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Internet Wizard said:
Maybe it's just that you're hiding things from your psychiatrist and need to be on stronger meds until they make you go "what the fuck am I doing?"
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Zoey already had this awakening, and for a month or so she was actually seeming... normalish. As in they weren't slapfighting 24/7 for any and every reason. I think because of just general life shit it caused her BPD powers to start overworking the pills to the point of them just not working. That period of time where she stopped taking them for ~1 week also probably didn't help.
 
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You're self-aware enough to know that you have a problem, which is a good thing, but not to the extent where you can see the severity of it.

To be clear, there is no such thing as "mild BPD". Someone can have Borderline traits that don't quite reach clinical significance, but if you have BPD, you have been diagnosed with a chronic, severe mental illness that causes significant disability and extreme emotional pain. Milder cases, though, are usually diagnosed later in life in people who almost certainly struggle with education, employment, and maintaining healthy relationships, but still manage to at least graduate highschool, sometimes going considerably farther, and hold down  a job (sometimes even a decent one). They may be locally known as somewhat unpredictable and capable of some crazy shit, but they never draw any real attention.

On the other hand, your illness and its comorbidities are severe enough to have kept you from graduating middle school, and make it all but impossible for you to hold a job. You also have a Kiwi Farms thread, which means that your behavior is strange enough to draw the attention of people who have never even met you, and your posts in it make you sound batshit crazy.

I'm honestly glad that you've made the progress you have, but you have a long way to go.
 
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Hoi Polloi said:
I keep seeing you psychiatry therapy nerds in the thread saying BPD is so bad and incurable, but has anyone considered just not acting crazy?

Like when you get the impulse to sort of do something weird or self-destructive, just don't do it? Just be normal.
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You really don't understand cluster B disorders do you? Imagine having a personality so bad it's in the DSM-5.

In order for someone to act "normal" they have to understand what that is (she does not) and have an alternative outlet to being crazy. It's not as easy as "stop" it's basically "next time you feel like chimping out, go write in a private journal or take a shower to calm down."

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BPDs have no sense of self and low self esteem. They thrive on being told what to do and chimping out. Going hot/cold on people is standard. They have a very broken internal system and low impulse control. Sadly basically all BPD is epigenetic and comes from childhood sexual assault/ childhood abuse. Another reason pedos get the rope, they make bpds.

It is incurable. But DBT (dialectical behavioral therapy) was invented by a BPD queen to help fellow BPDs try to be normal. You can be a functioning member of society or in the very least stop being as miserable all the time. There's free exercises online for it. It teaches you to cope instead of seethe.
 
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Illuminati Order Official said:
OK, since you are a zoomer, I'll explain from the beginning. It's a metaphor. It comes from a book titled Don Quixote. Titular Don Quixote is a noble man who goes insane and imagines that he goes on heroic adventures while in reality he's doing insane things, like fighting windmills because he thinks they are monsters.
Fighting windmills means that you are fighting something that poses absolutely no threat to you or doesn't even exist.
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I remember reading the windmill excerpt back when I was in middle school or in early high school. Quixote was going full schizo against the windmills as his squire was trying talk him out of it.

Shit was funny.
 
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