Skitzocow Forsaken Wanderer / Forsaken Wanderer Project / ThyForsakenWanderer / Degeneratemooty2389 / @100% VIRGIN MOOTY / @Mooty Mooty Mooty - 34 Year-Old 5'4 Schizophrenic Autistic VIRGIN Halal'd User with over 400 YouTube Videos: Black-pilled Alcohol abuser, thinks kiwi farms was taken over by the leftists, is the last white Kiwifarmer, thinks women are all children & it's the JEWS fault

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Forsaken Wanderer said:
I don't know how to explain the logistics of how long chores take. The whole day is taken up by chores in the weekends, and any new issues that arise really ruin things for me. I'm a lot slower than I should be, things take me a very long time. And I'm only getting slower as I get older.
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They probably take you so long because you're drinking and not being efficient about it.
 
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Forsaken Wanderer said:
How do I start doing something positive? I was screwed from the beginning. I did my best, I was nice to others (in RL) and I slaved away in the cage. And what did I get for this? A broken destroyed mind and body.

It's not just retards and nobodies, I can't buy more sand for my hourglass, the time is almost up, soon they will find and destroy me. Nobody will shed any tears when it happens either, people will just laugh. I can't blame people for not liking me though as I've always been a retard. I just wish people could understand what it's like having a faulty brain.

The saddest part of it all is that maybe being doxxed and killed by women is the best thing that could happen to me, maybe I should never have been born in the first place and this is just the judgement for that crime catching up to me.
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Who will find and destroy you? You mean idiots on here trying to "document" you? No one IRL cares about that. Oh, so your information was posted in this obscure website with a reputation for doxing? No sane person around you will even attempt to read a quarter of that OP. :story:

Now, when you say "being killed by women" I take that as having 2 possible meanings, the nonsensical one: that a random woman would destroy her life to harm you in real life (not happening), or the only one that makes sense, that you harm yourself due to women. For some fucking reason.

I think one of the factors that contributes to this is that you focus too much on others, you look at the lives of people who you consider more successful than you, when they are inconsequential to your life. Stop wasting your time on thinking and focusing so much on randos out there, this has virtually no positive effects.

You can start doing positive things by leaving drugs out, like alcohol, smoking, or any other substance if you do. That shit is destroying your body, physically and mentally, and if you even think that that stuff will kill you, the worst part is that it will weaken you for the upcoming years, it's a slow poison, that's why you have to stop.

If you have time (and seems like you need a better schedule/plans for your routine, to take the chores out of the way efficiently), you can try to do some exercise, not hardcore, but to some degree even if at home, and you also need to get proper rest hours. These 2 things can contribute greatly to someone's mental state, not to mention physical, and they both are influenced by each other.

Just try to start doing these things while you figure out a good way to do your chores. The immediate action is to stop drug consumption, then attempt to eat healthier, rest well, do some exercise if you can, and work on yourself in general after that (that's when we get to that step).
 
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Forsaken Wanderer said:
soon they will find and destroy me.
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They won't. The world is generally cold, indifferent and uncaring. Nobody in this thread is important enough to have people want to destroy us.
Unless you mean your liquor store. In this case yes, they will eventually destroy you, with your consent.
 
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I honestly think he'd be more content in life if he was born on Mount Athos and never knew what a wahmen was, everything in his life is about feeemaaales, it's byond mere white whale territory it's an all encompassing "WHY WOULD THE FEMOIDS DO THIS" tier of delusion.
Each of us alone are in control of our lives, you do not not have power of the input but only you can determine the output, set aside your suffering and become master of the process because the alternative is being a whingy whiner.
 
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Illuminati Order Official said:
They won't. The world is generally cold, indifferent and uncaring. Nobody in this thread is important enough to have people want to destroy us.
Unless you mean your liquor store. In this case yes, they will eventually destroy you, with your consent.
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God, that last line hit me so hard. It's fucking true.

No one here in their right mind wants to hurt FW. We're just making fun of his quirky rants and enjoying his funny videos. As I said before: he isn't a porn sick gooner promoting lolicon, he isn't giving drugs to his kids, he isn't hurting animals, and he isn't even harassing people. He is honestly the cow we need in an era of legitimate psychopaths. However, due to his isolation and his being online too much, he gets paranoid.
 
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srry long cold wage cage, sleep coming on , i need help in life

will have to post rely tomorrow

plz don't hurt, paranioa is very truthful in 21st century

i'm not able to go outisde need to face it one day

pleae help less than 6 hour sleep again i don't want to g oback t owork
 
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Thank you for your kindness
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Sorry I get very tired after work, it takes everything out of me. I'm trapped in an endless groundhog day cycle ♻️

I get home and then I only have 5 hours to get to bed if I want 6 hours sleep and that is not a lot of time. Dinner and chores takes all of it up. And I'm only microwaving things, if I tried to cook it would take me until 2 in the morning to get to bed, which is when I get up.

I can't seem to figure out time or energy.

Women are my white whale and my Faustian bargain. I've never had a chance to have the company of a woman and it has been one of the things I've wanted to experience the most in my life, tick it off the bucket list and know what it is I was missing.

