You realize that if you just stopped coming back here people would stop giving a shit, right? Your thread dies down every time you leave and only picks back up once you come back. If you want to just be left alone to improve then stop putting bullshit like #proof in all of your videos and draw for the sake of drawing. Or better yet don't put videos up to begin with. You're not trying to improve, you're trying to get attention. You want the asspats that come with good illustrations but don't want to work for it.