Alex Hogendorp / Lunar Eclipse Paradox / KermisVoyager1997 / BetterSkatez / Chords of Brazil / Funky the Clown (and many more) - Whiny canuck with TDS, Political flip-flopper, Flat-earther, Fetishistic media encyclopedia, Limbless loli connoisseur, GIANT hypocrite, Raped by fake clowns, Spiritual tranny, Wanna-be skitzocow, Noushintou Hoshi's #1 fan, Betrayed by Kiwi Farms

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I wish Asura's Wrath got a sequel :(

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It took Alex ~900 status updates, ~800 comments, and a month of sperging to finally stop, and you know what the worst part is? He couldn't even stop himself, his family had to intervene and talk sense into him.

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I am advised by my family to avoid doing status updates on Deviantart for awhile and to stop giving the trolls on KiwiFarms any of my time because of how much they try to get me frightened over nothing.

Hopefully this is the end. There's only so many ways to milk a cow after all, and Alex, if you're reading this, I hope you get the help you need.
 
And the only trait he has and build himself to discern himself from others is that he enjoys Amputated loli porn.
Nah, he's not even uniquely pathetic, there are countless others who are more disappointing than him, even in that same pathetic guro niche.

He's just an abject failure through and through, incapable of learning even the most basic artistic skills in 10 years, not even in service to a broken barrel bottom-tier fetish, which makes his parents' knowing even sadder/funnier.

I mean, imagine telling a family member proudly that you’re 47th on the mud-eating leaderboard to own the kiwichuds, only to watch whatever lingering hope they had for you evaporate in real time.
 
it feels weird browsing random threads and seeing alex's posts in them
I get your feelings. I knew Alex for almost a year and never did he talked about weird Loli pedo shit.

I really saw him as a respected member in keno chat. Never any issues really.

So yes, seeing Alex his older post before the big happening sure makes me feel some type of way.

Normally a second chance for fucking stuff up is totally okay with me. Being forgiving is not that hard.

Sadly he chose from all the retard choices he could have chosen the pedophile option.
I am therefore happy Alex got perm banned because pedophiles don’t deserve second chances.

To be honest. This situation is pretty sad. :(
 
New Videos.

00:00:01 all right the perfect citizen made has has contacted Donovan padon to make a video on Dan so I don't think there's going to be a video that's ever going to be better than this honestly now I was planning to make a video titled um Dan so's better than Sheldon Donner just to kind of piss off Sheldon Doner but I just said nah the fud's gone on long enough let bygones be bygones but my real opinion on Dan soel is he's not a really he's not that good of a guy he might be a pedophile I know he's a Manchild I know he can be pretty

00:00:42 rude and he often sends out death threats which is not good I mean I'm I was guilty of this too obviously but you know but Donovan Patton making a video on Dan SOA the perfect citizen getting Donovan Patton to make a video on Dan so and saying that he's grounded is the most amazing thing I've ever seen like that is absolutely amazing that is like absolutely amazing like maybe Dan syel should learn from something like this learn to be a bit more nicer to other people I mean Donovan padon knowing Dan so's Behavior doing a

00:01:32 research on Dan soble and knowing that he's not that nice guy you know when Dan soo's Idol calls him out you know you done something wrong so yeah great great work to the perfect Citizen and Donovan pan for this for creating the best thing to ever surface on YouTube I don't think there's a video that's ever better than this
Summary

In a highly charged discourse, the speaker expresses their admiration for a recently created YouTube video by Donovan Patton, which critiques a controversial figure in the online community, Dan Sole. The speaker had initially intended to create a video that would provoke Dan Sole’s supporters by declaring him superior to another YouTuber, Sheldon Donor. However, they decided to refrain from this after reflecting on the toxicity that has surrounded the community. The speaker feels strongly about Dan Sole’s questionable behavior and suggests that he deserves criticism for his past actions including issuing death threats and showing alarming tendencies that they go so far as to label as potentially pedophilic. They are particularly impressed with the efforts made by Donovan Patton and the Perfect Citizen in bravely calling out Dan Sole’s actions, framing it as a morally commendable act. Overall, the creation of this video is treated as a pivotal moment that has the potential to influence Dan Sole’s behavior positively, urging him to be more respectful and kinder towards others.

