can't read about Kalos without getting sad anymore

it's not even funny how good the beta shit looked. Like an actual proper return to form even in the base games, with a lot of thought and effort put into depicting France in a really careful and interesting manner. even had some really cool designs that just got scrapped, probably because they didn't have the time to implement them. No fucking way a near-complete cherry-petal flamingo design was just left out to dry because they didn't like it, they almost certainly had that shit planned for the warmer south and then had to cut it due to time restraints.
The leaks from last October have left me despondent for an alternate timeline where gen 5 lasted as long as it was meant to and gen 6 was fully realized. Like actually properly despondent whenever I play through the Kalos games lol. I'm only saying this now because I started up another Y playthrough because of Z-A, and I'm falling off of it hard because I just keep thinking about the teraleak shit.
Sorry for the vaguely related doompost, I've always loved Kalos as a region, as a concept, and found the games to be true disappointments in almost every sense. If they'd been given the 5+ years in the oven that were originally intended, I'm sure they could've been incredible swan songs for Masuda and, maybe, even the 3DS as a whole. As it stands now, they're painfully unfinished games with a lot of hidden entertainment merit that needs to be actively forced out of them. And yet, despite being arguably just as unfinished as newer disasters like Sword and Shield or Scarlet and Violet, it is
infinitely better than them in almost every respect. Despite their horrible current state, they still have several stunning locales (Laverre, Anistar, Lumiose, Shalour, Route 6(?) right before Cyllage city, Geosenge), brought loads of new stuff to the series (extensive character customization, full 3D, super training and Amie, Wonder Trading and the fucking PSS god I miss it so much), and have aged far more gracefully than anything that came after them.
I wonder if someday someone will be autistic and brave enough to try and realize all that stuff for themselves. I feel like, with enough time, someone would be passionate and resourceful enough to put together all the leaked content about gens 5 and 6 and craft what could have been into what now is. I'm sure I would have tried to do something like that if all this leaked stuff had come out when I was a lot younger and a lot more optimistic about both the franchise itself and my ability to program
eg: not yet enlightened to my complete inability lol. Maybe someone with more brains and less pessimism has similar ideas and is out there somewhere, dunno. Would be neat lol.
Oh well, I guess I'll only find out if and when that autist decides to come out of hiding and present such a project to the world. I hope that happens within my lifetime.