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Here's hoping he doesn't hurt anyone else if (or inevitably when) he does decide to end it all.
Alex Hogendorp / Lunar Eclipse Paradox / KermisVoyager1997 / BetterSkatez / Chords of Brazil / Funky the Clown (and many more) - Whiny canuck with TDS, Political flip-flopper, Flat-earther, Fetishistic media encyclopedia, Limbless loli connoisseur, GIANT hypocrite, Raped by fake clowns, Spiritual tranny, Wanna-be skitzocow, Noushintou Hoshi's #1 fan, Betrayed by Kiwi Farms
- Thread starter Schizoid Wife
- Start date
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- Jul 12, 2024
Suicide is painful, always reckless but I hope he goes quietly out innawoods and not in front of someone. Seeing how he cut himself for attention his suicide will definitely be loud, unpleasant and obnoxious. He really just needs prison or a nuthouse.
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- May 23, 2019
I hope he breaks his sister's heart and she's so distraught that she comes running to us for comfort.
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kiwifarms.net
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- Mar 9, 2024
That'd require him to go outside, which we both know will never happen.
No one ever baits suicide and intends to commit it, he's just a pathetic fag looking for attention.
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- Dec 12, 2022
What a fucking butchering of the Spanish language.
You mean "Trump es un presidente de mierda." You fat retard, you're in Mexico and you can't even speak Spanish?
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Well you are getting bullied now
For not knowing Lieutenant Gothmog from LotR. Stupid elf hobbit Gollum dwarf. Invisible ring yourself or whatever.
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- Jul 12, 2024
People are thirsting over his sister now lol?
Gotta make sure it's early and often.
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- Feb 6, 2025
I've a feeling Mexican looney bins also serve as cartel fronts.
If Alex actually gets his lard ass over to one, he should definitely expect to be a Los Zetas hostage.
If Alex actually gets his lard ass over to one, he should definitely expect to be a Los Zetas hostage.
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They stuff a brick of coke up your ass and make you waddle across the border
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- Jan 20, 2025
They call him "el retard sin brazos".
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Motherfucker Redeemer.
00:00:00 Alright, so, um... We got, like, some Kiwi Farms members that have surrendered and decided to call out that website. Alright? Thankful for a glass of milk and Bear Hammer for being honest and understanding. And I forgive them. Okay? Alright.
00:00:28 Kiwi Farms is in its late stages. You know? At least those people that I mentioned woke up and understood this. The rest of you people better wake up. Kiwi Farms is turning you into a monster. It is molding your brain and making you lose empathy. You know?
00:01:02 I am very shocked on how I used to be respected on the website and then just been hated out of the blue just because I called them out or have a differing political opinion than him or being a so-called pedophile. I'm not a pedophile, okay? Alright. That is just wrong.
00:01:30 that is just wrong kiwifarms users the only way you can redeem yourself is by actually calling out kiwifarms themselves i know this would result in a ban from kiwifarms because kiwifarms just can't take racism but this is how this is how you can redeem yourself okay so call out this digital spurge
00:01:58 Because that's the only way you can redeem yourself. If you don't call out this digital spurge sooner or later, by the time this site shuts down, you'll be very sorry. Okay?
00:02:14 I'm thankful for the former Kiwi Farms members who called out on their bullshit. I'm glad for them. And do not harass those who called them out. Leave them alone too. Okay? I'm happy there's gonna be more and more people out there that are taking my side against Kiwi Farms. Okay?
00:02:48 So, yeah. Joining Kiwi Farms was a huge mistake because it has radicalized me and it has radicalized a lot of people. You know the things I get to know Shinto Hoshi and I extremely regret that? Okay. Oh, and the cunting death. By the way, you are way worse than O3Bgood. How dare you betray me?
00:03:15 Call out Kiwi Farms right now. Call out Kiwi Farms. This is the only way you can redeem yourself. Same with you, Axiom. Call out Kiwi Farms. Nameless one, all right? I know you're going to be at the verge of calling out Kiwi Farms very soon, so call it out now.