Highlights
🎥 The ultimate YouTube video: Donovan Patton and The Perfect Citizen create a standout video that critiques Dan Sole.

👍 Refraining from provocation: The speaker chooses to abandon a potentially inflammatory

00:00:00 Dan soble exposed me last week and to be honest it's kind of taken a toll on my mental health so I called up a few of my buddies and they said to me you know just ignore him and I'm like well thanks but that doesn't really help me and then I realized I should just call my good friend Donovan Patton or you know the former host of Blues Clues so I called him up and we started talking and he's like so TPC what's wrong and I said oh this guy Dan soble he's causing a lot of problems he's like well what's he doing

00:00:36 and I said uh well I told him exactly what was going on and after I told him he was furious and I was like look man don't don't be so angry you know there's not much that we can do he said no no no you know what I'm going to make a message for Dan and I'm going to give him a piece of my mind I said okay well you do what you want so he sent me this video and Dan I think you should just give it a watch hey Dan how's it going uh I'm here in the thinking chair because uh I got to figure something out

00:01:12 a uh a lesson has to be learned uh cuz apparently you've been super mean to TPC what was that all about come on now we got to take care of each other you got to do better than that so uh well now that we're in your thinking chair let's think it out ah our three Clues are you Dan clearly I mean that's looks just like you right right I mean it's a pretty good drawing uh G letter G and then a circle so what could be going on what could you need to do cuz cuz you're the first clue so it's got to have something to do with

00:01:55 you and then there's G and a circle hm maybe it's not so much that it's a circle but what is a circle a circle is well it's round right it's round so there's the G and the circle G and round ground ground ground Dan you know what's you know what's going on you're grounded that's what that means you are grounded damn you can't be so mean to TPC I mean you just got grounded and it's not me I couldn't be more clear about this it it it wasn't me it's not my decision it's it's it's the clues they spelled it out

00:02:44 I mean we just we just thought it through so um yeah I I guess you got to go to your room and and think about what you did and you you got to do better can't be so mean to TPC that's not cool but uh it was good to see you um and uh yeah I hope uh hope it doesn't last too long right yeah I hope uh yeah you learn your lesson what whatever you got to do and then uh come back uh and uh yeah let's all take care of each other anyway take care Dan it's like I say every day is a gift and so are you even when you're

00:03:22 grounded hey TBC what's going on well there you have it Dan soble I don't know what else to say it came from Donovan padon himself what are you going to do ignore the clues a true clue tuber doesn't ignore the clues a true clue tuber always finds the answer and the answer is Dan you're grounded go to your room and think about what you've done
Summary

In the video transcript, TPC recounts a troubling experience involving Dan Sobel, which has significantly affected TPC’s mental health. Seeking solace and guidance, TPC reaches out to his friend Donovan Patton, the former host of “Blue’s Clues.” During their conversation, Donovan expresses his outrage at Dan’s behavior and decides to create a video message aimed directly at Dan, urging him to reconsider his actions. In this message, Donovan employs the familiar Blue’s Clues format, playfully illustrating the concept of Dan being “grounded” for his unkind actions towards TPC. The encounter is not just a humorous take on accountability but also serves as a reminder to treat one another with respect and kindness. The overall message promotes solidarity among friends and encourages individuals to reflect on their behavior towards others.

