d/b/a rollingonward. last year's update
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Jessica is anorexic as fuck and started faking sick with seizures and a hunched back when she was in her late teens or early 20s. She has escalated steadily since then in a bid to be taken care of like an actual baby. Obsessively reminds you these are
children's clothes she's wearing in her
pediatric wheelchair while she plays with her dollies and colors in books. Frequently claims she's toddler-sized, but pictures prove she's a normal adult height. Doctor who diagnosed her - the only one who has ever 'believed her' - lost his license and went to prison for running a pill mill and IVIG kickback scheme. Most recently has been claiming she went blind but it was so gradual she didn't notice which is why she can still sew doll clothes, do diamond painting, and enjoy other fiddly crafts. Pulls out her hair and pretends it just fell out. Skinwalked a dying girl who had an extremely rare genetic brain disease. Weirdly incestuous relationship with her father (possibly actual incest).
We left off when she was making her Christian mother celebrate Hanukkah based on her false claim that her mother is ethnically Jewish because her surname is Durst. Her whole family is of German descent and came over here in a wave of Anabaptist migration which is a really interesting history she's not telling. Anabaptists - which include Mennonites and the Amish and Brethren, what her family is - married amongst themselves so it's both very easy and somewhat difficult to track nearly her entire family going back many generations. I.e: there were like 30 Cyrus Speichers in her area in 1880 and I had no idea which one was her great-great-great grandfather but it didn't matter because they were all Brethren men who married Brethren women with nary a chosen people in sight.
I spent way longer than I will admit trying to prove Jessica is a normal adult height and would be a normal adult weight if she didn't starve herself. I tracked down children's shoe brands to prove they came in adult sizes, dug through catalogs and auction sites for hours to find the measurements of a 30 year old coat sold by a doll company, and scoured social media for pictures of teens and adults in the same adaptive stroller she has to show that any average-sized adult woman would be able to fit in it. Over the last year or so she started claiming she's so tiny she needs toddler sizes and can switch clothing with her dolls. Needless to say we never actually see her wearing the outfits she puts on her dolls.
Amazing that she needs a braille coloring book with raised lines but can neatly, legibly write "Gift for Daddy" under the colored in page.
We ended 2023 with a return of her many many seizures. Just a reminder that she was seen for the seizures at the University of Maryland who observed hundreds of them during an EEG and determined they weren't real. IIRC they didn't even give her the PNES booby prize. Instead of getting the drugs and surgery she wanted she was force-weaned off her benzos and had Adult Protective Services called on her family to make sure they weren't abusing a retard.
and now we're in for another mysterious hair loss saga. Also why bring back the glasses? She claims she's totally blind except one tiny pinhole that's blurry and distorted.
And the funny fake contractures are back.
The hair is gone. This time it took her nine whole days to pull it all out. She used to finish the job in a weekend!
Mystery hair loss does not affect eyebrows this time. swapping clothes with her dollies again.
You could have lived a totally normal productive life just like the rest of us. You chose to do this for god knows what reason.
Her birthday. She's 34 now.
Another of her quirks was she always reported outrageous, over-the-top bad interactions with the public. Adults walking up to her on the street to mock her that her parents just got divorced when she was in her 20s. People at church calling her a dirty Jew as a child because she took a Hebrew class as part of a Christian homeschool curriculum. Neighbors saying the food she brought to a party for herself looked like cat vomit and making fake retching sounds. It's things that anyone who leaves their house once in a while knows just don't fucking happen. In this story, the adults constantly doted on how pretty her sisters were but told Jessica she was "homely." Also the comment is interesting. Someone asks if she posted this. Jessica doesn't know why she's asking but assumes it's a criticism of how a blind woman is using a very visual platform so she responds that mom took the photo and she doesn't know if she or mom posted it (because she can't see.) The person was actually just misreading.
Ahh, there go the eyebrows. Just in time for the chemo turbans.
Yet another of the things that makes Jessica so vexing is she doesn't ever give the details of her day to day adaptations or lack thereof. We have no way of seeing what's going on behind the scenes and she doesn't really break character. There's no way to assess just how fucked she actually is at this point. With someone like Andie Proskus I can point to the hundreds upon hundreds of videos of her dancing and walking and show that her legs work just fine when she wants them to. With Jessica I have no idea if she's carrying on like normal when the camera's away or if she really sits there with her legs twisted all day to the point where she has induced real contractures. As far as I know her mom's income is entirely based on being Jessica's full time caretaker these days, so she's not spilling the beans either.
