aftermaths of SRS are rarely discussed online or elsewhere because they are heavily-censored by social media and tech companies like Google who have swallowed the whole bottle of pink pills. So, this place is one of the few areas you can go to in order to find a realistic and unflinching look at how poor SRS actually is and how people are spending all of this money just to maim themselves and they still will never "pass".

Mental health professionals and surgeons should be pointing this stuff out to potential patients who are thinking of medically-transitioning, but they don't, so here we are.

Yeah, that's basically my answer too, morbid curiosity + documenting/archiving. When the tide will finally turn and Reddit will be scrubbed clean, we will still have this thread, hopefully. If god and Null are willing.

I'm here because I love medical gore and because I know damn well that I'd have ruined my life with this shit if I'd been born 15-20 years later. I was one of those teen girls who felt like they never fit in with the other girls, wore baggy clothes to hide my figure, that sort of shit. If I had had the vocabulary and the non-critical social support and the internet access kids do today I'd be calling myself Aiden and putting shit like "queer ace non-binary transmasc" in my Instagram bio right now.

Luckily for me, I didn't have those things, and it turns out that I just needed to lighten the fuck up and socialize with people. I love being a woman now. So I read this to remind myself of the dangers. And of course the precious, precious gore.

I genuinely think I might have been identifying as aromantic asexual non-binary if I were a teen today. I didn't feel like a woman as a teen. I wasn't a social person (I had severe social phobia), I didn't know how to dress or interested to know, didn't care for fashion, clothes, makeup, shopping, gossiping - things that all TV shows told me I should be interested in as a teenage girl, didn't care for romance or boys, was almost flat (still am, lol) - which to me was a huge deal as I was convinced that you ought to have a "decent pair of boobs" in order to be a woman (I was growing up when Pamela Anderson and her enlarged boobs were the perfect model), was very late bloomer mentality-wise, was awkward and you might even say autistic, had more of an analytical brain, etc. etc. So if I had to think about my "gender identity" separated from my actual sex, I'd probably think that I'm not a woman, so I must be something else.

Which is terrifying to think about. Like I didn't have issues already, I'd have to deal with dissociating my mind from my body completely and spiraling every time I caught a whiff that someone thinks of me as a teenage girl and not a they/them or whatever. Who knows, maybe I'd have pushed for cross-sex hormones and "top surgery" too. I'm not sure because I was always very wary about permanent or even just long-lasting changes to my body - this is why I have never wanted a tattoo, and partly why I haven't went for breast augmentation despite being immensely insecure about my tiny boobs; then again, if I were convinced this is necessary to become my "authentic self", that this will be the thing that will cause me happiness and without it I'd always feel unfulfilled and disconnected, maybe I'd have gone for it.

This is part of why I find this "gender identity" so nefarious. See, as much as I felt insecure about my tiny boobs - seriously I was deadly insecure about them, I was obsessed with this all throughout my teens and 20's, I didn't feel like a real woman and I thought no man would want me with my almost flat chest - as bad as it was, I still realized this is not something that is innate to me, these are society expectations, this is external. So there was always a part of me that was objecting this, that thought "why should I change my body to fit society's standards? It's not like there is really something wrong with it". But with this "gender identity" this is not the case; these are no longer external norms/expectations/stereotypes/etc. This is your identity. This is part of you. You basically internalize society expectations/stereotypes/etc. and make it your own, your own identity. This is so disturbing. This is downright evil.

I meant to post this on the "randon thoughts" thread for ages but hadn't got the chance to sit down and write it. So I jumped on the opportunity here. Maybe I'll cross-post it to there later as I think it actually belongs there, less so here.

 

[balupton]

Andrew Gold interview with Ritchie Herron who's been featured here too. Figured some of you might want to see it.
Youtube Link.

Why does Ritchie Herron refer to himself as "us". Is this a British, dialect, or zoomer thing? He does it regularly in the first 5 minutes, and later at 22:20 with "That doesn't bother us." Or does he have some kind of identity leak, where his self-identity includes others? Or has he segregated his past identity from his current identity, so that they must be conjuncted into a we/us?

 

[CertifiedFedBot]

Why does Ritchie Herron refer to himself as "us". Is this a British, dialect, or zoomer thing? He does it regularly in the first 5 minutes, and later at 22:20 with "That doesn't bother us." Or does he have some kind of identity leak, where his self-identity includes others? Or has he segregated his past identity from his current identity, so that they must be conjuncted into a we/us?

I'm guessing it's some bri'ish dialect thing. I vaguely remember hearing it before somewhere.

 

[balupton]

I'm guessing it's some bri'ish dialect thing. I vaguely remember hearing it before somewhere.