Highlights
🎬 Dan Sobel’s Impact: The actions of Dan Sobel have had a notable negative effect on TPC’s mental well-being.
📞 Reaching Out for Support: TPC turns to former “Blue’s Clues” host Donovan Patton for advice after feeling distressed.
😡 Donovan’s Anger: Donovan expresses his anger over Dan’s treatment of TPC, emphasizing friendship and support.
🎨 Clue Drawing: Donovan playfully uses a drawing to convey the message that Dan is “grounded” for his actions.
🤔 Learning Moments: The video utilizes the familiar “thinking chair” concept to encourage reflection and learning from mistakes.
🤝 Friendship and Kindness: The underlying theme emphasizes taking care of each other and expressing kindness amidst disagreements.
🎉 A Message of Hope: The video ends on a positive note, highlighting the importance of learning from our actions and fostering goodwill.
Key Insights

💔 Mental Health Matters: TPC’s initial distress following Dan Sobel’s actions highlights the profound impact that interpersonal conflicts can have on mental health. Engaging with friends or trusted individuals can be crucial for emotional support, illustrating the need for community and relational resilience in overcoming challenges.

📞 The Power of Friendship: TPC’s decision to reach out to Donovan serves as a testament to the strength of true friendship. Friends can provide both emotional support and practical advice during tough times, underscoring the importance of building networks of accountability and care within our social circles.

😡 Responding to Conflict: Donovan’s anger at Dan Sobel’s behavior demonstrates how friends can actively stand up for each other. This highlights the notion that addressing grievances among friends is a valid response and reinforces the idea that supportive friendships can act as a buffer against negative experiences.

🎨 Creative Communication: The playful and imaginative method Donovan employs — using art and the “thinking chair” — reinvigorates the nostalgic format of “Blue’s Clues.” This creative approach to conflict resolution reminds viewers that it’s okay to address serious issues in a light-hearted manner, using creativity as a tool for communication.

📖 Learning from Mistakes: The concept of being “grounded” used by Donovan serves to illustrate a form of accountability. The framework reinforces the idea that everyone can make mistakes, but it’s essential to learn from them and grow. This playful application of consequences allows for reflection without harsh judgment.

🙌 Promoting Kindness: The message concludes with the poignant reminder that caring for one another

Pickle Rick.
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00:00:01 this is a message to pickle Rick okay you need to stop spreading lies about me all right okay you want Milo to turn on me is that what you want you want to manipulate Milo the cat to turn on me one of my oldtime friends from 2015 that ain't going to happen because what kirm said about me were all flat out lies you listen to Kiwi Farms of all [ __ ] and you call me a traitor well guess what pickle Rick when I come home because the mobile YouTube is really not user friendly but when I come home and I

00:00:47 see you reuploaded that video I'm going to take it down and give you a copyright strike okay you can't get away with spreading lies about me and getting my friends to turn on me
Summary

The video transcript showcases a heated message directed at an individual referred to as “Pickle Rick.” The speaker vehemently denies accusations made against them, accusing Pickle Rick of spreading lies and attempting to poison relationships with mutual friends—specifically targeting Milo, a cat that seemed to have a special connection with the speaker. The speaker asserts that misinformation shared on platforms like Kiwi Farms is baseless and confronts Pickle Rick regarding the reuploading of what they consider defamatory content. The message culminates in a warning about potential legal recourse through copyright strikes if the situation persists. The overall tone is one of frustration and defiance, highlighting a desire to clear their name and protect their relationships.

Highlights
🚫 Accusations of Misinformation: The speaker responds to unfounded claims being spread by Pickle Rick.

🐾 Friendship at Stake: Emphasizes the attempt to manipulate mutual friendships, particularly implicating Milo, which adds a personal touch to the conflict.

📱 Platform Challenges: Mentions the difficulty of using mobile YouTube, hinting at challenges in managing online communications.

⚖️ Legal Threats Implied: The speaker warns of potential copyright action against Pickle Rick, indicating seriousness in addressing misrepresentation.

📢 Defiance Against Lies: The speaker’s tone is assertive and unyielding, showcasing a strong desire to confront deceit.

🗣️ Personal Accountability: The speaker calls for transparency and truthfulness within their social circle, pushing back against dishonest narratives.

🔗 Community Impact: The conflict is not just personal; it has implications for their broader community of friends and online acquaintances.
Key Insights

🥊 Confrontation as a Catalytic Response: The speaker’s direct confrontation of Pickle Rick underlines a critical response mechanism to defend one’s reputation. This illustrates how misrepresentation and rumors can provoke defensive actions that escalate interpersonal conflicts, especially in digital spaces where information can spread rapidly.

