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Team Fortress 2 Community - A free-to-play dress up game for grownups, gameplay fully automated! Waiting to be mercy killed...
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Zesty did share a release date for the MYM video in a supposed clip from the vid itself on twitter.
You can go check the Zesty Jesus Derangement Syndrome Thread for more regular updates about it.
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to finish this saga for good, detwat is currently showing the video he blabbed so much about, and it looks like it's only in korean?
e: his sperging on twitter makes me think this is not the video he's talking about, what is going on
e: his sperging on twitter makes me think this is not the video he's talking about, what is going on
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Here is a screenshot from the stream.
Here is the description:
He also left this comment:
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Ambient Occlusion
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Dewill woke up as a North Korean sleeper agent. His prime objective is engaged.
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Here is an archive of DEWILL's GIGACHADISM - NORMALIZATION OF YOUR LIFE (MAYBE THE ENTIRE HUMAN RACE) livestream:
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after doing some looking around, was able to find an estimation of what's what but the issue is that the video is incomprehensible even to koreans themselves so what i have is an approximation of what he could be babbling, tweet that introduces this says:
with the contents of the video being
the bold part makes me seriously think he'll off himself by the end of this month when he's done with whatever his video is, i'm giving yet another look at his twitter and i'm finding shit like this
then he retweeted something about violent demonstrations after reposting the video 4 times with the subsequent translated in deepl
and in all of them it got followed with this
this motherfucker will end up dead by the end of the month if he doesn't get help
e: oh yeah i forgot about the description of the video itself
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stonegalaxy
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Everytime I check this thread, it's fascinating how the post bot ban tf2tuber sphere is basically breaking itself down from random shit since da bots are gone. I have no idea who most these people are since I just play the game instead of watching tf2 youtube videos. Salute to you guys recording all this shit, always an entertaining read.
Eternal Spirit of Light
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What the fuck is happening with DEWILL???
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Severe undiagnosed autism and multiple other mental illnesses.
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That's 85% of tf2 YouTubers so at least he's in good company
Willie B. Hardigan
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In comparison to other TF-Tuber downfalls, he has a one-up on them because he isn't being exposed as being a pedophile. His shitzorants are humorous in a way that won't leave me disgusted and hollow. That can all very realistically change considering the community he's in so feel free to quote this in a week when somebody comes forward with info.
Hope he doesn't kill-bind in real life because I did enjoy his taunt videos a long time ago. Man needs to chill out.
Hope he doesn't kill-bind in real life because I did enjoy his taunt videos a long time ago. Man needs to chill out.
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All of Zesty's gay mental breakdowns on Twitter completely BTFO by Dewill's schizo manifesto. Too bad it's in Korean, broken English would've been even better.
If I had to live in Worst Korea, I'd lose my mind as well.
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I wonder why content creators from other platforms even use Twitter at this point, nothing good ever seems to come of it and it doesn't seem to gain them many viewers.
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I got curious about the video contents, so here's what I got. Translating the video itself is not something I could do even if I tried, auto-generated English subs are attached to the post. I've skimmed through it, there's no discussion of anything outside of the Google Docs showcased. Here's a funny quote from them to summarize: "I might be the first person to break through SSR in the huge gacha game called humanity. The first SSR Dewill Gigachad"
You can see two document URLs in the recording. One is public (archive), one is private (I salvaged as much text as I could through screengrabs). A guy called Katami Muryo has been helping him translate this shit instead of telling him to check into a mental institution. From what I can tell, he's @katamiphi on Twitter (xcancel).
This is all that's visible from the private one:
TL;DR What no sex, watching too much pop-sci on YouTube (Veritasium channel cameo in the video) and reading a bit of Camus does to a motherfucker. Zesty Jesus is to blame. Follow his Korean cult on the now third channel.
You can see two document URLs in the recording. One is public (archive), one is private (I salvaged as much text as I could through screengrabs). A guy called Katami Muryo has been helping him translate this shit instead of telling him to check into a mental institution. From what I can tell, he's @katamiphi on Twitter (xcancel).
common senseism = initialism
logicalism = firstalism = common-sensism
I don't know. They're all the same. It's not the name, it's the meaning.
Bullying Bronze Players With Bucky
again again again again agian
Why you want to be a YouTuber: Because of the lust for the first thing that might exist.
I feel like this is what fun is all about = being the first = the dopamine circuitry in our brains.
That's why I do it, because getting first fucking place is exciting and fun.
