Stephanie Cianfriglia / Sapphire Crimson Claw / Yarrow Brown / the-ghost-fucker / transmascdruid / anarchoenby77 / darktwistedpussy / Druid of Endicot - Xe/xyr ghost-fucker, womb wizard, hand sanitizer sommelier, trans-boomer, violently abuses her elderly parents, has sexual fantasies about raping children

[a hapless toad]

Aww! Today's theme must be sped crafts.
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Going by the person's blog I linked, where they detailed each day, today's theme is 'Love' which involves having childlike fun. No idea how love = childlike fun, but that's what the blogger said, so it explains why Staph is watching cartoons and painting rocks.

I'm looking forward to tomorrow's theme, because of the blogger's description:

Potentially a milky day.

Y'all, there are FIVE stones and even in the description she left out the one at five o clock, "othala".

 

[Spangled Drongo]

I'm looking forward to tomorrow's theme, because of the blogger's description:
Potentially a milky day.

"Challenges current identity" she says... expecting the typical selfies in frumpy feminine getup (which is radical and edgy because transmasc you guys!!!) or a new makeup look that somehow manages to be even worse than all the others we've seen so far. Possibly a new gender/label/flag design. I'd laugh if she did something that actually "affirmed" her claimed gender though, like a haircut or trying on men's clothes.

 

[S.C.U.D.]

My vote is for a powerpoint presentation at the old folks home, similar to the ones she did about special genders and being intersex. I would love for her to yell on a park bench about Lolki whilst filming it, though.

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I would joke that she did well building that shitfest of a personal blog site, so should do it herself, but I remembered that Jacquin was the one who did it. I guess Jacquin isn't in Staph's life anymore for Staph to ask. I can't believe (well, I can, actually) that her trans org has never had a website before.

Can't wait for Staph to overpay some Indian to make a site for her. She seems like the type of person who would fall for those "SAAR I AM WEB DEVELOPER FROM INDIA I CAN IMPROVE YOUR SEO SAAR" spam emails.

 

[Quack_Quack]

Y'all, there are FIVE stones and even in the description she left out the one at five o clock, "othala".

I was gonna say, has she forgotten how to count to five?

 

[Pee Your Pants]

The original post. Someone replied to her comment...

I'm the subject of a harassment campaign by kiwifarms.
I'm targeted irl by people who think that I targeted minors.

No - you're not.
No - you're not, but yes - you did.

Edit to add this essay she has written on the theme of 'Ego' for her nine days of devotion rituals for Loki.
TLDR: Staph talks about being attracted to serial killers and ghosts on main. Not 'to be provocative or weird people out' of course.

Spoiler: Text

As per my devotional act of the day, I'm going to defy my typical taboos and do something that I would normally consider outrageous: I'm going to talk about my kinks on main. This is partially for the reason that I hate the current wave of slut-shaming on here. Strap in (no pun intended)
People on the left and right both seem to think that having paraphilias makes you a freak. You can't be a functioning and acceptable member of society if you get off on something strange. I hide this side of myself out of self-preservation, not of shame. I'm not ashamed of who I am.
So, at the risk of total social ostracization, I will admit that I am a hybristophiliac. Not that odd, considering that everyone is hot for Luigi at the moment. But it's made me seem like a monster to a lot of people.
The fact is that I read a book about a serial killer that broke into people's homes, and instead of it scaring me, it got me going And yet another case about cannibalism and necrophilia unearthed similar feelings in me, as well. I decided to process these feelings through writing.
And because writing about taboo subjects is enough to get onto people's shit lists (and blocklists), that added to my long laundry list of things that people hate me for. It doesn't change who I am. I still care about inequality and injustice. I still want to fix society.
But it made people assume all manner of bad things about me. I'm not a violent person, quite the opposite, in fact. Another kink I have is that I'm objectum for weapons. I would definitely characterize both true crime and weapons as hyperfixations of mine.
And yes, as I've made it quite obvious, I am aroace for the majority of human beings, I have a lot of attraction (romantic and sexual) towards deities, entities, and ghosts. Which is very common in many cultures but generally gets you regarded as nuts in the west.
My point in making this thread wasn't to be provocative or to weird people out. It will certainly add to my "degeneracy" in the eyes of people who are already transphobic. It might cause me to lose followers. But I won't hide who I am to be more respectable and palatable.
That's the exact opposite of what we should be doing in the face of fascism. But the left surely has their own hangups with this stuff. There's too much puritanism and social nitpicking over kinks these days.
No, I made this thread to demonstrate that when you slut-shame and police people over their sexuality, you're not just affecting who you deem the overt freaks. You're also hurting the quiet folks like me who keep a lid on their freaky side.

 

[Chromeo]

Had a nightmare about Stephanie last night!

Spoiler

She was posting tons and tons of naked/half-naked baby photos of my sister on her Bluesky, along with other large clumps of strangers' baby photos. I made a bluesky specifically to ask her to stop because those are nude photos of MY sister and nobody shared those with her or gave her the right to post them, and she came back with some kind of walking around the issue "well they're just baby pictures and if someone else thinks they're pedophilia that's on them not me and anyway we were friends once so it's okay and blablabla"

I was so pissed I woke up! Then I realized we don't even have that many partially dressed pics of my sister as a baby, there's no way Stephanie would ever have them, and I'm not on Bluesky. AND I had hours til my alarm went off. Crisis averted.

