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lmao not even swapping hormones and his sexuality/"gender" listing on a dating app stops him from being the 90% of men with 0 matches. Almost as if nothing's actually changed
haha look at this fucking ogre that the youtube algorithm fed up to me:
Story by stephaniebri said:Why I am more than a transwoman
I don’t like being labeled a “transwoman.” I am trans, but it isn’t who I am. It isn’t all I am. I wanna provide an opportunity for people to get to know me deeper. I didn’t even begin to guess I was trans, or that I wanted to be girl anyways, until 1st grade. I was 7 years old. By that time I already had firmly held interests in things such as space, dinosaurs, computers, toys, video games, comic books, fantasy, magic, horror and Star Wars. Let me break my interests down one by one with what it means to me and why it’s important for me to share my interests with others.
Let’s start with Star Wars. I developed an interest in this early one. Believe it or not I didn’t watch the original trilogy in release order. I would often rent Star Wars, as it was called back then, from the video store. I had Return of the Jedi, as it was called back then, on VHS recorded off HBO. I grew up with that as my exposure to Star Wars lore. I also had some of the story books and a few of the toys. It wasn’t until around the mid 90s when Power of the Force came back that I really began getting into Star Wars toys. By that time I was able to record The Empire Strikes Back onto a VHS tape, commercials and all. I also started reading some of the novels. By the time I was 17 I had read every published Star Wars novel released up to that point. I stopped reading when the New Jedi Order became a thing. I never got into that.
I also played Star Wars video games on my game consoles. I had Return of the Jedi Death Star Battle on Atari 2600. I rented Star Wars on NES and Empire Strikes Back on NES. A friend of mine let me pay Star Wars on his Sega Game Gear on the bus ride to school. My first time watching any Star Wars in the theater was the Special Edition re-releases in 1997. I was ecstatic to have the chance to see it fresh with a new coat of paint. I instantly fell in love with the Special Editions making them my preferred method of viewing the Original Trilogy.
I was obsessed with Star Wars at a time when most of my peers thought of it as this old movie only nerds still liked. When I was in second grade I stayed after school animated, using manual bit mapping line, by line in BASIC code, a rendition of the Death Star. I will always cherish my childhood Star Wars memories. I even would regularly “play” Star Wars with my friends and even my sisters. It was a very big deal to me.
Now let’s talk stars. I became interested in astronomy probably out of my love of Star Wars itself. I would read every single astronomy book I could get my hands on. I even would beg the librarian to let me check out books beyond my supposed reading level. Some librarians made me take a reading test on the computer to measure my reading level but I was happy to take the test if it meant getting new star books. I was very young when I knew who Isaac Asimov was. I quickly learned if his name was on a book I would enjoy it. By the time I got to college I took a 100 level astronomy course to fulfill my science requirement. I loved going to the observatory. I remain obsessed with space even to this day.
What about horror you ask? Believe it or not I was thoroughly interested into horror by the time I was in 1st grade. I would often beg my parents to let me rent “scary movies” from the video store. I didn’t limit myself to kids movies either. I would regularly rent things like 976-EVIL, Poltergeist, The Amityville Horror, Friday the 13th, A Nightmare on Elm Street, Sometimes They Come Back, Child’s Play, The Thing, Invaders From Mars, Killer Klowns From OuterSpace, and so many more. My parents didn’t care what movies I rented. It didn’t take long before the slasher genre became my favorite sub genre of horror with A Nightmare on Elm Street elevated to status of my favorite movie of all time. I even played the crap out of the NES Elm Street video game. I was obsessed with Freddy Krueger. I remain so to this day.
How about toys? Well all kids play with toys. I was no exception. The difference is I kept buying Transformers, as collectibles, well into my 20s. By the time I was 30 I found I wanted more than just re-buying the old toys from my childhood. I fell in love with all toys of all shapes and for all ages. Today my interests span from action figures, Barbie, GI Joe, super heroes, TMNT, Star Wars, video game characters, comic book characters, cartoon characters Funko Pops, Care Bears, Rainbow Brite, Hot Wheels, Legos, Matchbox and more. I even have Nerf guns and a few odds and ends like Light Bright, Rubick’s Cube, and others. I love toys. It is a special interest of mine.
Much like how I was fascinated by astronomy I was also deeply invested in paleontology too. I loved dinosaurs. I spent as much time reading about them as I did star books. I even had toy dinos. I was beyond excited when Jurassic Park came out. I read the book ahead of release to be prepared. I watched The Flintstones, Denver the Last Dinosaur, The Land Before Time and the Jim Henson Dinosaurs. I also bought dinobots Transformers. Unlike most of my childhood interests, however, I eventually did lose interest in dinosaurs. Not that I have a problem with science or anything it’s just they kept changing what I thought I knew and I got tired of trying to keep up with it all. I still call it Brontosaurus and nobody is going to change my mind on that.
