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WhatifAltHist / Rudyard Lynch - History youtuber, galaxy brained, no credentials and no sex
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I could write some sort of summary tomorrow. I kinda have experience with this
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"My father had crippling mercury poisoning when he inseminated me".
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Sorry for doublepost but this video is fucking WILD. I'll post more clips tomorrow but just take this as a sample of Rudy's extremely incoherent thought train:
I did not edit this in any way.
I've lost count of the times he blatantly contradicts himself throughout the video.
Usually it's minutes apart ("My dad bought me the cheapest car he could find as my first car"/"By the time I was 16 I had bought my own car with my own money". "I was an extremely emotional kid to the point where I had to keep a diary of my emotional state"/"I was a shockingly emotionally numb kid during high school and I only felt half as many emotions as the other kids". ), but in this in this instance it was just too blatant not to clip it.
I'd recommend everyone to watch these, they are very telling about his lunacy and are basically confirmation that he is an incel and an autist.
I did not edit this in any way.
I've lost count of the times he blatantly contradicts himself throughout the video.
Usually it's minutes apart ("My dad bought me the cheapest car he could find as my first car"/"By the time I was 16 I had bought my own car with my own money". "I was an extremely emotional kid to the point where I had to keep a diary of my emotional state"/"I was a shockingly emotionally numb kid during high school and I only felt half as many emotions as the other kids". ), but in this in this instance it was just too blatant not to clip it.
I'd recommend everyone to watch these, they are very telling about his lunacy and are basically confirmation that he is an incel and an autist.
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Call him delusional (LMAO, he is!), but this mindset is extremely based and KF users could use this mentality too instead of being faggots 24/7.
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The last thing the world needs is a bunch of KF users with the Main Character Syndrome as bad as Rudyard's.
I blame this dude's parents. Who names their kid Rudyard? Nothing good was ever coming from that.
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No, it's what the world needs the most.
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Watching through the second video now.
Long story short, he claims his mom repeatedly raped and tortured him when he was 6-10 years old.
He was also claims he was forced to rape his sister.
Not gonna go into it now, but there's a few strange details about his story I'd like to talk about once I'm done with the whole thing.
Long story short, he claims his mom repeatedly raped and tortured him when he was 6-10 years old.
He was also claims he was forced to rape his sister.
Not gonna go into it now, but there's a few strange details about his story I'd like to talk about once I'm done with the whole thing.
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Well then that's a wrap for that career. I'll never understand younger people deciding to nuke themselves and their futures from orbit.
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Has she twitted his tipples as well?
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Is there a way to archive this lunacy once he comes down from his psychosis?
Btw I hate this guy with passion for twisting history to suit his narative.
Claiming men rise up when no pussay . The reality is sometimes they dont and refuse to play ball and help the elites when the huns /germans / slavs show up at the border and refuse to breed.
If he read toynbee he would knew this shit but hey ho whatever clicks you get from the failmales that populate the internet . The same failmales who cant stop gooning , eating crap and doing drugs .
He isnt wrong though
Also lol his dad was born in 1961 and he was born in 2001 lmao standard recipe for failmaleness, autism and mental illness .
My family net worth was 10 to 15 million but we werent that rich. LMAO. Holy shit this is pure recipe for total retardation and failing hard in life .
Btw I hate this guy with passion for twisting history to suit his narative.
Claiming men rise up when no pussay . The reality is sometimes they dont and refuse to play ball and help the elites when the huns /germans / slavs show up at the border and refuse to breed.
If he read toynbee he would knew this shit but hey ho whatever clicks you get from the failmales that populate the internet . The same failmales who cant stop gooning , eating crap and doing drugs .
He isnt wrong though
Also lol his dad was born in 1961 and he was born in 2001 lmao standard recipe for failmaleness, autism and mental illness .
My family net worth was 10 to 15 million but we werent that rich. LMAO. Holy shit this is pure recipe for total retardation and failing hard in life .
