Community Munchausen's by Internet (Malingerers, Munchies, Spoonies, etc) - Feigning Illnesses for Attention

[BIG SHOT Autos]

Found a long covid bedbound munchie

The skin blotching picture looks like normal reddening after you get exposed to extreme temperatures or just scrub yourself in the shower. I get this all the time. "Right after getting covid" well yeah, skin tends to get red when you're infected with anything that raises your temperature, making it contrast with environment more. Sore throat, joint pain and fatigue are the most common symptoms of any acute respiratory infection, not just coronavirus(es). Sucks when you're an adult, especially if your immune system is weak, but definitely not sensational.

 

[MirnaMinkoff]

Found a long covid bedbound munchie
She claims me/cfs and eds.
She claims that even a visit from someone more than 5-10 minutes will cause her "severe symptoms" in the days to follow.
She can't get out of bed because she will experience loss of sleep (she regularly sleeps 11+ hours a night) and sweating, tinnitus, noise sensitivity, a "whole system shutdown" because of the insomnia, unable to talk, move her arms, unable to feed herself, not able to turn over in bed. If people kept getting her out of bed, she would be on a feeding tube in a month and could die.

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I have the miracle cure for her, and most other munchies. Lumberjack the internet connection. The moment they have to just stare at walls or read books I guarantee a miraculous healings will take place. It’s only fun to lay around all day if you have glowing screens to feed you content and give you reactions.

 

[Kate Farms Shill]

This next batch is gonna be micro-updates. They're girls I posted about that are no longer producing content but there's maybe one or two interesting things to say about them.

Spoiler: Alexx Petrella

With her amazing dog that sometimes barks at milk! Alexx claims she needs a service dog because she has no sense of smell. The dog is trained to alert her to potentially dangerous smells like natural gas and smoke. This is funny enough when you think about it - fire alarms exist, after all - but even funnier when you know that the dog has never actually learned any of this. The only "task" he can perform is barking at extremely expired, visibly chunky goat's milk if she presents him a cup of it and she has a cookie ready to reward him for doing so. She uses this to justify bringing him places she will never encounter very expired goat's milk like Disney theme parks and Taylor Swift concerts. Over the years she slid into an Autism diagnosis so she could claim the dog does "tactile stimulation" and "deep pressure therapy" to mitigate her tism symptoms instead which is code for sitting on her lap allowing itself to be pet, as lapdogs are wont to do.

She got a Portuguese Water Dog she named Regulus in Summer 2023 but didn't let people know until a year later. He's a service dog in training but she hasn't said what he'll do.


she does a lot of sports with him. a friend helped me with the AKC stuff because I couldn't figure it out and I also don't know what most of it means.


Here's his announcement from the breeder. She said it took years to decide on a breed, find a breeder she liked, and wait for a litter that had a puppy with the qualities she was looking for. she passed up several litters first. So this was not the "first dog available is the one for me" impulse shit most of them do. If she wasn't still claiming she needs a SD I'd call her a full redemption story.

Spoiler: Rebekah Scott

Nachodoggo, one of the zoosadists who sent photos of her fucking her "service dog" to Levi Dane Simmons, aka SnakeThing, a guy who enjoyed such things as raping puppies to death and sexually grooming his own nephew/trying to pimp him out to other pedophiles. In the aftermath she started claiming she was in heart failure, moved to Germany to be seen by the one cardiologist who could help her, failed the treatment, then went to Switzerland to die by assisted suicide. The only part of that is true is she moved to Germany. Her heart surgery was actually a cardiac loop recorder that most likely let the cardio know she was full of shit and not actually having the issues she claimed to have.

No real update but Youtuber Lanza made a documentary on her where he basically read through the thread and mentioned everything I found in my posts about her. I missed it back when I wrote my 2023 post but it got about 600k views in the year and change it's been out. That's pretty cool. it's worth a watch if you can't stomach browsing the thread (I couldn't tbh, I had to be spoon fed the information about what she did to her animals because there was 0 chance I was going to independently research that). The "update" I didn't know about was that in 2022 someone found an active Steam account for her that had her living in Bayern, Germany which is where we had already tracked her to. So we were right, she used the GFM money to move, ditched her old character, and is hiding out. Most likely other dog fuckers are keeping her hiding in plain sight.

Spoiler: Sydney White

sydshope
this one I posted back in 2021 and she had locked down everything before I even finished. The funny thing is she wasn't even the girl I was looking for that day. There was another Sydney whose ridiculous posts were making the rounds on Reddit and she was the one i was after. This Sydney was your typical munchie backstory, obsession with cancer kids and the attention social media gives them leads to munchie bullshit. From the start even her IRL friends seemed to know she was full of shit and just wanted attention and drugs, based on her LastFM comments. Probably best known for a falling out with Tina/Anelise Dao that led to Tina posting Sydney's medical papers. Her big claim for a while was she had a disease so rare they wrote a journal article about her. In reality her parents flew her to a chiro on the other side of the country to get "diagnosed" with a benign structural abnormality that makes her arm tingle when she turns her head a certain way and the journal article was little more than a blog entry.

Fucked around, found out. In October, after months without posting, she announced that she went into kidney failure from acute tubular necrosis which is frequently caused by things like vancomycin and other powerful antibiotics used for the repeated sepsis these girls love so much. She's been off and on dialysis for months and almost ended up with a trach in August. This account is private and I don't have access but she doesn't update anyway so who cares? Useless waste of resources, soon to be dead and forgotten.


