Alex Hogendorp / Lunar Eclipse Paradox / KermisVoyager1997 / BetterSkatez / Chords of Brazil / Funky the Clown (and many more) - Whiny canuck with TDS, Political flip-flopper, Flat-earther, Fetishistic media encyclopedia, Limbless loli connoisseur, GIANT hypocrite, Raped by fake clowns, Spiritual tranny, Wanna-be skitzocow, Noushintou Hoshi's #1 fan, Betrayed by Kiwi Farms

The way I see it, Alex is the BPD psycho ex girlfriend to Kiwifarms.

Kiwifarms "broke up" with Alex by posting his info and activities. People here told him to leave and not come back. Like the psycho ex who doesn't get the hint, Alex spent all day saying, "I can tell when I'm not wanted. I'm going to leave. I'm really going to leave. You'll miss me when I'm gone because I'm really leaving. Don't try and stop me. I'm leaving. I just need to do a few things before I go. I wanted to leave anyways..."

That's when things escalated and people really started going in on him. He switched to, "You can't break up with me, I'M breaking up with YOU!" playing the part perfectly. "I never loved you anyways! I always hated it here! You're the psychos, not me! I don't need you, YOU need ME!"

Kiwifarms didn't take the bait and continued mocking him. Like a psycho ex he came back in a rage and threw a fit, making retarded threads and trying to shit up the place. "I'll show you what happens when you break up with me! You'll regret this! I'm the one with the power here!"

He got banned and decided to vaguely and not so vaguely post about the Farms. "I much happier without a certain site. I didn't want to be there anyways. I'm living my best life and don't miss Kiwifarms at all. I might come back if they apologize." This didn't work and we kept making fun. Then like a psycho ex, he started the threats. The kill list, the demands, coping and seething that nobody fell for his bullshit.

He tried to garner pity and make us feel bad. Maybe give him another chance. "It's all my fault. I'm sorry. I deserve it. Kiwifarms will never take me back because I have a disease and can't help masturbating to armless children." He tried to blame everything on unrelated issues, "They hate me because of Trump and AI! I did nothing wrong, they were brainwashed! They were the ones who changed, not me! I'm acting normal! They're the irrational ones!"

So on and so forth. Alex desperately wants to come back and be accepted because of his abandonment issues. He can't let go. He can't accept that it is his fault. He can't see how his own actions resulted in this.

And now we are here. Alex trying to offer an olive branch. "I'm sorry, baby. I know I was wrong the whole time. I should never have done any of those fucked up things. I might consider getting back together with you if you want..."

Bro is truly a sick individual who has formed an unhealthy imaginary relationship with this website and its users.

It's pretty funny, though.
 
Alex really went from "I'm suing Kiwi Farms" to "Actually, you guys can do whatever you want with my image" in less than a day. This is actually next level flip-flopping. One minute he's furious about AI being used on him, the next he's bending the knee and practically begging people to deepfake him stuffing ballots for Trump. Either he realized he had no case, or he's just completely given up. Either way, this is probably the fastest lawsuit threat turnaround I have ever seen.
New here, ain'tcha?
 
Draft by @Sperg Spectating, improvement by me. Effortpost for a draft.

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Alex's interactions with Kiwi Farms means that he already had many times of cowtipping, but through researching Alex, even more lolcows have been found through him. Some of these cows have even shaped Alex's more recent records, some are just cows he has a specific a-logging towards, for either obsessive or vindictively stupid reasons.

