- Joined
- Aug 14, 2022
Looking back to when I was a kid, I remember waking terrified at times.
Now, all my dreams are somewhat horrifying at least at some point when I sleep. But it does not even bother me that much anymore. Sometimes, I'll wake up to pee and keep the theme alive in my head, because at least I am sleeping and I don't want to fuck that up.
It goes from fucking up things, to having maggots in your toes, crashing planes, sinking boats, nuclear attacks, famine or whatever fucked up universe I land on. Yet, I wake up unphased. I'll gladly fall back asleep to it. It's my peace.
Now, all my dreams are somewhat horrifying at least at some point when I sleep. But it does not even bother me that much anymore. Sometimes, I'll wake up to pee and keep the theme alive in my head, because at least I am sleeping and I don't want to fuck that up.
It goes from fucking up things, to having maggots in your toes, crashing planes, sinking boats, nuclear attacks, famine or whatever fucked up universe I land on. Yet, I wake up unphased. I'll gladly fall back asleep to it. It's my peace.