Maybe american shit has something addictive in it, like fucking meth or something, but i never felt anything like that when i tried them long ago.
Just kill your sex drive, numb your emotions and if you are suicidal apparently it can make it much easier to decide to do it.
Didn't make me feel happy, sad or anything, no emotions really and a "well whatever, i don't care" attitude about everything.
I really dont understand where such a drug fits in the road to mental recovery and to me at least they just seem to set you back and do more harm than good.