- This tweet implies that she only left the house three times in a couple of weeks (twice to go shopping, once to go to a dentist):
https://twitter.com/fallenshadow_YT/status/1918705253228155111 (
https://archive.ph/7WPuN)
- Ellie can't drive:
https://twitter.com/goodgirlshadow/status/1919027227963871592 (
https://archive.ph/FEuor)
- Here is a full-body picture of her, with a censored face. She is wearing long sleeves on a sunny day in Florida (perhaps to hide self-harm scars):
https://archive.ph/uIQ6Q (archive of
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCQbn3hkCmc7d-X3pWiHKxpQ/community)
- Before she was Shondo, Fallenshadow used to do livestreams where she ate kitchen sponges. Though this is likely lost media.
- In another old stream that is likely lost media, she claimed to have smoked weed in a school bathroom when she was 12 years old.
- She speaks in a British accent during many of her old streams. Many of her old streams are lost media, but the ones which have been archived are here:
https://archive.org/details/fallenshadow-asmr-archived-streams
These streams are incredibly dull, but they are still more tolerable to sit through than her current day toddler roleplays.
2019-09-10 livestream:
5:00: Ellie used to go to sleep at 7 AM and sleep until 9 AM or 6 PM (and claimed that there was no in-between). She often doesn't get any sleep at all when she has morning shifts at work.
8:45: Her hair is unhealthy and falling out because she says she hasn't been taking care of herself for 1-2 years.
11:32: Says that she is 5'7, and says that she is tall.
21:00: Claims to be taller than most of her male coworkers.
21:20: Is addicted to a Love Live! mobile game.
24:20: Claims that she hasn't watched anime in months. It seems like she got burned out on anime after her youth when she spent entire days doing nothing but watching it.
25:50: Went to London in May 2019. Later we will learn that this is when she met up with her boyfriend.
26:09: Says that she has never set foot in an airport before, and she is going alone to visit her boyfriend in Florida.
28:50-44:30: Does pulls in the Love Live! mobile game and ignores the stream.
49:35: Ellie says that she has had mental breakdowns at her job in the restaurant industry. She started crying, and customers were staring at her and asking her what was wrong.
52:08: Claims to be paid £6.15 per hour at her job, and doesn't get tipped.
55:00: "Hid" a body pillow on her brother's chair, in her mother's wardrobe, and in the corner of the kitchen.
1:00:55: States that her voice is fake in every video.
1:01:08: Doesn't have contact with one side of her family (her father's side, obviously). Has no idea about her family's history further back than her grandparents.
1:05:25: Has nobody to go to the movie theatre with her. The only person that will hang out with her in real life is her 11 year old little sister.
1:09:30: Fallenshadow says that people should man up and accept that lolis are children, and accept the fact that they are 12 years old.
1:12:49: Got drunk on a voice chat on Christmas.
1:14:59: Fallenshadow claims that she doesn't have a Facebook.
1:20:00: She was 10 years old the last time she had a bedroom.
1:28:00: Says that she is streaming in the same room as her sleeping sister in the middle of the night.
1:30:17: Says that her "kitsune" voice is closest to her normal voice, and then proceeds to speak almost normally.
1:34:25: Her sister wakes up and angrily tells her to "stop".
1:37:05: Someone asks if she is a loli in real life. She basically laughs it off.
1:40:50: Met her boyfriend through her ASMR. This means that she started her loli ASMR before getting a boyfriend.
1:43:00: In 2019, she made less than minimum wage from YouTube.
1:45:50: Says she prefers winter to summer (this could be because she can hide her self-harm scars with long sleeves).
1:47:35: Says that she needs constant validation.
1:49:30: Claims that friendships for her have never turned out well.
1:51:00: Claims to have never had a friend, and says that she hates the idea of friendships. Ellie says that the one person she thought was a friend only hung out with her out of pity because she was a loner and a loser.
1:57:31: Uses a Blue Yeti microphone. This is the same microphone that is in one of the newer face photographs.
1:59:25: Says that she has known her boyfriend since the beginning of her channel (when she was 15).
2:00:30: Describes the amount she eats. The amount she ate in one day consisted of small amounts of fruit, candy, and ramen. She described this as "a lot" for her. She said that she is eating twice as much food as she did a month or two ago, and describes eating food as "hard".
2:14:40: Says that she is going on a plane for the first time (to visit her boyfriend in Florida).
2:19:45: Claims to work a minimum wage service job, and says she has zero friends (perhaps the hideous raccoon makeup and anorexia scared potential friends away).
2:26:10: She is more comfortable using voices that aren't her own in videos.
2:27:30: Confirms that the London trip in May 2019 was to meet up with her boyfriend in-person.