Tbh we should gather up all the Stephanie dreams we've had in this thread, it might make a fun zine or something.

 

[RonRiot]

Counterpoint- no one actually needs to know what you like to do in bed except for your partner. No one is trying to jail autists for wanting to fuck rollercoasters so far as I know, so why do they need a pride movement? Even basic girls who fantasize about serial killers aren’t actually oppressed in any way that requires representing yourself to the world. It can just be private.

 

[BoobWhiskers]

Edit to add this essay she has written on the theme of 'Ego' for her nine days of devotion rituals for Loki.
TLDR: Staph talks about being attracted to serial killers and ghosts on main. Not 'to be provocative or weird people out' of course.

She has been absolutely fucking dying to talk about how horny she is for serial killers and ghostson main for AGES, I've lost count of how many little 'nudge nudge wink wink hint hint' posts she's made clearly desperate for someone to ask (but nobody has because nobody wants to know).

You also notice that this is the most incredibly understated and sanitized version of her kinks she could have possibly written. Clearly she knows posting 'I'm turned on by crime scene photos of mutilated bodies, and I wrote a fic with extensive scenes of my husbando Jeffrey Dahmer raping an underage prisoner-slave and then jerking off a wolf' would make it a lot more apparent WHY she has haters.

Also, going to get ahead of the curve here:
I predict 24 hours or less before she tries to give Lolki credit for the LA fires and after spending this morning making multiple calls to figure out if my relatives are safe and alive I will officially lose my shit.

 

[moorhen]

You’d have to have sex to get slut-shamed Steph, you giant perma-virgin.

 

[it's pronounced gif]

It's called consent, Staph, the randos you blurt out your kinks at didn't consent to being involved in your obvious humiliation fetish. But considering who you idolize it shouldn't be surprising you don't like consent (unless it's you, because you are special, and even thinking about Papa Frig violating your consent is worse than anything Jeffykins did).

 

[Aunt Carol]

the quiet folks like me who keep a lid on their freaky side.

...Wow, I'd hate to see it when she takes the lid off.

 

[Quack_Quack]

...Wow, I'd hate to see it when she takes the lid off.

 

[OrSoHelpMe]

Get that thing away from me you guuuuys!

Ahem, sorry.

 

[Spangled Drongo]

aroace for the majority of human beings

Whenever she says something like this I always read it as her saying she deserves a cute gay emo twink boyfriend who resembles one of her pwecious husbandos to act out her fucked up fantasies with, when realistically the best she could get would be a male version of herself - obese neckbeard, bad hygiene, pretends to be edgy despite actually having normie tastes, possibly even has a gender identity but does nothing to look the part. But if some goffik Dahmer lookalike with a thing for ugly pooners magically fell out of the sky and landed right in front of her... bet she wouldn't be so 'aro-ace' after all.

 

[BoobWhiskers]

But if some goffik Dahmer lookalike with a thing for ugly pooners magically fell out of the sky and landed right in front of her... bet she wouldn't be so 'aro-ace' after all.

Unfortunate for her that the serial killer fandom (TCC or whatever) is primarily and overwhelmingly female, and that as much as she makes noise about it Stapphy is very much a straight woman.

 

[Pee Your Pants]

Even though I constantly flirt with cishet men and try to convince them that I'll sleep with them. No, BPD is for attractive people.

What the fuck is that absolute NONSENSE. Lol. The only people she flirts with - all online - are women ('I would love to squeeze those titties' comments) and trannies. Imagine Staph trying to flirt with a true and honest man irl. My sides. Also, that's ignorant of you, Staph, to class 'flirting' as a BPD symptom. It's absolutely mental to think that people only class attractive people as having BPD, I'll admit. They need to spend some time in Beauty Parlor.

I'm always jacketed as having NPD by fools who don't know shit. Their logic is based on these things, from what I can gather: 1) I'm autistic and I talk about myself (say, like, my hyperfixations). 2) I have delusions of grandeur.

Her hyperfixation is with herself. She imagines herself in relationships with famous people and actual gods. She thinks she talks on behalf of gods. If that's not narcissism, I don't know what is.

And what I mean by the second one is that I am very focused on trying to help people and improve the world around me. Instead of assuming that I'm simply altruistic, or, again, thinking about how autism makes people function, I'm just trying to inflate my own ego.

All of her social justice actions are about helping herself and getting attention. She posts nothing of value to her trans org Facebook, she talks about herself in the third person on there as being someone important, she hasn't formed a useful team for the trans org, and she posts things that only interest herself (Norse shit, Rammstein stuff). She freaked out and shared private information about one of her clients. She has not put the grant to good use. Her pride stalls looked like trash. She is only just thinking about making an actual website. She gives talks about gender shit to old folks in a home, concentrating on the labels she identifies as. She hands out her own finger painting patches to politicians, featuring gods that she is 'god phone' to. None of this is about active change - it's all a vanity project where the focus is on her, where she gets to show off and feel special. I would like her to name ten things, at the very least, that her trans org has achieved in its nearly 10 year run. Her pagan org exists so she can sperg about Loki, and her paraphilia 'activism' is just about defending her own kinks.

