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Ah yes Kiwifarms... The site with an entire thread dedicated to shitting on lolicons is full of pedos and creeps. Okay.
I never spoke to her when she was a minor; I waited until she was a cute, petite adult posing as a cute loli.
So you as an adult man were following an underage girl on the internet and waited until she turned 18. Not weird at all.
 
Oh shit I remember this lady. I was like in my last year of high school or just got out and listened to the ASMR shit on YT (yeah yeah, was Gooner teenager sue me). I never really liked her stuff or knew anything about her beyond like one series she did about a fox girl or something? It was the only thing I knew of where she didn't use the squeaker voice and it was like her most viewed video at the time. I'd check back on it, but I guess she was going deep into the pedo shit because she rick rolled everyone on the finale and got upset at people wanting her to make more of the not-loli shit. Time really does just empty out skeleton filled closets, huh
 
Reposting this meme her fans made
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Also, apparently one of those guys (guy mad we got pictures of her house) is a middle school teacher. Could be joking but it's very sussy
 
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I've been keeping a general eye on the people seething on Xitter in the hopes of someone accidentally revealing some interesting info.

Apparently Shondo was friends with someone who is now a known corpo VTuber, from context I think they're talking about Ceres Fauna from Hololive. Seems she got extremely jealous when her friend found success and made some now-deleted rage tweets, she may have herself been rejected by HoloLive at that time.
This is supposedly one such tweet.

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Someone claims to have performed a cum tribute to her phonebook pics. This is being credited as a false-flag by 'antis'.
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The rest is primarily the usual takes about how anyone that dislikes her is a triggered libcuck, soyboy, leftie, etc.

Also, apparently one of those guys (guy mad we got pictures of her house) is a middle school teacher. Could be joking but it's very sussy
I'm going to go with it's a joke partly because I refuse to believe this guy has a job. Secondly it seems that a lot of the shondo or general loli-enjoyers seem to take a lot of pride in the fact that it angers people (which they largely perceive to be the frickin wokes) so it's very likely there just to piss people off. Regardless, he 100% knows the implication he's making by including it.
 
I really wonder what went seriously wrong in Ellie's life for her to choose to pander to bottom of the barrel pedophiles. Not empathizing with her, but it makes me sad to see women degrade themselves to this degree.

I'd say she should be ashamed as a woman. But she knows no shame.
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Also, apparently one of those guys (guy mad we got pictures of her house) is a middle school teacher. Could be joking but it's very sussy
"Old hags" hm I wonder if they know Ellie is a woman in her 20s, not a toddler.
 
Even under the guise of anonymity (through a throwaway account on twitter), why would anyone admit to this shit?
though vtubers especially do attract some real crazies. like that dude who snuck a tracker into a gift he sent a vtuber so he could find out where she lived and break into her house.
The vtuber you're talking about is Camila right? I remember an older video where she indirectly shit talked her before doing a 180 on the loli stuff.
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Even under the guise of anonymity (through a throwaway account on twitter), why would anyone admit to this shit?

The vtuber you're talking about is Camila right? I remember an older video where she indirectly shit talked her before doing a 180 on the loli stuff.
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I looked into the comments section and found a pile of breathing garbage that can type complete sentences. How fascinating.

Looks like Camila has been bullied by Shondo's lolicon army of groomers into apologising and retracting her statement about their britbong qweeny being a disgusting pedo baiter.
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All the comments are like this, gasping at the sheer evil of a grown woman saying that this kind of behaviour might be too much.
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They silence even the slightly saner parts of their kind. Pure autism.
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I think I may have underestimated the huge pedophile following Shondo has built up over the years. All these men should be investigated for cp.
 
I looked into the comments section and found a pile of breathing garbage that can type complete sentences. How fascinating.

Looks like Camila has been bullied by Shondo's lolicon army of groomers into apologising and retracting her statement about their britbong qweeny being a disgusting pedo baiter.
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All the comments are like this, gasping at the sheer evil of a grown woman saying that this kind of behaviour might be too much.
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They silence even the slightly saner parts of their kind. Pure autism.
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I think I may have underestimated the huge pedophile following Shondo has built up over the years. All these men should be investigated for cp.