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Archive of Part 1:
Part 2:
He says some wild things in part two, too much to exerpt it all here, but here's some stuff from the youtube transcript:
Part 2:
He says some wild things in part two, too much to exerpt it all here, but here's some stuff from the youtube transcript:
0:40
you don't know what suffering means you can't understand the depths a person can feel pain things you never thought were possible are I felt pain so horrible it feels as if I've entered a different dimension of space in time it feels like my blood's on fire at once like my soul's been cut in half and its intestines are spilling out like the entire periphery of how I perceive Consciousness is an excruciating pain as if every atom in my body is held together by suffering in which I somehow survive and don't rupture it feels as if the entirety of suffering itself the it appears if the entirety of life itself is suffering like life is a cruel joke as if the suffering enters your own eyes and so you can only look upon the world in pain
you don't know what suffering means you can't understand the depths a person can feel pain things you never thought were possible are I felt pain so horrible it feels as if I've entered a different dimension of space in time it feels like my blood's on fire at once like my soul's been cut in half and its intestines are spilling out like the entire periphery of how I perceive Consciousness is an excruciating pain as if every atom in my body is held together by suffering in which I somehow survive and don't rupture it feels as if the entirety of suffering itself the it appears if the entirety of life itself is suffering like life is a cruel joke as if the suffering enters your own eyes and so you can only look upon the world in pain
17:22
that summer yay I called it heartbreak summer I had told my father that if he was wasn't careful of managing his schedule with his girlfriend that I would have a PTSD attack because my PTSD is triggered by powerlessness he refused to tell me the schedule and so there was a point when I lost physical control of my body at his house breaking into screams and muscle spasms Jennifer said I was doing this for attention that I really didn't have PTSD and that he shouldn't listen to me I told him he wasn't my father anymore and that I would never speak to him again
that summer yay I called it heartbreak summer I had told my father that if he was wasn't careful of managing his schedule with his girlfriend that I would have a PTSD attack because my PTSD is triggered by powerlessness he refused to tell me the schedule and so there was a point when I lost physical control of my body at his house breaking into screams and muscle spasms Jennifer said I was doing this for attention that I really didn't have PTSD and that he shouldn't listen to me I told him he wasn't my father anymore and that I would never speak to him again
45:10
my friend Lord miles Rutledge a professional English adventurer who many of you would know uh we had been friends for a year and I was supposed to go to the wakan corridor with him along the Afghan Chinese border we were going to be the first westerners who went there since World War II I canceled the trip since I was doing some stuff for the Air Force and I was worried I would get us all killed with that affiliation I had a major turning point at this part of my life where I no longer wanted to die in P battle which was my fantasy ever since high school since I realized that I was too important to too many people that would be irresponsible for me to die
46:24
thank God 6 months later miles turned out to be fine and the Taliban in fact had treated him incredibly well better than American prisons they let him have door Dash A manservant and A PS5 they also gave him a gold mine that they didn't want to give to the Chinese if any of you would like to invest in it I've got contacts to Miles and he also got the Taliban foreign Ministry to watch my videos and they marked them as culturally significant content in their archives
46:53
before we get to the next segment I got to tell this story the uh former Russian agent Gonzalo lra who ran who was coach red pill and he died recently due to the Ukrainian government in jail and things that I should not comment on because I'll get so much hate from any side if I say an opinion he was a fan of my show when he tried to recruit me actually he tried to get me to make anti-American content I literally called him a traitor to his face that was quite satisfying
my friend Lord miles Rutledge a professional English adventurer who many of you would know uh we had been friends for a year and I was supposed to go to the wakan corridor with him along the Afghan Chinese border we were going to be the first westerners who went there since World War II I canceled the trip since I was doing some stuff for the Air Force and I was worried I would get us all killed with that affiliation I had a major turning point at this part of my life where I no longer wanted to die in P battle which was my fantasy ever since high school since I realized that I was too important to too many people that would be irresponsible for me to die
46:24
thank God 6 months later miles turned out to be fine and the Taliban in fact had treated him incredibly well better than American prisons they let him have door Dash A manservant and A PS5 they also gave him a gold mine that they didn't want to give to the Chinese if any of you would like to invest in it I've got contacts to Miles and he also got the Taliban foreign Ministry to watch my videos and they marked them as culturally significant content in their archives
46:53
before we get to the next segment I got to tell this story the uh former Russian agent Gonzalo lra who ran who was coach red pill and he died recently due to the Ukrainian government in jail and things that I should not comment on because I'll get so much hate from any side if I say an opinion he was a fan of my show when he tried to recruit me actually he tried to get me to make anti-American content I literally called him a traitor to his face that was quite satisfying
