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The very first comment claims AGP has been debunked.
"It's totally not a fetish!" - SJWs

also:

And at New MRI Studies Support the Blanchard Typology of Male-to-Female Transsexualism - PMC (archive), there's a 2011 study that's said to find that males who identify as "transgender" are either autogynophiles or are homosexuals who want to seduce straight guys.

Also at Q&A: Therapists on Gender Identity Issues in Kids : NPR (archive), it's said that back in 2008, 88% of kids with "gender dysphoria" outgrew it when they got older.
 
So a large number of "transgenders" are stupid "on the honor roll" just like "Chris Chan" is?
A large number are autistic. They can still be higher functioning autistic and even intelligent, but the gullibility, the obession over niche topics, the stubborness, the struggle of making and keeping friends, the struggle of not feeling accepted socially - none of these go away no matter how smart you are, thus the trooning.

"Autistic" & "retarded" were conflated with each other more or less because autistics have a much higher chance than the general population of being intellectually disabled. So there's many normal or above intelligence autists who get annoyed or enraged if they're called retarded, they feel it's very condescending. There's also a fair number of autistic subpar intelligent people who hate it because no one wants to be told they're retarded or they think they're not actually stupid/are frustrated with being stupid. So it's a touchy subject for many autistics, understandably. The farms contains many autists who will call themselves and others retarded and let other people call them retarded without feeling bad in return because they were able to grow past it (or think it's funny).

I circumvent all this by basing my choice to call someone a fat gay retard based soley on their actions, regardless of intelligence and mental health.
 
A large number are autistic. They can still be higher functioning autistic and even intelligent, but the gullibility, the obession over niche topics, the stubborness, the struggle of making and keeping friends, the struggle of not feeling accepted socially - none of these go away no matter how smart you are, thus the trooning.
Indeed, but as someone who can relate to most of that (except the trooning part) I have to wonder why they can't just try and come to terms with who they are. I promise they'll be much happier that way. But maybe it's easier to blame your problems on external forces than work on yourself.
 
But maybe it's easier to blame your problems on external forces than work on yourself.
You answered your own question! :D

Working on yourself and coming to peace is a long process. It's a day by day thing that takes time to see results from, and can be hard to keep up if you're depressed and feel like nothing is working because results aren't fast enough. Then you get to blame, guilt, and shame: some people feel these things more intensely about themselves than others, to the point of it manifesting as physical pain (as the mind is weird). If you feel pain every time you screw up, your anxiety flares in anticipation of screwing up, and that is a different pain. It's a self hurt process that takes patience, strong will, and support to get through. Being in denial and having your feelings be numbed in the back of your head is easier and less terrifying for some.

Basically, if it was easy, everyone would do it. :( Source: not autistic, just experienced mental health problems of myself and others. We can all make it if we try, bros.
 
Troons just want to fuck a perfect idealized version of themselves, this is what peak goonerism looks like
Literal parody account, 2 followers? trans kids? pedo? a jew? too obvious
Saw this one reposted on Xitter-
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Goonerism again, he likes to jack off to the thought of being a woman but does not want to actually be a woman cuz that would mean no dick and no drive to goon
 
An old one from a couple years ago, from known rape and zoophilia enthusiast commentary YouTuber Rose Mulet (Couldn't find an archive of the exact Tweet, but that wasn't from lack of trying).
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That pesky 2nd amendment! Stopping this troon from safely carrying out his desire to rape!
Oh, I remember this person. Didn’t he also say he was against women wearing anti-rape vaginal devices? The ones that clamp on to the penis. I can’t remember exactly who he was debating but Hunter Avallone rings a bell.

Edit: I’m pretty sure it was this. Hunter is a fucking moron but even he was baffled.

 
Source: not autistic, just experienced mental health problems of myself and others. We can all make it if we try, bros.
Sometimes, in order to be happy, we have to choose to be happy. That choice entails varying degrees of effort. Sometimes, it's a simple shift in perspective. Other times, it's therapy or medication. Picking up something heavy usually helps at least a bit. If you're miserable long enough, being miserable becomes almost comforting in its familiarity. You know what to expect from misery. It's an easy trap to fall into. I think a necessary condition of being a tranny is a willingness to choose easy, comfortable misery over expending any degree of effort to achieve true happiness.
 
Least gay promotion of another post. Thats amazing info.

Regarding the
"Whichever toilet you want".
I have run into a pooner in 1 job which was literally the OPPOSITE of most problems. This pooner had a ton of face tats, perhaps took roids, they didn't "pass" persay, but they looked SCARY(I know, its a pooner, but still), like a fucking gang banger....Yet the fucker wanted to use the womans room. Add onto this it was in a very woke area which would 110% stand behind the pooner, and managers were tearing their hair out as a few women QUIT because of her, and while by woke logic she SHOULD use the males room, she never did.

did eventually get fired over shit performance, but women had to suffer with that thing walking into the bathroom with them, with no recourse.
 
