Helvetia
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i think this could sum up steph in a nutshell. by herself, in denial she's by herself.
link to "the team"
Stephanie Cianfriglia / Sapphire Crimson Claw / Yarrow Brown / the-ghost-fucker / transmascdruid / anarchoenby77 / darktwistedpussy / Druid of Endicot - Xe/xyr ghost-fucker, womb wizard, hand sanitizer sommelier, trans-boomer, violently abuses her elderly parents, has sexual fantasies about raping children
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i think this could sum up steph in a nutshell. by herself, in denial she's by herself.
link to "the team"
PigFarm
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I doubt it.
On the same note, if she was ever put in an actually scary situation, would she still simp over serial killers and post that she fantasizes about being raped and eaten? If, during one of her weird forest walks where she "harvests" pissed on herbs, she were to encounter an actual serial killer, would she finally be able to connect the actual pain and suffering of victims with the horrid reality of the shit she's masturbating to?
Again, likely not.
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Given the way she pissed herself and ran when a cop car randomly drove past the graveyard where she was making "offerings", or calling said cops when some Mexican landscapers moved a political yard sign she'd left out...
...she'd be terrified and traumatised and insist that no one has ever suffered the way she has, and at that point she'd morph into a "victim's advocate" while at the same time, treating anyone who was stupid enough to approach her for support like absolute shit.
Narcissists never change.
PigFarm
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And while doing so, she'd also horny post about Dahmer and fap to torture because her ability to connect reality with fantasy, and reality with imagination, is non existent.
Essentially no matter what, she'll never change
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I can't remember if it was on nnia or Discord where she was part of a para server that turned out to have pro contact pedophiles on, which made her leave, or it got shut down. I remember her saying that she felt more accepted by pedos than regular people, which was... eeesh. I think if she found out that a close 'friend' online was posting CP or anything dodgy, she would block/unfollow, just as damage control against herself. I don't think it would be because of morals, it would be done out of self preservation. But, as has been noted, her reading comprehension is so shit that she will hop on a pedo post to talk about herself. I have to admit that I didn't clock the OP content, so well caught. I tend to see her commenting on something and cap without reading someone else's essay above her comment, because her comments barely relate to the original post. I guess she has infected me with her reading comprehension skills.
I think the fund raising was when she tried to get money to adopt the cat before Siggy, proving she couldn't afford a cat. She neglected to say that a lot of the weening was probably down to her zoo defending leading up to the cat adoption. It wasn't all down to a wolf fucking scene in a fanfic, which is still a mental thing to admit to writing on this post. Also why would you then list the ways that you abused and neglected your last cat?
Speaking of fund raising... Her GFM for her lower surgery is still up and has $1050 in it. She said on her blog yesterday that she's no longer pursuing that surgery. What will happen to that GFM and the money raised? I imagine she's totally forgot about its existence.
The only dialect you speak is grandma. Unless you count the time you attempted to type in AAVE and said 'nigger.'
What... polyamory with the doll...?
So her body doesn't like kiwis? Lol, we curse her with acid reflux.
I'm sure she comes back with more than a bag of chips. She hasn't talked about gas station chicken for a while.
'(non-sexually)'
35 years old.
Surely this is some Native America shit she shouldn't be appropriating?
Her saying Siggy has got fat within 3 months of having her, just before telling someone that she mistreated her last cat, does not look good.
In reply to her own spastic drawing from yesterday:
OK, now I get it, the pupils. Why she felt the need to draw that picture is beyond me, but I loved that she did.
She doesn't look very zoomie.
How would you know.
Edit to add:
Remember these posts from yesterday?
This happened today:
I knew that by upping the edge and using Dahmer's name she would start edging into discourse. Hope there's more of it to come!
(Staph's account isn't 'gone' btw, I imagine that she has just blocked the user).
I think the fund raising was when she tried to get money to adopt the cat before Siggy, proving she couldn't afford a cat. She neglected to say that a lot of the weening was probably down to her zoo defending leading up to the cat adoption. It wasn't all down to a wolf fucking scene in a fanfic, which is still a mental thing to admit to writing on this post. Also why would you then list the ways that you abused and neglected your last cat?
Speaking of fund raising... Her GFM for her lower surgery is still up and has $1050 in it. She said on her blog yesterday that she's no longer pursuing that surgery. What will happen to that GFM and the money raised? I imagine she's totally forgot about its existence.
The only dialect you speak is grandma. Unless you count the time you attempted to type in AAVE and said 'nigger.'
What... polyamory with the doll...?
So her body doesn't like kiwis? Lol, we curse her with acid reflux.
I'm sure she comes back with more than a bag of chips. She hasn't talked about gas station chicken for a while.