🔄 The Fragility of Online Relationships: The mention of Milo turning against the speaker highlights the fragility of online relationships. In digital arenas, where friendships often intersect with personal reputations, misinformation can disrupt even the strongest bonds, showcasing a significant risk of social media dynamics.

📱 Technological Impediments Affect Communication: The speaker notes that mobile YouTube is not user-friendly, which sheds light on the challenges individuals face in managing their online personas and responses. A lack of suitable tools can hinder effective communication, leading to misunderstandings and prolonged conflicts.

⚔️ Legal Protections in the Digital Age: By threatening a copyright strike, the speaker emphasizes the importance of understanding digital rights and protections. This is a crucial insight for content creators, as it reflects a growing awareness of how intellectual property laws can shield individuals from defamation in a largely unregulated online environment.

📈 The Role of Community Standards: The reference to Kiwi Farms indicates a recognition of various online communities’ standards and reputational practices. The power these platforms hold in shaping narratives around individuals can have lasting effects on social standing and relationships, augmenting the stakes of online discourse.

🕵️ The Influence of Social Proof: By highlighting the notion that friends like Milo could be swayed by the false narratives, the speaker underscores the concept of social proof—a phenomenon where individuals look to others’ beliefs for validation. This mechanism amplifies the potential impact of rumors, as individuals may question their relationships and judgments in light of conflicting information.

🎭 Identity and Self-Representation: The overarching narrative reflects the speaker’s urgent need for self-representation and identity defense in a public forum. The insistence on clarifying lies and safeguarding one’s image is a common theme in digital interactions, where an individual’s sense of self can be significantly affected by external perceptions driven by misinformation.

Conclusion

The video transcript is a raw expression of frustration and a call for accountability in the face of spreading rumors and lies. It reflects the broader themes of interpersonal communication in the digital age, where misunderstandings can escalate rapidly, leading to significant emotional and relational consequences. The speaker’s strong stance against Pickle Rick serves as a reminder of the importance of integrity and fidelity in friendships, especially within online communities where narratives can easily be manipulated. Through this confrontation, the insights gleaned from the message reveal essential aspects of navigating social relationships in a hyperconnected environment, emphasizing the need for vigilance in managing personal narratives amidst widespread misinformation.

I found the channel:https://www.youtube.com/@TheSCCandACCAreBadCommunities/videos

Here is the video about Kermisvoyager1997 (It's a reupload, apparently.)

00:00:02 [Music] [Music] why why why why why why this world why [Music] okay guys I can't maintain this anymore I I just this harassment this drama is just too much it's too much I can't I can't take it anymore I I just can't let me let me explain you know these influx of all these age restrictions is coming around like I I just feel like this whole action is like taking taken like every other day from the people that I know they they they really seem to be cracking down on anything they don't like like anything

00:01:18 that pisses them off like why did they do this why did they do this what [Music] they can't leave me alone they can't leave me alone they can't leave me alone I feel threatened okay I feel like anything that I make in the past can be used against me this whole counter Cel cure that's what I meant to say this anxiety it makes me [ __ ] up about everything when I proun something like I'm was supposed to say Ral canar and tman they refused to leave me alone this is why I'm making this decision to shut

00:02:05 all of it down myself okay I'm trying so hard so [ __ ] hard to get my videos and everything on other SES I'm trying so [ __ ] hard to find a good way to do it okay I want all of you every single one of you to download everything I've ever put up on YouTube every single one I don't care if you make money all this I don't care if you steal it just just download everything preserve my words preserve everything I can't my anxiety is just too much they're cracking down big time they really are like they

00:02:44 really are I never should have invested on this platform I never sh it was a huge mistake a huge mistake I of all these CLA I chose you to I didn't realize I would get the is that I did not realize and get this horrible imagine being the one building this platform and seeing your kind being treated like [ __ ] to the point where they even hunt you down okay I'm going to say this I felt as if I never should have made those sarcastic Troll videos back in the day that's where I started off as I feel as this but I never should