50:48
uh I had learned that I had massively underplayed the horror of the trauma I had lived through from my mom and the system when I was a child or more accurately ages 6 to 10 my mother had raped me over 40 times in that age range the details make things even vastly worse my mother waterboarded me at least two or three times or drowning me in the bath my mom had forced me to rape my own sister and she had forced the babysitter to rape me my mom had burned me with scalding water to punish me hit me in the back with a shovel as a kid a few memories have really stuck with me and they required years of V mdrs to clean out one was my Mom beating me over the head with a 1,00 page book that was her standard move and she did it hundreds of times
uh I had learned that I had massively underplayed the horror of the trauma I had lived through from my mom and the system when I was a child or more accurately ages 6 to 10 my mother had raped me over 40 times in that age range the details make things even vastly worse my mother waterboarded me at least two or three times or drowning me in the bath my mom had forced me to rape my own sister and she had forced the babysitter to rape me my mom had burned me with scalding water to punish me hit me in the back with a shovel as a kid a few memories have really stuck with me and they required years of V mdrs to clean out one was my Mom beating me over the head with a 1,00 page book that was her standard move and she did it hundreds of times
51:57
I developed this thing called the ring of fire when I was a kid or uh a ring of bruises around my shoulders my mom said my dad was beating me and so the courts were looking for any evidence of that
52:23
I wanted to save my dad because I loved him and I knew that if the teacher saw my bruises that they would blame it on him and I would never see him again my mom would claim to own me and my soul and gave me no privacy she would walk in on me in the shower and bathroom and scream at me or give me an unprompted reminder that she was in charge she hated me just for being a man and she said she owned my penis she would tell me that she could see into my mind and she punished bad thoughts my mom unironically practiced black magic she was doing Satanic rituals when I was a kid
I developed this thing called the ring of fire when I was a kid or uh a ring of bruises around my shoulders my mom said my dad was beating me and so the courts were looking for any evidence of that
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I wanted to save my dad because I loved him and I knew that if the teacher saw my bruises that they would blame it on him and I would never see him again my mom would claim to own me and my soul and gave me no privacy she would walk in on me in the shower and bathroom and scream at me or give me an unprompted reminder that she was in charge she hated me just for being a man and she said she owned my penis she would tell me that she could see into my mind and she punished bad thoughts my mom unironically practiced black magic she was doing Satanic rituals when I was a kid
53:08
I know this I've seen it I have photographic memory I remember this is all real she believed that she practiced magic and she she did uh I don't know how effect it is but objectively happened as said before my mom would drown me in a bath a few times and she would that was one of her favorite methods to torture me she used it to try to get me to break me her whole goal was to break me and uh there were a couple times where I did something she didn't like and then she just drowned me uh my mom would also hold me down and smashed my head against the bathroom floor repeatedly this was really difficult for me to move past and I still have nightmares about it now there was an experience that bordered on spiritual where my mom was smashing my head against the bathroom floor and I passed out from the suffering I basically psychically orgasmed from how the bad the pain was feeling ecstasy in the suffering
I know this I've seen it I have photographic memory I remember this is all real she believed that she practiced magic and she she did uh I don't know how effect it is but objectively happened as said before my mom would drown me in a bath a few times and she would that was one of her favorite methods to torture me she used it to try to get me to break me her whole goal was to break me and uh there were a couple times where I did something she didn't like and then she just drowned me uh my mom would also hold me down and smashed my head against the bathroom floor repeatedly this was really difficult for me to move past and I still have nightmares about it now there was an experience that bordered on spiritual where my mom was smashing my head against the bathroom floor and I passed out from the suffering I basically psychically orgasmed from how the bad the pain was feeling ecstasy in the suffering
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um yeah my mom would also Rape Me by holding down my legs and she would force me to do other really horrible things there's this region around my crotch that even today if you touch it Al shudder uh it's a real issue for massages the masseuse will just touch a part of my body and I'll have to refrain from screaming
54:54
my mom she would keep beating me until I basically passed out and gave up because her whole thing was she wanted to break my will and she used the Thousand page book and she would chase me through the hallways when I tried to run away and she was taller than me and so she outran me and I remember screaming please Mommy please stop please don't touch me mommy please please please
55:29
my mom would just keep beating me harder and harder without saying anything she just did it and whenever I'd scream she would say no one's ever going to hear you because we lives in the countryside our nearest neighbors were miles away so I'd scream at the top of my lungs and no one could hear it
56:57