You can be first forever if you try hard enough.
I'm a good example of that = gigachadwill
Why we want to reach perfection
because we mistakenly believe that perfection is the first?????
Because the odds are 'common sense' and 'ridiculous'?
were aiming for less perfection?
So many humans? Really?
This is common sense????
-
I'm the first person people flock to because I'm the first person they think of as gigachadism, mutual trust, common sense, and first time, so naturally, people looking for “answers” are most likely to flock to me for advice.
It's a matter of course. It's a fucking joke.
= The pressure was meaningless, of course, of course, of course.
-
This may be the moment when we finally succeed in putting human reason into words. This may be a paradigm shift, as we can imagine that the mathematical and scientific methods gathered so far have smashed the old paradigms of religion, social system, capitalism, etc.
-
Maybe the reason I felt so strongly that there were gigachads before me is because the math/scientific methodology that reason has built up over the course of human history is a grand cross between me being just a fast thinking
human x linguistic ability being just a good human probability.
Human reason has been organized in writing and speech~.
So everyone wants to spread it all around and wake them up, and if they don't know it, they don't know common sense, because they don't know it well, because it's frustrating!!!!!!
Birds of a feather flock together
Gigachadism Theorem in 31 Hours - Mutual Reliance - Common Sense - Firstness 4-stage Evolution
Follow me you little shits kekekekekekeke Can't you do it? Can't you do it? Ebebe
Because I think we've come to realize that what we really want is to be first, not perfect.
-
Instead of our “socially agreed upon” single 100% of perfection, we can move toward an infinite number of individual 100%s
instead of the one 100% that we “socially agree” is perfect, we can work towards the infinite 100% of each of us.
Eternal happiness for all of humanity. Infinity is infinity because that's what infinity is. It's common sense, fuckers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No wonder the world looks different, because common sense has changed.
[ Their translation included for posterity's sake]
Perfection is not 100%. Because that's what we ‘socially agreed upon’.
We can move towards 100% of each individual infinites of each other.
Eternal happiness for all mankind
Because that's what infinity is
Because infinity is infinite, it’s common sense, you fucking idiots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
* By Katami & DEWILL
[ End ]
It's the first time I've ever summarized common sense, logic, in such a satisfying, magnificent way.
But if it's so obvious, why do you want to go around acting like a hero?
If you say it's obvious, but you're an idiot, I'll do it like this.
= God, seeker, transcendent, all this crap, get rid of it, worship only Faker.
= If I say that only Faker is God in my world, then only Faker is God.
= For some, Allah is God, for others, Jesus is God...
= Let's not fight, let's just use common sense and move on.
= It's common sense, why are you fighting, assholes?
= Religious disputes seem to be resolved without denying the need for God.
[ Already in English ]
= I am just a guy who first elaborate that “it is what it is” this far
= Why the fuck you think I am a hero or smth? Are you stupid?
= Oh, because I am the GOD in your world? In your point of view? Sure, ok.
= GIGACHAD
= I am cumming, with my brain, no dick
= Maybe we can remove sex to reproduce now, we found a better dopamine circuit
= Maybe that’s the reason why I haven’t felt, maybe just less, sexual urge these days
[ End ]
-
Assumption = Sex is the best dopamine circuitry available to humans, so it's only logical that it would have been
utilized for reproduction up until now.
Conclusion = If we can find a better dopamine circuit, we don't really need to have sex... or can we?
Hypothesis = What if the reason we don't understand each other is because we don't know what each other's dopamine circuits are, i.e., what each other's worlds are?
Conclusion = If we try to find out what our dopamine circuits are and understand each other, then fuck, we'll probably understand everything.
Assumptions = why we can now be fucking cool with meeting and breaking up
Conclusion = Maybe our time and space overlap and we just happen to meet, or whatever. We could be together because we have similar dopamine circuits, or we could be together because we get dopamine from different things. I don't know, it's a fucking infinite probability, right?
Problem = Why are people flocking to Zesty Jesus, fighting him, and not losing interest? Answer = Because Zesty was aiming for the unattainable 100%, the “perfect” team, and people who had a vague understanding that this asshole was an asshole were flocking to him because they didn't have the language skills to argue back, and Zesty saw that and thought he had won... Sigh + It's just that 'normal people' who were aiming for perfection like an idiot flocked to him. Now I know that if this assumption is true, he is just an idiot.
Zesty asshole... I'm not even mad at you. Just read it, asshole.