00:00:28 Kiwi Farms is in its late stages. You know? At least those people that I mentioned woke up and understood this. The rest of you people better wake up. Kiwi Farms is turning you into a monster. It is molding your brain and making you lose empathy. You know?
00:01:02 I am very shocked on how I used to be respected on the website and then just been hated out of the blue just because I called them out or have a differing political opinion than him or being a so-called pedophile. I'm not a pedophile, okay? Alright. That is just wrong.
00:01:30 that is just wrong kiwifarms users the only way you can redeem yourself is by actually calling out kiwifarms themselves i know this would result in a ban from kiwifarms because kiwifarms just can't take racism but this is how this is how you can redeem yourself okay so call out this digital spurge
00:01:58 Because that's the only way you can redeem yourself. If you don't call out this digital spurge sooner or later, by the time this site shuts down, you'll be very sorry. Okay?
00:02:14 I'm thankful for the former Kiwi Farms members who called out on their bullshit. I'm glad for them. And do not harass those who called them out. Leave them alone too. Okay? I'm happy there's gonna be more and more people out there that are taking my side against Kiwi Farms. Okay?
00:02:48 So, yeah. Joining Kiwi Farms was a huge mistake because it has radicalized me and it has radicalized a lot of people. You know the things I get to know Shinto Hoshi and I extremely regret that? Okay. Oh, and the cunting death. By the way, you are way worse than O3Bgood. How dare you betray me?
00:03:15 Call out Kiwi Farms right now. Call out Kiwi Farms. This is the only way you can redeem yourself. Same with you, Axiom. Call out Kiwi Farms. Nameless one, all right? I know you're going to be at the verge of calling out Kiwi Farms very soon, so call it out now.
Summary
In a passionate appeal, the speaker addresses current and former members of Kiwi Farms, urging them to recognize the toxic impact of the website on their mental and moral well-being. The speaker expresses gratitude to those who have recently left the platform and courageously called out its harmful practices. They share their personal experience of degradation from being respected to facing harsh judgment due to differing viewpoints, and categorically deny false accusations against them. The narrative underscores a theme of redemption through collective action against the website’s toxic culture, emphasizing the urgent need for users to denounce Kiwi Farms as the path toward reclaiming their integrity and humanity. The speaker acknowledges the risk of community backlash, yet maintains that self-awareness and action are crucial for personal growth and moral recovery.
Highlights
Recognition of Exit from Toxicity: The speaker thanks former members who have left Kiwi Farms and embraced accountability for their past involvement.
Warning of Dehumanization: The speaker cautions that continued participation on Kiwi Farms is warping users’ empathy and transforming their moral judgment.
Mislabeling and Defamation: The speaker shares their personal experience of being unjustly vilified and labeled as a ‘pedophile’ for dissenting opinions.
Call for Redemption: There’s an urgent plea for users to publicly denounce Kiwi Farms as a step toward redeeming themselves and shedding its negative influences.
Regret and Reflection: The speaker reveals regret about their involvement and the radicalization they underwent while part of the site.
Deterioration of Respect: The shift from being respected to being ostracized illustrates the perils of online community dynamics and groupthink.
Encouragement against Harassment: The speaker urges kindness towards those who have left the community, emphasizing support over ostracism.
Key Insights
The Journey to Self-Recognition: Many users on Kiwi Farms may not be fully aware of how their participation can lead to negative changes in their character and moral compass. The speaker highlights that self-awareness is the first step on the path to redemption. By acknowledging the toxic environment rather than just exiting, former members can foster a healthier mindset, and inspire others to do the same.
The Importance of Accountability: The speaker emphasizes the power of accountability, not only for oneself but for the larger community. Recognizing the damaging behaviors perpetuated on Kiwi Farms is vital for any hope of change. A culture of accountability can lead to an environment where empathy and respect are upheld instead of mocked.