I've not had any luck what so ever with women. When I was in high school this crazy girl from a religious school started late and joined my class. She sat at the back and I was at the front where she couldn't really see me. As a joke I guess they told her I was a Chad and then someone passed a note to me saying that she liked me. When class finished and we went outside she saw that I was ugly and then she turned into a vindictive avenger and hated me for the rest of the year, and she kept calling me a fag.

She was a bpd hoe though, if you didn't hide your clothes when you got changed for PE she would steal them and then put them down her underwear and rub them on her nether regions. Me and the BPD women don't seem to get a long.


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I know that feel bro, have a nice nap, keep the sleep deprivation prions at bay:nitenite:
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Thanks I need more sleep desperately but I can't find anytime in the groundhog day for any.

Xev said:
People giving advice and trying to help and FW is just like 'everyone is out to destroy me'.
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They might destroy me, how do I know who doesn't have a poisoned addy dagger ready for me, I can't be too trusting.

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https://kiwifarms.st/threads/molecu...ising-solutions-for-hair-loss-to-date.219460/

@Forsaken Wanderer you just need to hold on for a while longer, we can save you. You won't have to be 5'3 and balding anymore, you'll only be 5'3.
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I'm not going anywhere near experimental drugs, not only that but you are putting that stuff on your head. I can't afford to get more brain damage.

My hair has already gone
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Here is a map I don't know what it means
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Do you guys want to work on a project together? We are all autists with creative fires within us. Image what media we could create right?


I'm sorry I better get my microwave pie I'm so tired I can barely keep my eyes open, I want to talk to people, I want to create things, I want to make videos, I want to go outside, but there is no time or energy

I have been stuck in an endless loop for at least 15 years. I don't know what is keeping me here but I can't find a way out. I'm fucked
 
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Forsaken Wanderer said:
I've never had a chance to have the company of a woman and it has been one of the things I've wanted to experience the most in my life, tick it off the bucket list and know what it is I was missing.
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Who is this then?

Forsaken Wanderer said:
She was a bpd hoe though, if you didn't hide your clothes when you got changed for PE she would steal them and then put them down her underwear and rub them on her nether regions. Me and the BPD women don't seem to get a long
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Holy shit :story: she sounds insane.

Forsaken Wanderer said:
I want to talk to people, I want to create things, I want to make videos, I want to go outside, but there is no time or energy
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Don't you have vacation time?
 
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Meiwaku said:
Who is this then?
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Panda Lee or whatever you call the woman that DSP dated. It's not actually FW's video which he said some time ago.
Forsaken Wanderer said:
I get home and then I only have 5 hours to get to bed if I want 6 hours sleep and that is not a lot of time. Dinner and chores takes all of it up. And I'm only microwaving things, if I tried to cook it would take me until 2 in the morning to get to bed, which is when I get up.

I can't seem to figure out time or energy.
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I don't know what to tell you. You can get a lot of shit done with a 40 h work week and cooking (cleaning included) should be 1.5h at most. Get yourself a slow cooker, dump shit into it before going to work and when you're home again, you have a tasty meal ready. Steaming is also fool proof. Put in some veggies, rice/potatoes, and fry some protein on the side. That's 40 min at most with prep, and you can spend a significant portion of that doing other shit.

If you subsist off of microwave pies and alcohol, that might be cause of your energy issues. If you really can't figure it out, cook some eggs or something.
 
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Who is this then?


Holy shit :story: she sounds insane.


Don't you have vacation time?
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That is Pandalee, DSP's ex teenage girlfriend, and that is his Renton khando. I can't remember which cooking video it is but this is an example-

She was absolutely feral. And she had it out for me. The whole class was for the unfixables though so that is probably why she was there.

I have a few days vacation time but actually finding a window to take time off is nearly impossible. I'm always needed, so much seems to hinge on me being at the wage cage.

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Panda Lee or whatever you call the woman that DSP dated. It's not actually FW's video which he said some time ago.

I don't know what to tell you. You can get a lot of shit done with a 40 h work week and cooking (cleaning included) should be 1.5h at most. Get yourself a slow cooker, dump shit into it before going to work and when you're home again, you have a tasty meal ready. Steaming is also fool proof. Put in some veggies, rice/potatoes, and fry some protein on the side. That's 40 min at most with prep, and you can spend a significant portion of that doing other shit.

If you subsist off of microwave pies and alcohol, that might be cause of your energy issues. If you really can't figure it out, cook some eggs or something.
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Microwave pies, alcohol, frozen vegetables and pot noodles.

I don't have time to do that though, and to find time I'd have to plan out how I'd do cooking and buy things, and that also takes a lot of time.

Anyhow i'm about to fall asleep at the desk, i must get to bed sorry, i need desrpate rest
 
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Forsaken Wanderer said:
Anyhow i'm about to fall asleep at the desk, i must get to bed sorry, i need desrpate rest
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I work 40+ hour weeks and still find time to shitpost here all day everyday and go out and scare people at night, how the fuck are you not having any time for living don't tell me it's some on call bullshit?
Consider getting another job man, you work to live you don't live to work, it's not worth it, surely you're eligible for tradbux or something? Even if not being unemployed sounds better than whatever the fuck it is you're doing.
The food situation sounds like cope, learn how to grill (cheap) meat, you can get very far with a few chunks of chicken and some cheese.
 
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