[ Already in English ]
Zesty Jesus = Idiot. Just like the term he’s using. Jesus as the God, the idea, now we reasoned
out enough that we don’t fucking need it anymore. Better change to just Zesty lol. Now we don’t
even need to feel anger, hatred toward him. He was just a stupid guy. Coming before us. We
need to teach him, do you feel anything for him? Yeah, it’s your thing then. Whatever. Whatever
is whatever.
[ End ]
logicalism = firstalism = common-sensism
I don't know. They're all the same. It's not the name, it's the meaning.
Bullying Bronze Players With Bucky
again again again again agian
Why you want to be a YouTuber: Because of the lust for the first thing that might exist.
I feel like this is what fun is all about = being the first = the dopamine circuitry in our brains.
That's why I do it, because getting first fucking place is exciting and fun.
You can be first forever if you try hard enough.
I'm a good example of that = gigachadwill
Why we want to reach perfection
because we mistakenly believe that perfection is the first?????
Because the odds are 'common sense' and 'ridiculous'?
were aiming for less perfection?
So many humans? Really?
This is common sense????
-
I'm the first person people flock to because I'm the first person they think of as gigachadism, mutual trust, common sense, and first time, so naturally, people looking for “answers” are most likely to flock to me for advice.
It's a matter of course. It's a fucking joke.
= The pressure was meaningless, of course, of course, of course.
-
This may be the moment when we finally succeed in putting human reason into words. This may be a paradigm shift, as we can imagine that the mathematical and scientific methods gathered so far have smashed the old paradigms of religion, social system, capitalism, etc.
-
Maybe the reason I felt so strongly that there were gigachads before me is because the math/scientific methodology that reason has built up over the course of human history is a grand cross between me being just a fast thinking
human x linguistic ability being just a good human probability.
Human reason has been organized in writing and speech~.
So everyone wants to spread it all around and wake them up, and if they don't know it, they don't know common sense, because they don't know it well, because it's frustrating!!!!!!
Birds of a feather flock together
Gigachadism Theorem in 31 Hours - Mutual Reliance - Common Sense - Firstness 4-stage Evolution
Follow me you little shits kekekekekekeke Can't you do it? Can't you do it? Ebebe
Because I think we've come to realize that what we really want is to be first, not perfect.
-
Instead of our “socially agreed upon” single 100% of perfection, we can move toward an infinite number of individual 100%s
instead of the one 100% that we “socially agree” is perfect, we can work towards the infinite 100% of each of us.
Eternal happiness for all of humanity. Infinity is infinity because that's what infinity is. It's common sense, fuckers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No wonder the world looks different, because common sense has changed.
[ Their translation included for posterity's sake]
Perfection is not 100%. Because that's what we ‘socially agreed upon’.
We can move towards 100% of each individual infinites of each other.
Eternal happiness for all mankind
Because that's what infinity is
Because infinity is infinite, it’s common sense, you fucking idiots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
* By Katami & DEWILL
[ End ]
It's the first time I've ever summarized common sense, logic, in such a satisfying, magnificent way.
But if it's so obvious, why do you want to go around acting like a hero?
If you say it's obvious, but you're an idiot, I'll do it like this.
= God, seeker, transcendent, all this crap, get rid of it, worship only Faker.
= If I say that only Faker is God in my world, then only Faker is God.
= For some, Allah is God, for others, Jesus is God...
= Let's not fight, let's just use common sense and move on.
= It's common sense, why are you fighting, assholes?
= Religious disputes seem to be resolved without denying the need for God.
[ Already in English ]
= I am just a guy who first elaborate that “it is what it is” this far
= Why the fuck you think I am a hero or smth? Are you stupid?
= Oh, because I am the GOD in your world? In your point of view? Sure, ok.
= GIGACHAD
= I am cumming, with my brain, no dick
= Maybe we can remove sex to reproduce now, we found a better dopamine circuit
= Maybe that’s the reason why I haven’t felt, maybe just less, sexual urge these days
[ End ]
-
Assumption = Sex is the best dopamine circuitry available to humans, so it's only logical that it would have been
utilized for reproduction up until now.
Conclusion = If we can find a better dopamine circuit, we don't really need to have sex... or can we?
Hypothesis = What if the reason we don't understand each other is because we don't know what each other's dopamine circuits are, i.e., what each other's worlds are?
Conclusion = If we try to find out what our dopamine circuits are and understand each other, then fuck, we'll probably understand everything.