'(non-sexually)'
35 years old.
Surely this is some Native America shit she shouldn't be appropriating?
Her saying Siggy has got fat within 3 months of having her, just before telling someone that she mistreated her last cat, does not look good.
In reply to her own spastic drawing from yesterday:
OK, now I get it, the pupils. Why she felt the need to draw that picture is beyond me, but I loved that she did.
She doesn't look very zoomie.
How would you know.
Edit to add:
Remember these posts from yesterday?
This happened today:
I knew that by upping the edge and using Dahmer's name she would start edging into discourse. Hope there's more of it to come!
(Staph's account isn't 'gone' btw, I imagine that she has just blocked the user).
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Oh my god it's Blackjack. My favorite lolcow from days of yore. I wish she was still posting off-the-rails fandom-wank era stuff because a thread on her would be glorious. Could Staph outwalk a hurricane? The world will never know.
Loving Staph spinning this tale of being denied a cat because internet randos didn't like her fanfic. And Blackjack, of course, straight up believing her. "Antis I suppose." I need them to be friends now, holy shit.
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Oh my god seeing blackjackgabbiani just sent me back to the fucking 2000s, what an unexpected crossover
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Oh my GOD I didn't even notice! I still have photos of her on an old hard drive somewhere (we were making icons of her lol).
I will edit as soon as I find more working archive.org links.
(As far as I can tell all of the links in the one above actually work. Yay time for a trip down memory lane!) (Oh damn, only the main links. The collapsed threads are generally unreadable. Boo, I wanted to see what I said.)
https://web.archive.org/web/20071215094254/http://www.journalfen.net/community/wankitywank/1661.html
(P.S. Vote oulangi!)
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It is an interesting question: how much does Stephanie know, or "know," the difference between Internet discourse "paras" who are mostly big talkers and fanfic writers, and people who are actually out there trading CP and doing worse (and maybe hiding among the first group).
She's really comfortable with advocating for "paras" on Tumblr etc, then backs it off a little when she's Facebook posting for her fake NGO.
In general I hope there are a lot more fujoshi talking about drawn gore than real child-molesters, so it's likely Stephanie will never have to make these decisions. But all it takes is being in a Discord with the ones who aren't LARPing, law enforcement coming in, and Stephanie's terrible OPSEC. She's enough of a Boomer that she might have downloaded archives with illegal material in them, maybe from wherever she's sourcing the crime scene photos she's allegedly masturbating to.
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Steph’s using gel, right? She’s not using it IM if it’s daily, and pills don’t really work well for ftm. 40 mg is the starting dose, she wants to bump it up to 60, but her doctor will make sure she’s healthy enough, not at risk of high blood pressure, that her blood work is fine, and that her T levels are not in range and she actually needs the extra dosage to get within range, right?
And Steph knows that keeping your levels within doctor supervision and making sure you are not developing bad symptoms is the goal and you can’t pick and choose which masculinizing features you get, right?
You want the bio male experience, right Steph? Where you don’t get to choose your dick size and go through varying lengths of insecurity about it?
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Makes me think about those sites that put blue squares over the houses of sex offenders so your kids don't trick-or-treat there. If Stephanie found out her apartment complex had a blue square do you think she'd get mad about it? "THIS IS INFRINGING ON MY PARA RIGHTS!! This is only because I write edgy fanfic and want to fuck ghosts!!"
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I thought her pro-para stance was some kind of autism where she takes a word in its most literal definition and doesn't understand context. "Para means unconventional sexuality and that's me! What do you mean there are dogfuckers and pedophiles in this community? That doesn't mean you can block foot fetishists and, most importantly, meee"
What I'm saying is that it would genuinely surprise me if she's self-aware enough to keep it on the down low for fb. And if she is, and more uninhibited on tumblr, I'd hate to see her on discord.
One of the first things I did upon joining the farms was to search for a thread on her. I found a couple mentions somewhere, either in the tumblr lolcows or pokemon cows threads, and made my second or third post. Her heyday was in the mid-00s, she'd gotten boring ten years later.
I knew her from a pokemon forum and we chatted a few times a couple years before the hurricane wank happened. It was such a trainwreck to watch unfold. I knew she was thick but goddamn. Many times I witnessed her not grasping something (where she'd rant about it on LJ), someone would try to explain it, and she'd keep arguing about how it didn't make sense because she, personally, did not understand. The first case of severe autism I ever saw in a time where autism diagnoses were still mostly reserved for Rain Men.
If I wasn't a mobilefag this evening I'd try to track down some vintage milk. Glad to see the journalfen archives though, good reading.