Guess her scalp hair's growing back in fine now, based on those sideburns. Weird that it looks so lush and full when her brows just fell out.
Lots of memory with the artwork
she can't fucking see.
LMAO SHE DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER LOSING HER HAIR THIS TIME. She just pulled her eyebrows out and hid the rest of it under a hat. That is not two months of growth she's got tucked under that cap. You can see it all rolled up or plaited
So she's just stopping mid-sentence several times a day and pretending it's absence seizures. Cool. You know that kid she skinwalked? She started having spasms as a baby, diagnosed with myoclonus, cause unknown. By 2 she was having frequent seizures, seen on EEG and started treatment for epilepsy. At 4 her language regressed and she started having strange repetitive movements so she was also diagnosed with autism, but she gradually returned to baseline. They thought the nightmare was over until they realized she was not just periodically not paying attention to them. She was having absence seizures multiple times per day while on anti-epileptics. She was diagnosed with Lennox-Gastaut Syndrome, a form of very severe childhood epilepsy. However her disease was not following the typical pattern of LGS. She did not have learning disabilities but a dementia-like disease that was robbing her of her memory. She forgot her address and her birthday. She started having accidents around the house, falling over constantly and developed a strange, duck-like gait to try to compensate for it. She struggled to get up from a seated position or sit up after laying down. Her speech decayed to nothing. She was diagnosed with Batten disease. She started choking, gradually lost her ability to swallow and had a feeding tube placed. She couldn't walk and needed a power wheelchair with a chest harness to keep her safe. She went blind and mostly deaf. At 17 she died of a particularly bad seizure cluster. it wasn't until her autopsy that doctors at Harvard Medical School thought they found the real source of her problems: an extremely rare form of spinocerebellar ataxia with myoclonic progressive epilepsy. However in the last year even that turned out to not be the answer. Her mother started to have what I assumed were psychogenic symptoms towards the end of her daughter's life. it turned out not to be the case and a few months ago she died in absolute agony. Final diagnosis: MERRF. Myoclonic epilepsy with ragged red fibers. A true n' honest mitochondrial disease passed on from mother to daughter that can make its presence known in infancy or not decide to show up until adulthood. Symptoms include progressive epilepsy, loss of motor skills, muscle loss, dementia, dysphagia, and blindness. Jessica cozied up to this child's mother probably through epilepsy forums or her blog at a time when the mother was facing a lot of accusations. Since her daughter kept getting rediagnosed and failing all treatments even the epilepsy moms started thinking something was amiss. And then Jessica, pretending to be a much younger woman with shockingly similar symptoms came along and validated her, even though Jessica knew her epilepsy was fake and so are all her other problems. This woman was so convinced that she gave Jessica one of her child's beloved American Girl dolls after she passed. Sermon over, let's laugh at the fake-retard.
Ah yes the port story. Her soon-to-be-arrested quack had installed a port to give her IVIG. After he was raided she stopped being given things like port care supplies and it was not accessed for a long time. It just sat inert and unused in her chest because they could not physically force her to have it removed, and she was still thinking there was going to be a way she got her IVIG back. It finally started falling apart and she had to have pieces of it removed.
Claiming she still has the tube but can't show us because of "the graphic policy" as if every tubefed princess on this platform isn't showing it off. Repeating the thusfar unproven story that she had gangrene from her first tube, this time adding that she had to have an ostomy. I don't ever notice a feeding tube bulge under her shirt but tbf she rarely shows her stomach area.
No one would have known what that was if she didn't point out it's a special talking clock for little blind girls.
Again, that's not a few months of hair growth after total loss. Repeating that she has the head circumference of a baby and she is TOTALLY NOT making her hair fall out on purpose. Yeah I don't think it's the headbands. I think it's a munchie pulling it out for attention.
LMAO. Ahh if you remember Jessica then you remember the huge deal she made about how she needed a pediatric wheelchair because she was sooooo tiny, she could never use a big girl wheelchair. She can only get the smallest size available of this Amazon-Chinky brand wheelchair that isn't fitted or prescribed. And now we laugh at how poor of a fit it actually is. Her knees are practically in her chest and the foot plate is so far out of where she needs it to be that she's using a bungee cord to keep her feet in place. Even the arm rests are so short she has to sit with her shoulders back to use them.
I also went looking of fuller-body pics of her with the harness on because I've never really believed she could snap it. She's super thin but it's simply meant for a much shorter person. The backrest ends well below her shoulder. In every single one I found, she had it cut off or obscured at the waist where it would snap in. But in this one where the waist is visible, she can't pull it over her shoulder and we can't even see what the other arm is like. i suspect it's unclipped and tucked behind the doll.