Assumptions = why we can now be fucking cool with meeting and breaking up
Conclusion = Maybe our time and space overlap and we just happen to meet, or whatever. We could be together because we have similar dopamine circuits, or we could be together because we get dopamine from different things. I don't know, it's a fucking infinite probability, right?
Problem = Why are people flocking to Zesty Jesus, fighting him, and not losing interest? Answer = Because Zesty was aiming for the unattainable 100%, the “perfect” team, and people who had a vague understanding that this asshole was an asshole were flocking to him because they didn't have the language skills to argue back, and Zesty saw that and thought he had won... Sigh + It's just that 'normal people' who were aiming for perfection like an idiot flocked to him. Now I know that if this assumption is true, he is just an idiot.
Zesty asshole... I'm not even mad at you. Just read it, asshole.
[ Already in English ]
Zesty Jesus = Idiot. Just like the term he’s using. Jesus as the God, the idea, now we reasoned
out enough that we don’t fucking need it anymore. Better change to just Zesty lol. Now we don’t
even need to feel anger, hatred toward him. He was just a stupid guy. Coming before us. We
need to teach him, do you feel anything for him? Yeah, it’s your thing then. Whatever. Whatever
is whatever.
[ End ]
This is all that's visible from the private one:
[ Segment 1 ]
At 10:33 AM on January 17th, I was on the phone with Weezy, and it seemed like the torrent of emotions at the time was coming out.
At 11:25 AM on January 17th, I couldn't hold it in any longer, so I quickly started writing it down in Korean.
2025.1.18 @ DEWILL's 2025 Life Update: Why | Was Inactive When I looked at it this morning, it looked like it had
3079 views. 3079 views when I looked at it earlier, why does it seem to have 3078 views??? Hmmm ???
Mutual trust - TWO-WAY-TRUST-ISM
- Buddhism of the 21st century, a new paradigm of the 21st century... Is it that great? This is flawed.
- a.k.a. = What do you want to call yourself? = Giga Chadron, GIGACHADISM
Wash it and try again
“Mathematical negation of perfection: There is a one-dimensional line with five points. The point in the center is perfect. The probability of perfection is . Increase the dimension. The second dimension is 25, 1/25. The third dimension is 1/125. However, humans actually have infinite variables, including the variable called time, which seems infinite, and the human yardstick cannot be measured by one, two, or three numbers. If you multiply them all, it becomes roughly infinite to the power of infinite to the power of infinite... This is how it is. Why is this one foot so small??>?”
“ But ..... Didn't you even agree to call it the middle ground? Because everybody has a different point of origin, a different standard of perfection... Isn't that right? But people are .... and in the past, and in the future, if you include all the humans who were born... Assuming that humans are not extinct and the number of people is infinite, the number of people is infinite. infinite ....? How many times can you win .....?”
“After suffering for at least 15 years, trapped in perfectionism, I decided that perfectionism was the truth and that there is no such thing as perfection. Then I discovered processism (the myth of Sisyphus), which seemed to be
the opposite of perfectionism, and I thought, let’s give it a try, and I tried to equip myself with that mindset.”
"I felt an overwhelming sense of happiness, but a few hours later, I realized that one of the things that had been swirling around inside me since before, the concept of good and evil that has always existed in humanity, is that the force of time is not 100%, that there is no 0 or 100, it is like perfection. That's what it seems."
“For example, what if Sisyphus, while rolling a boulder, does not hesitate to trample on other people, or is he really a guy who rolls a boulder with malicious intent? What if he rolls a boulder with malicious intent?
[ Segment 2 ]
If the whole concept of processism, Sisyphus, is 'completely' correct, if there are degrees of evil and good, then are we conceptually similar to that villain, who now feels like a Sisyphus, but still seems to like helping people? "I don't understand?"
"So, for two hours, I almost fell into the state of self-abandonment that I felt during the perfectionism period,
but during the process of talking to my mother on the phone, I realized that the Sisyphus metaphor might not be perfect, and I thought of the magnificent metaphor of an infinite number of mountains, and I successfully escaped from the extreme of the processism after only two hours!"
“So perfectionism, processualism, good and evil are neither 0 nor 100 degrees, they all exist mixed together,
and the proportions of each change over time, so when you multiply them by the time axis and determine them, there are virtually infinite possibilities, so why do humans seem so fixated on the concept of ‘impossibility’ when something is clearly possible in this sea of infinite, infinite, infinite, infinite... possibilities?”