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Staph got into her second act of Tumblr discourse today:
The Tumblr user rants about Staph on their page:
Staph reacts to it on her own page:
God she is really horny to be a victim.
Bonus:
Stay away from 14 year olds.
The Tumblr user rants about Staph on their page:
Staph reacts to it on her own page:
God she is really horny to be a victim.
Bonus:
Stay away from 14 year olds.
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The question has been asked many times before as to what exactly she hopes testosterone will give her if she doesn't put even the barest minimum effort in to dress masculine and doesn't even want her teets yeeted, but I think I get it now... what she really wants to be is a female dwarf as described by Tolkien. Not the beardless kind as depicted in Amazon's Rings of Power but a proper hairy, full bearded lady dwarf. And since they write using runes as well, considering Staph's whole thing for Norse mythology and the supposed magical power of runes... it fits too well, doesn't it?Steph’s using gel, right? She’s not using it IM if it’s daily, and pills don’t really work well for ftm. 40 mg is the starting dose, she wants to bump it up to 60, but her doctor will make sure she’s healthy enough, not at risk of high blood pressure, that her blood work is fine, and that her T levels are not in range and she actually needs the extra dosage to get within range, right?
And Steph knows that keeping your levels within doctor supervision and making sure you are not developing bad symptoms is the goal and you can’t pick and choose which masculinizing features you get, right?
You want the bio male experience, right Steph? Where you don’t get to choose your dick size and go through varying lengths of insecurity about it?
The one on the left specifically is what I imagine she's trying to go for - she has the right shape babblers. Yet another reason I think it's a pity she isn't into tabletop RPGs and other nerdy hobbies that have been taken over by her exact sort of perpetually offended pronoun people, it'd give her a healthier sense of community at least than the "pro-para" nutjobs she chooses to surround herself with.
The only dialect you speak is grandma. Unless you count the time you attempted to type in AAVE and said 'nigger
I still highly doubt she has autism since she doctor shopped for a diagnosis to get more woke points, any social awkwardness or inability to act like a decent human being could simply be explained by brain damage inflicted from all the booze and crack her bio mother used while pregnant. "Too disabled to work" my ass, the only reason she refuses to is because she's so deep in her delusions she refuses to associate with anyone who doesn't affirm her as heckin' valid and her people skills are poor as a result of her social isolation.
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So not only does she have Schrodinger's vagina, she's also apparently a Schrodinger's abuse survivor blah blah blah.
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She lies so much about so much of her life that she forgets what she’s said before.
It’s like how her dad is a superMAGA Trump lover who abuses his wife but he’s also a pride attending, supportive dad who takes care of his sick wife and takes her on nice trips.
Or how she’s an English, Irish, Scandinavian with Viking and Druid ancestors or whatever else she’s claimed to have in her ancestry.
I know we’ve said it a million times but she really has the “I know everything and am everything” mentality teenage girls have.
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The most recent post talking about her SSI-
So she's seriously managed to wangle disability benefits for life, because of a literal normal family dynamic - that is, her parents shouted at her sometimes?
How the fuck I thought America was supposed to be stingy with its welfare?
Her only work blocking disabling condition, is anxiety derived from the fact that she doesn't like being told what to do, because her parents used to tell her what to do, when she was being a tard in their house for 15 years longer than decent. And that's why she's also got a sped apt? (a sped apt which is only, aptly, speeding her spedery)
Come on New York Social Services Dept.
So she's seriously managed to wangle disability benefits for life, because of a literal normal family dynamic - that is, her parents shouted at her sometimes?
How the fuck I thought America was supposed to be stingy with its welfare?
Her only work blocking disabling condition, is anxiety derived from the fact that she doesn't like being told what to do, because her parents used to tell her what to do, when she was being a tard in their house for 15 years longer than decent. And that's why she's also got a sped apt? (a sped apt which is only, aptly, speeding her spedery)
Come on New York Social Services Dept.
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There’s no guarantee that she’ll keep her SSI for life. We don’t know the circumstances of her approval, besides the fact she had to appeal because the original judge didn’t deem her disabled.
Her SSI will be reviewed every couple of years, and she’ll be called in to see a doctor who works for the government.
They could, albeit unlikely, decide she can work and stop her payments. She gets the payments for anxiety, not for anything else, and anxiety can 100% be managed. She could get a particularly arsey judge on review who decides she can and should work.
I wish they’d check social media posts, specially the ones she’s made in the past where she admits that she can work but doesn’t want to. It’s save the US Government a lot of money if they’d look at the lazy fucks who are applying for disability payments under anxiety.
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She is a retard, she will slip up at some point in an SSI interview and mention all the TRA interviews/public speaker spots she attends and they won't like that at all I would imagine.