I guess this kind of answers my questions as to whether or not she makes mommy help her use the toilet.
Any actually disabled adult would be humiliated by this.
Claiming because she's blind and has CIDP she accidentally sewed her slipper to her hand and her dress while trying to make these shoes fit her tiny little child-sized feet but didn't notice it. CIDP is a demyelinating nerve disease that was diagnosed by the quack. He had a lawsuit against him for diagnosing multiple people with this disease when they actually had very common lifestyle-related nerve problems like carpal tunnel syndrome. He did this because then he could prescribe IVIG and was making a shitload off this, per the lawsuits. I could not find any information on how that one resolved but the people who brought it up said they were subsequently told they did not have CIDP and never needed IVIG.
1) no one ever leaves negative comments, but she's constantly making these statements that people are so she can justify doing what she wants. 2) why does it matter that you're blind? 3) nice neat plaiting for a girl who can't see what she's doing or feel her hands.
You are not related to Anne Frank.
Again you can see her hair is fairly long and twisted up by her ears. Not a few weeks of growth from it all falling out.
It's just so infantalizing. She makes all these posts about 'a blind person doing X?!" and it's always just a whining post about how people don't think she should. Why would a blind person like flowers?! oh i don't know, they smell nice. It's a nice gesture from someone that says "I saw this beautiful bouquet and thought of you and cared enough to spend my hard-earned money on this token of my affection." If you went blind gradually like Jessica says she did then you remember what flowers looked like. People can come in your home and say 'oh what pretty flowers!' and that makes you feel good about the aesthetics of your home. Different plants provide different tactile experiences, the cool fleshy petals and upright stalk of a tulip versus the delicate ruffles and almost sticky foliage of a carnation. If they're not cut flowers but live plants then there's the whole satisfaction of raising a living thing in less than ideal conditions and keeping it healthy. There's a lot of reasons.
Her mom WAS a resp therapist before she was born. as far as I can tell she became a SAHM and I can find no proof she's still working. Jessica's not going to tell us the truth about anything, ever.
Who are these people fighting her over the provenance of cabbage patch dolls? I didn't even know they still made those.
You are not fucking related to Anne Frank. I doxed about 20 generations of your
Anabaptist family going back to the founders of the fucking town you live in. You guys were all Brethren, from when you got here.
Be fucking proud of that. It's cool as hell! It's a historic peace church that had a surprising amount of impact on the early history of the US. That's not even your real hair. It's a fucking wig.
Jesus christ. I got curious because she said these were special cabbage patch kids and these ugly dolls are $300-400. She has gotten two of them in the last few weeks.
Claiming she went blind from a lack of oxygen and the doctors were terribly rude to her when she called back to see if anything could be done. Her story at least
was that she went blind so gradually she didn't notice it because she was compensating. No one would teach the poor blind girl Braille. Probably because she's not blind and they know it. I don't even know if any of this happened. I don't for a second think her glasses were prescribed since it's super easy to get a wild script on "the honor system" from services like Zenni Optical.
See also doing diamond art, but it's
Braille so it's okay. Also
Yoder is to Anabaptist as Cohen is to Jew. Some of the
first Anabaptists in the US were Yoders.
LMAO I forgot she also claimed Lyme disease, Brain-on-Fire syndrome and "an extra chromosome no one else is known to have." Please Santa I have been good all year and all I want for Christmas is for munchies to start faking trisomies. The "actual brain surgery" was a vagus nerve stimulator her quack neurologist approved her for. It's not brain surgery. It's an implanted device in her chest that acts like a pacemaker, with electrodes on her vagus nerve in her neck.
She can neatly plait old plastic grocery bags into a basket and a backpack complete with color separation and cute flower design despite being blind and having almost no feeling in her hands.
and she can stage doll photos complete with tiny accessories and knowing where to point the camera.
She has never once used the name Alice anywhere on any online platform I could find.
God taught her Braille. She's like a miracle or something.
Every time you notice an inconsistency with her presentation it's because mommy helped her and also she has developed echolocation like a dolphin.
Lol seems like any time someone questions her she suddenly has a seizure relapse so she doesn't have to respond to the additional questions this generates.