The Sydney I was looking for when I posted Sydney White was Sydney Saylor. BPD posterchild who claimed she was raised in an abusive cult (bog standard megachurch) and not allowed to cut her long hair (it was bobbed to her chin for most of her life) or wear pants (except when she did, which was all the time) and was a child actress whose parents stole a million dollars from her (no she wasn't, no they didn't, and she has waveredon whether they stole a huge amount of money or put a relatively small amount in a trust she can't access because she cut them out of her lie). She has locked down everything. This one loved to bait people by wearing pill-shaped jewelry in her face while bragging about her pain meds, claiming poverty while showing off $600 headphones, and started hoarding snakes and other reptiles in extremely spartan habitats which made SnakeTok go bananas. Gotta wonder what finally chased her off.

Spoiler: Sydney Going

popculturepups
the punchline to a cosmic joke. Trevino munchie and former (?) furry with a nervous service dog she constantly dragged to theme parks, haunted houses, and comic book conventions. Had a long habit of faking seizures within days of getting a new job then being shocked and offended that her new bosses decided a person with uncontrolled seizures could not safely operate a roller coaster. Only real health problems are obesity-induced. Had a hilarious tantrum that included taking photos of herself mid-"seizure" in the PT office and running up the stairs to dramatically be sick in their bathroom because they told her it would be medical fraud to provide her with a custom wheelchair even if her quack prescribed it. Made a pair of actual dog fuckers look like the sane ones after she falsely accused them of almost raping her.

Last seen going back to school for art, working as a bartender at a pirate-themed tourist trap, and giving haunted tours of Tampa, all apparently without a dog or any mobility aids. She's now working for a charter boat service that specializes in dolphin watching excursions and selling what looks like Chinky crap she buys on AliExpress at craft fairs. She also does art commissions. If she still fakes sick on the side, she learned better than to post it publicly. I'm just surprised she's been employed and in school this long given that her jobs before this lasted a month at most.

Spoiler: Jess Paulsen

kinghenryofnashville / henryshandler
Worst case of main character syndrome the doctor has ever seen. Grew up "poor" (lower middle class) in a family who didn't care about her attempts to fake sick. Then she met Bobby, her wealthy soon-to-be husband who let her tap out of life, sleep all day, whine about how sick she was, then magically get better when it was time to go on an expensive vacation. Golden retriever service dog at disney, former bestie of Alex Moine before a mysterious falling out. At one point spent more time in Disney than in her home city of Nashville, TN. Admit when she "got sick" she thought strangers would see her swoon and rush to catch her, fetch her cool water and fan her, and ten years later is still angry this isn't true. Only ever sees people in terms of the last thing they did for her and what they're not currently doing for her. Worked her dog when he had cancer. Wrote a children's book about herself. Only accounts she follows on Instagram are her own.

Her personal account is dead, no updates since my last post about her when she had the eye stroke. Henry's was active. He turned seven in January.


She got her Disney pass back so now we're back to Disney dog content. I like the comments talking about how many attention-seeking young women are bringing their pets to disney now.


His account also went dead in July. I guess this is what happens when you're too vain to get actual medical treatments that would keep an audience interested and instead become a huge emotional drain on everyone who enters your orbit.

Spoiler: Faith Anne Schwarz nee Morfitt

wildflowers.in.her.hair
Failed ballerina, munching since she was 15, called out as a skinwalker by Mickey/life.with.stripes who has real cEDS and a few others whose stories she stole. Leaned super hard into trad christian after all her munchie friends abandoned her, miracle healing saga and all, until her boyfriend popped the question and she suddenly had a relapse of all her symptoms and needed him to care for her. Last seen crying because she got pregnant on her honeymoon after claiming she was far too sick to ever be a mother. Like she was fuming tantrum mad because all anyone talked about was the baby and no one asked about her special illnesses anymore.

Had the baby and has not really returned to social media. She posted some photos of her with him in April but just said she was too busy being mom to return to social media just yet. She also sold pieces from her wardrobe.


In October she made a post saying that she's been totally transformed by mom life. Her pink frilly dresses no longer suit her and she's not using her wheelchair at all anymore. She no longer feels like the person she was when she used the account and doesn't know how to return.


Faith was always just seeking an identity that would give her lots of attention and coddling from her family and 'miracle baby mamma' certainly fits that bill. Don't be surprised if this one rebrands as a christian mommy blogger sometime down the road. For now I'm pleasantly surprised she hasn't been malingering in bed ignoring her baby or manufacturing medical drama for him like Jan.

Spoiler: Shelby Logsdon aka Julian Gavino

thedisabledhippie
Chronically Jaquie's IRL friend, threw her under the bus on LCF and was subsequently outed as a munchie who skinwalked Jaquie just as soon as Jaquie skinwalked her. FTM with severe trans regret, former Trevino patient who moved to Philadelphia after her wife divorced her. Entire career based on how she was a disabled tranny who could be rented out for events and photoshoots to show your soulless corporation really cares about marginalized people. Last seen announcing she was detransitioning.

