Lolcow Andrew Peter Carlson / Anaiah Carlson / Tamarlover / Xtamarlover - Jewish/Christian Wannabe Cult Leader, Stalker, Ugly af, dogfucker, mayor of spitsville

[Null]

@tamarlover Would you rather be in a world where Tamar never loves you, or in a world where Tamar is dead?

 

[MarvinTheParanoidAndroid]

Its not ideal, but I could change her mind about me if I show her how much I really care about her with money. And even if she just wants to use me, thats ok I'd be content with at least being in her life even if she was only interested in using me.

It's times like these that I wish there was a "pathetic" rating.

You're paranoid. I don't even know how to send viruses on a computer. But also I'm a novice at some of the "protocol" here and in these types of places. I am not used to being in an environment where people's primary objective is to attack others in the manner here. But I can understand why in a place like this you might be paranoid.

That wouldn't happen to mean you're also oblivious in how to use antivirus software, would it? Those links you posted scream of a cyber criminal using cheap throwaway addresses to make his malicious site appear innocuous. I'd suggest getting Malwarebytes and running a scan.

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

Jesus Christ, where'd you get 40 acres?

I once had a job for about 10 months, I saved up a lot of money and bought 40 acres of land in the desert for about 5000 dollars.

 

[Cuck Norris]

It's times like these that I wish there was a "pathetic" rating.



That wouldn't happen to mean you're also oblivious in how to use antivirus software, would it? Those links you posted scream of a cyber criminal using cheap throwaway addresses to make his malicious site appear innocuous. I'd suggest getting Malwarebytes and running a scan.

That's Facebook's content delivery network you spastic lol. He direct linked to images on his or his ex's Facebook.

 

[Tempest]

@tamarlover what are you going to build on the 40 acres?, and where is the land?

 

[Null]

I once had a job for about 10 months, I saved up a lot of money and bought 40 acres of land in the desert for about 5000 dollars.

Food does not grow in the desert.

 

[MarvinTheParanoidAndroid]

That's Facebook's content delivery network you spastic lol. He direct linked to images on his or his ex's Facebook.

My mistake.

 

[ForTheHoard]

@tamarlover

Do you smoke weed?

Spoiler

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

Wow, you're going to segway-indoctrinate homeless people into your cult under the pretense of offering them food & board. That's so fucking diabolical I actually admire it.

I don't want to indoctrinate them but I would like to challenge them to study and learn. I want to start of school where people teach themselves through resources. I want to make an online library where thousands of writings are accessible that people can study from and learn on their own what they should believe.

 

[Cuck Norris]

I don't want to indoctrinate them but I would like to challenge them to study and learn. I want to start of school where people teach themselves through resources. I want to make an online library where thousands of writings are accessible that people can study from and learn on their own what they should believe.

MIT beat you to it bud.
https://ocw.mit.edu/courses/

 

[m0rnutz]

I'm not sure if you knew this, but sand doesn't grow shit. The only reason the Middle East can do anything is they got lucky thousands of years ago and migrated to an old as fuck river fork.
Your farm will be as good as dead like the gold rush.

 

[HOMO INSPECTUS]

That and i have a protective order against me preventing me from pursuing her.

alrighty, so having established that you don't really care about any legal recourse intended to get you to stop, what obstacles are left? what's preventing you, right this very second, from just schlepping on over to her and forcibly marrying her? clearly Yahweh is with you on this matter, so what's the hold-up?

@tamarlover Would you rather be in a world where Tamar never loves you, or in a world where Tamar is dead?

سيدي، قناصة مستعدون!

 

[Owen Grady]

I once had a job for about 10 months, I saved up a lot of money and bought 40 acres of land in the desert for about 5000 dollars.

Fucking why?

Also, answer @Tempest and tell us about your beliefs. "Challenge" us, as you say. Explain to us the "secrets" of your discovery which, within the Bible's combined 3,500 year conception and continued existence, none of history's greatest biblical scholars or theologians have ever unraveled before.

 

[MarvinTheParanoidAndroid]

I'm not sure if you knew this, but sand doesn't grow shit. The only reason the Middle East can do anything is they got lucky thousands of years ago and migrated to an old as fuck river fork.
Your farm will be as good as dead like the gold rush.