Okay, thank you! Asked an AI about it, and yeah, it seems it is part of the dialect of northern brits, and turns out is explained by them leaking their self identity into the collective, which is kind of horrifying... it's equivalent to the american big 5 agreeable 'royal we':

Based on the information provided, there are a few reasons why some British people refer to themselves as "us" instead of "me":

1. It is an old English way of speaking that has persisted in certain dialects and regions of the UK. The use of "us" instead of "me" is a linguistic quirk that has been observed in British English for a long time. 12
2. The use of "us" can indicate a sense of group identity or belonging among British people. By using "us" instead of "me", the speaker may be expressing a connection to their local community or the broader British population. 34
3. This linguistic habit may have developed as a way for British people to distinguish themselves from other nationalities, like Americans, and reinforce a distinct British national identity. 35
4. The preference for "us" over "me" could also be a remnant of older forms of English that were better preserved in British dialects compared to American English, which diverged over time. 6

In summary, the use of "us" instead of "me" by some British people is a linguistic peculiarity rooted in the history and evolution of the English language in the UK, as well as a reflection of British national identity and group cohesion. 12

 

[Vulvalover1]

Why does Ritchie Herron refer to himself as "us". Is this a British, dialect, or zoomer thing? He does it regularly in the first 5 minutes, and later at 22:20 with "That doesn't bother us." Or does he have some kind of identity leak, where his self-identity includes others? Or has he segregated his past identity from his current identity, so that they must be conjuncted into a we/us?

Yes. He’s from around Newcastle / Cumbria I believe and the use of us when referring to oneself is a peculiarity of the accent.

 

[Quack_Quack]

. I want to know what happens to Gruffin and ElephantDick and that recent guy shitting out of his new cavity

Death, destruction and dilating..

It would probably be just as functional too.

Double points if the kiwi is pooner pink.
Does Etsy do requests? I now know what I want for my birthday.

Now my brain is going to try and figure out a knit pooner pattern...

 

[balupton]

Grazdo94 / LampreyDick / Graz De Oliveira / Deadname: Graziella De Olivera

My god. I had always assumed they just did transplants... like get an immediately-deceased male's penis and transfer it to a female wanting one... surely that would be a better option than this?!?! Heck, they wouldn't even need deceased males, just setup a medical matchmaking between female transgenders and male transgenders so that their genitalia can be transferred between them.... I'm at a loss.

 

[Programmer Socks]

Lissa's poo bag has been installed, but he's not happy with the menu at this particular establishment.

He's updated his Xitter profile to say "ciswoman with bonus holes".

 

[GloriousScarf]

Why do I follow this thread? In no order:

1. Schadenfreude
2. Horrified curiosity
3. "Boy, I sure am glad that's not happening to me"

On that note, Realistic_Curve2005 has an issue:

Spoiler: My clitoris came off..?? Please help

I'm currently at exactly 7 weeks post op now, some of you might have seen my last 2 posts. Yes I'm in touch with my doctor and I'll be meeting him on Wednesday. I've been having issues with my clitoris. At first it was much larger (extra material ofc) and like hypersensitive - I had some sensation DESPITE being on the epidural during the first few days and then as the time progressed sensation reduced but I was told it's normal. Fast forward to my like 5th week follow up where a few of the extra stitches which hadn't yet come out, were taken out as well as doc examining my clitoris and as he noted this necrosis he said it's only distal end necrosis and that there's alive tissue underneath. He removed some of this cream/whitish stuff (slimy, stringy texture) and the part that was left is what the 1st pic is. It was almost like free hanging just attatched with a tiny but of the white stuff with the clitoris itself having basically no sensation now. Today after dilation I tried to gently clean the area and.. it just came off?? There's some very minor pain from that area now (I've put antibacterial ointment because of the fresh dot of blood) and idk what to do. Have I just permanently lost sensation?? Have I been botched?? Did the one thing - I was the most afraid of - losing my ability to O just happen..? I'm just panicking and I'm so scared all I want to do is cry. There's already been a bunch of other shitty things happening in my life on top of it all and now this?? And it's so out of left field considering how I had sensation before and infact I already have sensation returning to my labia (even the minoras which were follicle scraped) as well as the feeling inside of the canal coming back.. what do I do? Is.. is there anything I can do??

Spoiler: Gross pics

 

[CertifiedFedBot]

Death

Gruffin's dead!?

 

[monstrous bubo]

My god. I had always assumed they just did transplants... like get an immediately-deceased male's penis and transfer it to a female wanting one... surely that would be a better option than this?!?! Heck, they wouldn't even need deceased males, just setup a medical matchmaking between female transgenders and male transgenders so that their genitalia can be transferred between them.... I'm at a loss.

Transplants get rejected by the body’s immune system, so the recipient would have to go on drugs to dampen down their immune system. That’s on top of the tricky problems you see here of hooking up tiny structures, nerves etc. As shitty as the outcomes in this thread are, transplantation (with the current state of knowledge) would probably be even worse. Medfags, please correct my errors.