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Meet Sheldon, lolcowtuber, a manbaby obsessed with children's cartoons, posts about his fart/piss/scat/diaper fetish in his community tab, day 1 Alex a-log, future DWD video, and a True and Honest Ally of Kiwi Farms.
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Sheldon is a very exceptional individual, and is from a community which is nameless, and isn’t about one single fandom. It's instead united in every single person in this community acting exactly the fucking same. If you watch DeadWingDork’s videos, you’d recognize these people as “Users”. They have their own thread in the PG here.
Every so often I hear these people brought up under different names. The Logo Kids community. The Physical Media community. The GoAnimate community. But what they're really talking about is a specific subset of people you can find in each one of them. For some reason nobody has came up with a defined name for them, so I've decided to call them "cartoonaboos" in the context of pointing out these bizarre, repetitive behaviours and mannerisms unique to the weirder parts of the western cartoon fandom. Just like how weeaboos back in the day would talk in unironic l33tspeak peppered with Japanese phrases, cartoonaboos have their own plethora of eccentric behaviors unique to them.
Like most Users, Sheldon is also inept at expressing social cues, gets into slapfights with other Users, and sperg about his favorite obscure cartoons.
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The biggest difference between Sheldon and other Users is his focus specifically on actual lolcows, as his primary content is about them.
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Sheldon was first mentioned on the Farms by Alex himself on July 27th, 2024; in the “Thread Requests & Resources” thread. Alex was ignored because he is a gay gorilla nigger for attempting a PA request against Sheldon.
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It wouldn’t be long before Sheldon got himself another mention on the Farms, as his focus fire of reacting to lolcows doing retarded shit spread to Dansburst Studio. He would make his own videos on Herbert, his biggest issue was that Herbert stole Sunburst's design from MLP, a cartoon for little girls that bronies like Herbert have been plagued since its airing.
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Later in February, leaks shown that Sheldon and his friends tried to ambush Herbert in a call. Herbert would decline the call and said that he would call them some time after Christmas.
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This call would never happen as @Sperg Spectating would phonebook Herbert Huachaca as a Christmas gift for him. Sorry Sheldon!
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Because of Sheldon’s pozloading my neghole on Herbert, @Sperg Spectating decided to look into his socials to find out that he is not only a cow shit-toucher, but a furry shit-toucher. His post detailing is here.
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Sheldon would be forgotten again until Alex got Halal’d, and people started looking into his online history. @Sperg Spectating would find a video from Sheldon responding to Alex’s response to Sheldon. Sheldon, for some reason takes Alex’s gayest autistic freakouts 100% seriously.
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@Sperg Spectating considered making a thread on Sheldon, and because of Wolfmanfur cow-tipped him, Sheldon would be confused because of this and assumed that Wolfmanfur was Alex himself.
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After being told of Alex’s shenanigans, he would make a new video mocking Alex’s recent meltdown over KiwiFarms.
This would hurt Alex’s feelings so much that someone he considered to be a lolcow was poking fun of him, so he did the reasonable thing and tried copyright striking Sheldon’s channel, but it took a few days to process.
Sheldon would respond to this abuse of the copyright system, and don’t you worry Kiwisisters, because he is ON OUR SIDE! Sheldon is Kiwi Farms' strongest soldier! #SheldonsLifeMatter #AHIAB!!!

Unfortunately, our strongest soldier would have his own wake-up call and meltdown, most likely because of the exposure of his fetishes by Kiwi Farms.
The copyright strike from just a few days beforehand would finally go through, and Sheldon would make his own video calling out Alex again, saying that he is willing to take the mocking from Kiwi Farms and is able to handle criticism, while Alex isn't.
Alex took this video seriously, and had a change of heart, making comments of support under Sheldon's video, removing the copyright strike, made his own video admitting Sheldon was right and calling him his brother, and vowed to never look at his Kiwi Farms thread again.
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This lasted for 30 minutes, and he would start looking at his thread again.
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Sheldon would only be on Alex's side for a total of 4 days, as he would realize that Alex wasn't actually sorry, and was just trying to save face.

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It should be no surprise that a community of an extremely autistic lolcow YouTuber is even more autistic than Sheldon himself is. In every single one of his videos you can expect the same 10 or so Users to appear, giving him as many asspats as possible.
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So far, only one of the Users from Sheldon’s community has made a video on Alex, that being XXXPrincethe2nd (powerword: Hayden Wesley). This video was a screen recording of some of Alex’s videos with no added commentary or input.

This video was copyright striked and taken down.

Hayden would make a response video and multiple comments demanding that Alex must remove his copyright strikes, or he would mass-flag Alex's YouTube channel, even threatening to sic Sheldon onto Alex.

This would all be for naught however, as Sheldon would be the one to convince Alex to chill the fuck out through diplomacy.