Camila's part of Vedal/Neuro's group of orbiters, and Shondo has collabed with him a handful of times in the past, so they're clearly somewhat tolerant of each other now. Probably runs back to the idea that it's extremely frowned upon to start drama with other VTubers and it would've been seen as "bullying" regardless of what issue it was that she was taking a moral stance against, and she took a shot at the sacred cow of lolicon to boot. The comment "she knows more about loli stuff [now] too" is eyebrow raising as well, as though the only reason someone would object to lolicon (which she doesn't actually do, it's the overt sexualisation she's criticising here) is because they clearly lack understanding and appreciation for le cute and funny art.

I think part of why Shondo in particular is so popular (vs the other VTubers that have attempted her same shtick and seen less success) is that her persona is crafted to seem passive and natural, to her fans it likely doesn't come across as a grift and they genuinely believe she's a sort of infantile little princess that needs protecting. The bonus for them is also her regularly taking potshots at woke-ism, trannies, etc. and generally being a "based" alt-right-esque edgelord - it's pretty obvious from reading the takes of pro-loli people that they eat that shit up, and is also why they decry a lot of her detractors as being woke soyboy libcucks rather than just people who are disgusted by the lolicon part of her content.
 
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The vtuber you're talking about is Camila right? I remember an older video where she indirectly shit talked her before doing a 180 on the loli stuff.
yeah thats the one. IIRC she used to be very much as big of a pedo baiter as shondo if not worse (she had a model that would casually show off her panties and would do nsfw asmr and even sell nudes) then she did a total 180 and started attacking shondo as if she was not just as bad the funny part about camila IMO is that IRL she is a fat arab? woman who for a long time was just LARPing as a small child.

i would also not be surprised if her change in views is simply because she is partnered with mythic talent agency and has to keep a clean outward appearance similar to how nyanners never mentions her old videos from her days on 4chan.
 
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I found this today. In effect, its Shondo explaining her current situation on her comeback stream. Its been talked about in bits and pieces, but this is the complete thing. An autistic breakdown will now commence in no particular order. For everthing written ahead, we shall assume as TRUE for the sake of argument unless otherwise proven.


  • Grandmother has custody of the kids. Shondo does not.
  • Her little sister (the 9yo I believe) has been having violent tendencies.
  • Shondo says the suicide was caused by a combination of her mother not "taking her meds" and the doctors at the NHS (assumedly, being bongland) being complete quacks and not listening. She (mom) had been kept under 24/7 watch, then let go, seemingly without treating the root cause. She has gotten legal representation and is looking at options.
  • Rooms are being switched since the mother is dead. Brother is mentioned as getting a new bed since he's too tall for his old one.
  • Goes back to the sister. Talks about her saying threats to her family. Doesn't like her dad and doesn't want to live with him full time. Social workers and the school are involved.
  • Her mother apparently was a bit of a hoarder, in the last months of life, she was buying enormous amounts of clothing. Shondo is planning on giving most of that to charity.
Overall it seems like a mess and paints a grim picture. Assuming everything is correct and I heard everything right, this was a dysfunctional house at best even when her mother was alive. It seems like the doctors quite frankly gave up on Shondo's mother. They did not fix the issue that gave her pain. Just gave her some pills after having her confined and under watch, and said "Good luck!". This leads me to conclude that Shondo was doomed from the start. Its not a question why she turned out this way, but why not?
 
Some clarification for the Camila stuff - apologies for the commentaryslop. Skip to @01:55. I too have heard that Camila is a fat arab.


Also Camila herself explaining it


Seems someone recently tried it with Filian as well. Warning the below video also has notorious pedobaiter Nyana Bananya in it (she's Shondo-lite essentially). Skip to @02:40, the context is she set up a P.O. Box for fanmail.

