How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

[ThisOldHaus]

Working two jobs fucking sucks, but it turns out my credit isn't destroyed! House hunting has been a bitch and a half, though. I am reminding myself that this is only temporary and that all of this will pay off. I can't wait to have my own house, my own yard, and no one to worry about fucking up my goddamn kitchen.

 

[Hassou Tobi]

I’ll work and make twenty documents and then one will have a minor typo and I’ll get a bitchy email about it and the coworker will tell my boss how incompetent and “uninvested” I am. If I try to protest my boss interprets it as me rebelling against feedback which is really not where I’m coming from. It stresses me out so much.

Other annoyances like higher up in the job whom I interact with not giving me the courtesy of eye contact when I speak to him. I say “hello” to kind of prompt him to look at me and he keeps staring straight ahead. He treats other ppl normally so it’s not like he’s an autist. Why can’t ppl just be polite ?

 

[soft breathing]

In a fit of retardation, I bought a new pair of headphones. Tfw you can hear layers in songs that you've never noticed before. My days are a little more colourful now. It's such a stupid thing to be happy about, but yet here I am.

 

[Sayer of the N-Word]

I’ll work and make twenty documents and then one will have a minor typo and I’ll get a bitchy email about it and the coworker will tell my boss how incompetent and “uninvested” I am. If I try to protest my boss interprets it as me rebelling against feedback which is really not where I’m coming from. It stresses me out so much.

Funny that I had the same experience very recently; a coworker who is hard to put up with actually gasped when she saw a typo in a document I sent her way - I wrote "did" instead of "did not". She loves to admonish people about typos and other petty errors, and the tone she uses suggests that she thinks people do it on purpose. She is the office snitch, too, so everyone has to pretend to care instead of telling her that she can correct this shit herself if it bothers her so much.

 

[The Feline Solution]

Out of nowhere some heavy family shit came up (not completely out of nowhere but it's escalating right now), it's not directly involving me but people that are dear to me and there are also kids involved. Can't really help in the situation apart from supporting the person on who's side i am on, which sucks. I don't get these people, be they male or female, who just decide to throw away what they have because FOMO suddenly hits them once they turned 40. I'd kill for a normal life were i just had a steady job and kids, these people never see the value in what they have. Mostly pissed off because it involves my niece, who just started school, and my nephew, who is about to become a man and already suffered from the home situation for years and is certainly damaged by it already.

Funny that I had the same experience very recently; a coworker who is hard to put up with actually gasped when she saw a typo in a document I sent her way - I wrote "did" instead of "did not". She loves to admonish people about typos and other petty errors, and the tone she uses suggests that she thinks people do it on purpose. She is the office snitch, too, so everyone has to pretend to care instead of telling her that she can correct this shit herself if it bothers her so much.

Imagine how empty and hollow that bitch's life must be that this shit is the highlight of her day. Rest safe in the knowledge that she will die alone and miserable.

 

[Shitted Scaredless]

Guuueeesssss who's sick again!

At least this time I can chalk it up to side effects from jumping back into taking three different pills.

 

[Sayer of the N-Word]

Imagine how empty and hollow that bitch's life must be that this shit is the highlight of her day. Rest safe in the knowledge that she will die alone and miserable.

Nailed it. From what I can gather, she is a total loser and the office is the only place where she has any power. She was the only person who looked genuinely happy at the big announcement because she believed the speaker's line about new avenues for promotion opening up, so you can imagine my pleasure when I found out that she was being demoted.

 

[Electromagnetic Radiation]

I'm having a surge in disturbing and cryptic dreams about my teeth falling out, no clue if this is a premonition, i do believe i take good care of my teeth and don't eat too much food that decays the teeth but perhaps i am neglecting something. Beyond that, it looks like i lost weight albeit not intentionally, since i've been eating and sleeping terribly

 

[dick brain]

I'm having a surge in disturbing and cryptic dreams about my teeth falling out, no clue if this is a premonition, i do believe i take good care of my teeth and don't eat too much food that decays the teeth but perhaps i am neglecting something. Beyond that, it looks like i lost weight albeit not intentionally, since i've been eating and sleeping terribly

Teeth dreams are a very common symptom of anxiety, and a pretty good album.

 

[Big Brown Schlub]

I'm exhausted, a week ago I probably took the toughest job I have since going freelance and my brain already feels like mush after working for 60 hours on it so far, but it's gonna pay so well that when I'm finished with it somewhere at the end of September I could comfortably just do nothing until 2025.

