Inactive Audrey E. Hale / Aiden E. Hale - Troon Terrorist

[Breadbassket]

Whatever small amount sympathy I may have had for her for being insane and borderline retarded just went right out the window.
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Ultimately it is clear that Audrey was cognitively aware of what she was doing

 

[Dawdler]

"The child who is not embraced by the village will burn it down to feel its warmth" ... the teenage angst in these postings x10. I wonder if it's event or just brain rot that does this.

 

[Gog & Magog]

There's something profoundly tragic about the line:
"Remember me for the good things - Audrey."

One because no one will. Two because she was driven crazy by a death cult insisting that any insecurities she had were signs that she needed to mutilate and change everything about herself to be happy.

Remember friends:

Evil isn't just doing bad things. Evil is when you remove the ability for normal people to be able to tell the difference between right and wrong.

This is what happens when you take someone who needed help, grind them down into nothing, destroy their identity, and remove their ability to tell right from wrong.

Audrey died believing she was destroying the enemy. They literally removed her ability to recognize them as innocent children and in the end she couldn't even recognize why that was wrong.

I sorta agree. However, Audrey has been dreaming of murder since middle school. She was always a pyschotic bitch and was going to destroy others' lives someday regardless of motive.

 

[Unique User Name]

Whatever small amount sympathy I may have had for her for being insane and borderline retarded just went right out the window.
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This was part of the original partial Crowder leak:

https://dayton247now.com/news/nation-world/podcast-host-explains-reasoning-sharing-leaked-nashville-shooter-manifesto-steven-crowder-louder-with-crowder-talk-show-audrey-hale-writings-verification-process-debate-parents-families-victims-covenant-school-retired-fbi-agent-mayor-metro-police-mayor

 

[Dr. Henry Armitage]

Ultimately it is clear that Audrey was cognitively aware of what she was doing

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Yup she knew what she was doing and that it was pure evil.

So to me it looks like her plan was to kill a bunch of kids because she hated society and felt like an outcast, because she was mentally ill and a pooner. in doing so God would let her into heaven and make her a boy where she could fuck a black chick in the ass. Is that about right? Am I mssing something?

 

[Kettle Cooked]

Is there anyone else making a transcript? If so here is my contribution - page 34, maximum lulz

Toy Sex (my imaginary penis)

I can pretend to be them and do the things boys do and experience w/ their dicks. My boy self as tony - my stuffed boy doll since childhood is like the boy I am in another form I constructed for him a penis, then got out my girl doll I named Ashley (who is tonys life-long boyfriend to have sex w/ tony) Ashley was represented as my dream girl. I wished to have in real life (as a child I liked blonde. ?????girl back then), and tony is me, I have those intimate relationships w/a beautiful girl. Tony isa boy inside and out. Ashley is a girl inside and out. Two straight lovers who are full nature of themselves by awareness. I let tony fuck Ashley in the ass and and stuffed (???) tony’s big penis in aggressively into her asshole. It took several attempts for tony to put his dick into her vagina because he has a big dick (and was even bigger since he had an erection) finally went in and Ashley cried and moaned for a good ten minutes. Tony pumped slow and ??? from vaginal sex. In but sex, he humped speedily and hard. ??? grunting w/ all his strength, then after I fucked Ashely for a good ten minutes (remember tony is me). Then I let her suck his dick and touch his erected penis. After that they wrapped each other in their arms and legs as a sloth hugging a tree. After Ashleyy ???? gracefully sat side by side naked holding hands, surrounded by the scattering of their clothes. I took pictures of their sex positions.My imaginary penis was hard for hours. Rock hard as flintstone. Hours making cloth penises for my boy bears, only to realise I missed the gym cause they closed at 7. I was mad already cause I had no work that afternoon, walked around the mall browning Tshirts at spencers and got some boots ?? for tommy, my stuffed lion. I purchased some stickers at Azummie ?? For my car and one sticker I got - a stripper booty illustration w/ “dat ass’ on it. God, I am such a pervert. I waste too much time in my fantasies.

 

[Equal Rights for Androids]

Is there anyone else making a transcript? If so here is my contribution - page 34, maximum lulz

I'm surprised; for a girl she sucks at writing fanfiction. more than normal. But she follows the train of women not knowing how much pain anal sex is without any prep. This reads like an english version of an indian e-rp.

 

[PyrrhicRustle]

Feel free to react with alarm clocks but I wonder what % of pooners are attributable to gonzo porn. It always seemed really unhealthy even to men, but I never really thought about women watching that shit from a man's perspective.

A lot of them are coomers but tend to lean into the traditionally feminine forms of erotic material. Fanfiction, erotic literature, doujins, especially if they feature yaoi. It’s not any less depraved than a lot of traditional male porn, but it’s more textual descriptions and includes more emotional stakes than just the unga bunga visual stimulation of porn.