mom raped me more in the summer so once there's a certain temperature threshold my mom was just evil so she raped me in the summer uh and then there was a time she left me in my room freezing without any furniture or blankets or heating so I when it was cold I was thinking about that my mom hurt me so many different ways that uh I had a lot of different triggers back in the day um but thank God that's over
um yeah my mom would also Rape Me by holding down my legs and she would force me to do other really horrible things there's this region around my crotch that even today if you touch it Al shudder uh it's a real issue for massages the masseuse will just touch a part of my body and I'll have to refrain from screaming
54:54
my mom she would keep beating me until I basically passed out and gave up because her whole thing was she wanted to break my will and she used the Thousand page book and she would chase me through the hallways when I tried to run away and she was taller than me and so she outran me and I remember screaming please Mommy please stop please don't touch me mommy please please please
55:29
my mom would just keep beating me harder and harder without saying anything she just did it and whenever I'd scream she would say no one's ever going to hear you because we lives in the countryside our nearest neighbors were miles away so I'd scream at the top of my lungs and no one could hear it
56:57
mom raped me more in the summer so once there's a certain temperature threshold my mom was just evil so she raped me in the summer uh and then there was a time she left me in my room freezing without any furniture or blankets or heating so I when it was cold I was thinking about that my mom hurt me so many different ways that uh I had a lot of different triggers back in the day um but thank God that's over
57:28
my mom was obsessed with the CIA and had read dozens of books about them she unironically used CIA torture and brainwashing techniques on me my mom used very Advanced brainwashing she would constantly try to break my sense of reality and she used gaslighting on what feels like an industrial scale she would constantly change the goalposts of reality she would have basically multiple different dimensions of lies or different narratives that she would jump between seamlessly so she basically had multiple kinds of reality that she would throw at me so when I got used to one of the narratives she was doing she would jump to another
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she would just never acknowledge that she ever beat or raped me if I asked her about her later if I asked her about it later she would say I just had a silly memory she would constantly tell me that I was mentally and I had a tenuous grasp on reality
my mom was obsessed with the CIA and had read dozens of books about them she unironically used CIA torture and brainwashing techniques on me my mom used very Advanced brainwashing she would constantly try to break my sense of reality and she used gaslighting on what feels like an industrial scale she would constantly change the goalposts of reality she would have basically multiple different dimensions of lies or different narratives that she would jump between seamlessly so she basically had multiple kinds of reality that she would throw at me so when I got used to one of the narratives she was doing she would jump to another
58:46
she would just never acknowledge that she ever beat or raped me if I asked her about her later if I asked her about it later she would say I just had a silly memory she would constantly tell me that I was mentally and I had a tenuous grasp on reality
59:56
my mom said she tortured me because she loved me she told me God told her to do it and that by torturing me she was having an enormous impact on History she said that God told her that no matter how cruel and Petty she got it would have an exponentially positive effect on history and so she had to torture me as much as possible and uh she she attributed Cosmic importance to me uh she said that by destroying me she was destroying men and she said she kept on removing her responsibility for the situation in Locust control where she said she wasn't doing this God was forcing her to do this because when God gives you an order you do it
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and my mom unironically practiced black magic and Satanic rituals I wish I was making this up but I'm not she said it was very important to cement the historic changes that came about from her torturing me I don't remember all the details but it was pretty horrific my mom claimed to have magical powers that she used against me she definitely saw this in spiritual terms and at least the stuff she was using like incense Idols spells and supplements all seemed pretty satanic and not Christian she did go through a Christian fundamentalist phase though
1:03:47
sorry and it's hard to even conceive how she perceives the world she is's a very intelligent person remember that she went to Columbia University and was valedictorian of her High School in between raping and beating me she would explain the nature of the platonic forms Goethe's philosophy the folk ways of English Rural Life and she's a very good cook
my mom said she tortured me because she loved me she told me God told her to do it and that by torturing me she was having an enormous impact on History she said that God told her that no matter how cruel and Petty she got it would have an exponentially positive effect on history and so she had to torture me as much as possible and uh she she attributed Cosmic importance to me uh she said that by destroying me she was destroying men and she said she kept on removing her responsibility for the situation in Locust control where she said she wasn't doing this God was forcing her to do this because when God gives you an order you do it
1:01:36
and my mom unironically practiced black magic and Satanic rituals I wish I was making this up but I'm not she said it was very important to cement the historic changes that came about from her torturing me I don't remember all the details but it was pretty horrific my mom claimed to have magical powers that she used against me she definitely saw this in spiritual terms and at least the stuff she was using like incense Idols spells and supplements all seemed pretty satanic and not Christian she did go through a Christian fundamentalist phase though
