Emily, I'm going to be very sincere and very genuine in this post. No name calling, no accusations, just one human being wanting to help another human being. I want you to read this carefully, more than once, but I have a suggestion for you. Not a demand, just a suggestion. But if you take my suggestion, I can promise you that trolls can't bother you over your computer anymore! Your life will be more peaceful and you'll have more time to enjoy drawing on paper and more time to snuggle with cute little Runic. If you do what I suggest, it will benefit you more than you can imagine. And you've said yourself that you deserve better, right? So try this, genuinely, please.
If you go into your computer, the 'My PC' or 'My Computer' app with the screen icon, if it's on your desktop, then go to the C drive. There's a folder in there called Windows, and in that folder is another folder called System32. If you delete that folder, trolls can no longer access you through the computer. I've provided a screenshot that I hope will help:
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I don't know what version of Windows you're using (I'm using 10 and dark mode lol) but it should look something like this. See the bar near the top? That means you're inside the System32 folder. All you have to do is erase everything in that folder. It's very simple! It's just a suggestion, though, but I do genuinely recommend it. And it'd be just in time, too! Don't you want to be able to just relax during the holidays? There would be no drama, the trolls can't bother you, and I bet sweet beautiful little Runic would love spending more time together with his human.
Again, this is just a suggestion. I'm not telling you what to do, I'm only asking that you think about it and maybe give it a try.