Kelly Lenza / LividLipids / softbodytendermind / ass_child / photopotamus - "Radical body liberationist”, Intentionally Repulsive, Uber woke middle-aged SJW influencer wannabe, doxed her former therapist for getting WLS, ate her way to heart failure

[Meowzers]

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Are you telling me that the deviants who hang out on fetish finder websites arranging no-strings-attached sex dates with 450 lb married women into the same gross weird shit... might not be in it to cater to each slampig's complex emotional needs? If that's what you're after, put some effort into your marriage you retard. Narcissists never realize until it's way too late.

i was interpreting it as a fuckbuddy lying about being into her and couldn't take the vulva gape no more and conceded that they didn't like fat chicks. she's known to make make mountains out of molehills when it comes to being fat (like, i still don't understand how she and the other fatties of her ilk came to the conclusion that fatphobia is white supremacy, but that's the kind of mountain i'm talking about).
i thought this new truckin-and-fuckin era would chill her out a bit. gets her out of the house and out of her head so she isn't sitting around like a beanbag doomscrolling #fatposivity on instagram all day and contemplating her deep, deeeeep navel, but old habits die hard i guess

 

[LonesomeDud]

KELLY GOT DUMPED. DO YOU UNDERSTAND NOW?

 

[Trombonista]

Sounds more like she dumped him (or her or them), but that could be a narc reimagining.

 

[a hapless toad]

Stop fucking spending every waking hour of the day (all 12 of them) navelgazing (optimistic, hasn't seen it in decades) and fucking take care of your daughters already, for the love of God!

 

[LonesomeDud]

Sounds more like she dumped him (or her or them), but that could be a narc reimagining.

If Kelly was in a relationship, she would have over shared. Doubly so if it was not straight. Kelly got really into this guy, and he was not into her beyond whatever debauchery.

 

[stupid frog]

I HATE MY KIDS AND HUSBAND AND FAMILY I JUST WANT TO FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK - tl;dr Kelly

 

[toilet_rainbow]

Kelly ranted yet more about her life, including how she can’t eat on a schedule and that she can’t sleep in on the weekends because she has to be a mom for once

Spoiler: text

man. anxiety and shame. i think the hardest thing is less the initial anxiety itself and more the anxiety and self-loathing that comes from watching myself do some kind of anxiety thing "out loud" and then watching ppl respond to it - or not. I feel a lot of shame and sadness about it. it gets to be a shitty feedback loop bcuz i know ppl hate being around folks who feel and talk about feeling like i do. i know it's hard. i experience it as well about other ppl sometimes and also about myself. if i don't like hanging out with me then i can't expect anyone else to. etc. etc. etc. i know all the shit. i just don't have the energy to fight against myself rn

I have had trouble feeding myself lately. dietician is slowly reintroducing the idea of a eating schedule for me. I'm very resistant. but i recognize the need for it. I know I'm not getting enough in the day. it's hard for my brain to function without fuel. that's probably contributing to the anxiety tonight. I also tried making a phonecall earlier and tried three times to get through an automated phone tree but kept hitting the wrong buttons.

family still a-strugglin with a variety of things. i keep forgetting that i don't usually get to sleep in on weekends because i have to work them as a mom usually. since i rarely nap and the insomnia is awful still at night I'm kinda just like. ok I'm already burnt out. i can't get enough sleep. i don't feel like eating and the way I've been trying to feed myself makes me sicker.

i had that great hookup last night, v fulfilling and tender and hot. had a lot of very good conversations yesterday with a few diff pals. do i usually crash after a good day? that might be a pattern. maybe i don't get the body crashes as much as i used to but i know i get extra stupid when I'm tired now. can't do math and everything feels harder. actually that might make a lot of sense...

Of course, she bragged about getting eaten out real good by a hookup the night prior. Is this that post nut clarity I’ve heard about?

Spoiler: nsfw

 

[Diet Coke 4 Life]

"Waaaaaah, I don't get to sleep in on the weekends because I have to be a mom!!"

There isn't large enough font in the damned world to express the shriek of FUCK YOU KELLY that is painting my brain red.

I feel for those girls. As absolute shit as the foster care system is, I almost feel that they might be better off becoming part of it rather than remain under Kelly's subpar, doped 'care' or the inattentive glances of their lumpy vidya addict 'father'.

 

[LonesomeDud]

I don't think I understand what she is complaining about. She has kids old enough that she can get up, do breakfast, do whatever basic chores with the girls, let them run or swim themselves stupid for a couple hours, and then come home and lie down. If you can't sleep, you're not that tired. If you're not hungry, you don't need to eat.

 

[Breadbear]

i keep forgetting that i don't usually get to sleep in on weekends because i have to work them as a mom usually.

Oh Goddamn. There's a lot to pick apart here, but I think I can sum it up with: fuck you, Kelly.

 

[Clotso Coof]

More evidence Kelly's a classic "Covert Narcissist". What an awful person.

That paragraph should be presented in court if Jerry ever hires a divorce attorney.

watching myself do some kind of anxiety thing "out loud" and then watching ppl respond to it - or not.

"or not" = at least one person in her household is already grey rocking her. At least one more responds every time.

So there's probably one daughter crying in the corner because of Mommy, while the other daughter uses steely determination to ignore Mommy at all costs. I'm guessing Jerry doesn't take the bait anymore, which is probably fueling her hook up polyamory bullshit.

i know ppl hate being around folks who feel and talk about feeling like i do.

Translation: She constantly tells everyone how unhappy she is, how unfullfilling family life is, how being a mother has crushed her spirits, how every moment spent with her daughters is under a black cloud of depression...

