Alex Hogendorp / Lunar Eclipse Paradox / KermisVoyager1997 / BetterSkatez / Chords of Brazil / Funky the Clown (and many more) - Whiny canuck with TDS, Political flip-flopper, Flat-earther, Fetishistic media encyclopedia, Limbless loli connoisseur, GIANT hypocrite, Raped by fake clowns, Spiritual tranny, Wanna-be skitzocow, Noushintou Hoshi's #1 fan, Betrayed by Kiwi Farms

I haven't watched his stuff in years, but Solar Sands seems to me to have tism voice, or close to it. I don't want to shit on the guy, but if you asked me to name a Youtuber with a great voice, it wouldn't be him.
I guess any voice is better than Alex's extremely autistic one.


Here's their voices

Solar Sands (Clip)


Raymundo 2112 (Clip)


Alex Hogendorp (Clip)


The first two have that "Youtube Voice" that Alex doesn't. It also doesn't help that he does not have a microphone to speak into.
 
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Alex, please go to gym.

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I am insecure about my looks ever since I was edited into really ugly drawings. I also really hate my voice. I look like Boogie2988 except ginger and not as fat. I hate it. I wanted to look more like Raymundo2112 or Solar Sands and have a voice like theirs.
"I look like that guy that's only known for being fat but I'm not as fat"
 
Alex is now diving into Elsagate.

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This video does a really good job demonstrating the fact YouTube is willing to let children be abused and corrupted for the purposes of greed.


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Even though I granted KiwiFarms and Soyjak.party to use my works. These permissions do not apply to elsagate channels. Elsagate channels exploiting my works will be met with the most extreme consequences.

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I know I may not seem to be the right person talking about Elsagate with all that shit that KiwiFarms has given me, but I still am concerned and I loathe these elsagate content farms. Instead of protecting children from these things, they wanted to exploit them for revenue.

The worst part is as much as I want to ignore it and go offline, the effects will and has manifested itself into the modern world. I had zero intentions to corrupt the world with my experimental artwork, but I think the ptsd from elsagate garbage, snuff, extreme porn amongst other shit is why I was challenged and pressured.
 
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I'm glad you have "limits" Alex.

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I once had an appeal from a user with such extreme fetishes that I was horrified and didn't respond to said person. I am a weird person, but I have my limits though.

Seems like he's being introspective here...

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I just have a hard time discerning between what is and isn't satire sometimes. When people tell me "kys" or "you should rake yourself", I often think they're being serious about it. I guess it's easier to run away or being overly defensive about myself over being challenged. I can't take being challenged in the slightest for the things I do. Got challenged by someone for taking pictures and I ended up extremely mad and overly defensive and calling them extreme profanities, though I later felt so bad about it and apologized when I learned the reason they were so concerned to the point of challenging me. Gladly made friends with them after that but It occurs to me there are people much less civilized than me and kept breaking into their property which is absolutely wrong. My mother asked me to take a picture of a house she liked but I wasn't comfortable of making direct images of a certain house considering how vulnerable these people were, although she meant no harm to them anyways, she just likes how it was designed. And then I look back at what I did to someone much less capable of handling criticism than me. Noushintou Hoshi. Makes me want to cry thinking about my actions towards her. I fear being rejected by someone I wanted to be accepted by.
 
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I am insecure about my looks ever since I was edited into really ugly drawings. I also really hate my voice. I look like Boogie2988 except ginger and not as fat. I hate it. I wanted to look more like Raymundo2112 or Solar Sands and have a voice like theirs.
he shall become jacked due to being jakked
 
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I am insecure about my looks ever since I was edited into really ugly drawings. I also really hate my voice. I look like Boogie2988 except ginger and not as fat. I hate it. I wanted to look more like Raymundo2112 or Solar Sands and have a voice like theirs.
He keeps up what he's doing, he'll end up with a "crab claw".
mastur.webp
 
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I would've vented about telling people how much I hate my life but I then I keep remembering people like Cyraxx and Boogie2988 who had it much worse than me or made really stupid life decisions, then I feel lucky and better about myself. And the things I appreciate in life like a family who cares and a Total Solar Eclipse I got to see on my 18th birthday and being able to go to Japan. So honestly, I don't hate my life that much if at all. I just hate being a bit mentally challenged. I'm still much more insecure about the way I look especially when people called me fat.

can't handle being rejected, I am often scared to ask.

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But seriously, Rape Farms and Skibidi Farms? Why?

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I often remember how little friends and interactions I had in my first years in life, not understanding what I got in trouble for. I'd rather be put down than be non verbal. That would be hell. Not saying that I have anything against non verbal or severely autistic people in general. I've supervised one of them actually. I wanted to have some meaningful conversations with him but all I can just do is be patient. He would push buttons not knowing what they would do and whenever he's interested in something, I have to ask his parents if he is allowed to do that just to be sure.

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Unless someone whose made fun of me lightens up to me, I will remain in this major depressive period. Can someone Halal someone already. I want someone to feel my pain already.

Anyone. Axiom., Private Tag Reporter, Nameless One, Toji Suzuhara, We are the witches, please be Halal'd already. Make me feel a bit better.

This thread moved so fast that I didn't even think to make something for the 200th page lol
 
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"Treating me like a monkey. Stoning me. Throwing me off buildings. Putting me in the gas chambers" Did we do that?

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People on KiwiFarms are awfully rude to me which is just sad. Thinking about it just makes me want to go crazy. They would never say these things to me in person. So they're lucky I dropped all charges against them.

Treating me like a monkey. Stoning me. Throwing me off buildings. Putting me in the gas chambers. And making friends along the way. It hurts. What is humanity anymore.

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Fucking deviantshart and their defective submit button! Why?!
 
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