F1NN5TER / Jude Howarth / Rose Elizabeth Evergreen - Kids Minecraft YouTuber turned forced feminisation fetish Twitch streamer & OnlyFans pornographer with wealthy donors. Internet Famous & Friends with Chris Tyson, Mr Beast, & Jean Hollywood.

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Pyrocynical is one goon session away from trooning out. Not surprised he associates with finnster
Nah tranny shit is too vanilla for him. He's one goon session away from being another one of those 'german man found dead of autoerotic asphyxiation and covered in cheese' tier news stories. I mean same end result actually
 


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if you're fine with me talking about
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some slightly heavier stuff then I will
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around like a year or so ago I guess I
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can be blunt about this I tried to it
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got fairly bad and I I
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attempted twice there's a decent amount
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of streamers and I think everyone sort
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of remembers like reckful that have some
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a lot of mental health struggles and I
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was not immune to that uh it wasn't in
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fact it wasn't through streaming it was
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just how I was I've always been just
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depressed it's just been a thing I've
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gotten pretty used to being depressed
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because it's been a thing since like
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2015 so it's been a decade I don't know
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why people don't talk about it I guess
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it's a bit hard to be honest with you I
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was just really scared that you guys
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would be freaked out but I don't know
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we'll see after I I'll I'll check
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Twitter after I stream they will say
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stuff has got better and changed and
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everything I'm better than I was maybe
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HLT is [ __ ] up so I okay right so
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don't try and theorize on it because
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that's just [ __ ] insane but yeah I've
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done just about everything before I went
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on anti-depressants I did like the whole
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list I did like a [ __ ] exercise I
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drink enough go out on walks drink
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enough water see friends and everything
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I did everything go to therapy go to get
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my diagnosis and everything the reason
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why I was getting an that's the reason
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why I ended up getting an Autism
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diagnosis and ADHD was just because I
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was getting checked out because of a
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mental health thing and um HRT messed up
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my men State honestly HT made mine a lot
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better on that day I decided that the
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way I was going to go out was a bunch of
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opiates and some sleeping pills and I
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was writing my notes to everyone and I
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got to my mom and
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I hadn't I hadn't taken the I had taken
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the opiates yet I just had the the
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sleeping pills I didn't think that would
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do it and uh but I I wrote her name down
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and then I stopped and I didn't which
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was good CH if you don't want to talk
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about this right now then please don't
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force off I had to tell my mom about
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that telling you isn't as hard telling
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everyone that I made a note for and just
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my U like Circle in general everyone
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reacted so [ __ ] differently one
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reacts the same which is nuts I I don't
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obviously this isn't really something
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that I I hope that you guys ever get to
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experience but everyone reacts very
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differently when you tell them about
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that a couple people like some people
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were very understated about it they're
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very like you know they didn't you could
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tell it was like a lot to them and they
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kind of went like okay like I got it I'm
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here for you sort of thing and and you
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know some people were like you know they
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wanted to be around me all the time and
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make sure I was fine and then some
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people were mad those are the ones that
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I remember the most being yelled at you
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know not that is it made a lot of sense
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in all fairness but I'd never I guess
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I'd never seen someone take on like a
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lot of mental burden in one phone call
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and just seen out like a bunch of
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different people react to the same
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information it wasn't [ __ ] up it was
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it made a lot of sense mad in the sense
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of like they went why would you not
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[ __ ] tell me you know like I'm your
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friend trust me I I'm okay with talking
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about it we're done now by the way
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that's that's the end of the story
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really I'm fine is I'm working on it he
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doing and depression and bad mix you
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know weirdly it was quite helpful it was
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like a feeling you know I get a little
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uh some external praise some [ __ ]
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feeling desirable feeling pretty getting
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no gender dys for just gender gender
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Euphoria oh my God I thought I'd take
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that to the Grave nearly did no okay I
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thought I I thought i' I thought I
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wouldn't tell people about that I guess
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but I have now I felt nice
 
Nigger lists every reason he's depressed and claims THOSE are the things helping him not be depressed, but for some reason before he had those things going on he wasn't depressed. Real Scooby-Doo mystery here. World may never know. TBH it's kinda sad that as a society we didn't give this mentally ill man the help he needed in realizing he's not a woman and just needs to get his head right. I know he's an annoying faggot but it's still sad.
 
He looks so uncanny from that angle, I don't know if it's twink death or the angle is bad but there is no hiding his maleness in that clip, it's like he just gave up.
He isn’t wearing his usual fake boobs so there’s nothing to even try to fool your brain into thinking he’s a woman.

The choice of clothing and poor makeup doesn’t help either.
 
He needs to a place to learn how to do it right.

Jude can always be another concubine for Robert J. O'Neill.
Bob is always happy to give some tough lovin' and get a bigger harem.
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