To the naive, this behaviour sounds like a cry for help. But it's actually controlling behaviour to get everyone focused on Kelly all day. Covert Narcissists do this constantly.

if i don't like hanging out with me then i can't expect anyone else to

She knows her own family hates being around her. It would be sad for anyone else, but Kelly deserves it. I think she knows she earned it.

 

[P. Barnes’ THOT 2.0]

It sounds like she’s staying up at all hours doing furry sex role playing or something. There’s zero chance she actually goes anywhere to hook up with real people. Zero. This is all gross Internet stuff

 

[YouTube Autist]

I find it hard to imagine any human freely choosing to give Kelly oral sex. Regular vaginal sex, okay -- there are plenty of guys in the world who would insert their penises into almost any live consenting human being. But oral sex? Why??

 

[The Skeksis Emperor]

It sounds like she’s staying up at all hours doing furry sex role playing or something. There’s zero chance she actually goes anywhere to hook up with real people. Zero. This is all gross Internet stuff

I used to think that too, but seeing how Bex Gerber's stories about Fetlife sex have turned out to be at least partially true, Kelly might be telling the truth. The depravity of Fetlife people is really unimaginable to nomal people. And I'm sure furry spaces are even worse than Fetlife. Of course the people Kelly and Bex would attract are as unattractive as they are, but they seem to be out there.

 

[Breadbear]

I find it hard to imagine any human freely choosing to give Kelly oral sex. Regular vaginal sex, okay -- there are plenty of guys in the world who would insert their penises into almost any live consenting human being. But oral sex? Why??

And how? Just logistically... How?

 

[Meowzers]

And how? Just logistically... How?

somewhere in this thread when she first started getting back in touch with her furry roots she wrote a fanfic where her fursona hefted up her belly and slapped it on the back of the other fat furry she was railing from behind. so you know. go ahead and conjure that mental image.

I find it hard to imagine any human freely choosing to give Kelly oral sex. Regular vaginal sex, okay -- there are plenty of guys in the world who would insert their penises into almost any live consenting human being. But oral sex? Why??

i'm not surprised she's managing to get hookups. we all know from this subforum itself there's degenerate feeders and furries who are into big huge stinky slob women. what i don't think she's getting are attractive ones. "short king with giant balls," smdh. if that's all you can say about your partner's appearance then i doubt there's much to talk about.

also kelly i think you'd have a lot more time to catch up on sleep and get back to your job at being a mom if you weren't out every other night burying short kings under your fupa, just sayin'.
normally i'd say it's fine for full time parents to have the right to go out and have a good time (even if it is um. unique. but jerry's consenting to all of this so it's fine, right? ....right??), but she's incapable of thinking of anything except instant personal gratification to plan this shit out so the kids are taken care of while mommy's out "partying," and to do it in moderation. it's the fact that she's complaining she can't sleep in on weekends and not on the days where her kids are in school tells us she's doing it so many times a week that it's turning into a habit.

 

[Friend of Dorothy Parker]

Translation: She constantly tells everyone how unhappy she is, how unfullfilling family life is, how being a mother has crushed her spirits, how every moment spent with her daughters is under a black cloud of depression...

She's probably telling her kids all this* about her dissatisfaction and how exhausting it is to half-ass being a mom, which has just got to crush those girls. Her total distraction already tells them they're unimportant, and there's no way Kelly keeps her resentment under wraps.

*not the sex stuff, we can hope, though do they ever wonder where mom goes every night she's out having sex with randoms?)

And really, not one person in the world needed to hear specifics about the short king with the giant nads.

 

[VinegarPussy]

I have a horrible mental image of her fat apron slapped over the “short king’s” head. Brb, gonna go puke or cry now. Maybe both.

 

[LonesomeDud]

She's probably telling her kids all this* about her dissatisfaction and how exhausting it is to half-ass being a mom, which has just got to crush those girls. Her total distraction already tells them they're unimportant, and there's no way Kelly keeps her resentment under wraps.

*not the sex stuff, we can hope, though do they ever wonder where mom goes every night she's out having sex with randoms?)

And really, not one person in the world needed to hear specifics about the short king with the giant nads.

And that's the point of having a spouse. That's the one person you get to say, "These kids are annoying. Give him the tablet and let's get $10 lattes/make a tray of brownies and watch a movie by ourselves when s/he goes to bed/smoke a joint in the backyard," when times get tough. Who wants to be vulnerable with strangers who don't get it? Who wants to traumatize the kids? Just be normal and do what everyone else does.

She's not doing it alone. Jerry half ass watches the girls. Their bedtime routine involves both of them. I get that isn't ideal and Jerry is obviously kind of retarded, but he's in it with you. Be in it with him. If you have to hold on to some weird resentment that makes you feel better, let it be you and Jerry versus everyone else.

 

[brooky]

And that's the point of having a spouse. That's the one person you get to say, "These kids are annoying. Give him the tablet and let's get $10 lattes/make a tray of brownies and watch a movie by ourselves when s/he goes to bed/smoke a joint in the backyard," when times get tough. Who wants to be vulnerable with strangers who don't get it? Who wants to traumatize the kids? Just be normal and do what everyone else does.

She's not doing it alone. Jerry half ass watches the girls. Their bedtime routine involves both of them. I get that isn't ideal and Jerry is obviously kind of retarded, but he's in it with you. Be in it with him. If you have to hold on to some weird resentment that makes you feel better, let it be you and Jerry versus everyone else.

I wonder if Jerry would be willing to listen it to anymore, knowing she's barely looking after the girls to begin with.

It's one thing for an actual SAHM to be frazzled when her husband gets home and need to vent/need support. But he knows she's doing fuck all. Or worse, cruising for furries while ignoring her kids. So it's probably a lot harder to be sympathetic if she does come to him with that.

Though honestly, shoot me in the face if I ever try to be such a Jerry jingoist again. I promise my opinion of him is just as low as my opinion of her.