I was interested in computers before I was even old enough to know what a computer even was. I was just fascinated by the technology. These little boxes you interacted with. I didn’t even care what they were used for I just wanted to use one. I played with a lot of computers over the years. My first was an Atari 800XL. I loved that thing to death. I didn’t care it didn’t “do much” I was just happy to play around with it.
Fantasy and magic go hand in hand. I was interested in both before I had words. I loved swords and sorcery. I loved magicians and wizards, elves, gnomes, unicorns, etc., I was deeply fascinated by all things fantasy, fairy tale, mythology and witchcraft. I was obsessed with this stuff to the point my first religious experiences or spiritual experience was witchcraft. When I learned there was a fantasy game called Dungeons and Dragons I couldn’t wait to get some dice, read the books and play with my friends. Let me just say I have been playing ever since and likely nothing will deter me from playing even well into my old age.
My first video game console was a knock off Atari clone. It was a Coleco Gemini that played Atari 2600 games. No it was NOT a Colecovision with an adaptor it was a dedicated clone console. It had it’s own style controller too. True story. When I was in kindergarten they forced me to stop using my left hand to instead use my right hand. I was already clumsy so this caused a deficiency in my fine motor skills. As a result I was put into physical therapy and special education. I was told, by my therapist, I needed to play more video games to improve my hand-eye coordination. So my parents bought us a Nintendo Entertainment System. While I did have to technically share it with my sisters, my parents let me keep it in my own bedroom hooked up to my own TV. If they wanted to play I had to let them into my room. Which I usually did anyways because I liked taking turns with my sisters. I continue to be fascinated with video games to this day.
I can’t tell you what my first comic book was or when I read it. In my memories comic books were always just there. I think I learned how to read by flipping through the pages of Batman, Ritchie Rich, Looney Tunes, Superman, X-Men, Spider-Man, Transformers, Casper, and so many other comics. I never “collected” comics. I bought them to read. To this day I read comic books all the time. I have over 200 individual titles and more than 2 dozen trade paperbacks.
These are just some of the things I am deeply interested in. If you want to get to know me or plan on having a conversation with me it is often best to pick from one of these topics of interest.
Story by stephaniebri said:How I lost my virginity to a broom stick
It’s fucking Pride month and you know what that means? It means there are LGBTQ+ people young and old about to start making themselves visible in ways we don’t do year round. Some of us have the distinct pleasure, if you can call it that, of living our authentic lives. At the same time there are others in the community who don’t have that luxury. Whether you see Pride as a protest, a celebration or a mixture of both, there is one thing we can ALL agree on and it’s about being more visible. That is why this year I am going to commit to writing very deeply personal blogs digging into my own sexuality. My sister Robin will tell you I am kinda repressed in a lot of ways, sexually speaking. So you know this is not easy for me to share. But fuck it, this has to be done, it has to be shared.
When I say I am a virgin that is technically true in the purest sense. Meaning I have never had traditional sexual intercourse with another human being, this includes penetrative and non penetrative forms of genital exposure. But that doesn’t mean I have never experienced an orgasm. Nor does it mean I have never had a sexual experience with another human being.
I won’t share the details but I have had and have given hand jobs. I have given oral sex to a former partner at least once. And yes I have done the nasty all by my lonesome oh so many times. Yes that is all true. I have also had a lot of anal penetration over the years. No, sadly, not with a partner. But that doesn’t completely diminish my experiences.
I won’t divulge the first time I inserted an object into my anus with the intention of seeing how it felt. I will say it was around the same time I started questioning my gender identity so if you know anything about me at all that should give you some clues. I will also not be sharing every, well, thing, I have tried. That is both private and well frankly not something I care to share at this time.
I will describe my first orgasm though, and I will be honest it did not involve my genitals.
I was 12 years old. I hadn’t even discovered my junk could get hard yet let alone learned what comes next. I had already explored my anal cavity with various “toys” and things in an attempt to see what felt good. Spoiler alert it pretty much all did. At 12 years old, before I had my first ejaculatory emission I found myself in a literal closet, in my bedroom door closed, locked, front door to the house locked, radio up, TV on in my bedroom to drown out the noise. I took a screwdriver handle and went to town. It didn’t take long before I found the sweet spot and holy fucking shit that was all it took. I never told anyone this but I basically tried everything from there discovering what I liked, what I didn’t and figuring out what my limits were. That first time was, masturbatory for sure but it was also, well messy so it was short experience.
I spent the next few years, yes years, basically finding anything I could that would fit comfortably in me that I could keep there for a casual reminder I was different than everyone else. I am not going to lie here I kept pencils, pens, markers and other similar items handy just in case. I was always wearing women’s or girls panties so it was just another thing I had to hide.
When I say I “lost my virginity” to a broomstick that is not entirely accurate. The headline is eye catching but it’s not far from the truth. I literally got screwed by a screwdriver on more than one occasion. By the time I was 15 I had already begun the horror that was teenage “male” puberty so I had discovered another form of masturbating that included the use of said genitals. Now by this time I had also done some heavy petting with at least two girls so I was still figuring out what I liked.
