History is written by victors. In this case, it is written by the perceived victors. You think you know about me. And you think you are better than me. And you think i'm pathetic and that somehow makes you better than me. You have no clue. Your ignorance comforts you and makes you feel better about yourselves by mocking others. When in reality you are probably just as much or even more stupid and ridiculous than the people than a large percentage of the people you make fun of here on this site. If I have been guilty of stalking this woman in the past, that still makes me far superior to most of you here. I'm condescending by speaking with any of you people.
Your understanding of psychology is misguided and you have no real understanding of people different than you. I don't regard your conclusions as having any weight. If you were a doctor and an expert in psychology than maybe I would actually consider you know something of what you are talking about. Instead though the impression I get is you pride yourselves on thinking you are psychology experts. In reality you are all pretty clueless about people who are different than you. And even the psychology experts have a fundamental misunderstanding about the mind and people's mental issues.
Spoken like someone who tries to justify their sick actions by pointing out the flaws of others. You already told us that as soon as the restraining order is up you're going to get right back to stalking her; but this time you'll try a different approach so maybe you won't get caught this time. You talk about shit like 'if she gives me another chance and still tells me no I'll leave her alone' and then follow up with 'she's wrong about not wanting me in her life'. You do this fucked up mental gymnastics so no matter what you can pretend you're superior to everyone else around you.
So I'm gonna A-Log just a little bit here. I'm sorry Kiwis, I am, but this fucker is just rubbing me the wrong way and it sounds like he needs some tough love...cause he sure as shit ain't getting none from Tamar.
Tamar is better off without you. It's not a opinion. It's a bonafide fact. It doesn't matter if you think you were meant to be. It doesn't matter if you think it how things should be. It doesn't even matter if God himself parted the heavens as was all like 'Bitch you need to get with this nigga'. You're fucking toxic. Just based on everything around you and those associated with you it's evident anything you touch turns to shit. I genuinely feel sorry for your parents because they raised you in what seemed to be a nurturing environment but instead of becoming a contributing member of society you chose to be the infected sore next to the asshole instead.
Who cares if Tamar's current husband has some Domestic Abuse in his past? It's clear she knows how to contact the police given you're already a recipient of ability to put them to use. She's taking you to court, too; any sane person would treat this as a reason to never associate with a person again but you're all 'Oh I'll forgive her transgressions. That'll show her how much I love her! Her silly female mind can't comprehend how good I'd be for her yet.'
I genuinely want you to answer this question and not with your drivel about 'I'd be so good to her' and 'I'd love her all the time' or 'I'll tongue her butthole clean after she shits'. How, being the 'I choose to be unemployed' sack of sad that you are, would you provide for her and her kids? Have her come live with your parents? Be the house-husband? Beg for pennies on Youtube? No self-respecting woman would give up a stable home and life because some unwashed simpering freak can spew out promises at a mile a minute and literally have nothing to back them up with.
Your problem here is a matter of perspective. You are a parasite. You suck the life out of everyone around you and only contribute by causing stress, misery and anger. Normal people have to deal with enough of that shit on a daily basis but when someone like you comes along it's just hell for all those involved. Even if Tamar left her current husband she find someone else and it wouldn't be you. That door is long since closed and you're clawing at it like a sad little puppy.
You're only chance now is to cut your hair, get a job and stop being...you.
Go fuck yourself.
Hugs and Kisses - MasterDisaster
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