Ooh this is interesting. jessica has three younger siblings. The one sister Katie and the brother Aaron are both still part of her life and she mentions them from time to time. but youngest sister Kelsey has seemingly been gone for years. She caught a case of the genders young and I originally said she grew out of it because I found another Kelsey of the same age talking to her family on Facebook. I later realized that was just some other girl who went to their church. Kelsey, who goes by Charlie according to her father's facebook, is a ghost. She disappeared from all family photos around when she turned 18 and there were some vague posts Jessica made about how her sibling was making a terrible choice or something like that. Now she's wanting a "sibling" back and saying she doesn't know if they'll see the message, after having already referred to the others as "my sister" and "my brother." So we can infer she's referring to Kelsey.
I looked their family up on FastPeopleSearch and found a "Charlie Morgan' listed as living at the address at one point. Sure enough if you open that up the name changes to Kelsey Riley.
Ahh there she is. She never un-gendered. She's now a 25 year old balding freak who thinks she's a gay man because she's a woman dating a man. No explanation for why she had the wheelchair/forearm crutches and the hospital gown. At first I thought maybe she had an accident but...
LMAO IT WAS ROT DOG SURGERY. Have fun with your septic UTIs and necrosis so you can flap around your gross arm skin tube with your totally gay boyfriend. Hope he likes a flaccid "cock" with razor burn and suture scars on it
And yes, while the big fat blob she's with in these photos is another hormone-destroyed female, the boyfriend is a man, born male raised male. Just one anime binge watch away from turning his dick inside out. From high school his friends were referring to him as the gay bestie but he's dating a woman. These kids have confused themselves so much with this gender and 'queer' bullshit. They think it has to be your entire personality and identity and they don't even know what they're attracted to anymore. Who you are is not about what you accomplished in life. it's about what tee shirtable slogan you can claim as your own.
Anyway she's not dead or missing. Other than the gender shit she seems pretty normal and well adjusted. She hikes, hunts, fishes, rides horses, raises goats, gardens, forages, and does taxidermy. I'm pretty sure she works at a hotel as her main source of income/rotdog-coverage insurance and all that is just hobbies that sometimes pay. How much of that she'll still be able to do with a necrotic crotch and a permanently disabled arm remains to be seen. What's more interesting than that is that there is not a mention of Jessica anywhere on Kelsey's page and they aren't friends with each other. As far as I can tell there's two adjacent family properties with different houses on them and Kelsey, Katie, Jessica, and their mom all live on this like 90 acre span. So Kelsey is not estranged from the family. She lives with them and talks to them on social media. She just doesn't seem to want anything to do with her batshit oldest sister. The time when Jessica was pleading with her to come home, she was just in Pennsylvania spending time with her boyfriend.
Katie, for the record, is not friends with their father. i have no idea if that's significant and can't tell if Kelsey is friends with him. All the girls are friends with their mother. Jessica is still sending Daddy shit in the mail.
(And this neatly-shaded marker poster is NOT proof she is lying about being blind, gosh!)
Your baby fine white girl curls that turn to waves when your hair gets longer do not need black lady hair curling products.
Yuck don't you just hate it when you have so many grand mal seizures from the weather yet are perfectly lucid to post between them?
Diastat is a seizure rescue medicaton often used in children. It is a gel that comes in a syringe to be administered through the rectum. A life saver if your kid has actual epilepsy because it's fast-working and can be administered quickly while they're convulsing without the risks of an injection. In Jessica, I can't help wonder if her incesty shit is a fetish like Rose's and this isn't her way of making Mommy participate. The procedure she's talking about is botox for her fake contractures.
Once again claiming she fits in toddler sizes because she's just so teeny tiny. they're actually too big on her!
there's dozens of pics online of her as a kid that show she was skinny and gawky but normal. She didn't start complaining about this kind of shit until she started going to a woo clinic hours from her home as a young adult
Here's a photo of her looking normal as a child. That's her on the left and Katie on the right. There's other pictures where she's making a normal facial expression so I wouldn't put too much stock in this silly smile she's got going on.
There's never any negative feedback I can see and while I'm sure she gets the off hand remark I doubt she's getting daily hate mail from strangers.
Again it's just so infantalizing. Not that music is a blessing because it's a non-visual art a blind person can fully engage with and create, but tinkly little child music boxes so she can do her happy clappy retard act.
another tee hee i'm so tiny I can share clothes with my dollies!! post where it's a shirt we've never seen her wear that is additionally bunched up as shit because it's way too big for the doll.
Did the mean doctors tell you it was FND again?
