Lolcow Andrew Peter Carlson / Anaiah Carlson / Tamarlover / Xtamarlover - Jewish/Christian Wannabe Cult Leader, Stalker, Ugly af, dogfucker, mayor of spitsville

[Fareal]

I do things sometimes without realizing how wrong it was and only after realizing how wrong it was I try to do the right thing and correct my mistakes. You are absolving yourself of personality responsibility. That's wrong. You think you can hurt other people and not be in the wrong for it. Whereas if you read through the whole thread I constantly admit I was in the wrong and I am trying to change for the better. Apparently you don't want me to change for the better and rather enjoy embarrassing my former friend. If you had any decency you'd delete everything about her and me from this website but archive it just in case. And if my behavior changes then everything is good. But if my behavior gets worse or continues to be how bad it was and not get significantly better then all the information is loaded against me to protect her.

But she doesn't need to be protected from me because I'm not a threat to her.

"Hint: There are no good stalkers"

Wrong, idiot.

I don't care about it causing me problems, but I want to remove everything about her from the internet that I said to do the right thing for her. It doesn't matter if you don't believe me that's the truth. Enough with your pretended superiority and goodness. You guys are more fucked up than me, that's a fact.

None of us are under a restraining order forbidding us to physically approach or contact someone. Someone we have never even met and don't even know and who is a random victim we selected from the internet to liferuin, threaten and harm in any way we could dream up, all because they didn't agree with us on the internet once about pedos.

You are.

Even @Dynastia isn't subject to one of those. Congratulations. You are officially the worst fuck-up on this site.

 

[PostRegretStressDisorder]

Imagine if Jim Jones or David Koresh effort posted on the internet.

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

Translation: I'll try not to get caught next time.

I didn't get "caught". I wasn't trying to do something wrong without getting caught. After I got in trouble I realized that was very wrong of me what I did so I won't do it again regardless of whether they would "catch" me or not.

Stop stalking Tamara pls

I don't know anyone named Tamara.

 

[GREEDY FIREMAN]

By posting, with extensive detail, about my premeditated intentions on an internet forum thread which includes my real name and online handles.

Hey, I'm just translating what he said; I can't help that it's incredibly stupid.

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

None of us are under a restraining order forbidding us to physically approach or contact someone. Someone we have never even met and don't even know and who is a random victim we selected from the internet to liferuin, threaten and harm in any way we could dream up, all because they didn't agree with us on the internet once about pedos.

You are.

Even @Dynastia isn't subject to one of those. Congratulations. You are officially the worst fuck-up on this site.

I never threatened her ever. And you are twisting the whole thing. And I am not ruining her life by what I did. There is literally no threat and there never has been. And she is not a random victim selected from the internet. She and I were extremely close friends before for two full years. And even after I did some bad stuff her she still tried to give me chances again against what she felt was her better judgment. Because thats how special I had been to her that she was willing to give me another chance despite some of the mean stuff I had done to her. You act like you can't really know a person on the internet. Which is one of the stupidest things you could ever think.

 

[Tempest]

when do you expect to move onto your land?

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

Hey, I'm just translating what he said; I can't help that it's incredibly stupid.

Its false translation. If i didn't want to get "caught" in future attempts to pursue her, I wouldn't have posted publicly my future intentions. I am not that stupid. I am not trying to hide my plans from her.

I sincerely hope you never get the chance.
Hell I'm not a praying man but I'll pray to any God willing to listen that you never get within fifty feet of her.
She deserves better than you.

Its a good thing there is no god that will listen to the prayers of any person on this site (and that includes me).

 

[Cato]

Its false translation. If i didn't want to get "caught" in future attempts to pursue her, I wouldn't have posted publicly my future intentions. I am not that stupid. I am not trying to hide my plans from her.

LOL, so you're so smart that you'll post highly incriminating statements publicly and preserved for posterity, knowing that they were incriminating. Gotcha.

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

when do you expect to move onto your land?

It all depends on if I am going to be with this woman or not. If I can't change her mind by 10 years from now, then I'll probably begin developing the land and prepare to move out there at that time. If I end up being with this woman, I'd likely sell the land and get rid of it and abandon those plans.

