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Honestly, i feel like this would kill the thread.Or @Vitriol could ban him and @Field Marshal Crappenberg from the thread so we could laugh at him without him drumming up attention for himself
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Honestly, i feel like this would kill the thread.Or @Vitriol could ban him and @Field Marshal Crappenberg from the thread so we could laugh at him without him drumming up attention for himself
Holy shit.
Autism alright. It reminds me of @Alan Pardew's Greninja copypasta. I bet there's a lot of funny powerlevel buried in there, but it will take the will of a million men to find it all.
In fact, his entire journal is like that. We'll have to keep digging.
I had two psychologists (again, these are doctorate-level therapists) react with alarm upon me informing them I'm hebephilic, the second one immediately responding with, "There are children here!", as if children who might be in the waiting room would be in any danger from me.
Are you like me and feel routine circumcision is a form of sexual abuse, and you want assistance coping if you're a victim? Well, your college-trained therapist prospect quite possibly thinks you're not a victim at all, and it's REALLY awkward if the prospect turns out to be a member of Judaism- and a fair number of them are.
I'm reading through that right now. It's kind of interesting. Apparently he's having trouble getting therapy because even mental help professionals don't want to deal with pedos or people like him.
To be fair though, isn't it constantly suggested that people seek therapy if they have these kinds of paraphilias? It doesn't help anything if therapists are uneasy with the prospect of actually providing their services for the job that they partially exist to do.I'm reading through that right now. It's kind of interesting. Apparently he's having trouble getting therapy because even mental help professionals don't want to deal with pedos or people like him.
therapists work best with people who are already active in trying to change their bad habits, not so much with proud unrepentant child rapists who brag about wanting to rape more children and being martyrs with ruined lives because they raped childrenTo be fair though, isn't it constantly suggested that people seek therapy if they have these kinds of paraphilias? It doesn't help anything if therapists are uneasy with the prospect of actually providing their services for the job that they partially exist to do.
I'm not saying that they should be joyous or anything, but if you're job is to be a therapist, dealing with that is partially what you signed up for.
Though I guess her general way of acting and dressing inappropriately probably just compounds the issue.
therapists work best with people who are already active in trying to change their bad habits, not so much with proud unrepentant child rapists who brag about wanting to rape more children and being martyrs with ruined lives because they raped children
Does it matter? Both are equally horrifying.Has this guy said anything about being into real kiddies or is he just into pubescent cartoon animals?
Has this guy said anything about being into real kiddies or is he just into pubescent cartoon animals?
The deprivation of visual and social and other stimuli caused by a combination of isolation and the relative lack of development of the internet communities caused me to have a belated realization about my sexual attraction to children. Actually, I was fucking retarded socially and in general except in basic raw intelligence, and originally was morally opposed to erotic RP with underage characters or even children below 16 having sex with each other, though in my mid-20's these idiotic aversions disappeared. The earliest event or realization I can remember pertaining a latent preference for children (disregarding the two childhood moments previously) was at age 25. I remember coming across some furry picture of a female who was dressed like a PE coach, and sometime after that I had this fantasy of an underage student who was both sexually experienced and dominant seducing her. This was the moment of conception for my character Kentaro, a 14-year-old dominant and toned minkboy. Shortly after that I developed a fixation on younger teenagers in general, and my central age preference over the next few years fell to what it is now, which is 11-13. I don't remember when I fully realized it, but at some point afterwards I realized the only males I was attracted to were those with longer hair than usual, and the fact male children are more likely to have longer hair made them even more appealing to me. After coming across enough artwork and photos I realized I preferred crossdressing males more than merely twink-types with longer hair. In furry and anime artwork in general I have a strong fixation on feminine and crossdressing males, but my chief preference remains children around the threshold of puberty. Of course, I have not looked at either RL child erotica or tame pictures of crossdressing pubescent males, but there's no reason to assume I wouldn't respond most strongly to such images and people within the RL category.
Most who will encounter me face-to-face and probably also online will never know I'm a "pro-contact" hebephile unless I directly tell them, which is not something I generally do because there's no benefit to it.
There are probably some pro-contact people who favor complete abolition of Age of Consent laws. I am not comfortable with that, and not even my idealized world of Takomen operates like that. I'm concerned that adults and older children will take unfair advantage of a small child even with comprehensive sex and emotional education, and of course small children won't know what's too big to stuff inside one of their orifices or other important things. At the same time, such things as masturbation and oral aren't inherently destructive regardless of age, so sentencing someone to years in jail for jerking off a 10-year-old and giving the 10-year-old victim therapy without regard for circumstances solves absolutely nothing. I would set an AoC for penetrative sex and a separate AoC (probably adulthood) for extreme forms of sex, and have those AoCs include porn consumption and participation for the same things with some safeguards. Below the first AoC non-penetrative sex with anyone would be allowed, penetrative sex allowed between children maybe, consumption of general vanilla porn would be permitted, and maybe production of porn between children would be allowed. Violations referred to police and prosecutors would be treated according to the level of harm done and risk posed after considering all circumstances, and some which were the most innocuous cases would result in a warning (this would be a useful and appropriate alternative for other crimes, too) or no action at all.
