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Sad and demoralized. Firm is selling off the business where I work with few details on what thst means for me. I am applying elsewhere but it means moving and there are so many positions I am not qualified for. A Peer got seriously promoted at work even though he's a yesman, uber bland and a milquetoast. But, it makes me consider maybe it is me, maybe somethjng is simply wrong with me. And we are putting our last remaining dog down on Friday. Lots of uncertainty and I'm just sad...I am having a bit of a pity party but still feel genuinely beaten down. What the fuck is wrong with me.
 
I've got fired today due to systematically being late to work and my impulsivity. At least, I left in good terms with my colleagues and my boss.
I would have no balls to take a risk and quit the job I didn't like much. I've got paid and from now on I'm looking for another job.
Upd: my ex-colleague contacted me yesterday. Turns out almost nobody knew that I got fired, they were shocked and upset a little after finding that out because they got used to me.
Fells better to know that I'm more than a featureless object occupying particular part of time and space afterall.
 
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My day was already ruined before it even hit 8am kiwibros. I went upstairs to look for my cat and when I came back down I tripped over the baby gate, then proceeded to land on my left foot in a really awkward way and probably laid on the floor for 10 minutes crying like a baby(:_( Go to the ER an hour later assuming I might have just had a sprain or torn ligament…
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Turns out I broke my whole ass foot and have to wear a boot until I see an orthopedic doctor that will determine whether it can heal on its own or if I’ll need surgery…fucking hell man.
 
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