If he doesn't want to be Christian can't he just. . . not be? People leave Christianity all the time.
Or is choosing to leave a religion you don't want to be a part one of the those normal people things, like cleaning your kitchen and not storing your cocaine where your kids can reach, that Nick is too cool for?
The trad-west/statue-twitter/krist-iz-kang grift has been dead for awhile, it can't possibly be lucrative for him anymore.
He doesn't want to drop the veneer of Christianity outright because he wants to try and be seen a virtuous person. He knows that's what made him popular in the first place, and he wants to try and get that back (spoiler: he won't, because people now know who he is).
Look, I'll say this about Rand: She was, if nothing else, honest and upfront about her militant opposition to God and religion. Unlike Nick.
Nick is trying to have his cake and eat it too. Justify his behavior, while appearing to be Godly and righteous. He's trying to do what even Rand didn't try to do.
For anybody who wants to know why Objectivism is the enemy of Christianity, you can read this (it's Catholic, but it gets the point across):
Rand is as much an enemy of Christianity as Marx and Mao are. Objectivism is super capitalist and individualist. Communism is super socialist and collectivist. On the issue of God and religion, they actually agree.
If any of you are an admirer of Rand, that's fine. I won't judge you. Just don't blow smoke up people's asses like Nick tries to do. I think that's the biggest problem here.
That said, to my mind, that John Rogers quote encapsulates Nick's mind perfectly:
There are two novels that can change a bookish fourteen-year old’s life: The Lord of the Rings and Atlas Shrugged. One is a childish fantasy that often engenders a lifelong obsession with its unbelievable heroes, leading to an emotionally stunted, socially crippled adulthood, unable to deal with the real world. The other, of course, involves orcs.
Add drugs and alcohol, and look out.
Nick's likely response:
If you chose Tolkien over Rand you're a NERD.