Lol I guess she got tired of people questioning her for living in an inaccessible loft apartment with a prominent set of stairs to get to the bedroom because she no longer lives at the West Lofts. She lives in the West Flats. Same building but a different wing and instead of lofted bedrooms they have flophouse-style bedrooms where the walls don't go all the way to the ceiling due to oldschool building laws dating to the tenement days. In order to consider that place leasable every room had to have some kind of air ventilation to the outside, usually a window that opens but in old refurbs like this or a same-era hotel a little way down the street they'll either have the walls stop short of the ceiling or a transom that opens to a room that has a window. The building itself is still inaccessible and she can only enter through a usually locked back gate where the dumpsters are as far as i know, so please continue to laugh. Especially since there's other way more accessible buildings in that same neighborhood but they're choosing to stay in these hipster dorms that, by their own words, are ridiculously overpriced. It's hard to know what she pays for her unit because it varies a lot by floor plan but I remember seeing one that was like 370sq feet for over $1500 when they first went up for rent.


Other than that she's fully embraced her detransition and says she was just a lesbian who hated herself the whole time. Oh gosh what's that? I was right?


Come on shelby, just a little further, admit you were not only a victim of this movement but complicit in making other young women decide to have mutilating surgeries they can't take back because you and your ilk told them to carve up their bodies to soothe their mental ouchies and you provided them the resources to do so. She shilled apps that would give a just-turned-18 year old hormone prescriptions and surgery recommendations on an informed consent basis for a membership fee. She taught teenagers how to lie to their doctors to get what they wanted. No fucking quarter.

Spoiler: Catie

twintail222
Furry weirdo who was only on my radar because she was using a scared-shitless cocker spaniel as a "psychiatric service dog" but couldn't explain what differentiated it from an ESA. This one's absolute peak was that she checked herself into a psych ward for a 72 hour staycation because the dog couldn't behave in public and was obviously in distress all the time and it made Catie feel like a fraud who should kill herself or something. She quit shit job weeks before the pandemic hit, got evicted right before covid eviction moratoriums kicked in, moved in with a series of other furry weirdos in different states who she met online. They would inevitably kicked her out after a few weeks, until she finally met one who was as gross as her and wanted to put his peeper in her vagoomba. Last seen going full BPD trying to keep his family away from him so she could have him to herself and making herself the victim when they tried to remain part of his life.

She got married to the new guy and had a baby. She deleted her sicksta years ago. She doesn't fake sick anymore or claim she needs a service dog at work, presumably because she hasn't had to work since she moved in with this dude, so I guess this is our last update unless she by-proxies the kid.

Spoiler: Rachel Denton

She wanted a disability and boy did she ever get one! Service dog puppy raiser decides she wants a service dog of her own so she starts claiming RA no wait chronic lyme no wait it's totally EDS. Bought her hilariously undersized pediatric wheelchair on eBay to show off how tiny she is. Doesn't want people to know she went to Dr. Trevino just like Jaquie, Jan, Shelby/Julian, Sydney Going, Mel Lucas and both of the Katies. Fucked around and found out to the tune of endocarditis and multiple strokes that left her actually disabled. Very quickly learned disabilities are not fun when you can't turn them off.

Strokes are the gift that keeps on giving, I guess. Rachel now has epilepsy that's been putting her in the hospital with no memory of what happened. She's just at work then she's waking up in the ICU and it's two days later.

She says she has temporal lobe, absence, and generalized/tonic-clonic seizures.


Of course, magic dog knows what to do. Unlike a lot of these girls i honestly do believe Rachel has epilepsy and consulting with some medfags did not change my mind. It's super common to start having seizures after a stroke and we know the strokes were real.



She's also having recurrent kidney stones and got a GES. Once a munchie always a munchie, she's another one that's now claiming she has compression syndromes that are causing her all kinds of problems. In her case it's nutcracker syndrome, something that arguably isn't even real and is just a normal variant of human anatomy being given significance because it's found in people who are complaining of otherwise unexplained symptoms.


And her liver almost failed


Wolfgang the SDiT who was supposed to replace Mozart has been washed. She has a new SDiT named Job, pronounced 'jobe' like the Biblical figure. Cuttin' it reaaal close there since Mozart is already 8 and the breeding program at NHSD where he came from has a ton of cancer in their lines. Amanda Winig's dog Hickory, Phoebe Stone's dog Troybilt, and another one of the dogs Rachel raised, Revere (I think), all died young of hemangiosarcoma. But I guess it's commendable that she realized Wolfgang wasn't the one and washed him rather than trying to force square peg in round hole. Also she doesn't really need the dog now that she has a power chair; Mozart's real task was helping her in and out of her wheelchair van before she got the power chair because despite her extensive PT she can't walk and her arms are still too weak to self-propel on an incline.


That name tho. I'm sure she's seeing herself in that parable but it's the dog's goddamned name.

Spoiler: MC Preuninger

wheelsaremyoyster
Autismo cartoon frog enthusiast and food allergy/MCAS munchie who wanted to be in a wheelchair real, real bad. Now she is! Was warned over and over to stop dosing herself with steroids and follow a taper schedule, instead doctor shopped until she found one that would give her steroids on demand. Tried to commit suicide by eating a peanut after reciting a poem to her therapist but didn't die because she is not actually allergic to peanuts. Instead her parents kicked her out and she had to live in the hospital for two months. Steroids finally caught up with her; her entire spine fucking collapsed and left her with a real spinal cord injury.