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Meet Joshua (possibly Harris), the world's worst hacker/DDoS attacker/doxer, who LARPs as a tough guy taking down pedophiles. Joshua and Alex have been friends for nearly a decade at this point, as shown from one of Joshua's old uploads on "da bezd chanl".
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Most of Joshua's early history comes from Joshua himself, so it's important to take things with a grain of salt.


Joshua started his YouTube journey very similarly to Alex, making shitty trolling videos. His first channel, going under the name "da bezd chanl" was terminated, so he created a new channel under the same name. Joshua would forget the name and password to this account, so he created a new account called "The Poker". This account would also get terminated. So Alex made a 2nd The Poker account, which would get hacked. So he made a 3rd The Poker account, which would be mass flagged and terminated by the same person who hacked him. He would create a 4th The Poker account, and as you can guess by now, it was terminated. Surely on his 5th The Poker account, he wouldn't be terminated, right? Correct! He closed his 5th account because it got no fucking viewers. :story:


Joshua's previous terminations may have been unjustified, we don't know the reasons most of his accounts were terminated. However, Joshua would have 4 "The Purple Sacramentan" accounts, and all of these accounts would be justifiably taken down after he was pretending to dox people under a hacker persona. That's a total of 11 accounts that have been terminated.


Joshua's main retardation when it comes to hacking is through the Animation Meme Community, which is a subgroup of artists on YouTube who animate characters with bug eyes dancing to trending music that's constantly gets into slapfighting. Joshua would add onto this, supposedly doxing the AMC member Sashley.
There is no proof that I could find to show that he actually doxed Sashley, he most likely just took already existing info from Doxbin and reposted it.

The only ever instance of Joshua ever hacking someone is Synnibear03 Supporter, an AMC troll who "pretended" to be a pedophile, supporting an outed pedophile. Joshua would send this account a RAT, the owner of this account for some reason downloaded the RAT, and Joshua took over their channel and accounts.
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Joshua also made a video about how he wanted Birdie (deadname: Sophia Harrington) (thread here), another AMC member, to be shot.

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The Farms would first be introduced to Josh after he made his own account to the site, just 2 days after Alex was Halal'd
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Once Alex got his own thread on the KiwiFarms, Joshua started posting simple phrases like "I hate Alex" and "People like Alex don't deserve to have a platform" The thread was moving quite fast at this point, as it was community featured 3 times, however the moment I saw one of his messages I immediately called him out for being a gay-opping faggot.
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In response, Joshua would tease that he had information never before seen about Alex (which is now deleted). Kiwis would start to point and laugh, and demand that he post the information on Alex.
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What was the information on Alex? It was actually the most obvious IP logger of all time.
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This caused even more suspicion against Joshua, and caused mostly everyone to believe that Joshua was actually an Alex sock.
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Soon enough, Alex started posting on his main the "IPs" of Kiwi Farms users, and claiming to have doxed them. This claim is retarded because 4 out of the 5 IPs were VPNs, and none of the IPs are traceable to any users here.
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This would lead to both Alex and Joshua being banned. Both claimed it was worth it to dox the Kiwis.

Over the next few days, Joshua started appearing often in Sheldon's comment sections, as well as Alex's YouTube/DeviantArt comment sections. This didn't stop the sock accusations though, as it was on all brand new accounts. Eventually a Kiwi would connect the dots and realize that this is a completely different sperg that acts exactly like Alex, and discovered that Joshua made a video raging about Sheldon, demanding him to take down the video or he will "do something about it". (VOLUME WARNING)
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Just as quickly as Joshua appeared, he was banished from YouTube almost entirely. All of 4 his accounts under "The Purple Sacramentan" were deleted, forcing his hand to make a 5th ThePurpleSacramentan (PreserveTube) account. This channel appears almost as bipolar as Alex is, and can be best described with one image:
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Just like his dildo Alex, Joshua would make multiple videos ranting into a void, and losing sleep over shit that no one cares about. He would drop the shitty voice changer that he used on his previous channels as well.
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The funniest video of his 5th channel is "I'm Angry Youtube Is Going To Pay" (VOLUME WARNING)


After his spergout, he's went to making videos about Sonic The Hedgehog. What a True and Honest autist!

