Wouldn't he be 17 at that point? Making him underage which would also show how bad his upbringing was in the "parents don't care" sense?
I'll probably screenshot the article since I don't know if ghostarchive would work on a paywall. Still, the information provided for free gives leagues of information.
Archive.is has you covered (at least the free section)
Here is the entire substack article (Timeline of WhatIfAltHist's Mental Breakdown) for free in pdf format.
He has said that he's a canadian jew of russian descent in the past
Thank you very much, I gave it a read and it feels like watching the story of Chris Chan but with (somehow) a bit more ego and less self-awareness.
He also resisted the urge to attribute his direct quotes...
I'm of the opinion that Rudy exaggerated abuse from his mom since ayahuasca has a history of giving false memories of sexual assault from loved ones among other memory screwups. Rudy really didn't say much of his mother aside from the fact she was a crazy woman but nothing about it was out of the ordinary prior to this. All in all, it seems like Rudy was recalling something completely different to what actually happened because he's very much coked out of his mind to the point it's safe to assume he's an unreliable narrator.
I highly doubt it went like he claims it all went. I won’t rule out the possibility of abuse. But some of the more notable claims, especially regarding rape, I find suspect. At the very least, I’m not ready to condemn his mother off those allegations, since this seems a prime candidate for inventions of a mentally illness combined with a drug addled brain.
He's not some high intellect, hes an HOI4 autist that lucked out making alternate history videos from his bedroom. He has no concept of why he's in the position he's in and he clearly can't handle it, as evidenced by his schizo-babblings. He works backwards from his own conclusions, in true autist fashion, instead of trying to understand things objectively.
He either continues down this path of insanity and ego, or he develops self awareness about his current situation and grows in real knowledge (as opposed to knowledge from Odin or Hermes...or his own ass). Hense, he has potential to be better.
From everything I've seen, Rudy is a slave to his own mentality/ideology. Autists hate change, his worldview isn't just knowledge or some abstraction, its his entire personality and his "safe place". I know the whole debate about his psychedelic use was a couple pages ago, with people saying theres no way he would've done them and not had an ego death, but I think differently. These ideas are so deeply rooted in him that they supersede his ego. All this talk of Odin and Jesus and the left preventing us gaining ancestral knowledge or whatever is what Rudy in his heart of hearts thinks reality is.
Jason is underrated, he captures the aesthetic of Rudy's videos perfectly
I forgot he mentioned he's making a mentorship group for young men. This is worrying. He should not be mentoring anybody. He may hurt susceptible men into drug addiction or with strange occult ideas.
I'm one of those people that genuinely thinks Rudy is giving himself schizophrenia or something akin to it. The delusions of grandeur ("I am destined to save mankind") mixed with the bizarre, contradictory religious experiences (Odin and Jesus somehow co-existing???) and rampant drug abuse are not good signs. The alternative is that he's simply too stupid to comprehend the idea that the spirits he talked to in his drug trip either didn't exist or were entirely malevolent. I think it very well might be a combination of both, since you have to be entirely lacking in sense if you had a worldview like Rudy's and figured psychadelics were a good thing to add on top of that.
I generally hate that guy he's a subhuman Canadian Jewish liberal who believes in democracy you came up with this new ******** ideology called progressive conservatism an oxymoron but he's a dirty Jew So what do you expect
