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The Price is Right losing horn.Pictured fully inflated.
This photo desperately needs a sad trombone noise added to it.
i even get triggered when hanging out with friends or going fucking grocery shopping thinking all the people around me probably have working genitals.
I might regret phalloplasty: what to do now?
As title says. I got MLD phalloplasty with dr. Miro a year ago.
Why do I regret it? I’m having difficulty accepting it as a penis. It has no sensation, my glans flattened, and has significant scarring. The urethra is halfway on the shaft, not at the tip. I keep finding myself thinking how I wish I had no bottom surgery at all on the daily, despite getting euphoria from a bulge. My sex life is nonexistent, but I think getting phallo had the opposite effect and made me asexual. I stimulate my buried t-dick to masturbate, so I masturbate pretty much the same way as before. I think phallo actually made my dysphoria worse, because it’s “unnatural”, whereas even natal genitals are natural. I hate my donor scar because I needed a skin graft to close it. I’m scared of expressing all this with a gender therapist, but I think it’s ultimately something I have to do.
I don’t know what I need, just support. Maybe someone else feels the same.
See my post history to make sense of my story. Just had stage 2 open book phalloplasty in the Netherlands with DR Kanhai. This isnt a end result, I need at least 2 more surgery"s before I am done. But man does it look weird, and feel weird, really gives me the ick. Pain is minimal and has been so the whole week. My problem is that when I was supposed to go under for the surgery I got an asthma attack so I went night night with out being able to breathe and now I can't sleep. My GP prescribed me really heavy sleep medication because I was showing signs of early psychosis due to sleep deprivation. So yeah... that sucks.... man this proces takes for ever. Because of my failed meta I am now 4 genital surgery"s and 3 years in with this and my body doesn't take it al so well anymore. I am really worried about the next surgery"s to come, God what an absolute hell it is to transition
Pooner AtmosphereNo8359 has some regrets
What? It's horizontal? It dead ends? I have no idea what this means.The urethra is halfway on the shaft, not at the tip.
These pathetic women are so neurotic it hurts.My problem is that when I was supposed to go under for the surgery I got an asthma attack so I went night night with out being able to breathe and now I can't sleep. My GP prescribed me really heavy sleep medication because I was showing signs of early psychosis due to sleep deprivation.
There are some other pooners in the thread complaining about how that particular doctor doesn’t urethra 1/3 down the way of the rotdog instead of the tip.Oh rolled up arm skin isn't like a real penis? Who would have thought!
Imagine that the urethra on your doc is on the underside and not at the tip.What? It's horizontal? It dead ends? I have no idea what this means.
I think it means it comes out of a hole in the middle of it, like a garden hose that has a hole. I'm looking up the exact definition of a fistula and it says "an abnormal connection between two body parts", not sure if this is considered one cause the other body part would be the outside.What? It's horizontal? It dead ends? I have no idea what this means.
Regrets?! Not in my SRS Reddit!Pooner AtmosphereNo8359 has some regrets
She went for the Chris Chan bent duck aesthetic I see.RunInternational9609 has an update.
There are not enough stickers on all the farms, to express my horror.I think it means it comes out of a hole in the middle of it,
WTF does this even mean:She is the one with the horror show in her pants who had meta and was having a phallo placed over it.
My problem is that when I was supposed to go under for the surgery I got an asthma attack so I went night night with out being able to breathe and now I can't sleep.
She went to sleep without breathing, and now can't sleep. Clear as fucking mud.WTF does this even mean:
I saw one of them pissing out of the underside of the rotdog.There are not enough stickers on all the farms, to express my horror.
This animal level neurosis is what a lot of these specimens experience instead of what we would call "thinking." It's actually fascinating.She went to sleep without breathing, and now can't sleep. Clear as fucking mud.
I have no fucking clue what the fuck dysphoria really is, but I'm real fucking sure if I had a dick, and a peehole coming out the middle of it, I would absolutely have dysphoria. What the living fuck.I saw one of them pissing out of the underside of the rotdog.
It looked pretty fucking bizarre.
Just had stage 2 open book phalloplasty in the Netherlands with DR Kanhai.She is the one with the horror show in her pants who had meta and was having a phallo placed over it.
It’s effectively creating a Hypospadia which is a very common birth defect in males. The urethral opening falls short of the place it should be and can open out anywhere along the underside (mainly) of the shaft. It’s sometimes just left, but it can be surgically corrected (this is where the baccalaureate graft stuff came from.) notably even in otherwise healthy males, the failure and complication rate of the surgery is high.What? It's horizontal? It dead ends? I have no idea what this means.
I assumed it was like an open-book test, where you get to check the answers as you go along.What’s open book mean?
This is such a deal for the fucking dude LMFAO...Get a sucky/handy without having to put in any work. This d00d is gonna get ghosted hard and have a good cry to his fellow Many Men about it soon I am sure of it.You mean like this young pooner, who can’t understand why sex isn’t fun?