Moved to Palm Bay, Florida sometime before March but not sure when. Other than that she's still just sewing and doing adaptive sports.


She gets tons of really positive reviews on her handmade wheelchair accessories. Over a thousand sales, many of them for her under-the-seat drawers and storage bags.


I said it last time. She wanted to be in a wheelchair for years. She not only got her wish but made it lucrative for herself. Good for her, I guess.

Spoiler: Mairead

ChronicZebra
I haven't followed this one in years. She was just some crunchie weirdo who was sick until the weekend, then she could go on vacation or hiking, and I didn't find her very interesting. She just happened to show up in my algo while I was working on this.

LMAOOOO hello steroids, goodbye pride!

Spoiler: Brynn Duncan

brynnkaitlin
The OG Afrin MCAS girl, the face that launched a thousand epi pens. Went viral for a news story about how she was the "bubble girl" and allergic to everything, making MCAS the new hot illness to fake and promoting Dr. Afrin to a bunch of other girls like Taylor Nearon (dead because of him) and Cheyanne Perry (also dead because of him) and Ashley Carroll (alive but paralyzed because of him). Massive tube-fed steroid balloon who claims she can't eat except when she does.

Went on vacation with Cheyanne's mom.


of course she's another compression syndrome girl now. Because as you can tell with her morbid obesity, she cant' even stomach a morsel of food without vomiting.


So because she claims that it's not fat from stuffing her face, it's just steroids, I want to remind people that Cheyanne was also on steroids and a very high dose at that because her immune system was hardboiling her liver. Her face blew up from them but she was still skinny as fuck because by this point Cheyanne really could not eat. If you don't know how fucked Cheyanne was at this point: She was constantly testing positive for bacteremia (bacteria in her bloodstream) and shitting out blood clots the size of an egg. When they tried to scope her to see where she was bleeding her intestines started actually disintegrating. the conclusion was her intestine had become so fragile even morsels of food were making her ulcerate and belch fecal bacteria into her bloodstream.

At the same time she was in liver failure from long term TPN use and had to take a medication that only worked if taken with food. The solution was to put her on a shitload of steroids until the liver shit calmed down and pray that a few sips of apple juice and one single noodle per day was enough food for the medication to work. That's why she needed the multi-organ transplant. Because she really could not eat at that point but couldn't stay on TPN much longer. And while she did retain fluid from the high dose steroids AND from her albumin crashing any time they had to take a break from TPN, she didn't get fat like Brynn got fat because she could not consume enough calories to get there.


Brynn got the open abdo surgery because of course she did. Miracle! Big Bloated Bertha with the too-close eyes can eat!!!!


People are asking her if surgery made her MCAS go away. Are these people fucking for real?


OMG. Guys. That's Denae. You remember Denae right?


Right.


Holy shit she looks incredible. She's been private on social media since the last time I posted about her. When I first posted her she had seemed to have something of a come-to-jesus about how she was acting and how it impacted her loved ones and especially her husband. She was way less dramatic, no more pugface "anaphylaxis" selfies and tantrums in the ER and this upward trend seemed to accelerate after Cheyanne died. But I still wasn't expecting this. Good for you, Denae. (FTR Brynn probably can't get off steroids even if she wants to. She's mentioned that her adrenals are now totally FUBAR from over a decade of steroid use.)


the only other post is this other MCAS girl died. A few Afrin girls i watch posted about her so I guess she was another one. This one claimed to be in chronic sepsis and that she was told she was terminal back in like 2013. i guess she sure showed them!

Spoiler: Maddie King

Queen.of.EDS
Gymnast to munchie pipeline, started faking sick as soon as she moved in with her boyfriend. Constantly trying to one-up her own very sick and genuinely disabled mother who has MS. Laughed out of Mayo Clinic for showing up claiming she couldn't eat when she obviously could. Constantly demanding the most extreme and usually surgical solutions to her non-problems. Failed out of nursing school after showing up to her clinicals in a wheelchair with all her tubes hanging out and doing things so incorrectly that her classmates started reporting her to the instructors.

This one spawned too.


the first few weeks of the baby's life was all medical drama and a bunch of us were watching very closely but she hasn't health posted about the baby since he came home.


And no, not reformed. This is how she showed up to the hospital to deliver the baby. unneccessary wheelchair, fake service dog and all.

Be back soon for more fun updates on our favorite gals.

 

[Kate Farms Shill]

This part is called "did she die?!" It's my girls who claimed to be terminal, the ones who actually went through with it, and new info on dead girls of yore because I love pointing out that this is a giant suicide cult.

Spoiler: Tricia Melland

Wealthy figure skater with stage mom gets dragged to every children's hospital in creation to find the one quack who will diagnose her with a rare, incurable mitochondrial disorder (using proprietary testing he had a financial stake in, sold by a company that is now out of business because the plug got pulled). Mommy loves having a sick kid to the tune of elbowing between medics who are saving her daughter's life in order to get the perfect dramatic pic to share on socials. Always on the brink of dying as her doctors try to wipe out super-resistant bacteria and yeast colonies she's been brewing for years without deleting her already failing organs. Got a trach for clout, constantly proves her lungs work. i have no idea how many times she has claimed this was really the end for real this time because they had no other treatments to try and her line was infected and there was nowhere to place a new one, only to rally and survive.

Verdict: Alive, somehow. She had spent September having another 'this is really the end this time for real guys' molment.