Even if I wasn't hebephilic and just supported reforms to various laws and attitudes about children and sex, that's not merely a political disagreement to most people. It's per se a casus belli, a cause for going to war. There's a woman who was harassed to the point of losing her job and is currently closely monitored by various people, and the main reason is she wrote a thesis supporting a liberalization of child porn laws and a change in focus to address the root causes of the suffering and exploitation of children. She's not even attracted to children herself and never advocated production of the real stuff be permitted, but she's so viciously hated by so many people because of the above. I'm actually astonished I don't have whole legions of enemies after these years now that I'm contemplating this.
In the last version of this, I recalled in detail specific examples of these sorts of shameful outbursts where I deliberately weaponized my hebephilia and attendant philosophy verbally, or committed more innocuous but still immature and inappropriate confessions elsewhere. I'm not going to discuss them in any detail this time, and the reason is very much tied to what I mentioned last paragraph. Either out of a combination of unmitigated stupidity and malice, or just pure malice and malevolence, someone will misrepresent me if I leave in those sorts of things next time this is discovered by a drama or atrocity tourism site. It happened once before (the fact it was the pre-2015 version made it much worse since I was less talented and thoughtful by far relative to now or even early 2015), and I am sure it would happen again. Someone will latch onto one sentence or paragraph and quote that to their fuckwit compatriots or to their friends or to outside entities, while leaving out the parts where I repudiated that behavior and expressed remorse for it. Instead of being seen as an introspective and self-judging person who is careful not to needlessly upset innocent people now, I'll be seen by a good many people as a deranged, unstable, and sadistic prick who routinely sets out to horrify people. That wildfire sort of incident is likely to have unintended and unpleasant strategic ramifications, and there will be comparatively little benefit to me or anyone else by proceeding as before. There's nothing more I can do at this point to atone than commit to being rational and introspective and fixated in further general development.
Great comment. I agree he should be more honest with the therapist. To really benefit from it I believe you have to be radically honest with them even if it makes you feel vulnerable, uncomfortable, embarrassed etc. They can only diagnose and treat with the info they have.You can be as articulate and aloof as you like, but it will not change that you are despised. Your sexual desires are immoral as evidenced by the severe psychological harm they cause when acted on, but if you were actually someone who knew their desires were wrong and sought to have them treated to keep children safe, I would personally have no quarrel with you and even be sympathetic. None of us choose the cards we are dealt, but that doesn't mean we shouldn't take personal responsibility for some of them.
The fact that you openly advocate sexual activity between children and adults is absolutely repugnant, because it thows us that you refuse to accept that your urges are potentially harmful and worse, wish to indulge in them. You present yourself as someone who is compfortable with themselves yet you have come back to this thread attempting to justify yourself and even boast about the amount of negative ratings you are receiving; stop kidding yourself.
I think you should go away and do some serious introspection - you said you're seeing a therapist but I doubt you're being wholly honest with him about how you really feel about yourself. Does he know you openly advocate sexual activity with children?
I'm not even going to go into your mediocre furry cosplay, I don't care about that. What you wear is your business but that doesn't mean most people won't think it's not an eyesore.
Nah it's more like
"Hmm, maybe if I try to fit in they'll see how not eccentric I am and stop all discussion on me"
Flips open thesaurus
If he wanted to have things he wanted to keep hidden stay hidden, bumping his own thread and giving extra attention to himself sure isn't going to do it.
And my theory is that it will be something that could potentially get him thrown in jail
Like what we are at this point? Or someone in real life?Something with irl effects would have to be the ultimate goal, since he's proclaimed himself immune to mere ridicule. It would probably be someone deeply annoyed by his Pedo Batman Gambit scheme.
Look, I'm not saying that ALL furries and bronies are pederasts that should be beaten to death with hickory ax handles, I'm just saying 'why take the chance?'.
He is playing 4dchess with you goys.
If thread locks he wins.
If thread left open he get what he wants.
If thread ban him interest falls down.
There is too many bread crumbs he left,and I bet it have a purpose,choose wisely goys.
Don't worry, he's more than happy to elaborate on this himself.
He is playing 4dchess with you goys.
If thread locks he wins.
If thread left open he get what he wants.
If thread ban him interest falls down.
There is too many bread crumbs he left,and I bet it have a purpose,choose wisely goys.