It was right after I turned 16. I was staying home from school after I had dropped out. I was running around the house in a swimming suit I “borrowed” and found myself blasting “Work Baby Work” by the Quad City DJ’s. The song certainly turned me on in a weird way no other song had before. I had played with hair brushes, and other similar items plenty of times up to that point, But today was different. This day I took a broom handle into the bathroom, filled the tub with warm water and bubbles, slid things into place and Holy. Fucking. Shit. I know I had an orgasm because I shook violently. I experienced a sensation I had never felt before. After I exhausted myself from the most pleasurable penetration I have ever experienced I grabbed the little guy, finished the deed and drained the tub. I cleaned myself off, put the items I borrowed away, returning the broom to it’s designated place. Then I went to my bedroom and cried. Then prayed. I begged God to forgive me for sinning. I wasn’t sure what I had done that was a sin, I just knew it felt so damn good it had to be a sin. It was only the first, far, far from the last.
I never told anyone this but yes I would make excuses to stay home, alone, as often as I could. Not just to spend as much girl time as I could, ya know as I explored my femininity. But I also couldn’t wait to get under a bed, in a closet or even into a bathtub to try again. I quickly learned I had far more greater sexual experiences when anal was either involved, or the main focus of my explorations.
I write this, now, because Pride Month is all about telling the world people like me exist and our sexual desires might be different from theirs, they are just as valid and just as important to us as theirs are to them. I don’t know if I would enjoy being penetrated by an actual penis attached to a man, but I do know I have at least learned could accommodate one should that situation arise. I also know, from experience, that I can fit an anatomically accurate facsimile too. I share this because I don’t believe I am a pervert or a sinner for having these feelings or enjoying a sexual experience that differs from the hetero norm. I also share this because fuck it, Pride is all about pushing boundaries and what better way to do that then talking about gay sex, even if it’s masturbatory in nature. I say rub, suck, jab or fuck whatever it is that gets you where you need to go. At the end of the day be you. Stay Cool and Happy Pride~
Doubt.jpgThere's going to be a whole fun wave of troons that got to experience their "hot girl summer"
The tranny subs are absolutely filled with 13-18 autistic kids that are being encouraged by those average 38 year old AGPs.Doubt.jpg
Your average AGP is 38 and wants to be a 15 yo anime schoolgirl.
The one I remember used photos of real Troons, it had Cosmo on it labeled "El Demonio de la Autogynephilia"Weren't there some of those 9-image-grid memes posted in the Transphobic Memes thread, the classic MAD Magazine-style pieces to help you Know Your Troon? Like drawn versions of the Spanish-language "el hon" typology.
I'll poke around but it's hard to search images.
edit: from this post, transgender alignment charts (in MtF and FtM). A bit too kind.
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second edit: the New Trans Umbrella that's been going around. Three categories--simplified--but includes the groomed.
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Some of these pictures he looks like a Trooned out PPPStephaniebri22 / stephaniebri5837 / stephaniebri / thetransformerscollector / Stephanie Bri / Stephanie Todd / Stephanie Bri Todd / Richard Todd / Richard A Todd
This girl is sort of dumb and doesn't realise what this RapeHon actually wants.It’s also like she transitioned into a 16-year old girl. She has been trying to get “the girls” together for a sleepover. She wants us to do each other’s hair and nails. I get that she is trying to create experiences that she missed out on, but most of us have families of our own now. We’re in our play date era, not pillow fights.
“Naive” is a kinder word, but yeah.This girl is sort of dumb and doesn't realise what this RapeHon actually wants.
Especially if you have kids, like this lady and her friend group do.“Naive” is a kinder word, but yeah.
Probably goes without saying for ppl reading this but any friend who troons out should be dropped like a hot potato. They’ve been zombified.
You mean James.So AbbyCats is just your average crossdresser?
TBH, that seems almost wholesome these days.
Troon supporter “comedian “ dies. The fact she was a racist/homophobe is brushed away as her career defining joke is lauded ( held up a sign saying “trump is a cunt”)
God, so many commenters disregarding her feelings and telling her to suck it up and provide emotional labour for the man.I liked my friend better before she transitioned
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We used to bond over video games and anime, but now she only ever wants to talk about makeup, clothes, and nails.
I used to try to be supportive of her transition by complimenting her on how much her presentation has improved, but I am not a girly girl. In the years that we’ve known each other, I have never shown interest in these things. But since I’m one of the few women in our friend group, that’s all she will ever talk to me about. I miss our talks and our banter. Now I just get OOTDs from her.
It’s also like she transitioned into a 16-year old girl. She has been trying to get “the girls” together for a sleepover. She wants us to do each other’s hair and nails. I get that she is trying to create experiences that she missed out on, but most of us have families of our own now. We’re in our play date era, not pillow fights.
Her idea of womanhood and femininity feels very shallow. It insults me when she acts like she has experienced the female struggle her whole life. Her own struggles as a trans woman would be very valid, but that is not what she talks about. Instead, she tries to rewrite the decades of male privilege she did get to enjoy. She was a better feminist when she was a guy.
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More and more people are waking up!