And then right back to energetic dancing.


Even she seems to be bored of endlessly circling the drain.

Spoiler: Meggie Young

Non-compliant MS patient and drug addict chooses opiates and benzos over life after years of seeking new diagnoses and the most rare and controversial treatments for what ailed her like IVIG for POTS that was probably just deconditioning. Used a VUS that might have been associated with leukodystrophy but probably wasn't to tap out. Went on hospice April 2024 claiming she was off TPN and going to die in days or weeks, limped on until November by which point she had seemed to have been having a change of heart. Too late, kidneys failed, game over.

Verdict: Dead.

Her funeral was early this month. Her husband used it as a new opportunity to grift.

Spoiler: Allyson Sutphin

morbidly obese tubie, fake non-verbal autist, psych hospital tourist, DID faker who signed off her posts wth what alter was fronting that day, ignored her real obesity-induced health problems and found it funny to post her sky-high blood sugar readings. One of those people who just looks like they have BPD.

Verdict: Dead.

More people who knew her have posted about her death. Unfortunately where she lived (Delaware) death certs are sealed for 40 years after death so we're not going to find out what her actual cause of death was unless her autismo partner comes out and says it. No obit but that's not really a red flag to me. A not-so-small part of my job is finding proof of death for people and you'd be surprised by how many normal, seemingly very loving families just decide not to do an obituary for whatever reason (same goes for social media posting. i never take lack of family social media posts as proof someone isn't really dead. In some families including my own it's considered incredibly tacky to talk about such things on your public social media)

Spoiler: Chelsea Lawrence

Another one I didn't follow and don't know anything about other than "ketamine." This one died in 2023 apparently in an attempt to strong arm her doctors into giving her drugs on demand, or at least that's what the people who gave me the 5 second version said.

Verdict: dead.

We already knew she was dead last year because people posted proof that the funeral happened. . .


But if you didn't happen to see the thread pop off in Lolcows of History, someone I'm in an archive chat with got a copy of her death cert. This person is someone I both consider trustworthy and capable of obtaining such documentation. They did not post a copy of it so take it for what it's worth: the official cause of death was complications of dehydration and malnutrition, ICD 10 codes E46 and E86. E46 is unspecified protein calorie malnutrition. E86 is volume depletion, dehydration. So, she really did VSED, it seems.

Spoiler: Rose Merrill

Rose-Thrives


Disgusting diaper-shitting giga-fetishist and child groomer infesting your kids' tiktok algorithms with "innocent" content that is actually a front for her fetish sites. Has a fetish for exposing the public to her fetishes. Masturbates in the hospital. Enjoys getting fucked by a toothbrush covered in ghost pepper sauce. Piss fetish. Posted pictures of her "service dog" wearing one of her fetish diapers then claimed he bit her and she had to return him; non-zero chance she was molesting him as she has a dog fetish too and has e-begged for dog dick shaped dildos. Live-in boyfriend/caretaker met her on fetlife and has a service fetish.

Verdict: Alive, but claims she's dying in a few days

Let's back up. After she returned the service dog she complained that the original owner would not pay her back. I would like to confess now that I was aware of a group of redditors who saw her post of the dog in the diaper, found my posts about her having a dog fetish, and took it upon themselves to track down the original owner. I dont know if they ever got in contact with her, but it really makes you wonder if that's why the dog's original owner refused to refund her the money.


She did get a new "service dog" after this, a female mini schnauzer which from what I know of them is going to turn into a demonic little bark-gremlin if it's not given enough stimulation, but since it's a small breed female I am a lot less concerned with her having it. In late September we got a bunch of hospitalization content and weird medfet shit with her baby dolls.


early october she claimed she was approved for a brand new power chair with all sorts of bells and whistles she'd been after


And fetished up the fuck crib a little more


She got mad that people told her to stop talking about how she was dying all the time. "If you don't think I'm dying let me just tell you, I have been to the hospital about five times this last month because my gallbladder has gallstones and now my liver is failing." Nah, nah it isn't. I've seen people dying of liver failure and I'm not talking Cheyanne. You don't get to your 40s as an unrepentant alcoholic without watching some of your drinking buddies hit the wall. It has a definite look and your peachy-pink skin, bright white eyes, and lucidity ain't it. I would be fucking thrilled if this was true as it's one of the most brutal ways I have ever seen someone die, absolute screaming terror and pain to the end, but we couldn't be that lucky. Shit just got backed up a little.

Interesting how long she's able to stay disconnected from the vent she totally needs.

Gallbladder's out so I guess she's not dying anymore.


It's a fetish, for those who find my posts from searching her name or Rose-Thrives/RoseThrives. She has a fetish for pretending to be a disabled baby being raped by her 'daddy' and has made and sold plenty of pornography to that end. That's why she likes all the baby things and shows them off constantly.


