I went back to my old name but I spelt it different

Sarha instead of Sarah, changed my middle name from Elizabeth to the original Hebrew version Elisheva and added June as second middle name (my grandmothers name) . It helped me be comfortable going back to my "old name". I really didn't wanna go through picking another name plus I know my birth name was very special to my loved ones, and to me, I love my mother very much and she adores my birth name, it's very special to her and my dad so I wanted to go back to it. I felt uncomfortable with the original spelling for some reason, too many Sarah's I don't like or have treated me poorly tbh, but Sarha just felt right, and my momma love the new spelling, which was very important to me