1:03:47
sorry and it's hard to even conceive how she perceives the world she is's a very intelligent person remember that she went to Columbia University and was valedictorian of her High School in between raping and beating me she would explain the nature of the platonic forms Goethe's philosophy the folk ways of English Rural Life and she's a very good cook
1:04:35
I was the only person who spoke out against my mom she said my dad was beating me and she sued anyone who disagreed with her in the court system with corruption charges she put a truly vast amount of thought into psychologically breaking me an example of this is that I moved 13 times before I turned to age 15
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the thing that shocked me when I recovered the memories was the insane sheer heroism I fought back with I look back on it with complete awe because I just can't believe I did it that this is me and how much Insanity I was able to muster to fight back her Insanity I was so ridiculously heroic I have no idea how we even did it part of the reason is that my mom would torture and rape me no matter what I did so I had no reason to not resist
I was the only person who spoke out against my mom she said my dad was beating me and she sued anyone who disagreed with her in the court system with corruption charges she put a truly vast amount of thought into psychologically breaking me an example of this is that I moved 13 times before I turned to age 15
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the thing that shocked me when I recovered the memories was the insane sheer heroism I fought back with I look back on it with complete awe because I just can't believe I did it that this is me and how much Insanity I was able to muster to fight back her Insanity I was so ridiculously heroic I have no idea how we even did it part of the reason is that my mom would torture and rape me no matter what I did so I had no reason to not resist
1:06:25
there were several times I tried to submit but then my mom still beat and raped me my sister stopped fighting back pretty quickly but my mom disliked me much more than my sister when my mom was beating me I would scream dozens of times why don't you kill me coward unless you kill me I win and you won't because you're a coward I don't care how much you make me suffer as you suffer I don't care whether I live or die kill me kill me kill me and I'd say hit me over the head with a book mom do it I beg you you can hit me and I said when I grow up I'll kill you when you're God I'll kill all of you I hate you so much I'll grow up to be strong and kill you you're all going to be dead and I made a Blood Oath before God and my mother that I would murder her when I grew up
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fantasize a doging her eyes out in her sleep I threatened to do it like a dozen times after she was asleep sleep half a dozen times I went down to the kitchen and grabbed one of the knives I told myself it would only take 10 seconds to go for her eyes and her throat I would fantasize that cutting her throat out and letting the blood go on the white sheets you can never wash him out after that that that's how I knew I would kill her I imagine going for the eyes and I would claw them until I felt her brain and then I knew she'd be dead and I thought I was such a for not doing it because I studied the legality and I realized that uh I would not go to jail for seven I basically face no legal consequences for murdering my mom at age seven so I felt like I was just being a coward that was how deranged I was
there were several times I tried to submit but then my mom still beat and raped me my sister stopped fighting back pretty quickly but my mom disliked me much more than my sister when my mom was beating me I would scream dozens of times why don't you kill me coward unless you kill me I win and you won't because you're a coward I don't care how much you make me suffer as you suffer I don't care whether I live or die kill me kill me kill me and I'd say hit me over the head with a book mom do it I beg you you can hit me and I said when I grow up I'll kill you when you're God I'll kill all of you I hate you so much I'll grow up to be strong and kill you you're all going to be dead and I made a Blood Oath before God and my mother that I would murder her when I grew up
1:07:18
fantasize a doging her eyes out in her sleep I threatened to do it like a dozen times after she was asleep sleep half a dozen times I went down to the kitchen and grabbed one of the knives I told myself it would only take 10 seconds to go for her eyes and her throat I would fantasize that cutting her throat out and letting the blood go on the white sheets you can never wash him out after that that that's how I knew I would kill her I imagine going for the eyes and I would claw them until I felt her brain and then I knew she'd be dead and I thought I was such a for not doing it because I studied the legality and I realized that uh I would not go to jail for seven I basically face no legal consequences for murdering my mom at age seven so I felt like I was just being a coward that was how deranged I was
1:08:04
I would spit in my mom's own eyes in her face when she attacked me she had to hold my mouth down with her hands so I wouldn't spit or bite her and the first time she raped me I smeared my own shit all over the bathroom walls I would take my clothes off when she had guests there to humiliate them I literally tried to strangle her once in her own sleep
1:09:12
I wanted to be a hero I saw God and my father as the only two real friends I had and my dad was purposely kept away from me I knew my mom worked with the devil and I would call her demonically possessed to her face I I would call her demon mommy sometimes when she beat and rapes me I would scream please go away demon mommy you're not my real Mommy I want mommy back