Speak of the devil! it's our favorite pedophilic fetish freak Rose giving this one tips on how to find children's clothing so you can make pretend to be a helpless little disabled baby being raped by your father! Do you reckon they swap diaper recommendations?
Iranian superhackers. I know we all know this is just a lie because she posted something that her audience didn't like and deleted it, but the fact that she follows it up with a statement that she won't be making trigger warnings while still claiming it's a hack really hammers it home. She always goes back to "if you don't like my dolls" but like 90% of her audience are other women who collect the same types of dolls she does.
a blind girl doing this?! I mean gluing tiles on a flat surface is pretty tactile especially if you're just following the straight lines of the table you're tiling.
I have super curly hair and all I ever heard the adults say while growing up was "people pay good money for curls like that!" And they do. Like how Rose paid for that electrocuted poodle catastrophe she just shaved off.
I'm totally not lying!!! I totally hand sew dolly clothes without being able to see anything! You just don't understand. You see, it's not that I think something like this is completely out of the realm of possible for a blind person. It's just that it's obvious she can see.
As with the BobbiToads that she swore she needed in little tiny girl sizes, these are kids' shoes but they come in a Big Kid 7 which is equivalent to a US women's 8.5 (UK 6/EU 39/Aus 7). That is slightly
larger than the average adult woman's shoe in the US.
And in case we forgot she already admit that bobbitoads custom sized her shoes for her. She says it's because she had an AFO on one leg but if you go on their website there was a notice that they'll make any of their little kid shoes in big kid sizes on request and their big kid sizes end at an adult womens' size 8.
Lol i like how all the images are cropped badly implying she can't see what she's doing but she still managed to set the collage up and upload it to instagram.
I don't even know what she's on about. My gut is this is a trump tantrum. Kelsey, unsurprisingly was not thrilled with the election results but I neither know nor care what Jessica Riley thinks about politics. Or any of these girls for that matter.
Most recently she's just been posting about homemade christmas gifts. It's funny that when it's time to give to others she colors in pages and uses leftover tile on a cardstock because she's poor and can only afford that, but when she buys for herself it's $400 custom dolls.
Oh and in case you were wondering about her former doctor and what he's been up to: in June 2023 he
did a podcast about the horrible medical system that shut down the pill mill he ran. If you need a refresher here, Dr. Felix Brizuela's main charges were that he was handing out opiate scripts like candy and not doing any monitoring of patients. He would just claim he'd seen them on a follow up that never happened. When his office was raided police found prescription pads he'd pre-signed and his receptionist testified under oath that she was sent home with these to fill out scripts, or with blank ones to bulk fill so he could sign them in the morning without paying attention to what patient was getting what. He had secondary charges for violating anti-kickback statutes, which was most likely what Jessica took advantage of: he did several expensive unnecessary surgeries and treatments on her. He was convicted of 30 charges but won an appeal because the court admitted testimony from people whose medical care was
not the subject of the charges (they were other patients of Brizuela who were given opiates or IVIG, but not the ones the charges specifically related to.)
In this podcast he claims that the reason he was under fire was because the conservative people of the area he was practicing in did not like the pricetag of the IVIG he was prescribing and accused him of getting kickbacks. When they couldn't find the money, they moved on to nailing him for prescribing opiates without medical reason. He also said he had proof his epilepsy patients had seizures on EEG. Prosecution argued they were nodding out from pills and he claims his own defense attorney would not show the EEGs that would exhonorate the good doc because the evil lawscum was colluding with the state. The rest of the podcast is just him talking about the various pro se lolsuits he filed after his conviction was overturned which were thrown out for their absurdity. In one he tried to sue because he was not allowed to serve as an expert witness in his own criminal trial. In several others he, seemingly intentionally, filed them in the wrong court. He was smacked with the vexatious litigant hammer sometime around 2022. So where is he now?
Dead.
His adult son, who has Chris Chan level autism, posted that it was cardiac arrest. He said that while he misses his father, he is glad to be free of his irascible temper and is happy at the care home he's been placed in. Shortly after this, he was transferred to a facility in Maine for his protection. It seems the junkie vultures his father cultivated for years are now circling him like a wounded deer. He is only allowed a very small number of visitors - none of which are local to the facility - and no mail or packages, and his pnline correspondence with the "chronic pain community" is monitored to make sure none of these people are taking advantage of him. He's miserable and hoping that they'll transfer him closer to home soon so he can at least see people he knows but i don't know that it's possible with his father's groupies. What a nightmare.
The horse abuse just makes me sad and I don't really wanna think about the incest woman to hard. 