"In fact, isn't it possible that not only are I abnormal, but that most of the 8 billion people in the world are abnormal? This idea... isn't the probability 0? What if 0 or 100 doesn't exist? What if the last 9 in 0.999999....
really exists? It seems logically proven in my head that this extremely low probability that I am right actually exists. If this is right, shouldn't we teach this to everyone who can right now? If I were really right and the world continues as it is now, the world would not develop. "Can't you do it? What the hell? It could be done. It'd be a waste of time for all of humanity!"
"= Infinite Wins Infinite Wins…. Isn’t that what we’re thinking right now? I think this one seems more likely." =
Hurrah!!!
Perfectionist
Processist
Evil
Good
[ Segment 3 ]
All of these are considered extremes
Perfect Perfectionist
Perfect Processist
Perfect Good
Perfect Evil
I tried to make a hypothesis that there is none. I thought, “Hmm, let’s give it a try. It might be fun.”
That's right, that's right, that's right, that's right, that's right.
See, everything seems possible with one foot lol I think I can do it all lol
This seems to be the turning point. January 15th? 16th, 2025? What does it matter? Anyway, let's start. Here's a rough summary of the video I uploaded when it seemed mathematically perfect.
DEWILL's 2025 Life Update: Why I was Inact...
Mathematically perfect denial × Love of people around me × Red speech × Humor × YouTube experience
[ Segment 4 ]
No matter how much you think about it, the probability of all this multiplying is too low
If you think about it logically, I might be the first one to realize this and let you know it.
= 558th grade & 2 thousand sheets This huge human flame called humanity can now hang the history of instruments.
I have proven to myself that there is no such thing as perfection. ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ It's more possible than impossible. ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ
If it's according to my logic, ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ There might not be a single "impossible" thing in this world. ㅋ
ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ
I want to see how far this goes, I could be wrong, but the productivity I feel now is on a whole other level compared to when I was a perfectionist, maybe a factor of 4? I don't know exactly. But it's definitely a huge boost and immersion, the feeling is just awesome.
If I could really make everything into a video, I'd have fun and save the world. = I'm confident that I can make everything into a video without any worries, so why not go all in?
I don't really know who is wrong, I just think mathematically I have a higher chance of being right so I'm going all in on this bet. Who knows who will be the first one to prove something meaningless that will take an infinite amount of time? But somehow I've proven to myself that there is a higher chance that there is no such thing as "complete recovery" in life, so I'm just going to throw something out there.
This is really eating me up, the Chad epidemic, the Chad corona has covered the world, the whole world
At 10:33 AM on January 17th, I was on the phone with Weezy, and it seemed like the torrent of emotions at the time was coming out.
At 11:25 AM on January 17th, I couldn't hold it in any longer, so I quickly started writing it down in Korean.
2025.1.18 @ DEWILL's 2025 Life Update: Why | Was Inactive When I looked at it this morning, it looked like it had
3079 views. 3079 views when I looked at it earlier, why does it seem to have 3078 views??? Hmmm ???
Mutual trust - TWO-WAY-TRUST-ISM
- Buddhism of the 21st century, a new paradigm of the 21st century... Is it that great? This is flawed.
- a.k.a. = What do you want to call yourself? = Giga Chadron, GIGACHADISM
Wash it and try again
“Mathematical negation of perfection: There is a one-dimensional line with five points. The point in the center is perfect. The probability of perfection is . Increase the dimension. The second dimension is 25, 1/25. The third dimension is 1/125. However, humans actually have infinite variables, including the variable called time, which seems infinite, and the human yardstick cannot be measured by one, two, or three numbers. If you multiply them all, it becomes roughly infinite to the power of infinite to the power of infinite... This is how it is. Why is this one foot so small??>?”
“ But ..... Didn't you even agree to call it the middle ground? Because everybody has a different point of origin, a different standard of perfection... Isn't that right? But people are .... and in the past, and in the future, if you include all the humans who were born... Assuming that humans are not extinct and the number of people is infinite, the number of people is infinite. infinite ....? How many times can you win .....?”
“After suffering for at least 15 years, trapped in perfectionism, I decided that perfectionism was the truth and that there is no such thing as perfection. Then I discovered processism (the myth of Sisyphus), which seemed to be
the opposite of perfectionism, and I thought, let’s give it a try, and I tried to equip myself with that mindset.”
"I felt an overwhelming sense of happiness, but a few hours later, I realized that one of the things that had been swirling around inside me since before, the concept of good and evil that has always existed in humanity, is that the force of time is not 100%, that there is no 0 or 100, it is like perfection. That's what it seems."