After she was exposed for being a borderline chomo she started claiming she has POCD - pedophilic obsessive-compulsive disorder - and therefore can't be a pedophile. This is a real thing where people are absolutely terrified with the idea that they are or might become a pedophile, despite all evidence to the contrary. It is a terrible life ruining disorder that has led people to surrender custody of their own children because they can't find the very real line between a neutral act like changing the baby's diaper and a sexual act. They might not be able to use a public bathroom out of fear a child will enter, or will sometimes go to pretty extreme lengths to avoid places children are likely to be (i.e. taking a very long, winding commute that avoids schools and playgrounds.) And the connections might not make any sense to someone who does not have OCD. For example, not being able to buy bananas at the grocery store because bananas are often used as toddler food. Finally, most people with this disorder are absolutely scared shitless to talk about it publicly because it sounds like a confession. What they don't do is dress like a baby, act like a baby, suck on pacifiers, shit in diapers, surround themselves with toys in a crib they fuck their fetish goblin boyfriend in, film fetish content on playgrounds, intentionally expose their audience of minors to it, then use the disease as a shield. And by the way the "types" are not really types in that someone who has intrusive, obsessive thoughts that they might be a pedophile likely also has a bunch of other taboo obsessive thoughts that would be much, much easier to confess to. There's not one single synapse in my brain that believes she has this disease and it might be the most egregious lie she's told in my book.

Early november she claimed she had a fungal sepsis, UTI and pancreatitis, and was still claiming her liver was failing, but it also could have been a trump-related tantrum.


But horse lord bought her flowers and that cheered her up.


Suddenly in mid-november she lost her voice and needed AAC. According to a live she did later they said it was because her tongue was spasming and she developed apraxia. No.

And she was having hours of seizures. Katie Stanina would like a word.


You can see the new dog in the upper left here.


On 24 November she announced the Horse Lord had left the stall. Blayze was a free man and as is tradition, it is now time for Rose to let us know he was SOOOO abusive for their whole relationship. why he... took the cables to her TV when he left.

And those flowers she loved? They were discount flowers that she later saw on the clearance rack at the grocery store. She didn't want discount flowers. She wanted a new stuffed animal. ABUSE!!!!


She got her new chair and people pointed out it looked scuffed, grimy, and secondhand, but ...


LOL. Horse Lord is really gone.


And living his best life.


This shit was going over like a lead balloon even with the ass-kissers of reddit so she started claiming there were much more terribly abusive things he did, she just hadn't brought herself to talk about them yet.


He didn't let her talk to people for soooo long! that's why she was on every social media platform known to man every day and reported constant good deeds she did for absolute strangers. She actually claimed one time that she used her vent to do CPR on people while the ambulance was on its way, lmaoooo.

Quick! I need a distraction! I know, I'll pull all my hair out!!



In case anyone believed her when she says that she really keeps a wall between her "vanilla" accounts and her fetish accounts people who watched her lives during this time were watching fetish comments come rolling in.


Female-to-MTF transition complete


And it's gone.


(she's admit "some" of it was shaved)


On 11 December she announced she has rhabdomyelosis, a disease where skeletal muscle breaks down rapidly and can cause kidney failure. Interesting, a few months back she was trying to get diagnosed with mitochondrial disease and there are a few forms of that where rhabdomyelosis happens in the end stages. I don't think she has this either. ( A medfag I ran this by suggested she just stopped running TPN to become smol starving baby)


On reddit she only mentioned aspiration pneumonia


Horse Lord is now in Tucson looking for new friends to chat, have a few beers, spit in his mouth and force him to eat garbage until he shits himself. You know, whatever's fun.


In the midst of all this drama her RoseThrives account got crypto-botted LMAO.


She came back with a new account, SmilingwithRose. So you know what I gotta do: SmilingwithRose AKA Rose Merrill FKA rose-thrives/rosethrives and fashionabilityrose is a fetishist and by interacting with her, you have become an active participant in her biggest fetish, exposing the unconsenting public to her fetishes without their knowledge. Any medical information you have shared with her is liable to be included in her fetish and sold as pornography.


She's now blaming Blayze for why her HUD Hovel was a hoarded-out mess, because I'm sure he's the one that filled the place with dozens of squishmallows, racks of oversized baby clothings, isopod cages, useless mobility devices, a fuck crib, amazon tat, and a revolving door of disposable pets.


An eagle-eyed commenter saw that her old porn account (TinkieBinkie) had activity on it for the first time since she was outed.


Imagine this standing over you when you're sleeping, silently smiling and watching. You're welcome.


She's been crying on live and begging people to just give her a break. Consider logging off? When I needed a break because some fetish-goblin shitting in diapers accused me of posting child pornography because I posted the porn she consensually made as and adult where she pretends to be a baby I sat by my pool and drank some overproof rum drinks with little umbrellas in them (so when it rains it don't thin out the liquor) with my IRL friends for the summer and realized it didn't matter what internet fetish-goblins say about me.

Girl that's just bingo wings. You were fat, now you're less fat but didn't do any lifting to tone up.


As of yesterday she claims she's for real dying and going into hospice and this is the end. She'll be kept alive a few days to marry her best friend (please say it's Tricia lmao) and then they're taking her off her TPN and vent.


Tinfoil hat theory is that all of this is kayfabe and she's just trying to run away from the fetish stuff. Whatever the answer is, the spiral's been entertaining.

Spoiler: Sofia Rodriguez

happy.guts.recovery
anorexic who starved herself to death on a diet of opiates and candy while claiming various GI conditions, food allergies, and other problems to avoid any kind of real treatment. Many doctors tried to stop her but she'd bounce the second she suspected they were trying to get her weight up. Her following was almost all "recovered" anorexics following her lead.

Verdict: dead years ago.