He could always keep pigs & feed them out of garbage cans behind restaurants & grocery stores.

 

[XYZpdq]

What about timecube can your god kick timecube's ass this is important.

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

will the beard continue to grow the more jewish you get, kind of like pinocchio?

I hope eventually for my beard to grow on my face. I do not plan on ever cutting or shaving any of my hair on my body for the rest of my life. Its a personal decision I have made. And I will never cut the hair on my head, not even for Tamar. Its religious for me. I'm not allowed to cut my head hair due to a personal vow i've made. If I were to cut my head hair that would be evil of me.

 

[MarvinTheParanoidAndroid]

Spoiler: Pictures of his old girlfriend that he isn't stalking.

Damn dude, it seems like you were a lot happier with this other girl. And she called you "God"? Why'd you dump her again? Don't tell me you thought you could do better.

 

[LD 3187]

Please pm a screenshot of the comment, yes. Then I can inform you.

Perhaps my reasoning is faulty and misguided, but it is my understanding that if she was married once and divorced she is unmarriable unless there is a second marriage. then once the second marriage ends (and it should end) she is marriable again. And she's been married like eight times. And by the way, "marriage" in her definition is having sex with someone in a committed relationship. So I'm not sure how many of those actually count as marriages. It can get confusing when people twist meanings of word and make up their own meanings. But i know for a fact that he was not allowed to be married because of divorcing his ex wife. So now that he has married her, now I know for certain that they were not supposed to be married, so now if they divorce like they should, she can marry someone else.

I feel like we should not reject someone from our life without any opportunity for reconciliation and restoration of friendship. She may have been justified to end friendship with me, but I don't think she is justified to never again consider being my friend again. Ironically, if she had just talked to me like once a month and barely talked to me at all but just had me as a facebook friend, none of this stuff would have happened and she wouldn't really had to have been my friend. She could have just been an fb friend. But instead, she wanted to be extreme with me and cut me out of her life permanently. Which is what compelled me to try to change her mind about me. I can see it might be considered unhealthy to keep someone around just for money. But if she was doing that, it wouldn't be my fault. She'd be the guilty one. I'd be giving her money. She should love me if I was married to her but if she only wants my money, then she's in the wrong. But rather than only being with me for money, I want her to love me. But I think the only way she will even be willing to consider lovin me or being just friends is if I make a very generous gesture of kindness. Something that would really touch her heart and show her that I have a good heart and that I truly do care for her and love her.

Sent you the pm, i hope you know how to read it here.

What do your peers and elders think about your stance on this? What about your parents? You say you might consider you are wrong but i don't think you really do. Also, you said to her marriage is sex in a commited relationship. Could you please tell me what's YOUR definition of marriage and your stance on premarital sex?

Now on this third paragraph you are showing some pretty textbook abusive behavior. You are putting the blame of your actions on her, like she forced you to do all that stuff. You know that isn't true. I don't think you would slowly get over her if she lowkey ignored you, since you can't do that once she severed all ties with you. Also even tho i agree with you that if she was conning you for money she would be the wrong one, i think there is something very wrong and ill about you wanting to put yourself and her in a situation like this. It looks kinda sexist that you think the way to getting back to her is through money.

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

Spoiler: Pictures of his old girlfriend that he isn't stalking.

Damn dude, it seems like you were a lot happier with this other girl. And she called you "God"? Why'd you dump her again? Don't tell me you thought you could do better.

She dumped me. I didn't do anything to deserve this. She ruined my life by how she treated me. She broke my heart and my personality shattered into a million pieces. I've never been the same since. As a result, i've been very emotionally drained and broken. I loved every minute with my ex. It was great until when she broke up with me. Then my life spiraled downward. I picked myself up after that time, but was only able to salvage part of my former self. The rest of me died. I was 19 years old and she was 28 years old. Now I'm 26 and she's 36 almost 37.

 

[m0rnutz]

Spoiler: Pictures of his old girlfriend that he isn't stalking.

Damn dude, it seems like you were a lot happier with this other girl. And she called you "God"? Why'd you dump her again? Don't tell me you thought you could do better.

Something gives me the vibe that he didn't dump her. I don't know, a wife and a kid, looks more like she left him and he got bitter?