He also made an another sock as well.
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Comment from N. Brio's iceberg video. This N. Brio guy is associated with UTTP, and is a massive faggot in general.

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Original channel | Archive | Archive 2
YT (new) | Archive
YT Main | (PreserveTube)
YT alt 1 | Archive (He has a Purple Heart/Neptune banner, probably his waifu.)
YT alt 2 | Archive 2
The Poker III AKWATP (sock) | Archive
XXXPasscracka (gone) | Archive
Instagram | Archive
Video | H4XX3D channel | Channel Archive
Xitter 1 | Archive
Xitter 2 (wiped clean) | no archive available
Ourmine Xitter (suspended) | Archive (also suspended because of H4X)
SC | Archive
Discord: terrorismisbadass4944 (ID:532454604563021854)


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Noushintou (literally concussion in Kanji) Hoshi-san is an extremely niche lesbian Japanese mangaka, who, to put it bluntly, is extremely fucking mentally ill. Her work mainly consists of amateurish yaoi guro and amputee fetish art, and also conducting IRL self-harming with her girlfriend. No selfie for privacy reasons.

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Because Hoshi-san happened to draw deranged shit that happened to line up perfectly with Alex's fetishes, Alex would find Hoshi's work and began contacting her. This would lead to a potential collaboration between the two, but Hoshi-san's BPD, and Alex's... retardation and obsessive behavior, would end the "friendship".
A distant friend of mine, Noushintou Hoshi can exhibit pretty strange behaviors sometimes as a result of many different factors (usually Bipolar as she claims). She often apologizes for it but her recent posts despite apologizing for it is pretty disturbing to me. I fear her condition would worse and I had to distance myself from her a bit. She's kind of a lolcow but nowhere near irredeemable, it's just so much about her is so depressing. She's genuinely a good person despite who she is. Just a little immature but I really do wish the best for her and that she could stabilize and get proper medical treatment before she dies or her condition becomes harder to treat. She's an shitty amazing artist and I don't want that to go to waste. I agreed to keep my distance from her for the time being until she gets the proper mental help which I really hope she does. Despite the few times I hated her. I truly love and admire her as a friend.
That doesn't sound like friendship, more of an obsessive cyberstalking than this so-called "friendship". Thankfully, Alex would make 5 videos sperging out about his and Hoshi-san's falling out.

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Here,Alex goes over pretty much what he said in his post on Kiwi Farms, but it's slightly more detailed in his explanation of certain things. He says he'll continue to support Hoshi-san's works.

2 days later he would make another video about her, repeating the same things.
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This video is slightly more interesting, as he explains a pattern that the two had in PMs. Hoshi-san would have a BPD freakout, Alex would respond with dozens of messages worried, and she would tell him to stop.

2 months later, things have taken a turn. Hoshi-san has effectively RUINED Alex's life.
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This continues Alex's pattern in his life of people just barely tolerating Alex's autism, until they decide to "fuck him" and ditch him.

The next day he would take this hatred to KF, making this Q&A post.
In my opinion. Noushintou Hoshi is the worst anime artist of all time. Not only does she suck at storytelling, she sucks at life and acts like Chris Chan on hard drugs. I don't think any artist could be worse than her.

Just 1 week after Alex's spergout over being blocked by Hoshi-san, he would apologize.
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Alex made an alt to try and befriend Hoshi-san again, definitely not stalker behavior. Not at all. He also admits in this video that he has told his mom about this, and that she has practically given the advice of "lol calm down".

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In a shocking turn of events, it turns out that Alex's actions are abuse. His words, not mine.
This would be the last mention of Hoshi-san, until Alex's Halal. Kiwis would find out about Alex's obsession with Hoshi. This caused Alex to freak out and accuse Kiwis of harassing Hoshi-san.
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Alex is retarded, as he's the only one person who actually cares about Hoshi-san.
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Xitter 2: Gone
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Xitter 5: Gone
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Wut..? Lol
I think he's referring to the Null Thread on Prospering Grounds

Alex says that he hates Kiwifarms because they're Trumps simps, but I don't really know why. There's a whole Trump Enslavement Syndrome Thread on this forum if he wants to go to a place here where people hate trump.