A large number are autistic. They can still be higher functioning autistic and even intelligent, but the gullibility, the obession over niche topics, the stubborness, the struggle of making and keeping friends, the struggle of not feeling accepted socially - none of these go away no matter how smart you are, thus the trooning.

"Autistic" & "retarded" were conflated with each other more or less because autistics have a much higher chance than the general population of being intellectually disabled. So there's many normal or above intelligence autists who get annoyed or enraged if they're called retarded, they feel it's very condescending. There's also a fair number of autistic subpar intelligent people who hate it because no one wants to be told they're retarded or they think they're not actually stupid/are frustrated with being stupid. So it's a touchy subject for many autistics, understandably. The farms contains many autists who will call themselves and others retarded and let other people call them retarded without feeling bad in return because they were able to grow past it (or think it's funny).

I circumvent all this by basing my choice to call someone a fat gay retard based soley on their actions, regardless of intelligence and mental health.
I think there's also a large degree of autistic people who naturally have lack of body ownership/bodily dissociation due to sensory and balance related issues. If you have a bunch of signal noise around physical sensation and/or a lack of proprioception, your body can take on a lack of "mineness".

There's also the issue that sexual feelings and body parts can in and of themselves become the target of extreme discomfort due to this, especially during puberty. There was a dude on tumblr I saw with pretty bad autism who had his genitals removed due to feeling a lot of pain/sensitivity that would interfere with his sense of comfort in day-to-day life, in addition to having a sex drive that felt horrible to act on due to said pain and sensitivity in his body. He even wanted to remove his arms at the shoulder and replace them with robotic arms at just a moticum of physical pain and discomfort from muscle strain.


A large reason I thought I was trans as a teenager was due to that autistic lack of body ownership, on top of physical discomfort of sensations around the chest and genital areas. It still exists, but to a significantly lesser degree due to puberty having ended, but a lot of people, including autistic people only have a broad and vague understanding of the scope sensory issues can have. It's not just hypo/hypersensitivity to pain, it can really be an indescribable discomfort, dissociation, and/or distortion of sensations. You can also experience both hyposensitivity and hypersensitivity. Of course, to a degree, everyone experiences this, but it goes without saying that it's overexpressed in autistic people and people with other physical, mental, and neurodevelopmental disorders.

I also suspect that being able to have agency over your form through body modification gives autistic people a sense of physical connectedness to themselves. Whether you're destroying it or building it, it's a relationship you're forming with your corporeal form that most people already naturally have.
 
I wonder if we live in the same world as them. One where the establishment doesn't change their social media profile pictures in support of them, one where Target doesn't put out special clothes for them, one where institutions don't mandate their inclusion in sports.
So yes, being a tranny is very punk. Which is why it’s also important to note that being “punk” is a very cringe faggoty thing
I love having an excuse to post this.
 
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In 2003, I was 13 years old. The Iraq War was just starting, the Pioneer 10 satellite had broadcast its final radio signal, and I was seated at a public computer in upstate New York, looking at porn. My house was still connected to 128k dial-up, and I was forbidden from having my own AOL password; as such, I spent an hour a day at the library whenever possible, browsing assorted Flash cartoon sites and quietly investigating the wide world of adult entertainment. (To the librarians: I am sorry for sullying your hall of learning. I had no choice.)

Since I’d already been reading comic books for eight years, it should come as no surprise that my smut of choice as a teenager was the cartoon variety. I’d open up Internet Explorer, navigate over to Penisbot (I know), and search their galleries for something different than the creepy Simpsons-cest that dominated the cartoon porn landscape. For the most part, everything I found was solidly heteronormative, with a few lesbian scenes here and there. And I didn’t think to question it.
Until Tilt Mode.

Created by an artist known only as Locke (who also published a few stories through Eros Comix, an adult-oriented imprint of Fantagraphics Books, but has since faded into relative obscurity), Tilt Mode is the story of Amanda, a student who discovers while masturbating in the shower that she can sprout a penis from her clit when aroused. She immediately gets a chance to test her new member when her friend Suzy comes over, and studying takes a back seat to sexy times.
It might not be a particularly good comic — Suzy’s stylized text-speak dialogue is grating at best — but Locke’s faux-manga style has a sexy-cute appeal to it. It wasn’t the bad dialogue that drew me to the story, though. Tilt Mode gave me my first look at the gender-bending world of futanari and started me on the road to realizing my identity as a trans woman, a journey that would take more than a decade to complete.

