I wanted to be gone from most of the internet a lot longer but do to recent events there was no good options of not doing anything or what. So I had to come back now.
Czar, It's your old friend Imperialdiet.
I wanted to talk to you privately about this first before posting here but you have not responded and I fear this is a damn if you do, damn if you don't situation if none of us speak.
I'm not going to white knight defend you nor condemn you with vitriol that a lot of people in the community have.
You've had many different groups of friends in the community over the years and I've known you probably the longest. For about 7 years now.
You and me were part of Aldwyn's old servers. The first was an 90s American collapse civil war mod that I can no longer remember the name and the second was an axis victory mod called The Silent Bells. I remember you with Aldwyn (who I can remember his own sperg outs), Siorc, Magne, Alfred, Thakin and a few others.
It feels weird when someone you personally know for a lot longer than most has become the most hated person in the community and has more or less has become a 'lolcow' on this site.
You're not a 'machiavellian dictator' or whatever. hoi4 mods are not important, however you've vastly underestimate how many people were very passionate about TFR
I was going to make a statement basically asking you to step down but it seems you've already done that and took down the whole server with you.
Just give the devs everything back.
I understand your problems and understand the fear of when people legit want to see you dead on the internet if you've read that 4chan thread (which I've known you've had).
Please,
Please,
Please,
Take a long break from the internet. Rethink your life because your life is not over.
I say this as one of the few people who still sees you as a friend.
And as for the Hearts of Iron 4 modding community. Please forgive this man.
I know that we live in a world where Christian morality along with any sense of Christendom (especially in the west) doesn't exist anymore.
But please, as a Christian I ask you to forgive him after all of this is done.
I know it's hard after seeing your favorite little part of the internet gets seemingly ruined.
I beg we can be at peace again soon.
