Wouldn't be surprised if someone was paying/forcing nick to do humiliation rituals, and he gets off on it. This will spiral into womens clothes, face tattoo, etc.... A Sam Smith arc. Masonic hijinks. Barnes seemss the type. Not to mention his client list reads like a flase flag historica "if they need a hero, will will give them one". Maybe Nick doesn't have a choice. Maybe he will stream his life. Tell himself he's playing a part, because he has owners, that control him because he's been a bad boy. It's a story as old as last time i saw a child lover outted online. They always love to prove how sophisticated they are, "they always have taste" and it's always as clumsy and cartoonish as when they pretend to be "mens men". They don't know what it actually is, so it's always a little off. He's chosen the life of a toy, and it will be televised. Keenan may be the op. ? fun theories... Oh the theories...... Weird how he got way into nicotine, and that's also what many of Keenans patents and papers is on. It's not like it all has MK vibes. Naw. But fun to theorize. theoretically. yanno.....