Futanari is a Japanese word literally meaning “dual form” or “to be of two kinds,” and is used to describe various states of hermaphroditism and androgyny, depending on the context. When discussing pornography — as we’ll be doing for the next 600 words or so — futanari, commonly shortened to “futa,” is a genre of Japanese cartoon porn that stars women with penises. Some have testicles, some don’t; some have vaginas, some don’t. Internet perverts have argued for years over what types of futa, if any, make the consumer gay, but at 13, I had no interest in codifying the nuances. The extent of my thought process at that time was my sudden knowledge that being a dickgirl was probably the best thing I could ever be.

And then I carefully avoided thinking about the consequences of that idea for five years.
Instead, I spent that time navigating the barbarous wilderness that is Appalachian public high school, filled as it was with hyenas prowling for fresh meat to call “faggot.” (It’s not a perfect metaphor.) Though I wasn’t convinced I was gay — boys held little appeal for me, though I admit I was curious — there was something weird about me, something I tried to understand by reading queer erotica, which was easier to download and save for later, on the rare occasions that I managed to sneak onto the dial-up connection, than cartoons. But reading about gay boys and crossdressers didn’t quite scratch that itch, and for years, I could never find anything quite like Tilt Mode, having even forgotten its name.

In college, everything changed. Not only did I have access to high-speed campus internet, the student body had also set up an illicit file-sharing network that contained untold terabytes of movies, games, music — and porn. Between that and my newfound friends on 4chan (I know), I had all the X-rated resources I’d lacked in high school, and none of the supervision.

Over the next few years, the way I related to myself and my sexuality shifted dramatically. I read what seems in retrospect to be hundreds of hentai stories in dozens of disparate genres, always coming back to sci-fi and fantasy tales of my beloved futa. I thrilled to the misadventures of the stud-slash-sub Yukito in Kawaraya Ata’s Kopipe, in which a mad scientist copies body parts from one person to another — a trope that thrilled me but was unrealistic enough for me to convince myself that this fetish was just that, not an indication that I was unhappy being a boy. After all, wasn’t I surrounded by hundreds of people on the internet who also got turned on by this stuff? And it’s not like anything like that could ever happen anyway, right?

But it only took so long before I had to admit: I was jealous. I could barely contain my envy when the hero of Hinemosu Notari’s Mirror Image crossdressed so hard he became a futa, and I saw too much of myself in the shy-but-slutty futas and femboys of the artist InCase. Still, I managed to convince myself I wasn’t trans; I just wanted to live in a girl’s body, like the protagonist in Custom Girl who plays a futuristic VR game that allows him to experience sex as a woman! That’s normal for boys to desire fervently and constantly, right

I realized later that I’m not the only one who felt this way. Many trans women in my community with whom I’ve spoken have expressed similar feelings about futa and “trap” comics — about boys who are girlish enough to “trap” straight men into having sex with them. Thirty Helens, a trans woman who is herself a creator of futanari comics that she posts on her Tumblr, told me in an interview that consuming futa material before transitioning “helped partly fill a void left by being in the closet while maintaining a mental distance from transness.”

The fervor over whether futa “makes you gay” or “straight” that I used to see online is understandable, she says, “because I used to do all these logic backflips in my head to do anything to convince myself I wasn’t trans while still engaging with that side of me a little.” But, she continued, “it helped me come to terms with a lot of stuff after transition. It helped me to feel more secure and sexy regarding my body.”

Transitioning was inevitable for me as well. Once I read Katou Jun’s Avatar Transform!, there was only so much I could do to deny it. Similar to Custom Girl, the hero in Katou’s story explores a futanari body in a VR world, while slowly abandoning all pretense at maleness in real life. The more I read the chapters in which he realizes a woman’s body in VR feels more natural than his own, the less I could deny it: I wanted that. I wanted to be cute, girlish, even beautiful. It took until the summer of 2015 — more than 10 years after I first read Tilt Mode — to begin coming out to my friends and family, and months more to begin hormone therapy. But I did it, and the results have been more fulfilling than I could ever have imagined.

All this is not to say that futa is intrinsically a trans genre, nor are all its aficionados trans themselves. But as Thirty Helens says, “I think they’re inherently linked. These bodies resemble our bodies and it’s time to stop pretending otherwise, it’s time to stop being afraid that it makes you gay . . . and maybe even more people can connect in a real way without doing the same thing I did, engaging but still keeping a distance from trans womanhood.”
Futa didn’t make me a dyke-y trans girl. It just helped me realize that’s who I wanted to be. Hopefully, it will help other fledgling dickgirls realize it sooner than I did.
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