00:03:25 have started off at that it was it was an experiment okay it was an experiment do anyone that I offended over these videos I am sorry I know you are young I know you are young I know you learn from your mistakes I ever wanted is for people to leave me alone why can't they leave me alone okay okay take a deep breath okay okay I tried to keep my emotions I tried to sound normal but now I can't do it anymore there's nothing I recognize from this anymore there's nothing I want everything to go back to

00:04:16 normal I want everything to go back to normal I want the side to go back to normal I want everything else to go back to normal I failed to imply that when a sight grows this large it loses all the magic and becomes completely toxic but kerm voer YouTube's a private company they can do whatever they want oh really what if they do the same [ __ ] to you how are you going to feel about that the ker sper YouTube has to do it for the advertisers yeah the advertisers are complete so Taran like them every bias

00:05:01 okay they're every every bias who let YouTu become the Monopoly gatekeeper of video hosting who let Google became the Monopoly Gatekeepers of the internet but kit Voyager the US government is actually filing a lawsuit against Google for that reason yes but how long is it going to take to God to leave me alone I keep hearing about these things but not much has changed not much has [Music] changed I'm sorry I'm so sorry that happened here I'm so sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I beg I beg for J I beg

00:06:00 more [ __ ] and completely broken so if anyone hasn't doing anything downloading my videos please do so please please for the love of God do so I want my words to preserve as much as you but kerm BL you're rich Angel can't you do something about it it's complicated okay it's complicated I try to find first a it's complicated besides this is p we're speaking of this is the Illuminati we're speaking of so s right I'm going to have trying to main trama you won't leave me alone you won't leave me alone

00:07:04 [Music] so much hurt it hurts what are you waiting for time is running out do something about it [Music] oh [Music]
Summary

In this emotionally charged video, the creator expresses deep frustrations with the current state of their YouTube channel and the platform itself. They feel harassed and overwhelmed by a slew of age restrictions and perceived targeted actions against their content, which they interpret as part of a larger systemic issue affecting many creators. The creator shares their anxiety about past content, particularly sarcastic videos that might have offended their audience, and worries about their personal safety and mental health. In a heartfelt plea, they urge their viewers to download all their existing videos, emphasizing the importance of preserving their words and expressions amidst a tumultuous environment. The creator reflects on their past decisions regarding content creation and regrets starting with humorous, troll-like videos. They express a desire for the community and platform to return to a sense of normalcy and emotional well-being, while highlighting their frustrations about YouTube’s corporate practices and its effects on creators. Ultimately, it becomes clear that the creator is contemplating shutting down their channel as a protective measure.

Highlights
🎥 Harassment and Anxiety: The creator feels overwhelmed by the harassment they experience, reflecting on their mental health struggles due to external pressures.

🔒 Call to Action: Urging viewers to download all past content, the creator stresses the importance of safeguarding their creative work amidst uncertainty.

🤯 Platform Frustration: There is significant frustration directed toward YouTube’s policies, particularly regarding age restrictions and content targeting.

😔 Nostalgic Regret: The creator expresses regret over early cringeworthy content, conveying how past actions continue to haunt them.

🔄 Desire for Normalcy: A longing for the platform to return to a place of positivity and creativity is evident, highlighting how significant changes can negatively impact creators.

⚖️ Corporate Critique: The creator criticizes YouTube and Google’s monopoly on video hosting and the adverse effects these corporations have on individual creators.

😢 Mental Health Implications: Acknowledging the toll on mental health, the creator underscores how public scrutiny and corporate pressures can lead to a fraught creative environment.

Key Insights

📉 The Pressure of Content Creation: The psychological toll of content creation is profound, especially when external forces like platform policies threaten a creator’s work and mental health. This video highlights the intense scrutiny influencers face, where every piece of past content could be weaponized against them.

🔗 Communities and Platforms: The relationship between creators and their platforms is multifaceted. As platforms grow, they can become more bureaucratic and, at times, hostile to the very individuals who helped them flourish. This dynamic emphasizes the precarious position of creators who both rely on these platforms for visibility and risk being penalized by them.

