"Mad at the Internet" - a/k/a My Psychotherapy Sessions

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Lifelong adderall (dextroamphetamine) user.

Low doses (5-10 mg) will give you the ability to sense fabric composition by touch. Continued use at this level will give you a taste for alpaca.

Medium doses (15-20) will greatly increase your desire to play Visage in Dota, and the patience to get good at Visage in Dota. You will not get any better.

High doses (30-40 mg) can trigger meth psychosis which is when you become close enough to god that you can see the riggers rigging

Very high (40-50) opens your third eye. You also immediately start shaving your (very large) collection of alpaca clothing because it matted

Anything higher will make you vibrate into Niberu, which is like agartha but everyone there are liggards

Do not recommend
At one point in college went over 60 hours without sleep. Somewhere around the 55 hour mark began visual and auditory hallucinations. It was mild stuff like the grain of a wooden door moving or hearing the song that should be playing in my head sound like it was coming from an external source. Very surreal to know you are hallucinating but be unable to control it. The best way to describe it is with the following image.
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That spirit journey's reward was proficiency in C#.
 
At one point in college went over 60 hours without sleep. Somewhere around the 55 hour mark began visual and auditory hallucinations.
Once read some interesting comments from a Marine Corps Vietnam vet on the experience of going out in the bush on heroic amounts of dexedrine. Said you could hold it together well enough for about 72 hours, because you would hallucinate, but you could tell you were hallucinating. The trouble started when you couldn't tell what was and wasn't a hallucination.
 
Rep. Nancy Mace shared a funny video:
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Interesting that the man in dress' instinct was to switch to his male voice and pick up the plant to assault her.
Is like one of those possesions scenes were the person changes to a deep otherwordly voice before they proceed to kill a character, they really are demons.
 
Once read some interesting comments from a Marine Corps Vietnam vet on the experience of going out in the bush on heroic amounts of dexedrine. Said you could hold it together well enough for about 72 hours, because you would hallucinate, but you could tell you were hallucinating. The trouble started when you couldn't tell what was and wasn't a hallucination.
As long as you're sure you can rotate them out to rest after 3 days you're basically insane not to load your soldiers to the gills on speed.
 
Does anyone know the MATI episode that has the 2nd evidence.zip video, the stream that had that hax guy after Buckbreaking.zip?
 
As long as you're sure you can rotate them out to rest after 3 days you're basically insane not to load your soldiers to the gills on speed.
Soldiers often find ways to dope themselves up on their own, often times just to kill the fear and anxiety.
I've read about modern troops taking Adderall and the Taliban used to shoot themselves up with epinephrine n shit before a fight. Makes them able to tank rounds that'd otherwise drop em.
 
gator think josh saying random info from super chat will reach wider audience than him
It does reach a wider audience, in my interacting with the new 4chan refugees a few of them have replied to me with 'whoa, you're that guy that always superchats during MATI.' You too can harvest vast clout by making Josh address anime and DOTA memes for as low as $1 a week! Order NOW
 
It does reach a wider audience, in my interacting with the new 4chan refugees a few of them have replied to me with 'whoa, you're that guy that always superchats during MATI.' You too can harvest vast clout by making Josh address anime and DOTA memes for as low as $1 a week! Order NOW
You'll always be the guy who donated $1 superchats to Devon Stack in my heart, Haramburger.
 
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So. PWR is a character the casino made right? Like it has to be. It makes me think of Jace. But if Jace was a DPS dent.

It's still funny. But that has to be it. I know they did the article thing. And started it with Andy being like, oh this guy is actually a troll right? I've just been enjoying it as it plays out. Not really trying to look that much into it, because I don't want to ruin the joke.
 
So. PWR is a character the casino made right? Like it has to be. It makes me think of Jace. But if Jace was a DPS dent.

It's still funny. But that has to be it. I know they did the article thing. And started it with Andy being like, oh this guy is actually a troll right? I've just been enjoying it as it plays out. Not really trying to look that much into it, because I don't want to ruin the joke.
PWR is a character, but the casino didn't "make" him. He's been around for years. It's like how Jace was doing his thing for a long time and just getting low level rage attention on /k/ before he hit it big here.
 
At one point in college went over 60 hours without sleep. Somewhere around the 55 hour mark began visual and auditory hallucinations. It was mild stuff like the grain of a wooden door moving or hearing the song that should be playing in my head sound like it was coming from an external source. Very surreal to know you are hallucinating but be unable to control it.
The hallucinations are real & always on, your parents made you sleep as a baby to hide the truth from you BREAK THE CONDITIONING
 
You have three days. Don't miss it this time.
Of course I didn't see this until almost a week after it was posted. This is what I get for not being terminally online.

Is there anywhere else you can post it? Or I can just check back daily like an insane person too. I cannot find a 1080p copy (or even a full copy) of that stream anywhere online somehow.
 
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If you want some real wrestling lolcow related content Josh, I got you some videos from the biggest lolcow wrestling event of the year, Effy's Big Gay Brunch. Your favorite wrestler Kidd Bandit was there having a match with a big indie wrestling darling, but unfortunately the only video I could find was some gay black dude reacting to it.
I found a version that doesn't have some gay black dude reacting to it.
 
Does anyone know the MATI episode that has the 2nd evidence.zip video, the stream that had that hax guy after Buckbreaking.zip?
The first one:


This is an excellent choice for a road trip.

I will get the second one within the hour.


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Tricked you! It was two hours!!
It was briefly brought back up recently.
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The first one:
This is an excellent choice for a road trip.

I will get the second one within the hour
I remember there being another time that jersh had one hax's schizo video essays, I've been re-watching old MATI Streams starting from the Corn harvest one. Kino binge
 
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