Trainwreck ArchivistBecks / 8bitBecca / RemembrancerMx / Yonah Bex Gerber / Rebecca Marie Hernandez-Gerber - The Unhappiest Bitch on Earth. Used a Cancer Scare to Raise Money for a Disneyworld Trip. Collects Identities and Minority Labels Like They're Pokémon; Retired at 36 because of Self-Diagnosed PCOS

Someone in the house is done with Becky’s bullshit. I’m guessing Daniel or possibly SAD.
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You know, I’ll blindly speculate here that maybe Becky actually is suffering right now.

Idk why these BPD women want to be in poly relationships when it sets them up to be crushed. (I’ve seen this dynamic irl with some crazy past coworkers.)

Daniel, the father of her child, is leaving her. That has to be painful. Her husband is on fetlife & looking at dating other more attractive/younger women, that has to be painful.

She is getting older with no real accomplishments. She has no career, no real friends, no community, no traditions. Just hollow posts on a dumb twitter rip off site. She can’t even drive. She’s completely dependent on others.

Her ability to land more boyfriends decreases with every passing year as she ages.

Most women develop real, full lives with accomplishments, friends, community, loving and loyal (singular) husbands, etc.

Sure, she has material things. But her hierarchy of needs is seriously lacking in every other regard. It must be absolutely painful to live that every day & lack the ability to overcome it.

She set herself up to compete with other women in regards to polyamory. Every year, she realizes she can’t compete. Not by intelligence, accomplishments, personality, or beauty. And she’s realizing it.

So, maybe she does feel like she’s in crisis. I certainly wouldn’t want her life at all.
 
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But won't check herself into a facility because:

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Grow up, Becky. "I'm transgender." Yeah, I'm sure Thousand Oaks California will kill you with misgendering. If you do suicide (you won't!), hope your kid knows that it was more important to you to be called he/they than it was to celebrate more birthdays with her.

I'm sure the "assaulted in a facility" is a typical Becky story.

Whoever told her that about crises is exactly right. She is 100% the boy who cried wolf here. If Becky didn't do this every few weeks/months, everyone in her life WOULD have dropped everything to help her through a crisis. If her crises weren't suspiciously timed to keep her the center of attention when someone else might be centered for a minute, people would take them more seriously.

As it is, it's true that I have no idea what Becky could say to make not only a hostile audience like the Farms, but even her closest roommates, lovers, and spouses, believe that her emotions were real and not manufactured to manipulate people and provoke a reaction. She's painted herself into a real corner, here.

There are people in my life who have had crises and people whose mental health has had upswings and downswings while I've known them. But there's patterns to those upswings and downswings that aren't "people aren't paying enough attention, so suddenly I'm back to suicidal." There are intervals of normalcy. Becky never has these, ever, and not a single psych med combo she has ever been on has made her even convincingly fake normal emotions for a week.
 
"try x"
*Excuse*
"Maybe try y"
*Excuse*
"How about z, it will help"
*Excuse* Why won't anyone help me?

Broken Record Becky knows only a single tune.
Don’t forget inexplicably* slingshotting back into bubbly polyamorous bliss 4-8 hours later as though having four-to-six (technical) penises to hop on will make her garden grow and no for once I’m not making some pithy idiot metaphor

*:drugs
 
She lives in California, right? The sea to avail herself of should be just a short drive away. I am sure she could get an Uber to take her there, especially since she won't be needing all that weed money anymore.

And let's be frank, Hannah will benefit from not having such a mother in her life.
If only she was the least bit serious.

She may be feeling low, but this is one of Becky's second-tier tools for attention. If she's not getting enough attention with drama posts or whore posts or, most sickening of all, posting inappropriate pictures of her toddler, she'll try suicide baiting. Whatever gets the dopamine flowing.

Narcissists like Becky will never an hero. After she gets a little dopamine from it, she usually follows up her suicide baiting with something along the lines of "how it would make the haters too happy" and "she'll live forever just to spite them". Predictable fat bitch is predictable.
 
God, Becky is so fucking funny when she’s like this.
“I was this close to getting professional help, but since my boyfriend didn’t affirm me enough, maybe I won’t get help anymore and just DIE and THEN HE’LL BE SORRY”
She’s like a big tantruming baby.
I keep expecting her to throw a handful of things in a bindle and storm off like a child who’s totally running away from home this time (looking over her shoulder every two steps to see if anyone’s running after her)

Somehow, the fact that all of this seems to happen only in her mind and on twitter is even funnier- for all we know the extent of her tantrums is just her fuming while tapping away at her phone.

