This is also the negative effect of porn addiction does to him. He’s also socially isolated in such a high degree that his perception towards normal life and romance is twisted in a grueling way. Colton burns all bridges alone because he’s never have any actual guidance, thus lost and went mad because his wrath and jealousy to the other side that has a normal, enjoyable life.
He doesn’t. He does everything himself; forcefully shoving every burden that he soiled by himself to his tard wranglers. Because of how insanely narcissistic and volatile he was; nobody wouldn’t even try their hands to help him.
His porn addiction is also the cause of his warped perception of women as well. Look at you, you fucked yourself in the rectum so bad; you cry in front of the mirror every single fucking day without being grateful to everyone. You’re a scumbag that thinks he can be independent, only to become an extremely obsessively clingy and immature, incapable of being self-sustaining yourself.
In the end, you’d be on the list to die alone in misery, nobody to mourn. The best way to say it in semi-agnostic way is:
God will send you to rot in Hell, tormented eternally by the demons in Hell and Satan. So will your grave will forever having your natal gender’s skeleton visible with no feminine traits at all. You’ll always be a male, single and no companion because of how much of a retarded egomaniac that you are.