00:00:03 yeah honestly I still want to make the statement I still hate kiwi Farms still hate the people who join in on buying me and stuff like that and it's pretty much just because they just mess with my mind but honestly um I've become way too delusional I mean the bridge is already burned I'm not coming back keep it as it is just let these people on qiwi farms play with their own poo just everyone on kiwi Farms is cleared from all charges I planned including Joshua Conor Moon including glowy including spurg

00:01:13 spectating including [Music] axom they're free to do whatever they want with me and my content with my even with my voice if they want me to sing a dumb Johnny Rebel song they they're well within their right to make a dumb AI video of me singing to a dumb Johnny Rebel song I don't care yeah I went I I know I still hate kiwi Farms but that's pretty much due to the fact that they're just most of them are Sims for Donald Trump and Elon Musk I still hate Donald Trump I still hate Elon Musk I'm still planning

00:02:09 depress charges against Elon Musk for spamming me with a bunch of porn Bots that want to stalk me but honest to God um nothing's going to happen to kibi Farms going to try to make sure to keep on that promise going to try to make sure to go go back to therapy actually tell the therapists what I did in the past few months and yeah I realized there was some positive things about generative AI that I overlooked I just don't want spam I just don't want people people passing off AI is real all right but if they pass it off as satire

00:03:13 then I don't mind I mean that was the charm of AI when it was first introduced the charm of D mini in those weird AI videos it was meant to be satire that that and I realized that was meant to be the point I think generative AI shouldn't be taken seriously I think it should have been made made just for fun just for jokes and stuff like that shouldn't interfere in the market I understand why so many anime artists are against AI cuz many people like to steal their style feed it into Ai and pass it off as real

00:04:00 but again I own an apology to Kiwi farms and AI Bros for taking things way too far even though I still hate kiwi Farms you know they're welcome to split my stuff for AI or whatever same goes with soy Jack party and other meme websites I don't care anymore

Alex is saying that Kiwifarms won't last 5 years because he believes that every user is going to get Halal'd. He also mentions @Save The Loli. (I don't know why it doesn't @ them, although he did mention that this user's name was changed to gibberish so maybe that's why.)

00:00:03 all right so thing about kiwi farms and why I believe it's not going to last another 5 years okay I've seen this happen to so many people before um like I am honestly convinced that nearly every single user on kiwi Farms is going to be allowed the way I was all right I refused to go on kiwi Farms with this one exception know what happened to set user and I briefly visited kiwi Farms just to see what happened to save the loli it was a Ki Farms user since 2017 save the Lolly I as I presume is probably banned from the

00:01:12 website and had its name changed to complete gibberish and had his profile picture removed after getting in an argument with Joshua Connor [Music] Moon and yeah it's momento Mory you know I remember remember um Jethro toore was completely banned from kiwi Farms so was Madre morte and stuff like that but you get the point like I remember niik Rights Act niik rights activist was banned long before I was back in 2022 and so was MC automatic rifle Thug but that was like a major spur anyways but I kid you not

00:02:04 um those who joined in on making fun of me on kiwi Farms I expect like a good portion of them will be allowed in the next few years and talking spur spectating toi suzu Hara cheesy B axium nameless one welper helper what ever number glowy we are the witches oh I'm expecting We Are The Witches to get Hallowed pretty soon dick brain especially with the expose a on me I'm definitely is very likely to get a hell out thread all right it's going to happen it's going to happen especially with the wave of bands that happen on

00:03:02 kiwi farms and waves of people getting exposed nowadays it's going to be a massive Schism it's going to be a massive Schism you know I'm not going to be there for it I'm not going to be there for maybe to check in to see what happened to like nameless one or welper helper or axi or toi suaro if hits the fan for them may observe what happened to them but you know what Kiwi Farm's users are going to be hallowed to the point where kiwi FMS would be in such a Schism Joshua Conor moon is going to be so mad and the K