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maybe Becky actually is suffering right now.
Personality Disordered folks, particularly the BPDs are fucking miserable. The suffering isn't performative. I mean, it is and it isn't. Some people have probably heard the analogy that Borderlines are like people with terrible sunburns all over their body - poking a normal person on the arm doesn't provoke a huge response, but for someone badly sunburned they will cry out in real pain.

I'm not a huge fan of that analogy because it kinda puts the onus on others to "not poke" the BPDer and not on the person to learn self-regulation tools, but it's apt in that all the poking really does hurt.

Becky is hurting really badly right now. The genuine love of her life didn't just leave her, he told her she's ridiculous. There's nothing more painful to a BPD than hearing that they're making it all up. Idk, maybe because on some level they're aware of their own manipulation and it pisses them off when someone catches on. But ESPECIALLY when that person was your previous "FP" (favorite person, a BPD thing).

She wants everyone to get in the muck and spiral with her. It's affirming to her that she's right and her thoughts are real, etc. that's why the grey rock thing is so effective. Refuse to spin, boys. It'll do everyone done good. Now, just hoping this is a different Cuck than Daniel bc I want more turning on her.
If her crises weren't suspiciously timed to keep her the center of attention when someone else might be centered for a minute, people would take them more seriously.
She cannot STAND than Jackson got an away from home job. She's gotten used to him being her 24/7 caregiver and minder and she's pulling all the stops to make him unemployed again so she can keep her eyes on him and even maybe make her poverty fantasy come true (but it won't because: wealthy safety net).

Apparently this tantrum isn't about him leaving the house, per below. She probably still can't stand his attention being diverted.

Adding: no one on LinkedIn sent them formula, she's such a fucking liar.
 
Someone in the house is done with Becky’s bullshit. I’m guessing Daniel or possibly SAD.View attachment 7176179View attachment 7176180
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She deactivated her Fetlife again, btw. I'm betting this tantrum is about Sam.
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Unrelated, but over on LinkedIn:

Becky says Jackson's new job is fully remote. The Costco theory might be dead (unless Becky is just lying here).
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Jackson still hasn't updated his own LinkedIn, so the job remains a mystery.

Becky was mad that people were calling her privileged for not bothering to apply for a job at a "bro gamer" company, so she added a few more comments:
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Spoiler: Literally no one in the comments said she should tolerate sexual harassment in the workplace. She completely made that up. 🙄
 
Narcissists like Becky will never an hero. After she gets a little dopamine from it, she usually follows up her suicide baiting with something along the lines of "how it would make the haters too happy" and "she'll live forever just to spite them". Predictable fat bitch is predictable.

Or she'll select an upcoming media product and declare that she's only staying alive to watch that show/movie/play that game.
 
Or she'll select an upcoming media product and declare that she's only staying alive to watch that show/movie/play that game.
I wish we knew her Steam Account. She claimed two months ago that she was only alive to play Civ 7 and I wanna bet that she has put in less than 20 hours total since release.

I'll never understand this internet sub-culture that declares this thing is my true and only favorite thing and I'm obsessed with it and nothing else matters only to move on to the next this thing within a couple of weeks.
 
Since Becky alluded to her "cutting past", I'd like to cover another old favorite Becky yarn: the Disney tattoo and the cutting scars.

This is one she used to lean on more a while back, but one of Becky's go-to stories is she had to get a tattoo to cover the horrible cutting scars on her arm from all the totally chic self harm she engaged in. Since Becky is a basic fat Disney adult bitch, the tattoo is a Disney quote with Mickey shaped balloons.

There's just one problem: in all her attention whore picture posting, we could never see any cutting scars. See below for a clear shot of her forearms, nothing visible. (Ed. Note: sad ratdog is sad)

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Well, I guess Becky was mad we kept calling her a liar, so she posted a very close up pic of her forearm at some point. If you look at the full version of the below pic closely, you can see a few very light scars that could be from cutting. Most of which are near the tattoo but not covered by it. My theory: she got the tattoo to highlight the scars, not hide them.
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As usual, Becky greatly exaggerates and distorts the truth to serve her manic pixie fat girl narrative.
 
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