After some vexing time trying to find which California family with her incredibly common surname was hers, I managed to find her mom's name in a church pamphlet. Her mom is from Korea and has a rather uncommon first name in the states which, combined with her last name and a rough idea of where they lived, led me to her dad's name and subsequently his facebook. He only briefly used it to share pics of his family but it gives us a little glimpse into Sofia not before the ED entirely but before it fatally consumed her life. I just feel sad for these people. They seem like they loved their daughter a lot and thought this was when she finally was going to get better if only they could get to the bottom of her mysterious GI disease.


Her mom is also active on youtube but she only started using it in the last year or so to document happy times with her surviving children and that's not funny. It's just tragic.

It's worth noting that when Sofia was still admitting it was an eating disorder she had an intense fear of carbs to the point where she tried to impose her carb-free lifestyle on the family to keep their food from contaminating hers. She claimed she was living on chicken breast and lettuce for months at one point and even made the family dog go on a low carb diet that made him very sick. When she came out of treatment she was baking every day, learning to make candy, going to the fro yo shop, and running her tube feeds albeit at the wrong rate. We saw a similar issue with Becca in the last post, who went from eating only small amounts of junk food to convince her family she didn't care about calories and ate whatever she wanted to a health freak who cut everything out of her diet for "allergies" and started eating high-volume ostensibly healthy meals packed with vegetables. It was enough to convince her family the ED was over and she was really trying.

Similar thing happened with Paige, who was a "super-refuser" who wouldn't even drink water at her worst, whose parents thought she finally turned the corner when she came home from treatment and was complying with her meal plan. This optimism lasted until she openly stuck her fingers down her throat in front of her mother and cheerfully announced that she was now purging everything she ate or drank. In Paige's case she was trying to get even with her mom and show how treatment had backfired; not only had she not recovered but she picked up even worse habits from the other skellies. in Sofia's, I almost wonder how much she herself believed she wasn't doing this on purpose because the ED had warped her mindset. She probably did experience pain after eating solid food and this was made worse by her anxiety over gaining weight, plus the extreme constipation from her opiate and zofran use probably didn't help with the discomfort from eating.

IDK, Sofia just makes me sad. It was obvious her family loved her and believed her.


Just weird to see her looking so healthy and happy. If you don't remember just how bad Sofia looked at the end, this was her thigh a few weeks before she passed.

Back soon for part 2 of is-she-dead, because I got vodka, energy drinks, and don't go back to work until Monday. GIDDYUP.

 

[Zemblan Physics]

Rose has got to be the trooniest-looking woman in the world. She’s a dead ringer for Nick Contino with that fivehead and stringy hair.

Hey, I’m gonna go ahead and ship them now that Rose is single. What a beautiful arc that would be!

 

[Polychromos]

Rose has got to be the trooniest-looking woman in the world. She’s a dead ringer for Nick Contino with that fivehead and stringy hair.
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Hey, I’m gonna go ahead and ship them now that Rose is single. What a beautiful arc that would be!

A lot of it has to do with styling. The especially creepy looking TIMs wear little girl clothes, but at best have granny haircuts and glasses. They also infantilize womanhood, while also sexualizing little girls. That's exactly what Rose does.
And yeah, the stringy hair + 5head combo doesn't help, but if she'd dress differently and stop purposefully looking like a retard, she'd look like a woman.

That would be the most horrifying couple and I want reperations for having to imagine it! Just the smell alone...

 

[Scream Tail]

With all these stories about anachans learning new ways to skelly, manipulate and bully in treatment, why are they treated in a group setting? Especially since so many of these girls don't want to get better?

I've only known one ana irl, most of the girls I knew went to cutting, and she went to treatment like 8 times before dying of a heart attack in her early 30s.

 

[Kate Farms Shill]

Merry Christmas! Here's some more quick presents before I go celebrate with my family. This isn't how this year was planned to go and I still have like 5 more posts I didn't get time for but I wasn't expecting a bunch of them to choose the nuclear option in such a short time.

1) We now kind of know how Allyson died thanks to one of the residents of her home for wayward weirdos. Someone checked the reviews for the facility she was in and found someone talking about how her bipap malfunctioned and they told her to just sleep without it. So yes, dead by obesity-related diseases exacerbated by her drug use.


2) Paige was spotted in someone's comments claiming she's going to VSED (pulled from Reddit)


3) So is Rose. According to a medfag what likely happened here is they know she doesn't need all these interventions she's gotten and she's using them to keep herself sick, so she's been told no more. Now her options are go home and eat or die in a hospice. Everyone is expecting her to starve for a while, disappear, and come back pretending she's jesus's favorite little miracle child.

Enjoy this unintentional comedy gold from her.

 

[anliteralidiot]

Now her options are go home and eat or die in a hospice.

The Chelton Special™

 

[Aunt Carol]

1) We now kind of know how Allyson died thanks to one of the residents of her home for wayward weirdos. Someone checked the reviews for the facility she was in and found someone talking about how her bipap malfunctioned and they told her to just sleep without it. So yes, dead by obesity-related diseases exacerbated by her drug use.

There's probably an element of the telephone game here.

With the caveat that every hospital has its own policies, I'm not surprised staff isn't allowed to try to fix patients' own medical devices. You ever fix something on your grandma's computer and then anything that ever happens after that is your fault?