00:03:54 firms is just going to go under and basically it's just going to be regarded as a huge hole that nobody wants anything to do with it it would make it on the news that kwi Farms is crumbling that's what I predict cuz it's such a black hole of autism I guess documenting autistic users becomes the makes this site a black hole of autism I won't won't be there for I won't be there to laugh at you I won't be there to help you or anything like that if you especially if you made fun of me all right you reap what you

00:04:49 sell all right I'm never returning to my account whatsoever even though there's this guy Neo-Nazi Rich Evans that said free my guy lunar eclipse Paradox so we can answer those questions no please don't they're taking advantage of me those who take advantage of me will take advantage of each other they're they're going it's going to be a massive Schism the real low class the real loow is the friends we made along the way but I don't think that's going to last I don't think that's going to last if kiwi Farms does make it until 2030

00:05:42 I'd actually be surprised but no I refuse to read my thread cuz I know how much it with my mind so yeah
 
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I know I unsupported Ruben Sim once but I resupported Ruben Sim again at the same level because Roblox refuses to crack down on condos and predators. It's crazy how we have to go to such lengths to keeping predators off of Roblox and Ruben Sim demonstrated that Al can be used for good and that Generative Al isn't all bad. So he deserves my support.
Okay, but does Ruben even care about pedophile paypigs like you? We know you openly brag about your fetishes, so don’t think that pretending not to be a lolicon amputee fetishist will save you.
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It's still a fact most of the KiwiFarms user base are pedophiles including Null himself. Wait until everyone gets Halal'd on KiwiFarms.
Explain the armless neko shota fantasies you have. Hypocrite is a deadly poison for retards like you.
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Why the fuck do these porn bots keep requesting to follow me, stop it! I'm filing a class action lawsuit against Elon Musk.
I was told by my mother to stop supporting more people with little money I have. I think I should keep track of my spending.
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I still want to be an anime like armless neko boy in my afterlife with other anime like armless nekos around the same age.
I never should've been so harsh to Generative Al. It's actually giving me some resources in learning Tobati. A language that has very little resources.
M’kay.
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I still hate KiwiFarms and the people on there who joined in on Bullying me. But I won't be filing any DMCA's against them for using me and my voice in Al. So they're well withing their rights to make any dumb edit of me even if I hated some of them for being cringe or if I find it creepy. I kinda like Noushintou Hoshi but I kept her blocked on Social Media. I refuse to be a part of her life because I wasn't able to get along with her.
Definitely not creepy stalker behavior at all. You mainly use Google Translate trying to scare her off with your disgusting remarks at her from English to Japanese.
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My Al derangement has been really unhealthy for my mind. I realized it should just be regulated to prevent spam and forgery. But not destroyed.


"Dr Hogendorp, How I stopped worrying and learned to love the Al"


Actually it would be funny if someone on KiwiFarms or whatever weird corner of the internet makes it a movie.
Gay.
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I may have to unsupport some creators due to financial reasons. The economy is going rough.
Broke ass nigger :story:
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I wish I could have a sincere talk with Axiom. I will not be on KiwiFarms for that though.
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I did a small visit to KiwiFarms because I was curious on what happened to SaveTheLoli. Turns out the name was changed to gibberish and the profile pic was deleted and the user was probably banned. I still refuse to go to my lolcow page and read what's there. Though someone did mention me in the Ruben Sim Derangement Syndrome thread and how I was Ex-Kiwi Farms Member turned lolcow. There will be a lot more Ex-Kiwi Farms Members turned Lolcows in the future because KiwiFarms is the black hole of autism.
You’re the blackest gorilla nigger we’ve ever encountered.
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I refuse to return to KiwiFarms, I refuse to even log in. But if something happens to a notable KiwiFarms user, I'll be curious to find out, especially if it's one whose made fun of me.