I would spit in my mom's own eyes in her face when she attacked me she had to hold my mouth down with her hands so I wouldn't spit or bite her and the first time she raped me I smeared my own shit all over the bathroom walls I would take my clothes off when she had guests there to humiliate them I literally tried to strangle her once in her own sleep
1:09:12
I wanted to be a hero I saw God and my father as the only two real friends I had and my dad was purposely kept away from me I knew my mom worked with the devil and I would call her demonically possessed to her face I I would call her demon mommy sometimes when she beat and rapes me I would scream please go away demon mommy you're not my real Mommy I want mommy back
1:10:00
I would constantly have visualizations in the shower especially where I was talking to the devil and the devil was around me at all times and he kept on asking for my soul and I would just put my ears and go blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
1:12:23
I entered into this sort of Mystic Dream state where I actually had a relatively easy way to communicate with the spirit world when my mom was raping me because it's such an extreme emotion it kind of shatters your framework for how you perceive Consciousness I could explain that more if you'd like but apparently from what I've studied a lot of the most advanced Mystics were raped as children
I would constantly have visualizations in the shower especially where I was talking to the devil and the devil was around me at all times and he kept on asking for my soul and I would just put my ears and go blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
1:12:23
I entered into this sort of Mystic Dream state where I actually had a relatively easy way to communicate with the spirit world when my mom was raping me because it's such an extreme emotion it kind of shatters your framework for how you perceive Consciousness I could explain that more if you'd like but apparently from what I've studied a lot of the most advanced Mystics were raped as children
1:13:22
I would pray to God every night and I would tell him please get me out of hell God I know you sent me to hell and I know it's not my fault but I'll do anything if you get me out of hell and God said I'll take you up on that bed kid and then when I was when the first few times my mom raped me I saw myself in the future at my current age and I couldn't believe it at all and God said Rudyard when you're a young when you become a young man you will be so admirable your current self could not believe who you became and God said I'm so proud of you and you're going to make it through and you will get anything you want out of life
1:14:09
and I agreed to make the deal not knowing what it was because my loyalty was to God and if he told me to do something I would do it and I've had dreams as long as I can remember that I made a deal with a god before my birth in a blue room and I stared at the God and he had a specific task and he would give me things and he'd give me advantages to achieve the task I just had to do it it would be so horrible but at the same time it would be incredible and the way time works is that I made that deal In the Heat of the Moment and then because God can move backwards in time it reset my life so that I had the deal and so time can move both directions because God made a deal with me when I was a when I was being raped and and then it went back into the blue room and the entire rest of the story is the deal I made in the blue room it's the most important thing in my life
I would pray to God every night and I would tell him please get me out of hell God I know you sent me to hell and I know it's not my fault but I'll do anything if you get me out of hell and God said I'll take you up on that bed kid and then when I was when the first few times my mom raped me I saw myself in the future at my current age and I couldn't believe it at all and God said Rudyard when you're a young when you become a young man you will be so admirable your current self could not believe who you became and God said I'm so proud of you and you're going to make it through and you will get anything you want out of life
1:14:09
and I agreed to make the deal not knowing what it was because my loyalty was to God and if he told me to do something I would do it and I've had dreams as long as I can remember that I made a deal with a god before my birth in a blue room and I stared at the God and he had a specific task and he would give me things and he'd give me advantages to achieve the task I just had to do it it would be so horrible but at the same time it would be incredible and the way time works is that I made that deal In the Heat of the Moment and then because God can move backwards in time it reset my life so that I had the deal and so time can move both directions because God made a deal with me when I was a when I was being raped and and then it went back into the blue room and the entire rest of the story is the deal I made in the blue room it's the most important thing in my life
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Being born while your dad was 40 is a really high indicator of autism
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This thread might have finally broken him, Rudy just jumpstarted his career as a lolcow and went straight up to the deep end. Superior big brain move Rudyard.
Now he has to prove it, cant just claim your mom twisted your tipples and balls without something to back it up with.
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This guy is losing his fucking mind.
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I could have told you the minute he sided with the incels on WE WILL BURN DOWN THE WEST BECAUSE TESTOSTERONE , lmao lol....
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Rudyard, no! Telling us about the sister pussy ain't it.
Maybe he doesn't have autism but CTE from all the juvenile head trauma he's claiming?
Maybe he doesn't have autism but CTE from all the juvenile head trauma he's claiming?
Maniacal Foreigner
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