 

[Breadbassket]

Audrey likes the butt.



Parental manipulation?



She tried to be more "feminine" at some point in time but this stopped after high school.



Complaining about being unable to get puberty blockers since they weren't invented yet.

 

[ScooterL]

I don't know how pooners do it.

By being girls.

 

[Grim_Autismo]

I sorta agree. However, Audrey has been dreaming of murder since middle school. She was always a pyschotic bitch and was going to destroy others' lives someday regardless of motive.

This. There are people who are crazy and need help, but there are also people who are fundamentally evil and beyond help. They want to hurt others, to spread misery, and you cannot do anything but stop them. They can't be rehabilitated. They can't be reformed. They just want to hurt other people. That's all their existence is.

They can have every resource at hand, every opportunity, and no trauma, and they can still be that way. Some people are just wrong. We can't moralize these people; they are just what they are. You can try to understand them, but it's only trying to take on the burden of their wrongdoings to rationalize the evil that they've done. There is no rationale, no reason, there is only the evil that they've done. If she had been accepted as male, if she had received the hormones, if she had had the brown girlfriend she wanted, she would have still been monstrous. She was monstrous. I'm sorry but she wanted to rape her stuffed animals, to hurt people, to kill children. She could have been institutionalized, kept away from other people, and calmed, but those feelings would have always been there under the surface. There is no stopping that. We can treat them humanely, but we can't fix them. They are broken, and they are dangerous.

 

[Marc]

I'm just glad to finally have something other than the coroner's note of "anus is unremarkable" to associate with Audrey. We think we get to choose our legacies, but we don't.

 

[veritarded]

This reads like if Kurt Cobain, Eric Harris, and Dylan Klebold did a troon fusion dance.

if she were still alive she’d take this as a compliment. she’s not just a real boy but three!

Her raging over not getting freelance artist work is interesting. She was shit at art, no one in their right mind would pay for those autism scribbles

a sizeable amount of the “artist community” are just a few bad months away from having a comparable mental break

 

[Gog & Magog]

bro wtf goes wrong in a girl's mind where she:
1) wants to be a boy
2) is super into anal
3) very specifically wants to buttfuck natal brown girls

like this chick is a successful fed experiment to transplant the /pol/tard gene into a woman.

And just like /pol/tards she never managed to convince any to fuck her.

 

[Safir]

I can't get over her absurd illiteracy.
existance
rickoshaded
gerny

For all her being terminally online, she didn't read shit. Chris-chan spells better (and makes better art).

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This stuff should be used in remedial classes for young delinquents. I would say for everyone, as best practice troonout prevention, but really the world has gone to shit so hard that children who get emo-groomed are so young (9-10 y.o.) that "prevention" would do more harm by exposing normal young children to imaginary penises.

A greater obstable is that the trannyfesto is really lib culture metaphorically shat out by a tranny, with its shiny lacquer washed off by the tranny's metaphorical gastric juices, but otherwise unchanged. This obsession with her artistic fulfillment, with her inner world, self-expression, etc, and of course the rapy that says all this is worthy of attention and respect rather than ridicule.

 

[zero-seventy]

bro wtf goes wrong in a girl's mind where she:
1) wants to be a boy
2) is super into anal
3) very specifically wants to buttfuck natal brown girls

like this chick is a successful fed experiment to transplant the /pol/tard gene into a woman.

They watch A LOT of gay porn before deciding they were trans.

 

[Bloitzhole]

EDIT: Full Transcript in this post

Usually I post when something is done, but for the sake of not wasting multiple people's time doing the same thing:
I am currently transcribing this from page 1 (For the sake of readability, searchability and autism. ) - if anyone else is doing so already, let me know please and I'll restart from a later page and we can collaborate and make a cohesive final transcript with a uniform style. I'll incorporate @Kettle Cooked's page 34 if that's alright.

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Spoiler: Transcript WIP

1

“Darkness” {radioactive logo, a star} “Nature” {infinity sign} {Two hearts containing P.A.P. 2/27/95 and B.A.N. 7/13/95}

Everything Hurts



2

{A series of sad and angry smiley faces} WHY DOES MY BRAIN NOT WORK RIGHT??

CAUSE I WAS BORN WRONG!!!! {Flowers and a lava lamp shape}

Nothing on Earth can save me.