If someone with OSA didn't have their own machine, I'd expect hospital staff would have them wear a continuous oximeter at bedtime, then place oxygen as needed. Psych wards/hospitals will have their own guidelines of how "medical" a patient they can treat, so they might not have that equipment around (you can definitely strangle yourself with oxygen tubing) but this isn't a situation so unusual they wouldn't have been making calls.

Anyway, if that's what really happened it seems like you'd report it. To the actual overseeing agencies; I don't think Google Reviews has any legal enforcement powers.

 

[NoodleFucker3000]

Why do I feel like Rose is gonna start doing skelly fetish content. It feels right up her alley. Scrotes love paying to see women kill themselves.

 

[latter day taint 2]

For that matter, do wheelchair users typically go off-roading in their gear? From what I recall, Nature isn't ADA-compliant.

Some state and national parks have off-road wheelchairs available.



One of my parents is a wheelchair bound double amputee. We have used them when we can reserve them. Like electric shopping carts, they are often reserved by munchies who don't need them.

There's probably an element of the telephone game here.

With the caveat that every hospital has its own policies, I'm not surprised staff isn't allowed to try to fix patients' own medical devices. You ever fix something on your grandma's computer and then anything that ever happens after that is your fault?

If someone with OSA didn't have their own machine, I'd expect hospital staff would have them wear a continuous oximeter at bedtime, then place oxygen as needed. Psych wards/hospitals will have their own guidelines of how "medical" a patient they can treat, so they might not have that equipment around (you can definitely strangle yourself with oxygen tubing) but this isn't a situation so unusual they wouldn't have been making calls.

Anyway, if that's what really happened it seems like you'd report it. To the actual overseeing agencies; I don't think Google Reviews has any legal enforcement powers.

Many hospitals won't even let you bring your own machine. They have their own CPAP/BIPAP machines for patients for this exact reason.

 

[a hapless toad]

If someone with OSA didn't have their own machine, I'd expect hospital staff would have them wear a continuous oximeter at bedtime, then place oxygen as needed.

Spoiler: Sleep apnea and PAP therapy sperging and pl...

My mom has CSA and every time she's been inpatient (surgical/post-surgical rehab) they have her bring her bipap just in case but generally don't bother with it because of the oximeter and O2 cannula. It's generally what staff are trained to do/used to dealing with and, as you alluded to, it would be a liability issue if floor staff tried to fix a patient's DME. Even if there's an RT on staff, if the machine is broken and the patient's pressure levels aren't documented in their chart you can't just throw them on a PAP and hope for the best.

 

[Sean Shemmy]

Why do I feel like Rose is gonna start doing skelly fetish content. It feels right up her alley. Scrotes love paying to see women kill themselves.

What you said about us men is wrong. Some of us don't like paying.

 

[RandallBoggs]

I could see it scratching the same itch that The Fault in Our Stars does for them, but only if it were sold to them as a fantasy (like kpop idols), not someone they would ever interact with in real life.

I could be misremembering, but wasn’t the love interest still a hot athletic guy despite “dying of cancer”? Only the female lead was allowed to be a poor little dainty wilting flower with an oxygen tank and constant crashes. The only reason he had cancer was so they can meet through a cancer support group and in the end for him to die suddenly and tragically. Same thing with that movie about CF, the male love interest is just Cole Sprouse with a nasal cannula, no sign of bodily deterioration to be seen.

What I’m trying to say is, even if a girl from this demographic would be into a poor uwu sick boi they can fix, he still has to look and act normal and be the one wearing the pants in the relationship. What they fantasize about is occasional sad sick boi moments where they can play bedside nurse. The vast majority of women don’t find pitiful and weak men attractive, so using it as your main grift can’t be too successful.


Also sweet Jesus that picture of Sofia’s thigh re-traumatizes me anew every time I see it

 

[Terfmaster9000]

Why are so many munchies also Disney adults???

 

[Pywacket]

Why are so many munchies also Disney adults???

My thought is they all want to be sick widdle girls without adult responsibilities, so they lean into childishness with the Disney nonsense. Especially the anachan munchies.

 

[Hybrid Icing]

Why are so many munchies also Disney adults???

Escapism into a fantasy world of youth and no responsibility.

 

[failed mist]

Rose is reaching new heights of blatant fetishism.

https://www.reddit.com/r/hospice/comments/1hmob09/regression/

"[caregiver] says its normal, but I'm embarrassed about being treated like a baby"
"I have felt my brain changing [to prefer baby things]"
"EVERYONE'S noticed [that I'm actually a baby who should be treated as such]"

All such outright fetish shit. idk it feels obvious even by her standards. The commenters seem weirded out. Helpless decrepitude leading to death is the mirror of helpless infancy following birth. Hence the baby grandma getups. Reverse Benjamin Button, moving backwards in age until she's born/dies. Is this the most blatant she's ever gotten with it?

It's very disturbing to think that this thread documents a female suicide cult hiding in plain sight. I think a lot of these girls at least vaguely intend to die, but the only method for them is one that's socially acceptable, sympathetic, and feminine, where they don't have to take a decisive deadly action, and they always have full emotional support.

I think Rose does fully intend to kill herself. She might even succeed. Or she might come out of her current post-breakup malaise and continue playing Russian Roulette with invasive medical procedures.

 

[a hapless toad]

I think Rose does fully intend to kill herself. She might even succeed.

From your mouth to God's ears.

And it can't come a second too soon for this detestable gremlin.