The Impact of Groupthink: Within online forums like Kiwi Farms, users may fall prey to groupthink, causing them to suppress dissenting opinions and engage in dehumanization. The speaker’s personal evolution showcases how easily one can be influenced by the prevailing group mindset, reinforcing the need for critical thinking and independent thought.
Personal Responsibility vs. Collective Guilt: While the speaker acknowledges their regret and negative transformation, they also highlight that membership does not need to define a person’s character forever. This delineation between personal responsibility and collective guilt encourages a message of hope—though one might lapse into harmful behavior, redemption is possible through active regret and change.
Mitigating Harassment: The plea for kindness towards those who confront their past actions speaks volumes about the speaker’s beliefs concerning community dynamics. It creates a safer environment for discourse and may lessen the likelihood of further harassment among users attempting to escape the toxic cycle.
Vocalizing Oppression: The frequency and intensity of the speaker’s insistence to “call out Kiwi Farms” serves as a larger metaphor for the importance of using one’s voice against oppression. Acknowledgment and confrontation of harmful practices empower individuals and dilute the site’s influence over users.
A Community Reclaimed: If more users follow the path of accountability and recognition of harm, it could signal a broader reclamation of the online space characterized by empathy, respect, and solidarity opposing toxic influences. This collective awakening can help heal wounds inflicted by harmful digital communities and pave the way for healthier online engagements.
Through these insights, the video becomes not just a personal confessional but a broader commentary on digital communities, accountability, and the power of change through recognition of past wrongs. The speaker’s call to action is a compelling reminder of the potential for individuals to reclaim their narratives and foster better online environments.
In a passionate appeal, the speaker addresses current and former members of Kiwi Farms, urging them to recognize the toxic impact of the website on their mental and moral well-being. The speaker expresses gratitude to those who have recently left the platform and courageously called out its harmful practices. They share their personal experience of degradation from being respected to facing harsh judgment due to differing viewpoints, and categorically deny false accusations against them. The narrative underscores a theme of redemption through collective action against the website’s toxic culture, emphasizing the urgent need for users to denounce Kiwi Farms as the path toward reclaiming their integrity and humanity. The speaker acknowledges the risk of community backlash, yet maintains that self-awareness and action are crucial for personal growth and moral recovery.
Highlights
Recognition of Exit from Toxicity: The speaker thanks former members who have left Kiwi Farms and embraced accountability for their past involvement. Warning of Dehumanization: The speaker cautions that continued participation on Kiwi Farms is warping users’ empathy and transforming their moral judgment. Mislabeling and Defamation: The speaker shares their personal experience of being unjustly vilified and labeled as a ‘pedophile’ for dissenting opinions. Call for Redemption: There’s an urgent plea for users to publicly denounce Kiwi Farms as a step toward redeeming themselves and shedding its negative influences. Regret and Reflection: The speaker reveals regret about their involvement and the radicalization they underwent while part of the site. Deterioration of Respect: The shift from being respected to being ostracized illustrates the perils of online community dynamics and groupthink. Encouragement against Harassment: The speaker urges kindness towards those who have left the community, emphasizing support over ostracism.Key Insights
The Journey to Self-Recognition: Many users on Kiwi Farms may not be fully aware of how their participation can lead to negative changes in their character and moral compass. The speaker highlights that self-awareness is the first step on the path to redemption. By acknowledging the toxic environment rather than just exiting, former members can foster a healthier mindset, and inspire others to do the same. The Importance of Accountability: The speaker emphasizes the power of accountability, not only for oneself but for the larger community. Recognizing the damaging behaviors perpetuated on Kiwi Farms is vital for any hope of change. A culture of accountability can lead to an environment where empathy and respect are upheld instead of mocked. The Impact of Groupthink: Within online forums like Kiwi Farms, users may fall prey to groupthink, causing them to suppress dissenting opinions and engage in dehumanization. The speaker’s personal evolution showcases how easily one can be influenced by the prevailing group mindset, reinforcing the need for critical thinking and independent thought. Personal