Never-ending Pain. Religion won’t save



3

I feel like shit cause

I missed the gym on a Saturday…again

Fuck me. I guess I’m not as consistent as you {Scribbles, a heart shaped thing with “HER” in it}



4

| ITS ALL A LIE |

SCAMMERS

Cheating Mfrs stay the fuck away from all of em. Pieces of shit. Mutherfuckers are everywhere. The Internet can is a dangerous place. Clever+crafty in there own stupid way. Ruin lives by emotional stress. Money is filthy when its stolen, not earned. Waste ur time liers. Red flag shits. If its too good to be true, it is Scumbags make transactions complicated. Use someone elses identity. Copy+paste email confirmations more than 2 steps w/ money transfers asking forf money (e.g) “refunds”

If I pay “200 you pay “100” à negotiation using a different profile picture than picturesoon (socials) each step in the process is taking trying to take more $ from you use a different email address than the name. Pressure you to give them money . write fake checks w/ the wrong company (name of work)

|Fake emails confirming you applied + have an interview but no # of the company to call |

Using google meet chat+not employer|company.|com

|shady but complicated things about money + it should not be complicated. Shady communication.]

|jobs, jobsearches, commissions, socials, emails, tv illegible contests|


5

IF I EVER CRY SAD

ALL DAY

IT’S CAUSE I NEED

{A heart with P.A.P in it} YOUR LOVE

{A cracked heart with tears spilling from it}

11/15/23


6

{A heart with P.A.P. in it}

I just |||| if Im

Want |||| sad all day

Your |||| that means

love |||| I need you {A heart with little hearts}

{A broken weeping heart} LOVE


Hurt too muchX {Broken hearts weeping}

I hurt too many years

Too bad

I WANT

2 DIE
Aiden {scribbles}



7

I HURT BAD ENOUGH + LONG ENOUGH. ENOUGH THAT

WANT

I NEED TO DIE

{Multiple Xes , scribbles}

Aiden

8

I HATE LIFE

The internet is dangerous. People scam all for money {9 pointed star scribble}. Money is filthy. Independence is impossible |my autism|. People pretend they like me, then block, delete, erase me but sscammig fuckers would copy, chase me. Like they do to just about everything.

I hurt just about in every way possible of a mental condition from anything (possible)

Aiden

||||NO LOVE / NO BROWN GIRLS


9

This love…

No brown girls

No love

{A weeping broken heart with squiggly lines}

I am nothing

Brown love is the most beautiful xKindx {a broken heart]



10

This love will nevr END

This love for you will never end. Until I am up in heaven. When hurt is no more. And I can love you. In that new place. And be in no more pain X

{A large part of text stricken made illegible with strikethroughs}

I LOVE YOU

Aiden {A weeping broken heart}

Audrey is not my name. But when you say it. I am just as the ?? little once. I was when back then. I can be a kid again. With you, a,longside you. Even if I can’t really be w/ you {a heart}

Aiden

(Audrey)

11

Lai Love

Is no , real love until there is ??? {a heart with “you” in it}



The loudest spirit to be heard. The most loving kind ever known. And ?? everyone can hear it

LOUD AND CLEAR

Must know love, once they meet you. You know love. And love gives back. You give your heart. Yet keep it safe. And share it to those who deserve you feel need it. All the same

{A heart} I love you

I LOVE YOU

I {A cloven heart with LOVE in it} YOU



12

I feel {something super scribbled through] Pain…

Whatever room feels to your vibe, how bright your love shines. My eyes hurt cause. I’m in so much painxxx. I need your love,

Can’t have you. Lost you. May never have you . maybe…??? {a heart}

|||If you can’t see me |who I am|, that’s ok. I’m better off dead xx |||

Your love is so beautiful that it hurts. Because the love you give. Are those you treasure + love. Your best love you give. Full-commitment. Is your love itself.

It’s everything xx

I can’t have

Everything 1/19/23

Hurts xx

 

[Kettle Cooked]

Oh fuck.

There are definitely going to be copycats now. There's probably some pooner out there right now, crying her retarded eyes out reading this manifesto because 'that's totally me! I'm in so much pain!!!'

And the official line from troons and journos will be that lives would have been saved if this poor sad wittle trans boy had been allowed to take hormones and get an arm-penis. All of MSM will be saying this if they aren't already.

 

[Equal Rights for Androids]

Cheating Mfrs stay the fuck away from all of em. Pieces of shit. Mutherfuckers are everywhere. The Internet can is a dangerous place. Clever+crafty in there own stupid way. Ruin lives by emotional stress. Money is filthy when its stolen, not earned. Waste ur time liers. Red flag shits. If its too good to be true, it is Scumbags make transactions complicated. Use someone elses identity. Copy+paste email confirmations more than 2 steps w/ money transfers asking forf money (e.g) “refunds”

If I pay “200 you pay “100” à negotiation using a different profile picture than picturesoon (socials) each step in the process is taking trying to take more $ from you use a different email address than the name. Pressure you to give them money . write fake checks

Wondering if she was in the beginning stages of schizophrenia. There's something about the way she writes that's throwing off red flags in my head, it's like it's one step away from word salad.

 

[Breadbassket]

The love life of Audrey Hale summarized.