Wonder if she'll ever grow tired of this
She is very lonely and this place validates her existence. The sad reality is that this place is a stand in for her lack of ... well, kind of everything. I see this shit constantly. The people here are mean to her, but nobody seems to hypersexualize her and give her relatively sane advice, and i suspect that is a rare commodity in her life. This place is a stand in for a firm but loving family that she clearly does not have. Her attention seeking is just her screaming for anyone, literally anyone, to please see her. The cutting is superficial, but she does engage in it as a vehicle to attention as you so often see in angsty teens, you can tell a real cutter because they rarely show it off because that version of cutting is an outlet and a source of catharsis that they do not want taken away.
Girl, at your age Vyvanse for whatever version of ADD they assigned you isn't going to help because it clearly wasn't helping you focus, it was driving you to mania, the unfortunate aspect of giving children fucking meth daily. You have something festering and this world you've created is unsustainable, the world preys on the stupid and the weak, so the best way to not end up a victim is not to allow yourself to be one, work on yourself. Get a job even if it means taking the bus or God forbid, walking. Get your ass to therapy, you're not a fucking asexual lesbian if you goon all day to what has been inferred here, and that shit goes to dark places. Stop attention seeking, stop spazzing out about bullshit that you upload and then lie about, and talk like a normal person.
I don't know what horrible or series of horrible things happened to you, or if this is some Keffals sort of thing where disinterested parents just left you to your own devices and enabled your poor decisions, but life doesn't have to be this endless mania pit you keep finding yourself in.
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