Not to mention, only a narcissist could think that a pagan god would want a relationship with a mere mortal.

This is correct.

I made a thread this morning about my own weird kinks because of the recent problems of people attacking all sex workers for the porn bots.

Wasn't it because yesterday's Lolki theme was 'Ego'? I like how no one commented on her essay, I imagine she wanted some discourse from it.

Edit to add:

She didn't get enough attention for it, so she's cross posting.

 

[Bob Abooey]

Since many others have shared their dreams being marred by Staph, I too will share my own. I'll spoiler so the length doesn't distract too much:

Spoiler: Staph dream

I was working in a mall and was more of a wandering customer rep. I would give help across different floors and stores. (I don't work in a mall in real life) I heard a scraggly older woman's voice behind me. I don't remember what she said but I turned around about to give my customer service face only to freeze at the horror before me. Pockmarked, uneven, oily yet dry flaky skin and a pubebeard that would make neckbeards recoil; it was none other than Staph! She went on some random tangent about Jeffery Dahmer and about her Gods. (I don't remember exactly what she said but it was all those things and mostly herself...)


I politely tried to excuse myself and rushed to another floor of the mall where they had shoes, makeup stores, and women's clothing. I peered down below and saw her waiting... then I saw her suddenly dart in the direction I had gone. I saw her go up around the stairs and stop. She looked like she was scanning around the area for me. I saw her go up to another lady who was working. My relief was dashed when I overheard her describing ME. She was wanting to know where I was. She didn't even seem upset. Just wanted to know where I was. Basically the rest of the dream was me being chased by Staph around the mall and me trying to hide and avoid her. In the end I finally lost her in a store, and I just stayed hidden in the store wondering if it was safe to venture out again. Before waking I thought, "Maybe I can hide here until my shift ends then I will make a break for it."

 

[Polexia Aphrodisia]

I had a coworker who was fat and hairy and had BPD. Didn't stop them from being a turbo-slut.

I'd love to see what Staph considers "flirting" in meatspace. I'd also love to know what kind of man could possibly be enticed by the thought of sleeping with stinky, hairy Staph, who looks like the sped who was mainstreamed into your middle school social studies class and who sounds like someone's lukewarm-IQ granny. I don't think even the most desperate pervert in search of a slampig would take Staph up on that, especially given her recent gorillafication.

Forget about "gods" wanting to bang Staph - thinking that any cishet man with two braincells would want to fuck her is proof of her terminal narcissism.

 

[Spangled Drongo]

Forget about "gods" wanting to bang Staph - thinking that any cishet man with two braincells would want to fuck her is proof of her terminal narcissism.

Even if by some miracle she did manage to find a guy interested in her, she wouldn't like the fact that he's straight since it would invalidate her identity as a transmasc boxy. I've no idea what straight TIFs looking for a man tend to do when dating (going to assume they go after men who'll label themselves as bi/pan/queer for their willingness to date a pooner), and I doubt Staph would drop the genderspecial act even if it meant a shot at having actual sex. Though this is all a huge what if as we know she won't settle for a fat neckbeard troon which is all she could realistically get at this point (though I sometimes wonder what happened to her fetish for smol birbs uwu a.k.a. dick that no longer works due to troon hormones)

I'd love to see what Staph considers "flirting" in meatspace.

I can only picture her going up to some random bearded metalhead looking guy wearing a Mjolnir necklace or some other accessory related to one of her obsessions, saying "nice necklace" (or whatever) then proceeding to infodump about her rituals, how she's married to Loki, etc. when nobody asked. All while getting funny looks from every other person present. So no different, really, to how she is online when something or someone catches her interest.

 

[fagnarok]

I'm extremely familiar with the diagnostic criteria of Cluster B, and am very much on board with the idea that Staph has BPD with heavy NPD overlap.

(The two disorders are basically the same, except BPD tends to burn with hot rage while NPD is more of cold fury. Also NPDs sometimes hide the fact that they secretly think they are pieces of shit, which is what the whole "grandeur" is meant to compensate for, while BPDs will eagerly blubber to people about how they are pieces of shit for the express purpose of garnering pity.)

Every time Cluster Bs fall into these wail-fests about "stigma", they tell on themselves even harder and lose even more sympathy from anyone who knows what they're like up close.
Therapists actively do need to mitigate BPDs trying to tap that, and most clinicians who work with them record all sessions on video because BPDs are false-rape-allegation machines. Most clinicians don't outright say it, though, unless they have been pushed enough or directly confronted by the patient.

(I don't even want to think about Staph's "flirting", either. It is neckbeard-approaching-m'lady tier, probably exactly what we see online except she actually says it out loud. To men. [?!]
Although, at the same time, it would be really fun to watch for the LOLs. From a safe distance, of course. At minimum, far enough that she wouldn't catch me laughing at her.)