LOL, so you're so smart that you'll post highly incriminating statements publicly and preserved for posterity, knowing that they were incriminating. Gotcha.

nothing I said is incriminating. And if i thought they were i wouldn't have posted them.

 

[Autistic Illuminati]

best case scenario for you :
she see you in the distance, perma-restrictive order, you crawl back to daddy / mommy basement
crying "muh good intention..."

 

[Tempest]

what are your thoughts on this site, the people here, this thread? have you checked out any other threads?

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

best case scenario for you :
she see you in the distance, perma-restrictive order, you crawl back to daddy / mommy basement
crying "muh good intention..."

I promised I will never visit her in person without her permission. So she'll never see me ever again unless she wants to see me. Thats a fact.

 

[Autistic Illuminati]

I promised I will never visit her in person without her permission. So she'll never see me ever again unless she wants to see me. Thats a fact.

Who care what you promised ?
You are a grown up man who have the pretention to know religion while creeping on a girl from your parents basement, basically a 10 year old child with a self-importance problem.
You don't have any credibility.

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

what are your thoughts on this site, the people here, this thread? have you checked out any other threads?

Everyone has a unique personality and some people are much better than others. Some people have good things to say. Some people are interested in understanding. Others just want to demonize. Some like to twist the whole thing and make false assumptions about almost everything. Others are well informed about the facts and aren't quick to assume.

There is at least one woman here that likes me and doesn't think I am this horrible person you think I am. I am sure she does not agree with everything I've done. Neither do I. But she knows my heart and doesn't think I am a dangerous person. She understands me better than anyone else here. Not saying her name.

Who care what you promised ?
You are a grown up man who have the pretention to know religion while creeping on a girl from your parents basement, basically a 10 year old child with a self-importance problem.
You don't have any credibility.

I don't lie. But besides at least I am not threatening to come find her anymore. If you can find one post from me in the future, where I say that I am going to visit her against her wishes or that I did visit her against her wishes, then you are right about me. If i never threaten it and never do it, then you are wrong about me. And you are in fact wrong about me.

Who care what you promised ?
You are a grown up man who have the pretention to know religion while creeping on a girl from your parents basement, basically a 10 year old child with a self-importance problem.
You don't have any credibility.

Everyone on this site is a grownup child who are a bunch of creeps. Ok not everyone on this site. But most of you are.

 

[MasterDisaster]

There is at least one woman here that likes me and doesn't think I am this horrible person you think I am. I am sure she does not agree with everything I've done. Neither do I. But she knows my heart and doesn't think I am a dangerous person. She understands me better than anyone else here. Not saying her name.

1.) Are you going to start stalking them?
2.) If the ask you to leave them alone will you?
3.) It's probably a dude.

 

[Telefunken]

Just because you can upload things doesn't mean you should. And by the way, why try to ruin someone's reputation? Just for laughs? Or if you are actually concerned about the situation and care about the person I've been treating inappropriately, you'll keep the videos off the internet, for her sake, so she does't feel worse. I took the videos down for her wellbeing. Not my wellbeing. Believe it or not but thats the truth.

LOL. The moment The Jumping Dwarf gives us a link I'm going mirror that shit across three different YouTube channels and Vimeo.

Welcome to Kiwi farms. We ruin reputations for lulz.

 

[Anaiah Carlson]

1.) Are you going to start stalking them?
2.) If the ask you to leave them alone will you?
3.) It's probably a dude.

I will never pursue any other woman like I have pursued Tamar. Its not going to happen. I absolutely refuse. If i ever pursue any other woman in the future, I will pursue her only if she wants me to pursue her. Its overwhelming. I can't go through it again with someone else.

LOL. The moment The Jumping Dwarf gives us a link I'm going mirror that shit across three different YouTube channels and Vimeo.

What's your reason for doing that?

 

[Autistic Illuminati]

cuz' it's funny

 

[MasterDisaster]

But besides at least I am not threatening to come find her anymore.

I will never pursue any other woman like I have pursued Tamar.

They should be so lucky.

What's your reason for doing that?

Because it'll drive a bigger wedge between you two (as if it already isn't a chasm).

 

[Telefunken]

What's your reason for doing that?

lulz.

You should have lurked moar.