 

[Näkki]

Lolcow is still down so I have to vent here obviously..

First day of vacation, partner drops the bike with his daughter on the back— broken arm. I made it to the apartement and back before the ambulance took off to get her passport. Couldn't come with (in retrospect great) and at the hospital, they were told she needs emergency surgery. And here are the discharge papers, find your way to a city an hour from here to the children's hospital... what if I hadn't had a drivers license? Or we hadn't gotten here by car? The hospital alone is half an hour from here already because apparently we need 50 roundabouts on every damn road.

Drove to the hospital, picked them up, drove them to the other hospital 55 minutes away.. and I can't stay again. Not even until the surgery and duration to be there? Drove back again. I'm fucking exhausted. How long will they keep her? Should we even stay or just drive home? Should we have said fuck it to their hospitals, taken the 7 hour drive and gotten her to our country? It was my fault bc I gave him the heavy bag he packed for the bicycle, i should've said it was too much right away, i was afraid of nagging too much.. Should've insisted on taking more breaks bc it was simply too hot anyway. Maybe we should've left earlier, or not had those two wine spritzer. And now he hasn't written since she got transferred to the OR even though they said it should be a 30 minute procedure tops.


And maybe if i word vomit enough the merry-go-round of doom will stop or come to an end.


My mental health is most definitely not "well".

I also just saw a dude freeballing it on the street. Just a t-shirt, yup. I noticed him try and enter the house after me so I'm glad for speedy elevators. Couldn't have handled that well on top of everything today. I'd be the idiot in prison likely..


"This must be what going mad feels like."

 

[The Feline Solution]

I also just saw a dude freeballing it on the street. Just a t-shirt, yup

What insane asylum of a country did you guys travel to? I've seen some shit in my bug hive before but that's just straight up crazy. Was this some schizo homeless dude?

 

[Vingle]

I'm back, and well. I actually felt really bad about not having the drama that is the farms. Actually enjoyed reading the comments about me, and the ones on my profile page.

Anyway, I'm feeling good now at least.

 

[Nikes_JustDoIt]

I was recently with my friends at a cottage for the long weekend and had a nice time there. I made some homemade pretzels (which my friends loved) and had a nice time there. I was proud of myself for barely being on my phone there (only in the morning for a bit and at night before bed). It was weird seeing my good friends being on their phones for the majority of the trip.
One thing I hate is that even though they are my best friends, I always feel a discount or I am the odd man out. It could be just insecurities or the topics that they like talking about I have no interest or opinions on.

 

[Outer Space Traveller]

Teeth dreams are a very common symptom of anxiety, and a pretty good album.

Interesting - I've dreamt a lot about bleeding/losing teeth. Also about being bare and no one noticing, but not at the same time. And also about falling from great heights, feeling some impact, but nothing affecting me.

 

[Brain Power]

Spent the whole day being harrassed by the most annoying and retarded kind of ipad kids, and giving the moms (because the dads are never present, and when they are, they're cucked) a nudge to stop watching social media slop and tell their little demons to stop running and stomping around, licking the elevator mirrors and smashing the windows while screaming like banshees. The kids don't even react and say "sorry i wont do it again", they just completely freeze in place with a tarded face like someone pressed a pause button on them, they don't even blink, and the moms have to drag them in that frozen pose. Total modern parents death.

 

[Friend of Dorothy Parker]

In a fit of retardation, I bought a new pair of headphones. Tfw you can hear layers in songs that you've never noticed before. My days are a little more colourful now. It's such a stupid thing to be happy about, but yet here I am.

What did you get?

 

[Foxymophandlemama]

I have a video due today and After Effects is freezing on me, ngl I'm sweating buckets and really stressed

 

[Ultrapenguin]

Sometimes I enjoy getting down on hands and feet and crawling around in order to feel more in touch with my simian ancestors.

It also confuses dogs because they don't understand why you are now 4 legged. They eventually settle on walking up to lick your face. You have become one of them.

 

[Mesh Gear Fox]

Teeth dreams are a very common symptom of anxiety, and a pretty good album.

Giving you a winner for being a fellow THS fan. Love Craig and the boys, but I have to admit that Teeth Dreams was their last good album. Haven't really liked anything since then. They are an amazing live band, so if you ever get the chance, see them. They haven't done any full scale touring in many years which is too bad.