Also. Tommy Tooter made his own "Criteria of Scum". Lol.
Of course, you’d side with the pedo dogfucker.
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KiwiFarms was giving me too much anxiety months before I got halal'd and I was preparing myself to leave the platform and I did. I want nothing to do with this despotic hellhole. It's too much of a mess for me to handle. All this condemnation against me made me shed tears, it was too much for me to bear. Nobody there was my friend. It was awful in the worst possible way. I just wanted to cry everytime I had a nightmare. I go crazy in these nightmares even when I stop reading my own thread and what was said about me. I wanted things to go to normal, but what is normal? Crying on the couch when watching The Weather Network? This is why I want to be this armless neko Sakuya-kun in comfortable liminal spaces.
Gay.
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I should've left KiwiFarms several months before the time I wrote this. I am so depressed.
Gay.
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I just hate people who hate me. But I just feel so incompetent. I often imagine the mass damper in Taipei 101 coming down and crushing me like in the show Life After People.
Gay.
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I was afraid of the moon when I was a small


child. I would often complain about the moon being in the sky because it was too overwhelming for my senses. There is a term for this. "Selenophobia". I would have blankets covering my windows because I just can't sleep with the moon in my eyes.
:story: We found his new phobia!
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I wanted to be cool. But what is cool? I private my social medias and have no plans on making them public.
You’re more of a faggot than being actually cool.
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I still remember that on July 3, 2024. Discovering Noushintou Hoshi, and the fact she had blocked me had made me angry. And then when it happened again on October 27, 2024. I had lost myself after my summer of anxiety. I am a very pessimistic person who just couldn't handle social media.
Pitying yourself won’t save you. Money doesn’t grow on trees, so is your entire social media presence.
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I really can't handle social media. Too many trolls and bots. It's annoying. So is it any wonder why I refuse to go on KiwiFarms anymore. I can't handle Kiwi Farms. It pressures me to my limits.


I cannot handle being a public figure on Twitter and elsewhere because the bots, block abusers and trolls. What's the point of joining into a


community that would hide behind an alias?


They feel powerful online and are powerless offline. It's been a disaster.
:story:

⚠️🧩NEW LIST ALERT (NOT A DEATH NOTE) 🧩 ⚠️

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These Kiwi Farms users will be eligible for Halal Therapy if they ever get Halal'd. This is not a kill list or a condemnation list. I just know every user on KiwiFarms is at extreme risk of being Halal'd.

  • Axiom.
  • CheesyBeavy
  • Sperg Spectating
  • Glowie
  • Dick Brain
  • Toji Suzuhara
  • We Are The Witches
IKOL


• Catgirls Are Love


Sparkletor 2.0


Nein Inch Nales





Neo Nazi Rich Evans


Save The Loli (now name changed to gibberish (has been halal'd))





Nameless One


Suburban Bastard


The Last Stand


Doctor Of Autism


  • Freaktography
  • NaggotFigger
  • Hollywood Hulk Hogan
  • The Un-Clit
  • Trombonista
  • Saddam Hussein Obama
  • Bargain Bin Laden
  • Jethro Tullamore (now Halal'd)
  • Equal Rights For Android (now Halal'd)
  • CallMeCicada
  • Private Tag Reporter
    1717dude 13


    Those not on the list may request for eligibility.


    The only blacklisted person is JesusWithBazookas79.
 
These Kiwi Farms users will be eligible for Halal Therapy if they ever get Halal'd. This is not a kill list or a condemnation list. I just know every user on KiwiFarms is at extreme risk of being Halal'd.

  • Axiom.
  • CheesyBeavy
  • Sperg Spectating
  • Glowie
  • Dick Brain
  • Toji Suzuhara
  • We Are The Witches
IKOL


• Catgirls Are Love


Sparkletor 2.0


Nein Inch Nales





Neo Nazi Rich Evans


Save The Loli (now name changed to gibberish (has been halal'd))





Nameless One


Suburban Bastard


The Last Stand


Doctor Of Autism


  • Freaktography
  • NaggotFigger
  • Hollywood Hulk Hogan
  • The Un-Clit
  • Trombonista
  • Saddam Hussein Obama
  • Bargain Bin Laden
  • Jethro Tullamore (now Halal'd)
  • Equal Rights For Android (now Halal'd)
  • CallMeCicada
  • Private Tag Reporter
    1717dude 13


    Those not on the list may request for eligibility.


    The only blacklisted person is JesusWithBazookas79
Interesting how this person doesn't go on kiwi farms anymore but just so happens to remember every single person he doesn't like.
 
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