“For example, what if Sisyphus, while rolling a boulder, does not hesitate to trample on other people, or is he really a guy who rolls a boulder with malicious intent? What if he rolls a boulder with malicious intent?
[ Segment 2 ]
If the whole concept of processism, Sisyphus, is 'completely' correct, if there are degrees of evil and good, then are we conceptually similar to that villain, who now feels like a Sisyphus, but still seems to like helping people? "I don't understand?"
"So, for two hours, I almost fell into the state of self-abandonment that I felt during the perfectionism period,
but during the process of talking to my mother on the phone, I realized that the Sisyphus metaphor might not be perfect, and I thought of the magnificent metaphor of an infinite number of mountains, and I successfully escaped from the extreme of the processism after only two hours!"
“So perfectionism, processualism, good and evil are neither 0 nor 100 degrees, they all exist mixed together,
and the proportions of each change over time, so when you multiply them by the time axis and determine them, there are virtually infinite possibilities, so why do humans seem so fixated on the concept of ‘impossibility’ when something is clearly possible in this sea of infinite, infinite, infinite, infinite... possibilities?”
"In fact, isn't it possible that not only are I abnormal, but that most of the 8 billion people in the world are abnormal? This idea... isn't the probability 0? What if 0 or 100 doesn't exist? What if the last 9 in 0.999999....
really exists? It seems logically proven in my head that this extremely low probability that I am right actually exists. If this is right, shouldn't we teach this to everyone who can right now? If I were really right and the world continues as it is now, the world would not develop. "Can't you do it? What the hell? It could be done. It'd be a waste of time for all of humanity!"
"= Infinite Wins Infinite Wins…. Isn’t that what we’re thinking right now? I think this one seems more likely." =
Hurrah!!!
Perfectionist
Processist
Evil
Good
[ Segment 3 ]
All of these are considered extremes
Perfect Perfectionist
Perfect Processist
Perfect Good
Perfect Evil
I tried to make a hypothesis that there is none. I thought, “Hmm, let’s give it a try. It might be fun.”
That's right, that's right, that's right, that's right, that's right.
See, everything seems possible with one foot lol I think I can do it all lol
This seems to be the turning point. January 15th? 16th, 2025? What does it matter? Anyway, let's start. Here's a rough summary of the video I uploaded when it seemed mathematically perfect.
DEWILL's 2025 Life Update: Why I was Inact...
Mathematically perfect denial × Love of people around me × Red speech × Humor × YouTube experience
[ Segment 4 ]
No matter how much you think about it, the probability of all this multiplying is too low
If you think about it logically, I might be the first one to realize this and let you know it.
= 558th grade & 2 thousand sheets This huge human flame called humanity can now hang the history of instruments.
I have proven to myself that there is no such thing as perfection. ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ It's more possible than impossible. ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ
If it's according to my logic, ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ There might not be a single "impossible" thing in this world. ㅋ
ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ ㅋ
I want to see how far this goes, I could be wrong, but the productivity I feel now is on a whole other level compared to when I was a perfectionist, maybe a factor of 4? I don't know exactly. But it's definitely a huge boost and immersion, the feeling is just awesome.
If I could really make everything into a video, I'd have fun and save the world. = I'm confident that I can make everything into a video without any worries, so why not go all in?
I don't really know who is wrong, I just think mathematically I have a higher chance of being right so I'm going all in on this bet. Who knows who will be the first one to prove something meaningless that will take an infinite amount of time? But somehow I've proven to myself that there is a higher chance that there is no such thing as "complete recovery" in life, so I'm just going to throw something out there.
This is really eating me up, the Chad epidemic, the Chad corona has covered the world, the whole world
TL;DR What no sex, watching too much pop-sci on YouTube (Veritasium channel cameo in the video) and reading a bit of Camus does to a motherfucker. Zesty Jesus is to blame. Follow his Korean cult on the now third channel.
- Joined
- Oct 17, 2023
Ambient Occlusion
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I was wondering if there would be some kind of punchline or "I was only pretending to be retarted" at the end. But that's some grade A schizo babble.
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I don't even know what the fuck this is supposed to be.
Also, diaperfaggot spotted in the comments:
Also, diaperfaggot spotted in the comments:
soy woah jaque
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I can barely understand what he's saying, he must be extremely ESL, is he defending the emporium?
Nvm I think it's a troll video, not sure what the point is though
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