🗣️ The Importance of Preservation: The call for fans to download and preserve content reveals a deep-rooted fear among creators about losing their past work. This reflects broader concerns over intellectual property in light of corporate control, where creators fear their creations could vanish without proper safeguarding.

🧩 Growth and Sentimentality: The creator’s regret about their early material signifies a journey of growth, involving a shift in how they perceive their content and audience. This highlights a common narrative in the creator community, where past attempts at humor or experiments can lead to unwanted personal attacks or stress.

🚯 Mental Health in the Digital Age: This video serves as a powerful reminder of the mental health implications facing digital creators. The interplay of anxiety, public perception, and platform pressure catalyzes stress and mental exhaustion for many.

🕵️‍♂️ Corporate Influence: By discussing the lawsuit against Google, the video accentuates the larger issue of corporate monopolies in the digital space. This raises questions about the accountability of these companies and their role in regulating creator content, reflecting a growing sentiment among creators wary of corporate intentions.

🙌 Community Empowerment: The creator’s plea for action indicates a desire for their community to stand with them, fostering a sense of solidarity. This highlights the essential role that community plays in supporting creators, particularly as they navigate turbulent waters in their professional lives.

This emotional video serves as a wake-up call for many creators struggling under the weight of platform demands and societal expectations, encapsulating the need for both preservation of work and mental health advocacy in an ever-changing landscape. The creator’s sincerity resonates deeply, underscoring the broader issues facing creators today.
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To be honest. This situation is pretty sad.
He have brought this upon himself on his own. The simplest option he have had to choose was to say "yeah guys I've done some shit I'm sorry I'm happen to be retarded, I'll drop this shit cuz I realize it's wrong" AND THAT'S IT.

There's also the case of Vinluv Handesbukia who have handful of pixiv drawings in his stash, but as far as I know it's just inflation fetish degeneracy and no loli shit (I highly doubt there is none, though)

But oh well... Alex have done what he have done and we know what we have to do.
 
There was something wrong with the previous post, so I have to reupload Saito, sorry! Some autistic sperging ahead.

Meet Sight/Suhail's fusion, a.k.a True Suhight, a toned guy clad in cyan/blue/magenta and have heterochromia. He uses 6 deadly energy katana (2 are odachi) that's capable of concealing themselves within an illusion. Even though he looks like a metrosexual faggot, extremely flexible, a femboy, and is a gay faggot (OP is a heterosexual bitchnigger), he is very well-built for a 175cm tall dude with floor-length hair and is fully capable of being very masculine. His energy sneakers/boots hybrid can form blades and could kill when the heels touches on the surface. He's one of my main OCs (OP is a faggot.)
Focal theme for him was Futuristic and eyesore coloring in general.

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So, hopefully, you all enjoy the better quality timelapse of him and his revamp + (somehow) improved color coordination + toned down neon coloring from previous artworks (Mainly Red Mist-oriented) (1280px compressed), and he could kill, Alex! Just make sure he wouldn't kill Suhail or Atria with his blades and halo. And especially nonces like you, little Lexxy.

Fuck you Alex, I'm going to enjoy designing your OCs nonstop. You'll enjoy it in your cage, stlaker child. This is why your life is already over, Alex; enjoy autistic art prison, stlaker child.
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It took Alex ~900 status updates, ~800 comments, and a month of sperging to finally stop, and you know what the worst part is? He couldn't even stop himself, his family had to intervene and talk sense into him.
Considering how he has shown himself acting around his family with the public meltdowns he posted, i'm pretty sure his hiatus isn't gonna last long.
 
To be honest. This situation is pretty sad.
Naw, gonna disagree. A ton of kiwis, myself included, told him not to freak out about his triangle the first time most people remember him going "I'M LEAVING FOREVER" (he didn't even make it the whole day lol). Nobody here had a gun to his head, and he had the freedom to go and do whatever else he wanted to do with his life.
 
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