How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

[Welfare Bum]

Work is being a nigger. If I were a nigger, I wouldn't need to work. Almost envious of niggers.

 

[WASR96]

My one out flight from DFW

Fuck that airport. TSA workers are normally retarded, but they have a particularly special brand of glue eaters that work there. Any time I have to fly, I always get stuck there and have never had a flight leave on time.

Thread tax: finally got my CT scan done today after they rescheduled me three fucking times. Meeting with the doc on Thursday to see how it looks and where we go from here.

 

[niggercattle]

Doing pretty well all things considered. New dev jobs makes me a lot of money, the work is chill, the manager isn't a dickhead (most of the time)... I am quite fulfilled with plenty of time for instant gratification.

But my social life has cratered ever since I hyperfocused into my dev skills (which got me this job, to be fair). Now I want to do is play vidya and code random shit in my free time. Dropped the gym and went back to being skinny b/c I'd rather not walk the distance and instead play vidya or watch yt slop. Don't receive calls from friends bc I'm busy with vidya, projects related to vidya or emulation spergery, etc. I don't feel anything bad yet but I fear I'm beginning to transform into a lazy asshole.

In the beginning it was good but now everything has started to revolve around those things. People began to notice I don't talk about anything that doesn't have to do with vidya or programming. Office bros said to me I used to be social and "what happened". Hmm...

This kind of a lifestyle is a one way ticket to Troonville

 

[Betonhaus]

But my social life has cratered ever since I hyperfocused into my dev skills (which got me this job, to be fair). Now I want to do is play vidya and code random shit in my free time. Dropped the gym and went back to being skinny b/c I'd rather not walk the distance and instead play vidya or watch yt slop. Don't receive calls from friends bc I'm busy with vidya, projects related to vidya or emulation spergery, etc. I don't feel anything bad yet but I fear I'm beginning to transform into a lazy asshole

Maybe try a MMORPG so you're at least social online?

 

[Binary-Tyrant]

I'm pretty comfy right now. Wrapped in a blanket watching old anime

(Re) watching old anime is the way to do it imo. Rewatched some episodes of Mushishi recently and it was practically meditation.

I haven't watched any new anime after s2 of Vinland Saga but it really does seem like modern anime has a little more faggotry on average. I remember someone irl recommended me this "dark idol" anime (forgot the name) and it had nauseating saturated colors and faggy looking designs. And because it was idolshit I didn't watch it of course.

This kind of a lifestyle is a one way ticket to Troonville

You don't even begin the journey without being a bona-fide coomer cooming to hentai with dick girls and whatnot. But yes, good point. My first open and brazen troon encounter was in software after all.

Maybe try a MMORPG so you're at least social online?

Nah MMORPGs seem like a dead genre plagued by autists that like spending money on vacuous online gameshit. I remember watching this wow documentary as a kid with players that talked like crack whores.

 

[Wilson The Ball]

(Re) watching old anime is the way to do it imo. Rewatched some episodes of Mushishi recently and it was practically meditation.

I haven't watched any new anime after s2 of Vinland Saga but it really does seem like modern anime has a little more faggotry on average. I remember someone irl recommended me this "dark idol" anime (forgot the name) and it had nauseating saturated colors and faggy looking designs. And because it was idolshit I didn't watch it of course.

Yeh. Was watching Inuyasha for the first time, and it's pretty kino. No bullshit, hand drawn, simple fun.

 

[BABANGUIDE64]

In my mid 20's, I hear that my life hasn't begun yet. But that sounds like a comforting head patting bullshit and I doubt it's going to begin in any prospect at all.

 

[Skyline Enthusiast]

In my mid 20's, I hear that my life hasn't began yet. But that sounds like a head petting bullshit and I doubt it's going to begin in prospect at all.

I'm pretty much in the same boat. The days are starting to blur and I'm getting more agitated by the minute.

And I wish my friends would get their shit together and just stop being autistic for five minutes. It is exhausting dealing with them sometimes.

 

[Arbiter]

I just took a bite of hashbrowns that tasted like straight potting soil and I can't get the dirt taste out of my mouth.

 

[missnaptime]

Any of you know what happened to @missnaptime? She was sweetheart.

hi! i'm alive lol

left kf for a bit because i was concerned about privacy (etc etc the world is a hellscape). even though i'm using a designated email, vpn and name not attached to anything else i do, i can't help but feel paranoid. that's an anxiety disorder for you... i've been working hard in my personal life. i probably won't be back "properly" if i'm honest just due to how busy life has gotten and aforementioned anxiety tweakout reasons, but i'm well, i'm alive, taking each day as it comes. i wish you all good health, love, joy, and good things. god bless! <3

 

[WhoBusTank69]

In my mid 20's, I hear that my life hasn't begun yet. But that sounds like a comforting head patting bullshit and I doubt it's going to begin in any prospect at all.