Responsibility vs. Collective Guilt: While the speaker acknowledges their regret and negative transformation, they also highlight that membership does not need to define a person’s character forever. This delineation between personal responsibility and collective guilt encourages a message of hope—though one might lapse into harmful behavior, redemption is possible through active regret and change. Mitigating Harassment: The plea for kindness towards those who confront their past actions speaks volumes about the speaker’s beliefs concerning community dynamics. It creates a safer environment for discourse and may lessen the likelihood of further harassment among users attempting to escape the toxic cycle. Vocalizing Oppression: The frequency and intensity of the speaker’s insistence to “call out Kiwi Farms” serves as a larger metaphor for the importance of using one’s voice against oppression. Acknowledgment and confrontation of harmful practices empower individuals and dilute the site’s influence over users. A Community Reclaimed: If more users follow the path of accountability and recognition of harm, it could signal a broader reclamation of the online space characterized by empathy, respect, and solidarity opposing toxic influences. This collective awakening can help heal wounds inflicted by harmful digital communities and pave the way for healthier online engagements.Through these insights, the video becomes not just a personal confessional but a broader commentary on digital communities, accountability, and the power of change through recognition of past wrongs. The speaker’s call to action is a compelling reminder of the potential for individuals to reclaim their narratives and foster better online environments.
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- May 23, 2019
- His anime watch list has multiple child porn titles he rated highly
- He draws children and said he masturbates to them
- He commissioned art of his child OCs and probably masturbated to them
- He enjoys pictures of children in BDSM gear
- His version of heaven is being surrounded with cute armless catboys
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- Jul 12, 2024
Why is this guy sounding more "effeminate" than he did in his older youtube videos? Is he leaning in on the tranny falsetto? It makes me want to punch him in the throat. He's talking like he's about to cry 24/7.
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- Mar 11, 2025
It's more than his typical autist mumbling, had to resort to using the transcripts as it's grating to me. And if trooning out gives him attention, he will certainly do it.
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- Dec 28, 2014
It's amazing this child molesting piece of shit thinks anyone here needs to "redeem" themselves. YOU need to redeem yourself, you child rape asshole, just for existing. You can redeem yourself by putting a gun in your mouth and pulling the trigger.
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- Feb 3, 2023
Well, now that I woke up to news of this retard cutting himself for attention, I'll post my draft for half of the art section for the OP in case anyone feels slightly bad or sympathy for him.
Lunar Artclipse Paradox - A digital footprint of mutilated children
Some farmers may already be familiar with Alex from his frequent posts on the "Post Your Art" thread.
Alex's art style is really amateurish, to put it lightly, inspired by Japanese manga styles from the 2000s. While his technical art skills may be lacking, this section will not focus on that. Instead, the focus will be on the recurring themes in his drawings, which are, to say the least, disturbing.
As seen in his work, Alex has a disturbing fixation on depicting underaged amputees. In fact, he drew underaged amputees so frequently that I managed to compile a comprehensive list of his original armless characters (OAC) featured in his posts. Who are mostly serial killer amputees that want to get out of the shithole that is Mexico:
Atria: A blind serial killer girl with bloody bandages over her eyes.
Suhail: A serial killer girl with swept-back hair, sometimes drawn without arms.
Castor: An armless, psychopathic tomboy.
Lucile: An armless girl.
Miaplacidus: A mass murderer with deformed hands.
This particular fixation is so prominent that it reportedly caused his pink triangle, according to staff members.
Now, you might wonder if the regulars in the "Post Your Art" thread found these drawings disturbing. User liam dees, who frequents the thread, found these disturbing and asked Alex why he frequently drew armless anime girls, suggesting it might be a fetish of some kind.
According to Alex’s responses in these posts, he denies any fetishistic intent, describing his work as part of an "avant-garde" study and representation of disabilities. Keep this claim in mind as you read further.
If this is the type of art Alex is willing to share on Kiwi Farms, of all fucking places, what else might he be posting on other platforms? Thankfully, Alex has left a substantial digital footprint, with numerous drawings of mutilated girls scattered across the internet.
