I sincerely apologize in advance.
"I REALLY HATE the transphobia in the programming community, Everyone KNOWS that all programs should be writen in rust and not the transphobic C++. STOP MAKING CODE IN C++ AND FORCING ME TO RUN IT ON MY MACHINE TO DO ANYTHING. IT'S TRANSPHOBIC AND BIGOTED."
so true sister... it is underdiscussed how transmisogynistic a lot of programming languages are... the iso committee is probably all fascists tbh, look at all the disgusting men.
c is okay though since i think thompson is a repper u_u*.... i was playing around with it last week, took my e while waiting for my program to compile
i think lua is nice but i was told i wouldn't pass if i used it
speaking! of! me and my transbian polycule roommate girlies are heading to a shot party at the nearby hilton, alice (boymoder gamedev, aka Alice!!7cyVg245po6) is a little nervous though (she's so cute!) sophie (breakcore fan, u/bridgetgock) is also coming with
UPDATE: fuck my life i'm killing myself. so, we arrived at the hilton, and immediately i started feeling dysphoric looking at the cis women in the lobby. to make things worse, one of the hotel staff members clocked me right then and there and referred to me as "they"
got to the room to meet up with the other ladies but i let sophie do most of the talking i was just so upset. we were getting set up but to piss me off even further alice didn't bring any fucking needles. Silvie brought extras but i just couldn't anymore. alice is a fucking trutrans luckshit and i'm tired of pretending otherwise. he told me last month that calling for a civil war on reddit and hanging a north korean flag outside our apartment was, quote, "very immature" when we are literally living through a trans genocide thanks to capitalism. jamie, one of the party members is a disgusting pooner but sophie insisted on including her. i told the group i wanted to get some extra progesterone from the car, and went downstairs, but actually told the staff room 403 was doing heroin. after watching the police arrive from my car i told the landlord to change the locks and blocked all contact.
why does this keep happening to me, why does everyone just leave me? i'm alone again, i don't know how i'm going to pay my rent that's due in six days, i can't go back to my parents. my arm looks like a barcode right now and i'm trying to work up the courage to end it all.
UPDATE2: hiiii sisters! feeling much better now. found two new roommates on discord to help with the rent, i told them what happened and they said everyone else was being really awful. we got stoned and then... =w=* to celebrate! makes me forget about alice and sophie, the sex was nice but i hope they got arrested or like went homeless and killed themselves. also rachel honestly looks like a hon but i won't let her know hehe