Life "begins" when you're ready. It sounds like head patting bullshit but when your physical and mental development completes at around 25 years old it only makes sense to count that as the beginning. Some people take their mulligan at 30 or even 40.
Life is too important for semantics like that. Do what you can, what you want and what you feel you should.

 

[Lukie]

hi! i'm alive lol

left kf for a bit because i was concerned about privacy (etc etc the world is a hellscape). even though i'm using a designated email, vpn and name not attached to anything else i do, i can't help but feel paranoid. that's an anxiety disorder for you... i've been working hard in my personal life. i probably won't be back "properly" if i'm honest just due to how busy life has gotten and aforementioned anxiety tweakout reasons, but i'm well, i'm alive, taking each day as it comes. i wish you all good health, love, joy, and good things. god bless! <3

You have been missed!

I hope your mind is calmer, you're feeling more earthed and things are getting better..

Send me a DM sometime and we'll have a catchup.

 

[Banana Cat]

Exhausted and overwhelmed. Two under two with the youngest being only a month old. Some days it feels like it's all clicking into place just for the next day to go to shit and I feel like a failure for wanting a break.

 

[Dammit Mandrake!]

Doing great! My good-for-nothing sister-in-law fell and broke her hip doing lazy, do-nothing bullshit like a tax leech does. And Medicare won't cover it!

I hope she suffers! Let's celebrate!

 

[⋖ cørdion ⋗]

Back from an interview that was staged 14 days ahead. Numbing to wait the days out, finally partook, went great, lots of 'defending' my university degree failure and what not. Every time they asked about something I'd be doing in the job, I had a story, an impression or a relevant dunk as to why I'd master it. My primary takeaway is holy shit is it nice to have literal work experience to pin claims on. I do manual labor but I arrange my entire team's shifts, work plans, absence etc. One of the present parties was just smiling throughout, aware of how much work I put in and what a gem I'd be to them. We'll see. Fuck, it'd be nice with some luck.

In my mid 20's, I hear that my life hasn't begun yet. But that sounds like a comforting head patting bullshit and I doubt it's going to begin in any prospect at all.

Read a lot of posts from people in the ~30 age range lately. Many claim a magical switch goes off in their head and suddenly they're just like "bro, 27 year olds are fucking kids". Here at least, they're still in the university or following graduation high. Wet behind the ears. I see rushed-out doctors at work all the time; 28 year old girls in a coat dragging on the floor telling an alcoholic 58 year old what is wrong with him according to her textbook. Sometimes, you really can't do much more than write people off as too inexperienced in life. Want kids? Else there's no rush.

 

[Soup ‘n’ Salad]

My husband had his immigration interview today. We talked to our attorney about it last week, and she hyped it up as something very daunting and serious, so we were both on edge. But after being called in from the waiting room, we were placed in an office with a very amiable old lady as our interviewer. I was initially terrified that we'd be missing some obscure document and the whole thing would go off the rails, but she specifically complimented me on how well organized I was, and within the hour we were sent on our way with his green card coming in the mail within the next few weeks!
It's such a huge weight off our shoulders to not have any more appointments or deadlines to worry about (at least for the next couple years). We're already planning on going to the gym together tomorrow, and a flea market this weekend!

 

[(((I am NOT a jew)))]

After three years of living with a literal BPD faggot slumlord who heavily mirrored Patrick Tomlinson... I finally moved out today without telling him.
And in with my friend.
Paying 2007 tier prices for a decent room in a nice place.
Which means I can save money for once.
And I'll finally be getting rides to work and back instead of walking in the humid Summer sun.
I feel like I just busted the fattest nut of my life.
Life is really goddamn good.

 

[666NASTYFUCKINGFREAK666]

I set off my fire alarm trying to cook at 4 am like a fucking retard. I just know my neighbors hate me.

 

[UtadaWasabi2]

YOUTUBE KEEP ALGOFEED ME BLACK PILL PLS SEND HELP.

 

[The Skeksis Emperor]

A year and a half ago I lost everything in the span of a month. My career, social circle, income. Ended up in poverty housing and a weepy bitter mess. Now I'm getting ready for a big ceremony where people will pat my ass and salute me. My life isn't all fixed yet, but it's better. There's light at the end of the tunnel Kiwis, even if you're going through a rough time. Just take it one day at a time, and it's okay to be angry when shitty things happen to you.

I will admit Kiwifarms kept me sane during this time so semper fucking fi to Null.