Warning: Censored depictions of mutilated naked children in sexual situations.
DeviantArt gallery - From his already archived accounts.
Pixiv gallery - The account is deleted, but the art he commissioned and their chat logs remain.
Seaart.ai gallery - AI app used to generate AI characters and scenarios. Yes, he paid for VIP to get these.
This blatantly contradicts his earlier statement in which he clarified that it was not a fetish. He also confessed to masturbating to his own drawings on this thread later, but I digress. But what about the art he consumes? Well, this leads us to the next section.
While this belongs on @NaggotFigger 's goon section of the OP, I want to post it since I want to make absolutely sure that nobody has the slight drop of sympathy for him now that he's cutting himself or pretending to do so.
Warning: Gore and drawn sexualized children.
Pixiv horrors thread - A thread here that Alex posted obscure fucked up art from Pixiv. With what we know now, he was most likely gooning to this while posting it and pretending to be disgusted. Yes, I had to manually censor them and I didn't include the scat he posted.
Lunar Artclipse Paradox - A digital footprint of mutilated children
Some farmers may already be familiar with Alex from his frequent posts on the "Post Your Art" thread.
Alex's art style is really amateurish, to put it lightly, inspired by Japanese manga styles from the 2000s. While his technical art skills may be lacking, this section will not focus on that. Instead, the focus will be on the recurring themes in his drawings, which are, to say the least, disturbing.
As seen in his work, Alex has a disturbing fixation on depicting underaged amputees. In fact, he drew underaged amputees so frequently that I managed to compile a comprehensive list of his original armless characters (OAC) featured in his posts. Who are mostly serial killer amputees that want to get out of the shithole that is Mexico:
Atria: A blind serial killer girl with bloody bandages over her eyes.
Suhail: A serial killer girl with swept-back hair, sometimes drawn without arms.
Castor: An armless, psychopathic tomboy.
Lucile: An armless girl.
Miaplacidus: A mass murderer with deformed hands.
This particular fixation is so prominent that it reportedly caused his pink triangle, according to staff members.
Now, you might wonder if the regulars in the "Post Your Art" thread found these drawings disturbing. User liam dees, who frequents the thread, found these disturbing and asked Alex why he frequently drew armless anime girls, suggesting it might be a fetish of some kind.
According to Alex’s responses in these posts, he denies any fetishistic intent, describing his work as part of an "avant-garde" study and representation of disabilities. Keep this claim in mind as you read further.
If this is the type of art Alex is willing to share on Kiwi Farms, of all fucking places, what else might he be posting on other platforms? Thankfully, Alex has left a substantial digital footprint, with numerous drawings of mutilated girls scattered across the internet.
Warning: Censored depictions of mutilated naked children in sexual situations.
DeviantArt gallery - From his already archived accounts.
This blatantly contradicts his earlier statement in which he clarified that it was not a fetish. He also confessed to masturbating to his own drawings on this thread later, but I digress. But what about the art he consumes? Well, this leads us to the next section.
While this belongs on @NaggotFigger 's goon section of the OP, I want to post it since I want to make absolutely sure that nobody has the slight drop of sympathy for him now that he's cutting himself or pretending to do so.
Warning: Gore and drawn sexualized children.
Pixiv horrors thread - A thread here that Alex posted obscure fucked up art from Pixiv. With what we know now, he was most likely gooning to this while posting it and pretending to be disgusted. Yes, I had to manually censor them and I didn't include the scat he posted.
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- Mar 11, 2025
>"I'm not a pedophile, I swear it's just for.. my study"
Anyways, dear fucking God. I don't think Canada doesn't do public sex offender registry, but he should be wearing an ankle bracelet to keep himself away from any place that children play.
- Joined
- Feb 3, 2023
In every single post he clarified that he was disgusted or weirded out by what he was posting. It reminds me of the Yoshi eggs 4chan post.
He also was a weird fixation on Mexico and Spanish. Probably from the time he was mugged there.