 
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Grandmother has custody of the kids. Shondo does not.
Don't they all live in the same house? Sure, she might not have legal custody of them, but she basically has financial custody of them.
Her little sister (the 9yo I believe) has been having violent tendencies.
As if more complications were needed. That plus the little sister not wanting to move in with her dad has some unfortunate implications.
Shondo says the suicide was caused by a combination of her mother not "taking her meds" and the doctors at the NHS (assumedly, being bongland) being complete quacks and not listening. She (mom) had been kept under 24/7 watch, then let go, seemingly without treating the root cause. She has gotten legal representation and is looking at options.
Maybe somebody more familiar with the NHS can give a deeper insight (maybe @Otterly since you seem to be adjacent to the UK's medical field), but it seems like she will lose whatever case she brings against the hospital or the doctor unless she has them absolutely dead to rights on misconduct, which I doubt she does. So, she's going to waste money on a court case right at the moment she shouldn't be.
Which brings me to something that Shondo said during the video: "the worst thing that could happen has already happened". Personally, I don't think that's true. She just got phonebooked, and her entire career (as the house's breadwinner, I might add) is built on the tenuous job of streaming, which is completely at the mercy of whatever website she streams on. Not only that, but she's at the mercy of government regulations because she's appealing to lolicons and governments are paying attention to that shit now (see: Texas and her own government regulations). You'd think she'd contemplate cleaning up her image, which she could probably rebrand given the connections she has, but I predict she's going to double down. Her followers will defend her, and so will a lot of her close friends, but the wider Internet that is becoming rapidly more concerned with and against loli will eat her alive.
So, you're a codeine addicted lolicon VTuber with like 4 dependents, two of them adults, no college education, no plan for how you'll handle your career if shit goes tits up, with a family dynamic that is continuing to sour, and a very shaky future, none of this helped by the fact you were just phonebooked.
I think the old adage is going to ring true: "it can always get worse."
 
Don't they all live in the same house? Sure, she might not have legal custody of them, but she basically has financial custody of them.
She was a bit hazy on that. Grandma has custody but she also mentioned taking more responsibility. I imagine she will be dealing with finances if not partially housing them, though ultimately custody will be up to the Grandmother.
As if more complications were needed. That plus the little sister not wanting to move in with her dad has some unfortunate implications.
It seems there are multiple parents. That is not Shondo's dad. Me and @Nigga Bullshit were talking about it. Her mom had a fruitful yet unsuccessful romantic life it seems, with multiple children and multiple dads.
Maybe somebody more familiar with the NHS can give a deeper insight (maybe @Otterly since you seem to be adjacent to the UK's medical field), but it seems like she will lose whatever case she brings against the hospital or the doctor unless she has them absolutely dead to rights on misconduct, which I doubt she does. So, she's going to waste money on a court case right at the moment she shouldn't be.
Which brings me to something that Shondo said during the video: "the worst thing that could happen has already happened". Personally, I don't think that's true. She just got phonebooked, and her entire career (as the house's breadwinner, I might add) is built on the tenuous job of streaming, which is completely at the mercy of whatever website she streams on. Not only that, but she's at the mercy of government regulations because she's appealing to lolicons and governments are paying attention to that shit now (see: Texas and her own government regulations). You'd think she'd contemplate cleaning up her image, which she could probably rebrand given the connections she has, but I predict she's going to double down. Her followers will defend her, and so will a lot of her close friends, but the wider Internet that is becoming rapidly more concerned with and against loli will eat her alive.
So, you're a codeine addicted lolicon VTuber with like 4 dependents, two of them adults, no college education, no plan for how you'll handle your career if shit goes tits up, with a family dynamic that is continuing to sour, and a very shaky future, none of this helped by the fact you were just phonebooked.
I think the old adage is going to ring true: "it can always get worse."
I mean it does seen like the hospital fucked her mother over. But this is Britian. It does that every day. A lawsuit is going to be a shot in the dark. A purely emotional decision that cannot bring back their mother.
 
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